this is the second attempt of writing in this journal today. lets see if i make it through.

school is overwhelmingly boring. i'm going to try super hard this semester. back to the routine. it sucks so much. the weekend comes tomorrow at 2:50 though, less than 20 hours away. thank goodness.

i'm still having fun though. i have a feeling that it is wearing out. maybe the weekend will restore it.

that's it. not much to say. no big news. nothing.

love.

my mom is watching the sharon osbourne show right now. that guy is on it the my dad lived close to when he was growing up. one of the baldwin boys.

so last day of break, what are you doing? i've been relaxing, taking all of the day in by even waking up at 9:30. my grandma told me to make the most of school. i should listen to her since she has been on this planet a lot longer than i have and she is one of the most intelligent people i know. anyways, i took my mom, grandma, and cousin on a little excursion today. my mom wanted to show my grandma all the new stuff around our house, so i just kept driving. fun fun. i think my grandma was a little shocked by my driving... maybe she'll let me drive her car to north carolina this summer.

last night was fun. went to the cousin's house and chilled with the fam con tina. we did some modeling and then played around in our under 20 group. wore sunglasses the whole night. i looked like... i was trying to hide something. good times. i love that house. we are gonna kick the parents out one day and move in.

hope you all are making the most of your last day. see ya'll tomorrow. love.

this year is going to be great.
happy new year to everyone.

i have this feeling this year that things are going to turn out alright. new year=new start. danielle is going to stop being so that way and actually be outgoing when it comes to some things that i'm not at already. i'm also going to be more friendly. maybe the lonliness will go away. if not my club is coming into effect, lonely hearts of the IB program.

last night was a fun night. thanks to everyone who contributed. good dancing, food, and talk, what more could anyone ask for? late night conversations i think were funny. of course i have a problem remembering exactly what we talked about. i think me and christina scared kat and liz with our innocent spooning. i don't think that sounds too good. hehe. oh well. the little kids tried raping me last night too, so not cool. but funny. the little boy just lifting up the back of my dress. i think little asian boys have a thing for me. today was nice. i was so tired though. shopping and then food. i should stop eating. i've eaten so much on this freaken break.

only a few more days left of this break. have fun.

love ya.

add in: i want peter pan to come to my window and take me to neverland with him.

hi. i'm danielle.
i love breaks.

i don't know.

good bye. love.

merry christmas
so my family opened christmas presents tonight instead of in the morning cause my brother has to wake up super early tomorrow morning to work.

i got many things i wanted.
bunch of cds including
-r.e.m: the best of r.e.m.
-britney spears: in the zone (hehe. didn't really even want it that much. now i can dance around in my room though)
-dave matthews: some devil (tina <3)
-red hot chili peppers: greatest hits and videos
-no doubt: the singles 1992-2003

then i got boots, purses, a cute ae skirt, guitar, gator shirt, $50 to hollister, $25, wallet, cell phone w/camera, and not to forget this thingy to hold my phone when it's charging.

i don't think i was expecting as nearly as much as i got i guess that's why i'm so grateful. also the homily the priest gave today helped a lot too. he simply said how wonderful God was, loving everyone. christmas is a great time of the year. i haven't been this happy in a while. tomorrow it shall be christmas dinner at uncle terry's and aunt jenny's. i wish you all i merry christmas. have a terrific day tomorrow wherever you are.

love you all.

gravedigger, when you dig my grave could you make it shallow so that i can feel the rain?

thank you tina for all my wonderful gifts. you remembered things i even forgot that i wanted.

more good times on break. tina came over last night. we had fun. new cell phones can occupy for a while. i wrapped so many presents. still got one more to wrap. i want to know where all my presents are. there are like 15 under my tree for my brother and only like 4 for me. did some volunteer work today. yay. tina is leaving tomorrow. =/ i will miss her. luan is coming... tonight. yay. =) that's it. adios. merry eve of christmas eve to all.

<3

vacations are great
i'm having a great time just sitting in my house and doing nothing. just being psycho-danielle is great. running around, wrapping presents, listening to music, and every once in a while stopping in the middle to dance.

this past weekend i spent most of my time with tina. watched another mvoie by myself. hehe. i like doing that. then i snuck back into lotr. i sat in such a bad seat. people were running out to go to the bathroom and were about to run all over my feet. i just put my feet up. ashley pasion's party was mucho fun. if i ever went to a party without music i would have no fun.

today i went shopping with my dad. he shops so fast but doesn't know where he is going so we walk around the mall like 4 times. he'll be like, "where's radio shack?" so we'll go down to radio shack and then he'll be like, "where's a sports store?" and we'll walk back to the other end of the mall. i like listening to my dad though. he's funny. we went to walgreens to pick some stuff up after the mall and we were looking for a card for him to give to my mom. ha. my dad... he's like, "i can't get any of these, i would be lying." then i came home to my new cell phone sitting on the table. woot. so little. looks like a lot of fun.

hope everyone is having a nice break. love to all.

you be jason, i'll be tristan

the night started out... me and tina just sitting around listening to music. i started to go nutts ^ when lovefool came on and decided to run outside and play.

christmas lights are always fun.


where's the snow? oh well... grass angels will work.


if only i was a pro at html. i would show you the process it took to get to this picture.

now it's time for the hottie that reminded me so much of tristan last night:


i think she was about ready to take the camera away from me.


yes, she won.


hanukkah bushes are fun. blue lights are beautiful.


she's in the trees.


this picture reminds me of a dream.

awww.... great times in the cold winter weather instead of studying for an exam. *sigh* we're done now. more greatness and funness is ahead in these next two weeks. i love you.

<3 all.

mostly i'm just annoyed, with the situation that never fails to find me. i should have known better than i did. i should have listened but oh well. now the memories put the lines on my palms of my hands. can you tell me this much? oh do tell.

*sigh* i don't know what to do anymore. it was a bad weekend. this week isn't going to be any better. it's like test galore. gotta study for only two of them though. i take that as a relief. this weekend i realized how God is so amazing. it was just like... woah. it's so nice to know that He will always be there.

on another note: Briana will be leaving after she gets her braces off. i'll miss her. even though we've sorta drifted apart i still have a closeness to her. i'm not that worried though cause we're still gonna go to france together. i'll miss all the slap happiness though. <3

christina is still with me. she has her nice boca friends though. i know she will never leave me though. that's also relieving. what would i do without her? die.

i want some fun shoes. either pointed and rounded toe with a good size heel if they are rounded and a medium sized heel if they are pointed.

good thing about exam week: i can look pretty 3 days out of 5 thanks to the lateness of going to school. here come the $1 shoes. i should feel good about myself while taking these exams.

pictures like these make you feel better:


i'm done babbling. have a nice day. love to all.

what is there to say?
weather is nice. it knows how i feel. oh and the CD player does too. i go in my room at the end of the day and press play on my cd player and it plays these songs that fit my state perfectly. it's been a tough week. haven't cried as much as i've cried in a while. so confusing what my mind thinks. first emotion is anger then it's can i forgive and it just stays at how did this happen? i don't know.

to my dear friends that will last forever: please never let my children be in the same situation i am. although, i don't think i would let my children be in the situation i am in.

i'm ready to check-out. can i have the guest check please?

woohu is my one and only <3

someone said something interesting to me today that makes me sad because i know it is true. *sigh* maybe i will leave. december is turning out to be the month i don't like just because of school. only... 13 days left?

i want more weekends like this past one. thanksgiving was excellent. i love my family. shopping and movies on friday. pieces of april is a good independent film. if you don't have many choices, see that. saturday i went with tina's family to orlando. we shopped all day. florida mall is a great mall. then right after the mall we traveled to downtown disney to get to the house of blues. that's a great venue. jason mraz was terrific. no complaints. highly recommended to see live. one of his opening acts i loved. she was a girl version of cameron jaymes. great. then sunday we left and dropped tina's brother back in gainesville and traveled back home. we spent like 8 hours in the car. it was fine though because i just did a lot of thinking and enjoyed the scenery of florida. every weekend should be as long and enjoyable as last weekend.

what else to say? o yes. these next 2 weeks are going to be bad. test in every class. except, health which we have two projects in. *goes and gets the pillow and screams into it* leave me to die. o yea mr. morone isn't giving us a test either.thank goodness. i wish everyone luck in these next weeks. good luck and study hard.

i love everyone.