This is definantly one of my favorite songs...
my last breath

hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black

For as long as you're here we're not.
well, not that any of you even care. I felt like updating. Today, was a boring day until after school. I came home from cheerleading and Jessica calls and says that Jason and Brian are taking us down to the driftway to eat. So I was like.. what? .. uh.. alright... and so we did and I got free food and played a couple games of pool. Which.. I suck at but brian was my team mate.. so we won.

And now I'm here, feeling alone. *sigh*

try and shrug it off, it's only skin now
Sunday, I went to james' thingy and went to the movies and then went back to james' and.. took jay home then I went home..


Today, cheerleading for two hours. We do conditioning every day. I'm going to die.

still is the night.
well, I'm kind of hyper. I've drank like a crap load of pop and cappacino in the past 2 hours. Lots of caffeine. Yep exciting. Let's see I left around 4 today. I went with jessica to GR to jeffs work and we ate at mcdonalds. Jeff paid for us both. I backed into a dumpster... driving someone elses car. Woops *blushes* heh anyways, Then when jessica and I got back, we stopped at amoco then my house and got online and I talked on the phone with jay. Then we went to my brothers and I kinda aided in olivia biting her lip and bleeding. We left there got some eggs and went to the bowling alley. I got a whole score of 49 I think. But I DID get a strike and a spare. I got better at the end. We went to amoco again to refill our drinks and then jessica took me home. And now I am here. Hyper. But yet very tired. *sigh* that was my evening. Interesting wasn't it?!

goodnight

cat's poem in ten things I hate about
I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair
and I hate the way you drive my car and I hate the way you stair
I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick it even makes me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right I hate itwhen you lie
I hate itwhen you make me laugh even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around adn the fact that you didn't call
but mostly I hate the way I don't hate you not even close not even a little bit not even at all.

i... flew today
I get home.. and no one is online and no one is at home

I feel alone...

Underneath
I'm cold, sick.. and I went to visitation for Jeremiah. It was sad. Seeing someone so young... not have a life ahead of them. My heart ached. Not just for the people there though. I'm just sitting here right now. Wondering what everyone is thinking. Wondering a lot of things about people.

good song
Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smile just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything in me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
And these are the moments
I know all I need is this
I've found all I've waited for, yeah
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
And every prayer has been answered
Every dream I've had's come true
Yeah, right here in this moment
Is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
Yeah

These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
And every prayer has been answered
Every dream I've had's come true
Yeah, right here in this moment
Is right where I'm meant to be
Oh, here with you here with me
No, I could not ask for more
Than this love you gave me
Cause it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
No, yeah
No, I could not ask for more