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2005 8 May :: 9.30 am
I just had the best day/night/morning ever...
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2005 2 May :: 4.29 pm
I promised miranda I would ask parker to hang the next time I talked to him. So... someday. Hahha
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2005 25 April :: 10.50 pm
I feel like shit and I just want to be held by someone I care about and they care about me.
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2005 24 April :: 12.27 am
Soo... I just got back from prom. It wasn't that great and I didn't get to go to my brothers. I did talk to him on the phone for like an hour though... so much drama. I'm so tired and waiting for rachel w. to call me back. Prom wasn't all it was cracked up to be. I mean.. it was a nice night and nothing horrible happened to me. But now that it is done an dover with.. it feels like a waste of time and money. I spent... only 20 on my hair 10 bucks in gas 6 for food and then 10 for my ticket oh yeah.. and over a hundred for my dress. Yep, I'm done. I'm tired.
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2005 21 April :: 6.49 pm
damn... I just found out that Parker would have went to prom with me.
I'm sad...
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2005 14 April :: 3.04 pm
It's crazy. I was thinking about last summer and how relaxed everything was. People were friends and people werent friends but they dealt with each other and let things go. Like at davids. I miss that whole free feeling. No worries. I got that in Arizona. That's why I'm moving there. I can't wait. November I'll be gone. It's so weird being here now. My dad asked me this morning if I had any refrets leaving arizona. Yes I do. My dad still regrets not staying in virginia. And that was 30 years ago. I don't want to have that. So I have to go back. If I can't handle it... I'll come back to nothing here.
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2005 4 April :: 3.07 pm
Hey Everyone. I'm currently in Palamino Arizona. Or something like that. I'm surrounded my teenages and I feel really out of place although I am more tan than all of them! HA! I seriously swim and go hot tubbing every day and it's great fun. Kaleea (that's who I"m staying with) well.. her brother like... touched my ass and stuff eysturday it was pretty weird cuz I don't know. He works out now and so he is really really big. Like.. bigger than any guy I've seen just anywhere haha. It's crazy. Um.. Yeah Well I'm having louds of fun but I have to go because I only have 47 minutes. Oh and I havn't called anybody because they don't ahve a phone yet. TOmorrow though. I'll call some people and it will be loads of fun. I'm gonna go. I'm getting paranoid.
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2005 29 March :: 3.07 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
That's it, I leave tomorrow. I'm going to school for half and day and then I'm leaving at noon for Lansing. I'll fly from Lansing to Detroit and then to Phoenix! I'm so excited and nervous. I won't be back until the 10th of April and then I'm suppose to go on a "date" with Parker :) to see Sin City. Tonight I'm going out to Dinner with my family and then hanging out with my Best Friend before I leave... (well one of them). I am going to get going though. I should start packing.. haha.
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2005 26 March :: 9.03 pm
I went out with my family last night and ended up going on a date with parker. We hung out at meijer with my family and then went to his apartment for a little bit and went to the 11 showing of be cool. It was a pretty funny movie. I didn't end up getting home till about 2 am. Then this morning I had to be up early and at my bro's house. I'm bored now though because I stayed home to eat dinner with them for easter. Parker and Jared were here as well. It was fun.
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2005 22 March :: 3.38 pm
How was your fucking day?
I hung out with kenny last night. I wasn't feeling too hot so we just sat around in the dinning room and played cards, layed on the couch and drove around. Christy and I RAN OVER a deer... it was already dead in the middle of the road. We so felt it hit the bottom of her car. Pretty scary stuff. Fisher player and sang to me before that and it was way cute. He sang everlong by the foofighters and then daughters by john mayer. I made my mom listen and she was like he sounds like john mayer.. i was like yeah... way cute! Haha.. that's it. How was your day?
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2005 19 March :: 9.18 am
So, I went to christy's lunch for her birthday and that was really fun. Then I went home for a couple house and left with her again to go to some bars and I told them I would be the desicgnated driver so ryan could drink. We end up hanging out with a shit load of people and I drive around hottie joe francisco (even a hot name). He's a funny and nice guy. Anyways we're at Olivera's with these two older women that are hilarious. We end up leaving and going to gregory's another bar in ionia and there's this lesbian fight and then reconcile where the whole time francisco is likeyeah that woman is fighting with that woman and she's mad and that guy is consoling her.. blah blah. It was cute. We also had a discussion on archetecture and history and also schooling. It was nice. The only thing bad about him? he likes to hang out with his wang out... in girls.. lots and LOTS of girls. I guess I can see why though. And today I'm going to christy's gonna drink some wine and go to a little party at her house. It should be fun. that's all after I take a nap of course..
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2005 18 March :: 10.39 am
:: Music: let me go - 3 doors down
You love me but you don't know who I am
Last night, my friend fisher confessed his feelings for me. And he completely knows that I don't want a relationship and it's really weird. He asked me over saturday and I told him I was busy... cuz I was. I didn't lie and he was like.. i don't know how that made you think or anything it wasn't like a date because i know you don't want to date anyone, it was suppose to be just you and I hanging out. He said that I was driving him crazy and that he's never felt like that about anyone. The only problem... alcohol. Although he did get a job and he'll be making a shit load of money each week and he said he was gonna buy me stuff.. so I'm okay with that! I don't know. Just a lot of guy situations seem to be happening. Everyone in Ionia seems to be thinking that i am going out with Kenny. Which I'm not. He wouldn't be good for a relationship even if i wanted one. He's just hot. No job, no car, no cares... just skating and sex type activities. That's what he likes to do. Hell, I feel almost the same even. If the thought of a relationship didn't make me sick right now. I honestly don't know what i would do.
and i talked to ron and joey on the phone last night! Hey! haha
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2005 17 March :: 6.32 pm
I finally finished anna karenina
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2005 17 March :: 5.41 pm
I am SOOO laughing about this now.
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2005 16 March :: 6.19 pm
1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if I didnt have money?
12. Take me for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing kareoke w/ me?
15. Go in the doctor's office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you like my style?
19. Do you think I'm funny?
20. Do you care about me?
21. Would you cry if I died?
22. Would you dance with me?
23. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
24. Would you hold my hair back at a party if I was throwing up due to intoxication? (if my hair was long enough........ i guess)?
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