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:: 2003 28 December :: 8.59 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: bring me to life~ evanescene

With out a soul

1) Using band names, spell out your name
A~All-american rejects
L~Lost Prophets
L~Live
I~Incubus
S~Smashing Pumpkins
O~Our Lady Peace
N~No Doubt
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? No

3) What song makes you cry?
Tonight Tonight and Disarm ~ Smashing Pumpkins and Boys of Summer ~ Ataris

4) What song makes you happy?
Ashanti ~ Aww Baby

5) What do you like to listen to before bed? John Mayer ~ Back to you , Love Song for No one, and No such thing


PT. II

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'3 1/2
HAIR COLOR: Darkish Brown
SKIN COLOR: White
EYE COLOR: Blue
PIERCINGS: Ears
TATTOOS: None

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Green
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Ashanti ~ Aww Baby
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Rootbeer
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Warm 46 degrees

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Sometimes
HAVE A BAD HABIT? Being Annoying
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Mostly
LIKE TO DRIVE?: Love it

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW:
CONDITIONER: Garnier Fructis
BOOK: In My Father's House
MAGAZINE: Maxim, Cosmo
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Rootbeer
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Smirnoff Ice (raspberry)
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Sit on my ass now~a~days
BAND/ GROUP or SINGER:John Mayer

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: Yes.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: No
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Not Mine
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Yes.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: No sadly
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Nope
USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD: Yes
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: No
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Yes
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yes
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: no
GIRLFRIEND: no
CHILDREN: No.
CURRENT CRUSH: Too many, but there just crushes, not worth trying to make something
BEEN IN LOVE?: gr, yes...
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yes
BEEN HURT?: Yes, lots of times.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET:That's a tough one, Not doing what I really want.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: Yes
HAVE YOU EVER GIVEN/RECEIVED ORAL SEX:Yes

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: No
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:John Mayer
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Ice Blue (metalic)
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Bill,Brookelynne, Chris, Pete, and Ron
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Brookelynne
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Our Lady Peace Live
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Rachel, Bill, Kaleea
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?:Play Bass, and guitar and sing

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?:Earlier
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: This summer
YOU GOT E-MAIL: A few hours ago
THING YOU PURCHASED: gas
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Emma
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: LOTR:ROTK

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION:Against, but it's up to them, I would never.
TEENAGE SMOKING: HATE it
SPICE GIRLS: I liked them :)
DREAMS: I don't have any.

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:: 2003 28 December :: 1.43 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: none :P

Pete is making very good points.
Pete; done. free. says:
haha... me niether... I didn't give up though for a reason like that... I did because a lot of things don't make sense... science can prove a lot of things that were always said to only be because of god... and I believe a lot is the unbelievably strong inner workings of the subconscience mind...
Pete; done. free. says:
for example...
Pete; done. free. says:
there are a couple spots in the world, where there is said to have had miracles happen... spots so holy that being in their presence could cure some diseases....... I believe its all the subconscience... I believe that if I said I found a spot so holy and it was considered a holy, like miracelous place, miracles would start happening... much like the placebo effect.

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:: 2003 28 December :: 12.52 pm

This is weird, we are using Opera (like a weird interenet thing. It's really cool though. I like it a lot.

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:: 2003 27 December :: 11.01 pm
:: Music: boys of summer~ataris

I can see you.
Oh, I miss the summer so much. The warm air, jay, my car. Everything.

The worst part is knowing that it will never be like that ever again

that was my last free summer. And I can say that it was definatly my best summer

I had lots of new experiences. I miss it so much.

I feel so empty now. Here's some funny things I heard.

1.Your mouth was made to suck my kiss.
2.You're watching balls go up adn down at high speeds, what sport are you watching? Jogging
3.I can crack walnuts between my thighs, what's your strongest body part? Hopefully my walnuts!

even though jogging isn't a sport, I thought about those marrathons.


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:: 2003 27 December :: 9.10 pm
:: Music: emo~blink 182

I know you feel empty all the time
god I love this song.

I like your pants around your feet
And I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favorite damn disease

And I love the places that we go
And I love the people that you know
And I love the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I love the powder on your nose

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)

I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed
While you put me to the test
I like the white stains on your dress

I love the way you pass the check
And I love the good times that you wreck
And I love your lack of self respect
While you're passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
(Why not before, you never tried)
(Gone for good, and this is it)

I like your pants around your feet
And I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favorite damn disease

And I hate the places that we go
And I hate the people that you know
And I hate the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I hate the powder on your nose

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
(Why not before, you never tried)
(Gone for good, and this is it)

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:: 2003 27 December :: 12.54 am

well, I'm sooo confused it's not even funny. I'm thinking so much my stomach hurts. Earlier in the conversation he loved me, and now he doesn't. Whatever... I guess I'll just let him go. It seems to be what he need and wants. Most of the time at least. He shows that he cares in the oddest ways. Like when I was tempted to take a drug and he freaked out. He got really pissed off at me and stuff. *sigh* I don't know what to do. I guess this is it. I have to be done.

*sigh* that's it.

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:: 2003 26 December :: 9.38 pm
:: Music: 17~mandy

finally This song fits for me!
Some people tell me, that you're not my kind
And I believe them, but I can't get you off my mind
Some people tell me that I should stay away
Maybe I will ... some other day

'Cause it feels right
You know it feels good
And I don't always do what I should
And I know what makes me happy
And in my heart you are it exactly

I don't wanna do right, I just want you tonight
Not just only in my dreams
Save my best behavior, for a little later
'Cause I'm only 17
Think I made my mind up, I got time to grow up
Face responsibility
Livin' in the moment, keepin' my heart open
While I'm only 17

(Only 17...)

I'll learn my lessons, and I'll make mistakes
And If I get burned (get burned), it'll be my heart to break
It isn't easy, hearing what they say
Sometimes you've got to take a leap of faith

'Cause it feels right
Yeah it feels good
And I'm not gonna do something stupid
Just this once, I wanna feel like
I can do what I want when I hold tight
Chorus:

I don't wanna do right, I just want you tonight
Not just only in my dreams
Save my best behavior, for a little later
'Cause I'm only 17
Think I made my mind up, I got time to grow up
Face responsibility
Livin' in the moment, keepin' my heart open
While I'm only 17
(Only 17...)

Bridge:
Anyone, who's ever been in love
Has got to know
What it means to have a dream
And no one can say anything
To change my mind, no, not this time

I don't wanna do right, I just want you tonight
Not just only in my dreams
Save my best behavior, for a little later
'Cause I'm only 17
Think I made my mind up, I got time to grow up
Face responsibility
Livin' in the moment, keepin' my heart open
While I'm only 17
(Only 17...)

Baby, got time to grow up...
to face responsibility...
hopin'... open...
Cause I'm only 17...

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:: 2003 26 December :: 6.00 pm

YES
he's wet
You are in love with Orlando Bloom. Non of his
crazy characters where he has to wear a ton of
make-up and silly costumes.You are perfect for
this guy!


WhIcH oRlAnDo Is PeRfEcT fOr YoU?(w/ extremely hot pics)
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:: 2003 25 December :: 8.32 pm

well, I'm proud of myself

I ate a whole can of beeferoni by myself.

now I feel like I'm going to arf everywhere.

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:: 2003 24 December :: 1.58 pm

cho
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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Jake says he knows what I'm going through.
He says that dxm will help, it will be like a release from the bullshit that's going on.
Like a vacation for my mind

How tempting.

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:: 2003 24 December :: 12.17 pm
:: Mood: Alright
:: Music: Love song for no one ~john mayer

You just killed yourself you dumb shit.
Alright so here's what I'm pissed off about...

NO FUCKING SNOW FOR CHRISTMAS

I hate you weather, I really do.


Umm.. I think that is it right now.

Oh, shake proof presents... those piss me off as well.

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:: 2003 22 December :: 10.35 am

Well this town has closed down, way too early
And there's nothing to do
So I'm driving around in circles
And I'm thinking about you
Today I heard you got a new last name
I sure didn't know it was gonna hit me this way
And the radio just keeps on playing all these
Songs About Rain...

Now there's all kinds of songs about babies
and love that goes right
But for some unknown reason
Nobody wants to play them tonight
Hey, I hope it's sunny wherever you are
That's sure not the picture, tonight in my car
And it sure ain't easin' my pain
All these songs like...

"Rainy Night In Georgia"
or "Kentucky Rain"
"Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again"
"Blue Eyes Cryin" in the "Early Morning Rain"
They go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh it would be easy to blame all these
Songs About Rain

Well, I thought I was over you
But I guess...maybe I'm not
'Cause when I let you go
Looks like lonely was all that I got
I guess I'll never know what could've been
it sure ain't helping this mood that I'm in
If they're gonna keep on playin these songs like...

"Rainy Night In Georgia"
or "Kentucky Rain"
"Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again"
"Blue Eyes Cryin" in the "Early Morning Rain"
They go on and on, and there's no two the same
Oh how I wish I could blame all these
Songs About Rain

all these Songs About Rain...



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:: 2003 20 December :: 6.52 pm

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:: 2003 19 December :: 2.56 pm

someone delted all of my e-mails from someone. I wonder who that could have been.

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:: 2003 18 December :: 6.49 pm

well, I'm assuming that he hates me, because he sure is acting like it.
I'm done with it I guess.
it still hurts a lot
but, I'll be fine someday.
If I ever see him again,
I know it's gonna hurt like hell.
A wound ripped open again and again.

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