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2005 17 August :: 4.14 pm
less than two more weeks of babysitting and then I will have to find a real job. I need one in greenville so it's not that far of a drive from my parents house or jared's house.. because I don't have a home anymore. I live out of my car. Pathetic.
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2005 9 August :: 2.26 pm
Had a little break down yesturday. It was the realization of serious things are between Jared and I. I've never been like this before with anyone. I see him everyday I wake up to him every morning. Everything we say to each other is true. I've never believed in Soulmates.. but. it's kinda crazy how perfect we are for each other. It scares me a little. Because... if I can chance he can change..and that's what hit me yesturday. He's entirely his own person. He could fall in love with someone else just like all the other guys I've been with. So far, he's nothing like them. Hopefully... he'll prove me wrong.
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2005 31 July :: 4.12 pm
I'm IN love. Absolutly IN love. And.. I love it.
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2005 19 July :: 12.10 pm
Hey everyone. I havn't updated in a while. Havn't really been home or online much I guess. I've been babysitting during the day and then staying the night at jared's house pretty much every night except wednesdays. Life is going seemingly alright. I just bought new tires for my pinto yesturday. A whole 60 dollars for some good ol' whitewalls. I'm getting paid regularly from John and Sarah. Too bad it's shit money. I can't wait till I'm done with this because then I can get a real job and be able to support myself. Also, I think that I am in love. I know I love him, everything about him. I'm happy and poor.
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2005 24 June :: 12.29 pm
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
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2005 21 June :: 3.11 pm
p.s. I've a boyfriend!
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2005 15 June :: 11.19 am
Yesturday, I went over to jared's and we hung out and watched tv for a while and then he brought me home. Today is sarah's birthday (my brother's wife) but it's also the whole guys night thing and this is the day jared and I are getting out tickets from Marty for Birthday bash. Hopefully we all still get to hang out because my card to sarah is with Jared hahaha. Then thursday i have nothing and friday Jared and i are going Goodwilling and then camping (yay!!). I have seriously wanted to go camping for soo long. Then saturday is birthday bash of course. I have a couple Open houses that I need to go to and then I'm going to Batman Begins in the IMAX theatre maybe. We'll see. Sunday is father's day and a cook out at my Aunt Jackies. We'll have loads of fun! This is going to be fun. I can't wait. Oh, and I only woke up three times last night. It was the best night of sleep I have had in ages.
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2005 13 June :: 9.43 am
I went and saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith with Jared last night. Seriously, that movie is soo awesome. I loved it! It was hilarious yet serious at the same time. Great, I suggest you go see it. Saturday, Parker picked me up and took to me to an open house which makes me sad because I wanted to go to someone else's but it was too far away. We end up going to greenville cuz they closed down lafayette to do a car show. It was kinda fun till it started raining so we went to best buy. He dropped over 600 dollars on one thing! CRAZY!! After that we went to eden. Never been there before so it was kind of interesting. Parker's cousin was there and we were going to go out to eat with him. We ended up going to Boston's. I got a taco salad. Haha it was pretty good. THen he dropped me off at my house.
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2005 7 June :: 3.26 pm
I need your address James Ramiro.
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2005 5 June :: 12.54 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: swing swing - american rejects
I went paintballing yesturday. I am so in love with it now. It's so fun. I only got shot like 4 times haha. One was in the back of then neck.. that one hurts and is a bit swollen. Other than that though.. it was great.
Oh and then I went to a party and found out I was used.I found out when he brought another girl back to his place so I had to sleep in the freezing basement and she was in his room with him. When I was in that place not even a week ago. WTF? I was drunk to begin with so that made it worse. Buutt, Parker was there to hold me so.. I was happyish.
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2005 1 June :: 11.53 am
So much has happened. My open house was last friday. It was kinda fun. I went to a strip club afterwards with Martin and Rachel W. then to Jred's :). That was a lot of fun haha. Saturday I had to babysit and then I went out to eat. Sunday I hung out with Rachel W. we went to greenville and went back to her place and had mac and cheese haha. Monday I didn't do anything last night I talked on the phone for like.. mm a half an hour with parker and then about three with jared. Today I might be going to my brothers or jared's depending on how my brother is feeling about me today. Thursday I'm babysitting as well as friday and then david's bbq that i am hoping to go to. We'll see though. Saturday I am finally playing paintball for the first time and then Jared is having a "Pimps and Hoes party" where there will only be two minors haha.. me and rachel :P. Umm.. then I don't know.
My brother's being a dick. Parker is supposidly lying to me and jared could see us dating. Hmm.. WTF?
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2005 13 May :: 5.17 pm
I have an interview on tuesday!!!
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2005 12 May :: 8.31 pm
Yay! I just found out that I won a years worth of fantastic four comic books. I get a free one every month... how exciting!
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2005 12 May :: 1.14 am
Jred's suppose to call me tomorrow and I get to ride in his sweet car... Somewhere... we're not sure where yet.
And...
Parker made sure I wasn't grounded and asked me about the movies again :)
oh yeah another and...
I just got done playing 6 hours of Ghost Recon 2 and Halo 2 (on the new maps).
!Que Emocionante!
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2005 11 May :: 2.58 pm
Alright. Here is my information on my open house.
It's May 27th from 5-8 (yes it's a friday)
and.. there'll be mexican food (nachos and tacos) as well as chicken salad sandwhiches for the people who do not like mexican.
It's at my house. If you need directions ask me.
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