i wanna feel you breathe me

Aphrodite/Eros


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You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


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! You are Most Like A Ruby !
Passionate, in control - and very sexy. You tend to
be more dominant, and people long to possess your
wild nature. People find you fun, and a real live
wire.
You're most like a Ruby because people simply can't
take their eyes away from you - your bright
captivating
nature draws people to you.
Congratulations ... You're the sparkly fun gem
everybody craves.


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Sea


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Seahorse


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Lion King!


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how are you? i'm fine.
everything in my life is so blah. the only place where there is drama is in my family. my brother is applying for early admissions to UF. it has taken him days to fill out the application and i think today is the due date and he's still working on it, which is fine with me as long as he sends it by 12 AM to them. cuz you know what? having no brother next year will be the best. thinking about it though, i might miss him. =/ even though i dislike him with a passion i have lived with him for 15 years. although in that 15 years i never got attached to him. he's turning 18 next weekend... KEG PARTY! lol. if my dad ends up getting him a keg, i think everyone will just be happy. so i say... go get that keg! i don't think i want to be home though. my mom is gonna be so emotional. you know... the whole 1st child becoming an adult. tomorrow i have the last of this weeks tests: government and chemistry. two tests that i have to ace. I'm really not worried too much about either. I hope everyone's week is going by as fast as mine... that's the only good thing that comes from the blahness... time just goes by and pretty fast too. i hope i'm not wasting my time. i don't think i am. i'm still enjoying life. alright well i'm out. love to all.

-true love waits-

i see you without me and i get lonely everytime
last night we went to FIF farewell concert... winners never quit tour. they are leaving us, i'm glad i got to see them one last time. so anyways... here is how the nite went:

my cousin came over around 5:30 and we ate not so yummy chinese food, but oh well. i changed and tina came over. we left and picked up briana and ashley c. me giving my cousin directions was funny. she would be driving and i would get distracted and then she would be like, "where am i turning?" and we would be right where to turn and i was like, "HERE!" lol. then we went and stopped at eckerds so my cousin could get some money. we made hydrolics with the car... it was easy. at least easier then the van. 5 minutes after eckerds we arrived at the concert. we got our neon colored wristbands and waited in line until they let us in. we got in and the guy wouldn't let my cousin bring in the water she had just brought at eckerds. grrr... oh well. having the water would've been better. so we stood in our spots for about a half an hour, observing the people around us. these girls that were right in front of us had never been to a concert before, you could tell. they were on their cell phones and had the digital camera out. they were pissing me off. cameron jaymes came out at 7:30. talented california guy. he was awesome with his acoustic guitar. and on top of all the talent he was a cutie. he played like 3 songs which were all great. you know what the girls in front of us while he played his set? leaning on the stage! thats so disrespectful. so then holland came out. nashville guys! their country accents were cute. they were also great. no one in the crowd had ever heard them before except my beautiful cousin standing right next to me. she was singing every song and was so into it. at the end of their third song she shouted out, "shine like stars!" and the lead singer, will holland, knodded and started playing it for her and when he started the song he said, "this one is for the young lady in the front" it was awesome! the song happened to be their last song so after they finished playing the drummer through out his sticks to the crowd, the bassist through out his pic and the lead singer came over and was like, "who requested that song?" and my cousin was on the floor looking for the bassist's pic so we just all pointed down and she looked up. lol. it was nice of him though. she was really happy/excited. after holland, bleach came on. thats when the madness started. damn kid in the black shirt pushed his way to be like right next to me. he kept on pushing me! guess what i did!?! i pushed back! i was like, "GET AWAY!" he stayed right next to me for the rest of the night. pushing. i think i got squished 38427 times. i kept on having to say sorry to the people in front of me. anyways, bleach was awesome. very impressed and will holland came out to play two songs with them. they were having fun on stage and i just love that. the way musicians love to play their music. so after bleach, it was FIF time. reese (lead singer) awesome, he was doing toe touches, herkies, pikes! everyone in that band is just awesome. they are the ones that really know how to have fun. i enjoyed a lot. there were like puddles of sweat on the stage from them. i guess they just weren't used to that much sweating. oh and when they first started playing i was in front. between reese and the guitarist and when the music started everyone was jumping and my hip ot pushed into the stage about 5 times. my hip is bruised now. yee pee. not that painful though. i moved so i wouldn't get hurt anymore which was smart. by the end of the concert i was wiped out. if FIF hadn't given us the water when they first started i would have probably had to leave early. all in all it was a great concert, one that is definitley memorable. FIF will be missed, extremely. btw... ska will never die! so the concert ended at 11 and we stayed and met cameron jaymes. tina got a pic with him. and he showed us that he was wearing hollister pants. lol. we finally got to the car. my cousin made me get out and have traffic stop so she could get out. lol. i had to run and get back in the car. and as soon as we got on 441 and hit the first red light some guys were following us in their jeep. lol. they followed us for a while. my cousin kept on going faster and faster so they kept away. she was like, "i'm naked!" since she took her shirt off and was only wearing her undershirt. sigh. what a great night. =)

today i had to get up early and go to church with my dad at 7:30, sooo early. after church i came home and lightly rested then got up at 10 and cleaned my room since people were coming over, even though no one even goes in my room! whatever i did it. tina's parents were the first ones over. then my family came. i think tina's parents were a lil shocked by the loudness of my family. it was a little hint of what thanksgiving is gonna be like. everyone left early though, thank god. now my cousin is on my couch sleeping, poor girl. she's sooo tired. alrighty well i'm out. i hope everyone had an enjoyable weekend! love to all.

sleeping a dream about you and i'm so tired.
being bored makes you sleepy. i might have to go take a nap before concert tonight. anyways, this weekend is turning out to be nice. last night we went to city place. i went with tina. she drove there on i-95. i was scared, it was a friday night. i just sat in the back seat and bit my nails. well we got there safely and we jumped out of the car and started walking towards the fountains in front of muvico. while walking up the stairs me and tina wrapped our arms around each other, people were starring at us... lol. but anyways, we met up with everyone at the fountains and most of us went to cheesecake factory. me, tina, ashley t., ashley p., and briana put ourselves on the list for a table. it took like a half an hour for us to get a table because of our odd number. we got our table and while sitting down i see this kid passing by and i was like, "that's matt" and tina yells out, "matt!" and he turns... i was just like, "damn. how'd i know that?" dinner was nice though. ashley and i shared the thai lettuce wraps. it was funny ashley didn't know how to eat them so i did my special lesson. lol. ashley was like, "you make me want to take my shoes off. b.c i feel so at home eating with you" hehe. i don't care. we talked to the lovely greta and heather on the cellulars during dinner. =) dinner was very pleasant. sitting where we sat even made it more exciting cuz we knew like 10 people that passed by. o and the people that were sitting next to us were the people that my dad had catered their wedding like 4 months ago. i told my dad and he said i should've gone up to them and been like, "you have a baby already? you've only been married for four months! is it a miracle?" lol. my dad is a dork. so we finished eating and met up with ashley p.'s cousins. walked around and then met up with valerie and all them again. tina and i had to go home since there was no movies playing and her parents wanted to go home. so we went home, went online for a bit, then went to bed. this morning we woke up and tina's mom wanted to go to cracker barrel for brunch so we went. it was yummy. we talked about IB and college. i don't want to drop out of IB, i want to stay in as long as possible and i want to go to NYU. i think i will do anything. even if i have to pay it off for the rest of my life. living in new york has always been my dream. the rain is gonna come down in a minute. yay. i love the rain. and the song just changed to here without you by 3 doors down. i love this song. =) i'm out. have a nice nite/day! i know i am, going to a concert with my girls.

*i hear this life is overrated but i hope it gets better as we go. i'm here without you baby. but you're still on my lonely mind. i think about you baby and i dream about you all the time. i'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams.*

hehe... haven't seen my brother in over 48 hours. i love.

today was another just fine day. school gets more boring all the time. i need some excitement in my life. recently, i have been thinking of jumping off of a bridge or skydiving. anyone want to join me? and no that isn't meant towards being suicidal, just wanting an adrenal rush. well tomorrow i have the opportunity to have a party because the parents are going to the marlin's game and won't be home til 12. so from 4 -12 i will have the house all to myself. but no, i'm not gonna have a party. no one would come anyways. and plus, it's a thursday night. my dad's vacation is turning out not to be so bad after all. i mean last night my brother and dad went to the marlin's game and tonight my brother is at it again, so my dad is just watching the game on tv, my mom is reading, and i'm here. peace. thank god. i just thought about something. i have to make myself dinner tomorrow night. there better be some pasta around here or else i'll have to make an attempt to actually cook something. AAAHHHH!! lets see... what else is there to say. i got the FIF tickets today. i'm smart, i didn't pay service charges. =) this weekend is gonna be fun, well it better be. friday night we are all going to city place to chill and hang out and then saturday is the concert. i guess this will be my excitement for the week. i'm happy/excited. well i'm out. peace n love.

*and you're the president of the breakfast club and you're not hesitant to fall in love, to fall in love. to throw it away, to fall in love with the 80's. i am gonna wear a pink tux to the prom*

i love life
i dunno why, today was just fine with me. everything didn't go exactly the way i wanted it to, but hey thats life. school was boring as usual. what else is new? after school me, ashley t., and briana went to woodlands to teach the little girls a cheer for them to try out with. those girls suck. we saw kolarich though. he gave me those looks like, "you are crazy". oh well. oh and i noticed something, generations just keep on getting smaller as in size. like i was afraid they would break if i fixed their motion. they are cute though, i like when people look up to me. so that was fine, we'll be there again tomorrow, only judging the little ones this time. i came home and realized my whole family was home since my dad is on vacay now for the next two weeks. this is going to be hell. i'm gonna make sure i have enough stuff planned so i stay far away from this house. so my dad made dinner. it was yummy. that is the only thing good of him being home, the food. i ate and then decided to take a nap. i took a nap for like 2 hours and woke up to a pitch black room with my cousin at the end of my bed yelling at me to get up. i was like, "aaahhhh!!! who is this?!" first of all people if you didn't already know, i'm afraid of the dark and being woken up like that just scared me. i hung out with her for like an hour while she waited for her laundry to get done, we chatted and talked about the concert saturday. i think now she finally believes me that i really do love her. i mean i woke up for her! so she left at like 10 and i have been sitting here ever since and now the yelling is starting so i'm out. bye. love.

i have no clue why i'm happy. i guess it's cuz it's the weekend and everything is going good. last nite i went to the game with my girl tina against martin county. we had fun. ari put the peanuts in front of me and i kept on eating them. damn peanuts. they put like a hole/bubble in your stomach, making you feel full but at the sametime you just can't stop eating them. everything was good though. martin county has this cute drummer boy. their band was good with the chicago music. i was impressed. then we had our band, they are getting better all the time. eaglettes were great. tina is so funny, she's a wanna-be bando! i love her though. today was a good day too. i woke up at 1:30. damn mom, i could've slept the whole day. i just hung around, did nothing. then my dad made me clean my room. i picked up all the clothes off the floor but i refuse to make my bed. it's just pointless. so i finally finished picking up all the clothes then my cousin called me while i was on the phone with briana and asked me to come to a PBA girl's soccer game with her. i told her i would go considering that the boy's soccer team would also be there. have i told you how much i love beautiful men? well i do. those PBA guys are just hott. one of them had this australian accent... lol. you know what i thought about? "rainbow reef snorkeling"!! sorry tina. it was the first thing that came to my head. girls' soccer is extra boring though. so we left that and my cousin wanted me to come to her dorm but we decided to wait until she cleaned it up. so she dropped me off at my house and i ate dinner and then tina called asking me if i wanted to go to the movies. i said i would go wit her. we saw the fighting temptations. that movie is so christian. now i know why beyonce thought that it wasn't going to be a hit because of it's christian value. i liked it. i mean i didn't even finish my rasinets. they need to make movie seats more comfortable though, i just can never get comfortable. oh and we got to drive in the new lexus that they are using while their lexus gets fixed. that car is so nice. we were listening to j.lo's remix cd and i felt like a lil pimpette. so i'm here now, some what tired but not really wanting to go to bed. but i think i will start heading in that direction, so good nite. love to all.

i'm big bird.

Your alter ego is BIG BIRD! You just like being a
happy, sunny sort of person and making lots of
new friends.


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i love weekends
it's late. too late. but you know me, even when everyone is gone, i'll still be here. well anyways, this weekend has been nice. every weekend is nice, cuz there is no school. so last nite we went to the game. i thought i wasn't gonna be able to go for a lil while during the day because i had like a fever during government and i was sick through art. i came home though and i was feeling better so we went. ashley wore valerie's lv hat. she looked cute and rich. we had fun though. atl lost. oh well, you win some you loose some. right? came home from the game and listened to tina play the guitar. i love that sound it's so relaxing. then we went to sleep to the music of moulin rouge. gotta love it.

today was a nice theraputic day. we woke up at like 11:30 and hung around my house. watched different movies. we waited for my cousin to come, but she was running late so we just decided to go to the mall. the mall was good today. we had fun. then we came back to my house again, saw my cousin, and ate dinner. my dad is the hulk, he turns green. lol. after that we watched alien the last one for like 5 minutes... but sci-fi movies are just not for me, i mean i fell asleep during the freaken matrix! so we watched heartbreakers. jennifer love hewitt is soo pretty in that movie. after that tina's dad came to pick her up. that would be another more than 24 hours spent with her. =) doesn't bother me, cuz i love her.

later today should be boring, but what i can i do? it's sunday. well for now i am going to sleep. i'm not gonna wake up for a long time. my sneezing has got to stop. =/ stuffy noses are no fun.

listen up: relient k on november 1st. five iron frenzy in like two weeks will i go? i'll wait and see if i'm up to it.

ooo and my mom she asks me today if i want to go to NC during winter break. i was like, "no way, thats when luan comes down." i don't won't to waste a break though with her in NC. she just doesn't let up though cuz i swear she asked me about 5 more times after the first time.

love to all.

no cheerleading for me
so tonight JV cheerleaders have their first game at boynton. i wanted to go to support them, cuz i know they will need it but i slept instead. oops. i wanted to see ms.williams (science teacher from 8th grade that now teaches at boynton) at the game too. today would be a good day to see her considering it is september 11th. so weird, i remember everything from that day. i will for the rest of my life. today was an alright day, yesterday was better. 1st period was dumb, very dumb, 3rd period was fine - we get to run next class yay!, 5th period - i swear taht lady just bugs the shit out of me with "looks good", 7th period - fun fun. we didn't have our test cuz of the fcat shit and 2nd period. JB, carlos, jessica, shakera, and me played cards the whole period. jessica and me, "i win, you win, we win again!" lol. o and no one listens to JB, poor him. oh well. on the bus it was all the girls. we were all just like, "blah". briana talked to ms.reid, looks like we will be going to woodlands in like a week and a half to teach them a cheer. reid says they suck, i guess i'm gonna get some laughs out of that. i just want to hear ms.reid crack. is there anymore to say? o yes. tomorrow is friday! we are playing glades central, should be interesting. i bet there is no one on the other side. o yea and tina is sleeping over. =) i gotta holla at mis primas, so weird how my cousins are like my sisters. maybe one of them will come to the game tomorrow night! we'll see. i think they are afraid to come down to ATL. they can't handle us. one of them goes to benjamin (white, rich, preppy school) and then the other is a student at PBA (white, rich, preppy, christian school) very lil diversity in the two. ok i'm just going on and on about nothing, guess thats cuz i have nothing better else to do! lol. well i'm out. peace!

love.

funny: i get home today with briana and my mom is like, "i have an idea for brian's 18th birthday!" and i was thinking, o gosh what has your crazy mind thought up now. so i simply say, "what?" and she says, "i think we should have a keg party." i was like, "OMG! YEA!" my dad comes out, "what now?" and i'm like, "mom thinks we should have a keg party for brian's 18th and so do i" and my dad was like, "well i did" lol. funny shit. because my mom actually meant to say a "cake" party. what the hell is that?

*i wish i could tell you*
i have clean teeth, no cavities. =)
days are all becoming the same.
i need something to change the blahness of it all.
tina's birthday tomorrow! 16! soon she will be driving me around. yay.
nothing more to say.
life is good. i think.
love to all.

You are Love.

You love life, you love all those around you and
the world that you live in. You are happiest
when you are doing something for someone else
or for the common good of mankind.


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enjoy sunday everyone! we have a 5 day week ahead of us. Tina's birthday on Wednesday!

<3