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2005 16 March :: 3.56 pm
I hate relationships. I'm not going to get into one until I move away. Why get attached when you know you're going to leave. Long distance does not work. No matter how hard you try.
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2005 14 March :: 7.14 pm
My mom told my brother that I like parker and my brother new. BUUUTTT he also said that he would rather have parker date me than anyone else he has before. :) I guess he's been trying to "hook" me up with him.
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2005 10 March :: 8.16 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
I'm going to ARIZONA!!
Everything is really good now.
I've got great friends, I'm going to arizona for 11 days and I have money to spend while I'm there!
I'm soo uh.. relieved.
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2005 9 March :: 3.14 pm
All I have to say is. WTF. I mean.. he's been not talking to me since friday. Should I just assume it's over? Or give him benefit of the doubt?
I might see a guy tonight
I might go to the movies with one friday and
My cousin gave another guy my number.
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2005 8 March :: 8.08 pm
:: Music: on top
it's just a shimmy and a shake an oh ho we're on top
1) Using band names, spell out your name
A~All-american rejects
L~Lost Prophets
L~Live
I~Incubus
S~Smashing Pumpkins
O~Our Lady Peace
N~No Doubt
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? Yes
3) What song makes you cry?
The killers ~ On Top and Boys of Summer ~ Ataris
4) What song makes you happy?
Get Low
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? Taking Back Sunday and The killers.. or Jewel
PT. II
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'3 1/2
HAIR COLOR: Darkish Brown
SKIN COLOR: Whitish tan
EYE COLOR: Blue
PIERCINGS: Ears
TATTOOS: None
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: On top but only in my head
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: salt
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: 18 degrees
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Sometimes
HAVE A BAD HABIT? laughing when I'm emotional or sad
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Not recently
LIKE TO DRIVE?: Love it
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: That 70's show
CONDITIONER: Brilliant Brunette
BOOK: In My Father's House &/or Anna Karenina
MAGAZINE: Maxim, Cosmo
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Mountain Dew
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Smirnoff Ice (raspberry)
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Sit on my ass now~a~days, it was hanging out with James
BAND/ GROUP or SINGER:The Killers
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: Yes.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: No
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Not Mine
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Yes.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: No sadly
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Nope
USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD: Yes
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Yes
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Yes
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yes
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: yeah?
GIRLFRIEND: no
CHILDREN: No.
CURRENT CRUSH: No.
BEEN IN LOVE?: yes...
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yes...
BEEN HURT?: Yes, too many.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Not being myself and doing what I want.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: Yes
HAVE YOU EVER GIVEN/RECEIVED ORAL SEX:Yes
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: No
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:The Killers, Taking back Sunday, Shut up and LIsten Vol. 1, jewel
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Ice Blue (metalic)
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?:Brookelynne
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Brookelynne
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: All American Rejects
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Rachel, Kaleea
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?:Play Bass, and guitar and sing
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?:Earlier
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: This summer
YOU GOT E-MAIL: A few hours ago
THING YOU PURCHASED: Breadsticks
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Entertainment tonight
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Hide and Seek
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION:I don't know, against I guess
TEENAGE SMOKING: I don't do it
SPICE GIRLS: I liked them :)
DREAMS: I don't have any still
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2005 7 March :: 7.07 pm
Well, it's pretty much set.
I'm going to Phoenix over spring break and seeing how I like things. If I like them then I guess I get a one way ticket to Arizona at the end of may.
We'll see though.
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2005 6 March :: 8.58 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: On top~ The killers
On top is a great song you should listen to it.
Alright so I talked to kaleea for about 2 and a half hours and she really wants me to move in with her. I could live for free and there is a community college right next to where she's moving into. Think about it.. sun.. and sun. Oh god I love sun. The only thing that's bad. Scorpians.
And I've given up in English. Id on't really care anymore. I know I'll pass and it'll be with a B if I don't try. THat's good enough for a community college. So what if it's the first b that I've gotten since 7th grade. I give up. I don't care anymore.
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2005 5 March :: 5.41 pm
:: Music: the killers ~ Believe me Natalie
money it's what I want
I owe my parents 44.51 in long distance calls
I owe my brother 2 dollars for a c.d.
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2005 5 March :: 11.46 am
I hate not having a life? Anyone else feel that way?
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2005 4 March :: 5.25 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Believe me Natalie ~ the killers
When I read this I got an empty feeling in my stomach
Save some face, you know you've only got one
Change your ways while you're young
Boy, one day you'll be a man
Oh girl, he'll help you understand
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside
We lost track of the time
Dreams aren't what they used to be
Some things sat by so carelessly
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
And someone is calling my name
From the back of the restaurant
And someone is playing a game
In the house that I grew up in
And someone will drive her around
Down the same streets that I did
On the same streets that I did
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
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2005 3 March :: 5.12 pm
But.. at least I know someone loves me.
My brother cleaned off my car AND dug it out for me after I said I would :)
p.s. raych loves me too...
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2005 3 March :: 4.54 pm
My dad just called me a cheerleading whore like my aunt sandi.
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2005 2 March :: 4.45 pm
Okay here's my about 90th update..
james and I were in spain and we wanted to tell this woman what we wanted and he didn't know what to say so I told her and she understood my spanish and i felt so..a ccomplished and then she told me where it was and I understood that too!
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2005 2 March :: 1.58 pm
:: Music: n'sync~ i want you back
this is what my dad said to me today
Dad: you could never be a model
Me: yeah I'd have to loose some weight and..
Dad: it's no the weight that's the problem. You're like the girl on My big fat greek wedding... she's not much to look at but there's just something about her that makes her beautiful.
in a way it was a compliment.. yet it made me realize haha.
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2005 2 March :: 12.29 pm
this is the song I was named after.
Oh it’s so funny to be seeing you after so long, girl.
And with the way you look I understand
That you are not impressed.
But I heard you let that little friend of mine
Take off your party dress.
I’m not going to get too sentimental
Like those other sticky valentines,
’cause I don’t know if you’ve been loving somebody.
I only know it isn’t mine.
Alison, I know this world is killing you.
Oh, alison, my aim is true.
Well I see you’ve got a husband now.
Did he leave your pretty fingers lying
In the wedding cake?
You used to hold him right in your hand.
I’ll bet he took all he could take.
Sometimes I wish that I could stop you from talking
When I hear the silly things that you say.
I think somebody better put out the big light,
Cause I can’t stand to see you this way.
Alison, I know this world is killing you.
Oh, alison, my aim is true.
My aim is true.
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