crazy girl

crazy girl

:: 2004 14 February :: 10.52 pm
:: Mood: happy

I think this is the best valentines day.. that I can remember. haha.

:: 2004 10 February :: 12.07 pm

Alright, I had a really fucked up dream. It was funny though..

It was me and my cousin going to play paintball, I didn't have a gun so I decided to take jay's seens how we were like.. a country block away. Well My dad was like, I bet you're gonna wanna see jay arn't you and then he's like and you're going to get back late so why don't you just stay the night. I was like... okay.... . So I got jay's gun and I went back and the room was crowded! Then I thought I lost a piece to Jay's gun so I was like freaking out but I found it and christy wanted to know what it was. And I remembered the name! Then I woke up. Haha.

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:: 2004 7 February :: 7.59 am

I have had 2 hours of sleep.

I'm tired as fuck...

If I'm dragging at the dance, that is why.

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:: 2004 6 February :: 4.58 pm

actions speak louder then words

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:: 2004 5 February :: 2.34 pm

I just realized that when I think about cedar.. I get sick to my stomach.. so many memories. It's going to take me a long time to feel comfortable there again.. If I ever go back .. maybeto hang out with a few friends that aren't in your guys' "group".

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:: 2004 31 January :: 10.51 pm

Just felt like saying..

"fuck you all damn it"

No particular reason, I suppose.

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:: 2004 31 January :: 9.30 am

Well, Last Night I had a kind of weird dream.
I was pregnant. And I Had My Kid this month (january) and I named her Georgia. I called her Georgie most of the time. I went to My Family Reunion in Like greenville and Mr. Compton was there (rachel knows who he is) and he was related to me. I had georgie with me and she was hungry and I breast fed her. It was really odd. I had just like given birth a week ago but my body.. was like back to normal already. I then left that place and some guy made me drive a bus to cedar springs so that people would have a ride to the dance or something. Well, I was going to the dance and So I go and I stop at miranda sanchez house and Bill is there. He starts talking about his kid and I was like yeah I just had mine a little bit ago. And he's like.. I couldn't even tell you were pregnant. then I started yelling at miranda because seh didn't invite me to her party.. So I got on her talking horse and it showed me how to get out of her gigantic mansion. I get back on my bus, drive to my house. Get some things (put on my dress) and then Begin Driving to Cedar. Then I woke up.

Pretty Freaky.

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:: 2004 27 January :: 11.25 am

Yay, Snow day. Just what I needed. I got to sleep in till ten and it was nice. Had some freaky dreams between 6 and ten though...

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:: 2004 24 January :: 10.59 pm
:: Music: Stay (acoustic) ~ Lisa Loeb

You say, I only hear what I want to
Well, I feel like... typing/writing. I love this song. I want to babble. OOOOH I have something to babble about.

I went to work at a wrestling tournament and I put my purse in a room that was locked but someone propped the door open and my purse was stolen. Well.. no one seemed to care it was gone so I figured it was gone for good. Well, at around 5:30 some woman came to my house and she had my purse. She looked at my license read my address and gave it to me! Awesome.. that sure brightened up my day.

Then I go to my aunts and play bass, hold my brooke and play cards, where I won :). My parents ended up showing up and they bought me presents!!! I didn't get them till I got home. They got me a sled (blue :D ) two things of care bear stickers and then got a class ring book. I think they may actually buy mine. I want a really cheap one though so :P haha.

Now I'm online and I actually have plans to hang out with friends. THis day got way better than what I thought it would! yay!

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:: 2004 21 January :: 6.24 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: greenwheel~breathe

I'm alright
Lets see. Nothing new. Suprise Suprise.

bah. Nothing to talk about, yet feeling talkative.

Still no set decision on my life. I don't think I'll ever be set with my decision (which ever I choose).

I really just wish someone could help me.

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:: 2004 19 January :: 2.35 pm

i started this a while ago.. so the time is off.
-Favorites-
NUMBER: 11
COLOR: metalic ice blue
DAY: friday
MONTH: august or december
SONG(S): Never say never ~ letter for breakfast
SEASON: winter or fall
DRINK: mt dew root beer or cherry coke.

-Firsts-
First screen name: uh. Hurleygirilyluvsmark
First piercing/tattoo: ears when I was 2
First credit card: never
First true love: I know.
First enemy: Myself
First concert: actual arena , Incubus and phantom planet
First musician you remember hearing in your house: dad

-Lasts-
Last big car ride: a couple years ago
Last kiss:yesturday
Last library book: The open Cage
Last movie seen: clueless
In the theatre: ROTK
Last food consumed: Cookies.
Last phone call:Right now..
Last CD played: Evanescence
Last annoyance: Me
Last soda drank: Cherry coke
Last time scolded: Yesturday
Last website visited: woohu

-Short answer-
I am: alright
I want: No practice
I have: A bad memory
I wish: I was someone else
I hate: life and the way things work out
I fear: myself
I hear: buzzing
I wonder: what tapioca really is...
I love: a lot, sometimes too much.
I ache: everywhere
I always: complain
I am not: Old
I dance: often
I sing: in the shower/car
I cry:all the time
I write: at school
I win: at loosing
I lose: everything
I confuse: everyone pretty much.
I need: Someone to hold me... To care about me more than everyone else...
I should: skip practice

-Do You-
Keep a diary: yes online and a real one.
Bake or cook: no
Have a secret you haven't shared with anyone: yes
Have a Crush: No
Want to get married: kinda
Get motion sickness: Sometimes
Think you're a health freak: yeah
Get along with your parents: mostly
Like thunderstorms: Yes

-In the last day have you-
Cried? yes
Helped someone? doubt it.
Bought something? gas
Gotten sick? yes
Gone to the movies? No
Gone out for dinner? No
Said "I love you"? yes
Written a real letter? No
Talked to an ex? yes
Missed an ex? yes.
Written in a journal? yes
Had a serious talk? Yes
Missed someone? yes
Hugged someone? Yes
Fought with a friend?Yes

-Would you ever-
Eat a bug?: If I had to
Bungee jump?: Not unless foreced
Kill someone?: No
Parachute from a plane?: no
Walk on hot coals?: No
Go out with someone for their looks? Maybe..
Be a vegetarian?: Sure
Wear plaid with stripes?: Done it
IM a stranger?: yeah
Sing Karaoke?: heh
Get drunk off your Ass?: have.
Shoplift?: have.
Run a red light?: Yes
Star in a porn video?: depends on who I was with
Dye your hair blue?: yeah
Be on Survivor?: Hell no
Wear makeup in public?: Yeah
Not wear makeup in public?: yeah
Cheat on a test?: Normally don't need to
Make someone cry?: Not on purpose
Date someone more than 10 years older than you?: I hope not.
Stay up all night?: yes

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:: 2004 19 January :: 2.35 pm

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:: 2004 18 January :: 12.58 am
:: Mood: fucked

It only hurts when I breathe, good thing I stopped breathing
I've always wanted someone to catch me if I'm falling. But it's to late, I've already fallen and hit the end.

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:: 2004 16 January :: 9.29 am

Well, things are going.

I saw the recruiter last night and we made an arrangement taht I havn't completely agreed on yet but told him I would get back to him.

I'm excited but yet.. I don't want to do it . It's really confusing, I'm really confused. Oh well.. things will work out. I just have to give them time to let them.

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:: 2004 15 January :: 12.26 pm

and I really want a mini cooper

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