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2003 7 December :: 3.43 pm
I don't know what to say. But yeah...
Friday I got stuck at jessicas for a while and finally got to see jay.
Saturday I went to jessicas then brads then home again then brads.
Sunday ... church.. and sitting on my butt...
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2003 6 December :: 6.28 pm
:: Music: Running~ No Doubt
I love this song...
Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side
Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love
[Chorus:]
Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated
Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up
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2003 6 December :: 11.33 am
Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel
Believe, believe in me, believe
That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
We're not the same, we're different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tongiht
And you know you're never sure
But your sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born
Believe, believe in me, believe
In the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there's not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
We'll crucify the insincere tonight
We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight
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2003 4 December :: 10.11 pm
:: Mood: alright
:: Music: dark blue~no doubt~return of saturn
very good song
I'm tired from exploring you
I'm sorry you've had some scary days
I'm lucky, they had me on a leash
Exposing, sometimes you frighten me
And it's too bad you're so sad
I wish you could have had what I had
I'm loathing most of your history
Hesitation, but then you siphon me
Your potential, well I'll indulge in that
Violent timing explains the aftermath
And it's too bad you're so sad
I wish you could have had what I had
And it's so sad it's too bad
Maybe I can make you feel better
Oh maybe I'm supposed to make you feel better
I want to comfort you
Unlike you I had it easy
You're dark blue Stained from previous days
And you're so sad
It's too bad
I wish you could have had what I had
And it's too bad you're so sad
Maybe I can make you feel better
I'm sorry
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2003 3 December :: 8.48 pm
yep,...
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2003 30 November :: 1.35 pm
you guys are so exciting :|
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2003 29 November :: 6.07 pm
I LOVE YOU!!!!
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2003 29 November :: 1.05 pm
I've got it all figured out....
Weekdays Minus Monday
Jazz band at 6 30 in the am till 7 30 ish
School at 7 30 until 2 15
Cheer at 3 till 5
Work from 5-8
Sundays
Church at 10 30 til 11 30
work from noon to 8
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2003 29 November :: 10.39 am
well, I know what I have to do.
quit cheerleading
quit jazz band
1. Get a job
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2003 29 November :: 8.52 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: none
I feel sick...
I'm depressed. I hit a deer. Now everything is ruined.
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2003 28 November :: 1.03 pm
:: Music: forgive me ~evanescence
Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt like(that) I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to hear(kill) those words from(for) you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
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2003 27 November :: 11.16 am
:: Mood: meh
:: Music: Say it ain't so ~ Weezer
Drug Facts
Hmm let's see. Got up at 8:30 and helped my mom peel eggs, then made stuffing (with out the box). I was proud of myself. Now I'm sitting here, after cleaning myself up, bored out of my mind. It.. sucks. I have to go see relatives. Yippy... :| It starts at 1 or something. And it's only 11:10. We'll probably be home really early seens how we don't like associating with that side of the family haha. Alright I'm going now.
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2003 25 November :: 6.14 pm
1/2 day left of school. I don't want to go either way. yeah... people are talking to me. I'm going to go...
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2003 24 November :: 10.07 pm
Okay, this weekend was interesting. Friday I went to the movies with my parents for the first time in ten years ish. We saw cat in the hat. It was pretty good. saturday I woke up and uh...went to jay's and then to connies and got my nails done (good job connie) and then I wento todavids. Sunday I wen tot church and played and then I got to see jay. It was fun. Alright weekend I guess. how was yours?
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2003 22 November :: 11.34 pm
Kill me right fucking now..
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