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2009 30 April :: 11.43pm
UFC
I downloaded the UFC undisputed 2009 demo. Its the best fighting game i have ever played. its so realistic. kinda sucks the only fighters you can use though are Maricio Rua and Chucky, and human vs human chuck almost always wins. Iv played probley a total of 100 rounds already. never had 1 one go to decision. every aspect of the game is almost 100% spot on. striking is fluid, movment is great, the transitioning is awesome takes a little bit of time to get used to though. the muay tai clinch is awesome, slams are awesome. the full version of the game is going to offer 80+ fighters from 5 weight classes. now all i have left to do is wait until the 22nd for the full game. absolutly cannot wait.
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alastar
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2009 30 April :: 2.01am
Propagate these cultures;
bacteria-
hysteria-
and claim the deserved respect. - - - - -. - - - - [it's allegiance, or it's vengeance,
in a honorably sclerotic society - - - - - - .. ---. - with the vengeful somehow justified
where does one turn? - - -- - - - -- - - - - -- - - - .- by the allegiance they forced upon us]
for truth in roots ripped from tooths by soothsayers. deracinate the evidence from gums and fill each cavity with cement. (aw fuck, just flood that entire gaping hole.)
these lies will not be spread;
like butter with tongues as knives.
like the legs of whores for a price.
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rayray
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2009 28 April :: 7.54pm
Found a new home for her cat, and is now balling like a 3 year old..
The ad was on craigslist for like 3 hours..
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rayray
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2009 27 April :: 6.08pm
I've been putting some serious thought into a career path, and I still have no clue what I want to do with my life.
I want out of this factory crap.
I keep thinking that there is a job out there that I will enjoy every moment of, and the people won't irritate me.
But lets be serious, that doesn't exsist.
At least not for me.
Any suggestions?
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rayray
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2009 24 April :: 3.45pm
Well here is another thing to add to the list of things that keep making my life worse..
Mike's daughters mom and step dad are buying the house that I want more than anything so that their welfare kids can rent it from them..
I am super fucking pissed because they knew that I wanted that house, and was trying to get it..
Right now I am beyond super fucking pissed.
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rayray
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2009 21 April :: 5.54pm
:: Music: Hate my life - Theory of a Deadman
Not sure if it is because of the rain, or the sudden load of shit that has been dumped on me lately, but the song "Hate my life - Theory of a Deadman" is my theme song for the moment.. One verse in particular.
I still hate my job, my boss is a dick
"I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit"
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rayray
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2009 21 April :: 2.43pm
Growing up I was never told that cheating was a good or bad thing. I have formed my own opinions on the subject.
But I can't believe she has the audacity to ask me not to be mad at him. I can understand that she wouldn't want my brother to know. But I honestly cannot believe she can ask me not to be mad at him. I may not have a lot of respect for the woman and she has done somf pretty questionable things in her life but I figured she'd make things right by not forgiving someone for doing the same thing she has done to every guy she has been with.
Makes me sick.
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rayray
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2009 20 April :: 10.55pm
So right now out of all the things that were bugging me the only thing left is how emotionally disconnected I feel from my family. Well, I guess you can add friends to that too.
I feel like everyone is against me. Sometimes when I spend time with my family I feel like they aren't even my family and it is a horrible feeling.
Will it ever go away?
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rayray
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2009 17 April :: 11.50am
Things are better already..
It took them forever to get my check thing situated and really it didnt get situated but whatever..
The owner of the company gave me cash.. Went to the bank, withdrew money and said "here you go, when you get your check in the mail just cash it, and give me back the same amount I just gave you."
Because my check went to my old address it will take up to a week for the tranfer of address to go through or whatever..
Yay!
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rayray
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2009 16 April :: 7.39pm
Things in my life couldn't be any more crappy..
I have a bitch trying to aggravate me to leave Mike, because she thinks I am not qualified to take care of her sister..
I want to buy a house, but that is not going the way I had planned..
I barely have credit, so I can't get a loan, they want me to get a credit card, but I can't get a credit card because I barely have credit..
I didn't get my paycheck today, and who knows when I will get one..
Apparently it got mailed out, or so they think, they aren't really sure.. My check NEVER gets mailed out..
So I have to wait until tomorrow to see if I get it..
But here is the real kicker, they asked me to verify my address, and they only have my old address on file.. So my check was sent to that address.. Delaying it just a couple of more days..
I asked them to re-issue me a new one and void the one they sent out..
But their response was "we have to wait and see if you get it"
Leaving me to wait until fucking MONDAY to see if I get a check and if I don't then they will re-issue me a new one, and have someone from Owosso drop it off at work for me..
Fucking A.. Not to mention, my boss and I have been going rounds all week because he is a fucking moron..
So I right now, I am ready to just quit life. I want to cry, curl up in a ball and sleep for like a month..
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2009 12 April :: 7.20pm
So I had Easter dinner with both my parents, at my moms house..
Apparently hell froze over..
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rayray
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2009 8 April :: 5.45pm
So I put an old mixed cd in my cd player today on the way home from work because I needed some new music, and I forgot what was on the CD..
And all these memories hit me like a ton of bricks..
Some good, some bad, and some that I can't seem to get off my mind.
This CD had songs that describe so many things in my life..
One song in particular hit home.. Well actually two songs hit home..
And now I can't get the one song out of my head..
And its probably not the best idea for it to be there..
Ugh.. this is why people label should label their cd's..
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skife
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2009 5 April :: 1.35pm
Fuck x64 vista.
32 bit W7 here i come, the time is now.
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alastar
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2009 5 April :: 2.41am
Opticcipital or Optical Apocalypse
The distinct edges and hard lines are blurring. They pulsate and quiver with an unquenchable need to escape their dimensional restraints. To shift, to fluctuate in size and shape. To annoy and drive the eyes insane*.
*Read more..
Their movements are subtly unmistakable.
They are tired of defining only the objects they envelop, and wish to be seen as entities themselves. They are sick of being the outlining structure that holds everything together and inside.
To inundate, and to invade
Messages on optic nerves
To flood them and to persuade
Chemicals to make it worse
Every rod and cone there is
Each retinal layer and lens
Will rot and finally perish
As my acuity descends
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rayray
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2009 4 April :: 9.59pm
I seriously feel like I am losing my mind.
And one thing I hate more than anything, is when people don't listen to me, or acknowledge the fact that I am talking to them..
Not to mention I have other things on my mind that are making me want to throw up and crawl in a corner and cry because that is the only way I know how to deal with them, have known how to deal with them for a very long time..
How fucking lame..
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