Justy...
I got approximatly 3 compliments today. I got one from Tia, suzy and amber. Haha, way cool considering I just threw my hair up (I hadnt even washed it)

I was feeling quite lazy and I was talking to justin.

OOOOHHH, I am excite, I got my avon stuff! I love avon. And I miss justin!

eeek... DANCES! YIPPPY!!!
Omg... I am ten times more excited than rachel... I woke up at 3 am and I couldn't go back to sleep and I can't eat either! Omg... o well I am soooooooo excited. Can't wait gonna have fun...lot's of fun... oh goodness!

Why? Is life like this to everyone?
I want to cry...I feel so alone and left out. But it's no one elses fault, mainly my own and my restrictors. What will I do?

Valentines=Satentines
haha, I signed justin up today for the dance. yippy! Alright, I havn't written in here in a while. Yesturday was justin and mine's one monther. haha. And I went shopping!! The lady at victoria's secret did my lips. It looked weird but good because it was a dark color. Not red but brown actually. I bought a black pair of shoes and I bought perfume (yummy stuff) and then I bought a movie cuz it was only 6 bucks on dvd. We went out to eat at The Olive Garden ( I love their food!!) I want to go to HOOTERS haha. Umm... I oh yeah... I got two tan thongs (to wear under my WHITE dress) and I got a strapples bra with attatchable straps. Yep I am such a shopper. I am going to go now cuz I miss justin... A ALOT!!!

Hahah these are soo funny!


Who are you?

Punk lured you in quickly with it's sense of political outrage. You're very involved in politics and most definitely have a Che poster on your wall. Although some people would call you a radical, others admire your determination, intelligence, and social awareness. Whats Yer Punk?

Haha I think it may be true...

I am Chocolate Flavoured. I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

this kind of reminds me of rachel..... something I have always wanted to tell her...
I love this song...

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistence
The tension is here
Between who you are and you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

Man, I am completly whipped.
I am like whipped cream. I am soo tired. I don't feel to well either I am feeling better though cuz It took two hours for tylenol to work that stuff is gay. I was like in so much pain that I felt like I was going to throw up so I had to go home and go to bed. Hopefully I get to talk to justin today if not online then I will just call rachel and then she will callhim cuz she loves me adn she has free long distance. alright iam going to go back to bed...oh wiat I wrote this little paragraph for my class... I was trying to sound smart so tell me if i do!

Among the many places a person may wish to vacation, I believe that the finest choice would be Haiwaii. Hawaii's warm tropical weather is very inviting during the cold winter months in Northern America. Being that Hawaii is a chain of islands, it is not very laborous to ravel to their exotic beaches where th ewaters are most appealing. Hawaii's style of life is quite unlike ours, thye seem to be more casual about everyday life which, when on vacation, is exactly what one may need. Therefore from the supporting information Hawaii appears to be the best choice for relaxation and enjoyment.

Alright that was it tell me how cheesy it sounds!!
Love ally

Haha I am excited...
I am really excited because the dances are coming up and I got a new picture!! Yay!! I have dying to get a new one and I can never find any and now I have them! yay!... haha O- well yeah so I hope to have lots of fun this week going tanning and stuff... hopefully I will still be tan for the dances. Yep, okay I am done now and rache quit blaming yourself...it takes two to tango~

The whole changing cliche~
Everyone's journal is about changeing, and growing up. I don't want to and I know why... that is; I don't want to grow up because I don't know what I am going to do with my life. I think of so many things that I would like to be but I can't decide. Whatever I do has to include traveling. I was thinking military but could I really go through with that? If you havnt seen me I am a little wimmpy. Is that really what I want to do? I would love to just be able to go on stage and play my heart out, but that is impossible. I just don't know... too many discisions is what it is. I want someone else to make my mind up for me. And about the growing up... Iam one of those people who will never grow up. Iwill be thirty and still trying to hang out with all the other people I will do stupid stuff still make fun of myself all that good stuff that I do now. I will never stop and I like that. Even though the outside of me is changing (already got like 10 gray/silver hairs) I am always going to be the same. My biggest problem in general right now is finding myself. You always here about people on tv taking time of off work and finding themselves well I have been trying to do that for a long time. I thought I had all of it figured out but I don't I have most of it but not all of it. Are you guys on a journy of self discovery as well? I would like to know so that I don't think I am the only looney alive and out of pine rest.
Love, Ally

Fucking piece of shit.
Fuck, I hate weather right this minute.... I fucking hate it. You fucking want to know why? Because I fucking can't see Justin. Fuck this shit. And everyone's fucking dirty fucking secrets. Holy fuck this is fucking gay... Okay, I am going to fucking go. Leave everyone the fuck alone. I am so fucking happy. It doesnt fucking sound like it but I fucking am.
love fucking ally.

Wow, today has been quite amuzing...
First off, I have had loads of good and bad news. For bad we have justin can't come to greenville saturday even though his mom already said yes but then said she had to do something... another is umm...I don't know I can't remember them because I don't care. Good things are that maybe justin can come after all and I am going to have my chair test during school monday and I wont have to stay after and yeah a bunch of other stuff as well. I saw james today I love him sooo much!! If you guys don't know who he is just ask me. haha I bet it sounds bad! Anyways, yep I love him a lot. And I might even work at stupid cliche mc donalds just so I can see him!! Haha at least I would be getting paid to see him! Well, I guess I am going to go now. Talk later.
Love~ Ally

I am bored and don't feel like writing... Justin has some wood in his hands... well maybe he doesnt now. G00dnight...