trapt lyrics, they are good
"Still Frame"

Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down,
this picture's frozen and I can't get out (of here)
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you
And every time I think I've finally made it
I learn I'm farther away than I've ever been before
I see the clock and it's ticking away, and the hourglass empty
What the fuck do I have to say
Keep it inside the image portrayed
As if I couldn't stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think I'm starting to lose it
I think I'm drifting away from the people I really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured 'cause we had everything covered
Now we're older it's getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us, what the fuck are we going to be?
I'm afraid I'm falling farther away (from where I want to be)

oh, and I have a really bad headache


I think it's from cleaning :|

this weekend isn't over yet...
Friday was band. And we lost the game and me, thinking that we wouldn't go to playoff's, was damn happy. Saturday I had band and then Jay and David and Rich were all there for raych and I and we left. As I was walking to the bathroom bailey asked me who the red head was and she said that he was hot. It was cute. Sunday, I had church and then I went to rachel's got david and jay and then took david home. Jay and I then went to the movies and then to wendy's then back to the movies. Then I took him home and then I drove home in 21 minutes. And now I'm here.

::15 Random Favorites::
1:	Guitar
2:	bass
3:	bari
4:	computer
5:	dreams
6:	food
7:	drinks
8:	sleeping in
9:	no band
10:	being loved
11:	phone
12:	car
13:	license
14:	sleeping
15:	eating
::14 Favorite Foods::
1:	Crispitos
2:	Nachos w/meat and cheese
3:	tacos
4:	chili
5:	potato soup
6:	au graten potatos
7:	those other potatos
8:	lucky charms
9:	whopper jr.s
10:	strawberries
11:	Bananas
12:	curly fries
13:	chocolate moose
14:	strawberry applesauce
::13 Most Watched Shows::
1:	8 simple rules
2:	hope and faith
3:	music videos
4:	I love the 80's
5:	wonder years
6:	general hospital
7:	7th heaven
8:	news :|
9:	arthur
10:	History channel
11:	labor and delivery
12:	maternity ward
13:
::12 Good Bands in your Opinion::
1:	Our Lady Peace
2:	John Mayer
3:	Jewel
4:	Blink 182
5:	Evanescence
6:	Reach 454
7:	Nickleback
8:	Ataris
9:	Natalie Imbruglia
10:	Maroon 5
11:	Keith Urban
12:	fuel
::11 Memories::
1:	Showing something
2:	Saying I love you
3:	Middle School
4:	My dad coming home
5:	Getting the mustang
6:	Learning to drive a stick
7:	Driving to Cedar
8:	Driving to Ionia
9:	Hanging out with My Foreign friends
10:	Dancing
11:	Playing My guitar
::10 Close Friends::
1:	Rachel vz
2:	Kaleea
3:	Rachel wa
4:	Jake
5:	Jay
6:	Jayme
7:	Amanda S
8:	Amanda M
9:	Jessica
10:	Kandy
::09 Things you're looking forward to::
1:	Getting out of school
2:	No more band
3:	Kaleea's prom
4:	Kaleea's Graduation
5:	My graduation
6:	Going to school
7:	Playing Professionally
8:	Driving
9:	Christmas
::08 Things you wear daily::
1:	Shoes
2:	pants
3:	t-shirt
4:	socks
5:	lip gloss
6:	underwear
7:	bra
8:	deoderant
::07 Things That Annoy You::
1:	Myself
2:	Emotions
3:	Ashley Boelens
4:	Fake People
5:	Liars
6:	flirts
7:	smokeing
::06 Things You Touch Everyday::
1:	keyboard and mouse
2:	purse
3:	stearing wheel
4:	money
5:	food
6:	toothbrush
::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over::
1:	Cruel Intentions
2:	A walk to remember
3:	Here on earth
4:	Van wilder
5:	the matrix
::04 Of Your Favorite Childhood Toys::
1:	Legos
2:	Barbies
3:	nintendo
4:	gameboy
::03 People You Have Kissed::
1:	Jay
2:	justin
3:	dustin
::02 Of Your Favorite Songs::
1:	Stay with me ~ Reach 454
2:	Imaginary~ Evanescence
::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With::
1:	...

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Messed up nightmare/dream
Last night... I had... a very scary nightmare. I was at Jay's house.. but it wasn't his house in real life. And my dad was there. Jay was downstairs eating dinner with his parents and my dad was watching tv. My brother was right next to him. I got up to go and see Jay and all of a sudden there was this great warmth and everything went fuzzy and I was like... floating but yet.. I was transparent and my body was down on the other couch Iknew that... I had died and that I was leaving all the people I love. I tried to yell no and I don't want to go, but I couldn't Nothing came out because I had already died. All I could think of was Jay and how I didn't get to say goodbye. Then, once I got to the ceiling... I came back down into my body. This is where I wake up in my bed with my heart beating very very fast. I've never been so scared before in my life.

Am I living it right..

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I have a major head ache. *sigh* it hurts. I feel.. weird. Umm yeah... I'm going to go now..

Sounds right...

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


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jennifer
Well, today was halfway decent. Umm.. Let's see here. First block we had like 6 kids... including me. It was great. Second block.. I got homemade cookies that were... wonderful. Third block I watched a movie called the rainmaker. It's pretty good so far. And fourth haha well... Alex was asking me if I would tap dan and I said no and it was funny. And dan lifted me up. He was laying on his back and he grabbed my hands and lifted me up with his feet and his hands. IT was lots of fun. And then alex blew me a kiss... I just laughed at him. I was like. stop it. and then he worded something... I don't know what it was though.

Getting the car today.