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2005 12 January :: 11.19pm
My parents left around 5 this morning. My brain, knowing this, woke me up at 5.
My alarm goes off at 5:50.
Today was fantastic. Nick was at school when we got out, I had anime club, which went smoothly, and my sister is still alive.
I know that I'm not going to be able to fall asleep before 2, it's impossible.
The house makes way too many noises and I can never sleep when my parents are gone.
And now I'm worried about my brother being at his friend's house until Friday night. Plus all my normal worries...
Nick stopped by after work. I didn't want him to leave, I felt so safe and relaxed with him here. I couldn't believe it was seven months...still can't.
I'll try to sleep sometime later. I know I won't be able to.
I love you all.
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angel_bob
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2005 12 January :: 6.13am
Happy anniversary...
Seven months.
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2005 11 January :: 3.58pm
i could probably walk in high heels better than i can speak.
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Angel_Bob
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2005 11 January :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: upset
Today marks two years since I met Nick.
Two years since I joined Woohu.
I had a really good day to a point. That point being when Jon came up to me and said, "I've been wanting to tell you this for three weeks. You are a fucking bitch."
But it's just one event and they're just words.
Even though it hurts.
Anyway, this was meant to be really celebratory but I'm just not in the mood anymore.
Joy joy. Two years of Woohu, two years since I met Nick.
Happy happy.
I love you all.
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angel_bob
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2005 10 January :: 10.42pm
I'm really a lot happier right now than I have been in a while.
Today wasn't the best, in fact it was pretty bad and I cried oodles of bunches, but I resolved a lot of issues that have kept me really sad/upset for over a month.
I think the best parts of the day were the ones when I realized just how much I love Nick: right after we resolved everything and talked and when we were singing in his car on the way home.
I usually don't sing in front of people.
I don't remember the last time I felt so calm. All my problems right now don't seem so important or huge anymore. I've put it all down.
All thanks to Nick and love.
I'm such a dork.
I'll save the rest for later this week because I'm going to be very mushy in the next couple of days.
I love you all.
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2005 10 January :: 10.05am
what does it mean, doctor?
to manifest or communicate, as by a gesture; show.
to make known the feelings or opinions of (oneself), as by statement or art.
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2005 9 January :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: contemplative
Everything I do and say has a point and a reason, even if you don't see it at first.
Bedshaped by Keane
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2005 9 January :: 1.21am
Today I went over to Nick's and had linner/dunch with him and his mom's side of the family.
It was nice. They're all really cool people.
Then we went over to Ben's and hung out there for a while.
While Nick was taking me home, he got pulled over because his taillight was out. I'm really starting to dislike cops. The cop just asked that same stupid question that they always ask.
Today could have been better but that's only because I didn't make it so. I've been really blah and stressed out lately.
I truthfully think that I have the same problem as my mom. I'm always really depressed a week before Fred comes around. I know it's just my hormones being of balance but it gets to the point where I really don't want to do anything and it's just...bleh. My mom has that problem and she has some drugs or something she's on. I'm hoping that it's just because I'm a teenager. I really don't like taking medicine for anything.
I hope everyone's okay.
I love you all.
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2005 8 January :: 12.22am
Guns can't kill what soldiers can't see.
(The only thing you keep changing is your name.)
Find a house you don't have to rebuild.
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angel_bob
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2005 7 January :: 2.59pm
Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.
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Angel_Bob
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2005 6 January :: 12.50pm
In the Backseat by The Arcade Fire
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2005 6 January :: 6.07am
Snow and a snow day!
I'm so excited, I don't think I'll be able to fall back asleep.
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2005 4 January :: 7.45pm
I'll admit it, I'm in love.
And I'm terribly selfish and stupid about it.
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2005 3 January :: 5.26pm
:: Music: Fils de... by Jacques Brel
My parents are leaving on Wednesday morning of next week and won't be back until Sunday night.
I'll probably be freaking out about my brother and sister while they're gone.
I was thinking no pillows for my birthday. I have so many on my bed right now that I'm having trouble sleeping and waking up with a sore neck and back.
My life is one huge ball of irony.
Story at 11.
I love you all.
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