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2003 23 November :: 12.24am
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: Britney Spears f Madonna - Me against the music (ON SNL!)
Greatness...
Hey! What have ya'll been doin?...I am so excited cause it's Thanxgiving break! More than a week to just go to bed late and then sleep in the next day...OHH yeah! =) Today I slept til like 1! That was great...then I just got up and watched The Bachelor re-runs like all day until like 6 I watched CMT...MWL. Montgomery Gentry was on there...YAY, they are awesome! Especially Troy...WHEW! He had on a hat that sed "HELL YEAH" hehe! Then at 8, I watched Eloise at Christmastime. I bout cried cause it was so sweet at the end...lol. It was all just so adorable! Then after that I watched AFV's Christmas bloopers. It's so early and they are already showin Christmas stuff! That's alrite w/ me though...lol. Tommorow night is Charlie Brown & Winnie the Pooh Thanxgiving...at 7!!! Be sure to watch that...haha! I'm such a little kid!! lol. Now, i'm watchin SNL and Halle Berrys hostin it and Britney Spears is the musical guest...earlier on the show they were all like maybe we will kiss later on in the show. Gosh...I love Britney N all but she might as well admit she's into lesbianism! Have you seen the video w/ Madonna? LoL. Anywayzzzzz! I think my mom is gonna let me get a tattoo after I turn 16! I really want one on my lower back, but I dunno if I can deal with the pain...LoL for those of ya who know, i'm a big ol' wuss!...lalalala I think I decided what i'm gonna get for everyone for Christmas, so that's good, i'm gonna try to go to the Charleston Mall sumtime soon, maybe I can pick some of it up then. Well, they are like almost done remodelin the house they gotta have it finished by like...thursday anyways since we are havin people over for Thanksgiving! They painted today and it was like makin me high...haha not really! But it's been really cold in here where they opened up that other room! BuRRR! I can't wait til monday!!! It's supposed to snow! Hopefully it will! LoL! Well that's bout all I got to say! LaTeR!
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2003 22 November :: 5.32pm
:: Mood: blank
Have fun!
-----> Begin!
What time is it?: 5:02
What is the date?: 11.22.03
Why are you filling this out?: I found it in some girls journal
-----> It's All Me!
Name: Shama
Do you like it?: Not really...no one new knows how to say it...lol
Nicknames: me...lol I dunno
If you could change your first name, what would it be?: Kylie, Dylan
Age: 15
DOB: 8.23.88
Height: 5'3
Hair color: dark blonde with highlights
Eye color: blue
Where do you live?: Ashton
Do you like it there?: it's alrite
Why/Why not: I don't liek it cuz it's too far away from everything and I do like it cause it's small
Where were you born?: Point PleaSant
Astrological sign: LeO
Shoe Size: 8
-----> My Faves!
Number: 8
Color: PiNk
Car: Cougar or Cavalier
Season: summer
Holiday: Christmas
Month: prolly July
Day of the week: Friday
Grade so far: I dunno...lol
Sport: Cheerleading
Class: i duno...
Teacher so far: Mr.Lambert & Linger
Drink: Mountain Dew
Candy: Reeses peices
Food: Italian
Fruit: Strawberries
Veggie: taterz!
Dessert: strawberry shortcake
TV show: 8 simple rules, lizzie mcguire, sister sister
Radio station: 97.5, 93.7, 100.5
CD: Brooks & Dunn Red dirt road or Emerson Drive
Movie: School of rock
Song: more to life...Stacy Orrico (as of now)
Flower: pink roses
Clothing store: AeRo
Ice cream: I duno...prolly caramel or peanut butter
-----> This or That?
Me/You: Me
AOL/AIM: AIM
CD/Cassette: CD
DVD/VCR: DVD
Radio/CD: CD
Jeans/Khakis: Jeans
Car/Truck: EiThEr
Corvette/Camero: Camaro
Strong/Weak: Strong
Upset/Pissed: Upset
Tall/Short: Tall
Lunch/Dinner: Dinner
Gap/Old Navy: Old Navy
Nsync/BSB: N'sync
Britney/Christina: Britney
Love/Lust: Love
Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: didnt see either.. I kno it's a crime
Inside/Outside: Inside
Lipstick/Lipgloss: Lipgloss
Silver/Gold: EiThEr
Piercings/Tattoos: Piercings
Football/Basketball: Football
Thunder/Lightning: Thunder
This/That: That
-----> Buddies!
Who is your best girl friend?: Bobbi/Jenn/Tabi/Manda
Do you get along with people easily?: yeah i guess so
Why/Why not: i try to be friendly
Who have you known the longest?: Heather and Summer
Who do you dislike the most?: no comment
Was your crush/bf a close friend before you liked them?: yeah...we had been close friends like basically all of our lives.
Craziest: all of them.. lol we're wacked out
Loudest : I duno...they compete..lol
Funniest: Ben
Quietest: Bobbi
Sweetest: I dunno? lol...probably me!
Most understanding: Summer
Best dressed: ha...that's a hard one...prolly Jenn
Biggest flirt: The biggest whore which would be...wait I can't say!
Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: Bobbi, Ally, Me
Cutest couple: none that are my best friends...LOL so on this one i'd have to say me and Luke!!
Most athletic: Britt and Tabi
If you were stuck with only 2 friends, who would you pick and why?: Tabi & Bobbi
Most likely to be a stripper: no comment!!!
Doctor: Tabi
Teacher: Ally
Stay at home Mom: Me, and Bobbi
One you'd travel across the world for: Every single one of em includin the guys, if they needed me
If you could take 5 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take? Tabi, Jenn, Alan, Ben, Luke
Smartest: Ben
Who would do anything for a thousand dollars?: Ben
Who has the nicest parents?: Bobbi, Jenn, Luke, n Alan
Who is like your adopted sister/brother?: Bobbi
Who is the most like you?: Ally & Tabi
------> Love Section!
Do you have a bf/gf?: yea
If not, do you have a crush?: ^
If so, who?: my b/f
How long have you liked your bf/crush?: June
What about them do you like so much?: he's really funny, nice, cute and he has the sweet moments. lol!
How long have you known them?: 11 years
What was your longest relationship?: well...the b/f I have now...I dated for 2 years in elementary but that don't really count...so, 5 months on and off with Chad but me and Luke will have been together for 5 months next week
Who was your first love (if you've had one)?: The one I got now...
Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: uh...lol
Who is one person you've liked but >NEVER< said a thing?: Ah...I don't kno.
-----> Back In The Days!
If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: Chad ERA
Do you have any regrets?: yep...who doesn't
Last thing you said: she is so stupid...talkin bout LeAnn on the Bachelor
Last song you heard: Jo Dee Messina - I wish
Last person you talked to: MoM
If you could get back together with an ex, who would it be and why?: It's overwith
----> Now A Days!
What are you doing right now?: watchin the Bachelor & doin this quiz
What CD is in your CD player?: Mixed cds and Brooks & Dunn
Are you cold?: kinda
How are you sitting?: in the computer chair with my legs up in the chair w/ me
Is there music on?: naw
What time is it?: 5:12
Where are your parents?: dad's downstairs, mom in here w/ me
------> Soon!
How old will you be when you graduate high school?: 17
Are you going to get married? i'm hopin...lol!
Although you cant tell who you'll marry, is there anyone you'd wish it would be?: My BaBy
Are you going to have children?: hopefully
If yes, how many?: 2 or 3
What will you name them?: ahh...Dylan, Hailey, Carli, Nick, i dunno...lol
Do you want to go to college?: kinda...
Which college: EKU (Eastern Kentucky University) WVU or Marshall
What kind of car will you want to drive: Cougar
What kind of job will you have : Something that I like to do
What's your expectations for when your 25?: To have someone special in my life, have a good home, and have a good job.
---> Have I Ever?
Drank: yup
Smoked: yup
Skinny Dipped: yup
Prank called the police: no
Been followed, etc. by the police: no
Been high: nope
Done drugs: nope
Been in a fist fight: no
Punched your sibling/parent: my brother & dad...but like in the arm
Wished you'd die: no
Tried to commit suicide: no
Broken a bone: no
Driven illegally: yea
Thrown things at your parents: ha yes
Runaway: no
Filled out a survey this long: yeah
-----> Mixed Question!
Do you write in cursive or print?: depends on my mood
Do you believe in God?: yea
What do you think of rainbows?: they're perdy
Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: yea
If so, where?: ears 2 times...belly
----> Done!
What time is it?: 5:19
What is the date?: 11.22.03
Why did you just do this?: cuz I felt like it
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2003 21 November :: 1.56pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Lonestar - My front porch lookin' in.
~Thanksgiving Break!~
Hey! SUP everyone? not much here, just enjoying my day home...cause school got called off cause of the water! YES! I was like wishin and hopin all evening yesterday then around 10:30, Luke's like Hannans closed! and I was like HECK YEA!!! lol...Anyways...now i'm watchin CMT. (GREATEST TV STATION EVER!) and yea i'm home alone! My mom went to Wal-Mart w/ my cuz and her baby, and my dads with my cousin back on the hill cuttin firewood. Sounds like fun don't it? LoL. They canceled the parade from tonight to December 5. THANK GOD! But it'll prolly be freezin then. O well at least it's closer to Christmas! I seriously can't wait til like...the 24th! I am so hyped up, and I wanna decorate but mom says it's too early, but she's been burning Christmas candles since like Halloween...LoL! O well maybe we will do all that junk after Thanxgiving! Well I should be gettin to see Luke here pretty soon. I can't wait...Well guyz ima go! ~X~O~
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2003 20 November :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's mom
*Stacy can I come over after school? We can hang around by the pool.*
Hey! Today was the same ol boring day, as usual. Just couldn't wait to get home! I gotta be in a stupid Christmas Parade tommorow in Point for cheerleading, and it's really gonna suck! I think we are leavin the school on a bus at 4:30. Blah...I don't even see the sense in it cause there's only gonna be like 5 of us, cause theres people just not going, and people in the band. Might as well just do it and get it over with...RrRrRr...I really don't wanna go to school tommorow. It's gonna suck. And plus as ya all know, this week has been 10 times more boring than usual for me. LoL. I'm totally countin down the days! Can't wait til next week. No School=FUN!!! sleepin in and all. I hope school gets canceled tommorow cause I'm hearin bout lotza flood water rising today! YiPpEe!!! haha, that's funny in a way, but not for the people livin in it! Well here's a quiz I found! I'll update soon, hopefully! .:<3JLE<3:.
001) What time are you starting this?: 5:08
002) Name?: Shama
003) Date of birth?: Aug.23.88
004) Sex?: 100% GiRlYgUrL!
005) Height?: 5'3"
006) Eye color?: BLuE!
007) Weight?: 120
008) Location?: Ashton!
009) Where were you born?: PoInT
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: NaW ima good girl!
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?:
012) Do you have crush on someone?: SuRe
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: yup
014) If so, what is their name?: Luke
015) How long have you been together?: 4 months, 3 weeks & 2 dayz! 5 on the 28th...
016) What are you wearing right now?: Aero monkey sweatpants & a white t-shirt.
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: If we had been together a long time and were in love.
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? Sorta, nothing big tho.
019) Are you a virgin?: yeppers!
020) Do you smoke?: gross...no
021) Do you drink?: nah...
022) Are you ghetto?: Ghetto as they get! ha j/k! I'm a big hick...lol!
023) Are you a player?: NoOoO
024) What are your favorite colors?: Pink & Yellow
025) What is your favorite animal?: Dolphins
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: I don't think I do...
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nah...
028) Who are your best friends?: I have a lot of em...
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: FiGhTiNg is stupid...
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Well I don't talk much on the phone but me and Luke talk on there every now and then so, I guess him.
031) Have you ever been slapped?: By Jenn, matter of fact that was today. What a great friend.
032) Do you get online a lot?: I'm on like all evening basically.
033) Are you shy or outgoing: LiL bita both
034) Do you shower?: Every nite...if any stinky pplz readin this...take a bath it does the body good!
035) Do you hate school?: I wouldn't go to hate.
036) Do you have a social life?: pretty much, yea...
037) How easily do you trust people?: I usually do right off, unless they give me a good reason not to.
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: we all have....lol
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: probably!
040) Would you ever sky dive?: No!!!
041) Do you like to dance?: YES!!!
068) Have you ever been out of state?: Lotza times!
069) Do you like to travel?: Yea!
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: NaW
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: nope!
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Sorta...
072) Are you spoiled?: yeah
073) Are you a brat?: not really...
074) Have you ever been dumped?: yep
075) Have you ever gotten high?: No!
076) What's your favorite drink?: Mt.Dew!
077) Do you like Snapple?: It's alrite
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: At school
079) What toothpaste do you use?: Colgate
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager? CeLL
081) Do you have a curfew?: Depends on what time I leave.
082) Who do you look up to?: MoM
083) Are you a role model?: When i'm not being dumb...
084) Have you ever been to Six Flags?: Yep
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: Aeropostale & LeI
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: My rings, necklace, earrings, and watch.
087) What do you have pierced?: ears, belly button ;)...haha
088) What do you want pierced?: lip, tounge.
089) Do you like taking pictures?: Don't matter
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: Don't matter
091) Do you have a tan?: Yeah...it's dyin off now, but it's really dark in the summer.
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: OH YEA
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: I dunno probably not.
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: I have a phone in my room and a cell but no real phone line of my own.
095) Do you have your own pool?: YeaP
096) Do you have any siblings?: Yep my Bro!
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? ((even though this is for guys)) I like my guy with boxers...LoL
098) Have you ever been played?: Sorta...
099) Have you ever played anyone?: No, I can't date someone if I don't have feelings for them.
100) Do you get along with your parents?: Mosta the time.
102) How do you vent your anger?: I cry...or I just don't talk and keep my head down.
103) Have you ever run away?: No...i've felt like it!
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: I've never had a job
105) Do you even have a job?: Don't look like it...lol
106) Do you daydream a lot?: all the time
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: YeaH
108) Do you run your mouth?: NoPe...
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: I dunno but if i got one I would want sumthin on my lower back.
110) What do you have a tattoo of?:
111) What are your favorite flowers?: RoSeS or LiLyS...
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: Which one? lol...I'll just name the last one. He is like 5'11 dark hair, blue, eyes, dark complexion, skinny, athletic...yup u guessed it, Cody!
113) Do you go to church? SumtimeZ
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: Ha yeah, many times.
116) Are you a prude?: say what?
117) What was the last compliment you received?: Burton told me my hair is pretty and it smells good...LoL!
118) Do you like getting dirty?: Oh you know it!
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: InNiE...ew, a peirced outtie would be ugly!
120) Are you flexible?: VERY!...yea I dunno how though...LoL
121) What is your heritage?: Caucasian.
122) What is your lucky number?: Don't have one!
123) What does your hair look like right now?: It's down, and straight.
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: I doubt it!
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: We aren't gonna talk bout that'n okay?
126) Describe your looks?: average height. blue eyes. light hair. not fat. I dunno, lol...
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: Light BroWn...such a daredevil! LoL!
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: Already been done....
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: SaMe As PrEvIOuS aNsweR
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: Well...not really ever!
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: A week or so ago...if you wanna call it a date!
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: Uhh...either I guess. LoL!
133) Have you ever given?: hmm what do you mean???
134) Have you ever received?: *doesn't kno what you mean*
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: NoPe!
136) Do you have one now?: No!
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: as many as it takes me to get to the phone.
138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: HAHA yea.
139) If yes, when was the last time?: Tabz 13th party I believe! that was so dumb...LoL
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: I dunno...
141) Do you cry a lot? Yea...too much.
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: I whine to get my way, but not cry
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? A finger? LoL
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: Luuuuuuuuukeeeee!!! haha!
145) Are you the romantic type?: VeRy MuCh So!!!
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: Ha...nope!
147) What do you like most about your body?: Prolly my butt...and my face, I like my belly too!
148) What do you like least about your body?: My breasteses...too big! and I wish I was skinnier!
149) Who did you last hook up with?: Whatta u mean? as in date, my boyfriend.
150) When was the last time you threw up?: During the ice storm last winter when I got a 24 hr. virus...I musta threw up about 50 times (NOT JOKING)
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: It doesn't matter.
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: Brown LeI boots.
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: At the Beach...that's bout the only time that I will.
154) What about cleavage?: Well I don't do it on purpose usually...it's just if I like the shirt I get it N if it shows, it shows!
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: To my knowlege
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: Aw naw...
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: NoPE!
158) What color are your underwear right now?: *Let me look* HaHa...purple
159) What theme does your room have?: DoLpHiNs!...bright colors!
160) What size shoe do you wear? 8
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: Belly ring, rings, earrings.
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: CutieHHS2006
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: When no 1 was lookin...LoL
164) How are you feeling right now?: Good but missin my baby...
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: Over the summer!
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: Well...lol
167) What do you sleep in?: PJ pants and a shirt.
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: yea...n it sucks!
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: My emotions...and jealousy.
170) What is one of your good qualities?: Humor and attitude
171) Would you marry for money?: NO!
172) What do you drive?: Well whatever my mom and dad will let me drive. My cars in the garage!
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: HuH????
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: MoMMy'z
175) What's does your yahoo username mean?: Meanz i'm a baby dawl...lol
176) What's your favorite yahoo journal to read?: HuH...I read Woohu journals...LoL
177) When was the last time you cried?: Sumtime last week, I think.
178) Do you wear Chucks?: Naw but I want sum, they are cute!
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: I'd have to think bout that.
180) What time are you finishing this?: 5:45
O yea just got the news that Sarah S. and Alan are finally datin WOOOH! Go Alan! G/L guyz!!!
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2003 19 November :: 1.13pm
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: Craig Morgan - Almost home
.I was walkin down an old dirt road, past a field of hay that had just been mowed, man I wish you'd just left me alone, cause I was almost home.
Hey everyone, I didn't go to school today cuz I feel like crap. I have a headache, I can't eat ewww...and I can hardly breathe. From the way it sounds though, i'd rather not be at school. Cause theres like 10 people online from Hannan right now that didn't go. It's all flooded and rainy and nasty. But i'm inside where it's dry and warm :) Jenn and Tabi...whoever it was...ha that was funny when u wrote the comment in my journal, cause like 5 mins after I saw it, Luke got online and he's like I wasn't at school I just woke up. LoL. Oh well! Almost all the counties around us are closed. Which is odd cause this is where it can flood the most. It's so stupid! I didn't wake up til like noon today. Which is wonderful...all that sleep! I'm talkin to Luke, Ally, Crystal G, and was talkin to Darrel but he left. FuNfUn! I really hope that school gets called off or delayed tommorow, or just like...a lot of people don't show so that we don't do much in class. I can't wait to see Luke this weekend or next week. Whenever it'll be...it's been 5 days so far and i'm not holdin up the best :( Then next friday is a really special day 4 us...<3 I can't wait til tuesday or wednesday for my bro to come then LOTZ of food on thursday :) haha! Well I gotta go...<3Luke<3
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2003 18 November :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: George Straight - Cowboys like us
*We sing about true love, about things we ain't done, drink one more cold one, come morning get up, and we roll...*
Hey. Just wanna give a shout to Harold before I say anything else. LOVED the comment. Don't you think it's time to grow up? you're a senior now, and if you don't do so pretty soon, you're gonna get a rude awakening when you get out into the real world actin like that and someone just knocks the living crap outta you. I'm not joking, and I don't care if you were just playin around with what you wrote but you've always done stupid stuff like that to me. Okay anyways. I will get onto something that's actually WORTH talking about! I woke up this morning with a sore throat...n yeah I was scared...LoL. But it went away by like 2nd period. Then I got sick at my stomach and I was lightheaded and I like went on feelin like that for the rest of the day...I took some advil when got home n I feel a little better now but if it keeps on like this i'm not goin to school tommorow. Even though I felt bad, 4th period was fun. There was only like 7 of us in there cause like 4 was in the library typin and everyone else was out sick. There was like 30 people in the whole school missin. Everyones all sick and stuff :( We had a really grouchy sub for Linger. When I 1st got over there Ben was like man she's hot and I walked in an she's like prolly bout 35 short, and she had on glasses like Mr.Lingers but they were like huge...haha! she said she has 7 kids. WoW no wonder she looked worn out...lmao! At 2:30 durin 4th they called us out for an FFA meeting. Boredom! well I LOVE Fountains of Wayne...this song (Stacy's mom) just doesn't get old. Ha that's funny I go from country to punk. That sorta goes as well with the way I dress...LoL! Guess what? I can't wait til Christmas!...only like 38 dayz! YuP! I wanna talk to Luke. Grrr...NOW...i'll update ya later. LuViNz
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2003 17 November :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Sheryl Crow - First cut...
:.I still want you by my side, just to help me dry the tears that i've cried.:
Hey everybodyyyy! today was awful I got there and Ben told me Luke was sick...n I didn't kno cause i'd been gone. He never showed up at school...and I decided not to stay for show choir cause I got really sick at my stomach in 4th. N that's really, really bad cause Crys said we learned a lot today and we only have 2 more practices before the play. That's messed up. I'm gonna suck! Well I came home n around 3:30 Luke's mom called and told me that she took him to the emergency room this morning and they found out that he has mono an it's like really contagious n it has been for the past week...and well that ain't good cause yeah that means i'll prolly be gettin it, but I hope not. I feel really sorry for him he sayz he feels like crap n he's gonna be outta school for a week and basketball for a week or 2. School is gonna suck so bad without him there. I know thats odd to say because it's school. LoL but yeah I think I can make it through. haha. It's really sad though cause next week is break n stuff and I will prolly only see him a couple times cause he will be all busy huntin....you know...LoL I just wish I could sleep from like tonite around 11 until sumtime on thursday or sumthin like that cause schools so freakin boring...I fight to keep my eyes open in 1st every day, I mean I shouldn't cause I go to bed at 11 and wake up at like 7:15...who knoz what the deal there is. We got our new sub for Lambert today, Mr.Faber (who's Rio Grandes b-ball coach)...he isn't the greatest so far but I probably just think that because he isn't Lambert. Oh yea I highlighted my hair 2nite. Who knows what everyone will think, I think it looks alrite so screw everyone else...haha!Well guyz ima go and dry my hair and go to bed. I'm beat!!! but 1st u gotta see sumthin that just happend it's funny!!!
CutieHHS2006: i hate mono it can freakin die
CutieHHS2006: doin this to me
CutieHHS2006: OMG
CutieHHS2006: I WONT SEE HIM ALL WEEK ALAN....and probably not again til monday or tuesday!! omg! do u know how long that is??? Like 10 freakin days!!!!! :'(
CutieHHS2006: i;m gonna die
FooDye04: lol
FooDye04: i will
CutieHHS2006: how
FooDye04: im going out there sometime during hunting season
FooDye04: hopefully
CutieHHS2006: well kiss my ass!
CutieHHS2006: lol...ohh u wait
CutieHHS2006: lol
FooDye04: mmmmmwwwwhaaa
CutieHHS2006: give him a kiss for me and get mono and die...
CutieHHS2006: JK!!!
CutieHHS2006: im kiddin lol i luv ya aln
FooDye04: lol
FooDye04: lol
HaHa...I am so gonna go to hell...nah. At least I hope not. Well TTYL! ~XoLUKExO~
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2003 16 November :: 11.46pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Scotty Emerick - I can't take you anywhere
Oh I <3 This Song!
Hey guys...as ya know today I went to see my brother and Britt. I got up at like 7 and got ready and we left and ate breakfast at Wendy's okay...get this on our way thru Milton this black cat runs in front of the car. OMG bad luck. Then we drove for like an hour and a half (takes 3 to get there) and like my brother calls my moms cell and he's like Brittany woke up at 3 this morning pukin and achein and stuff. (black cat...lol) But we decided to keep on going cause we had got them some stuff for the new house. So she has the flu and like while we were there she was in bed all day. I felt sooo sorry for her. I didn't even get to talk to her or anything. That's all really bad but what's even worse is that i'll probably get it now that I was around all the germs...BLAH!!! I just got over my sickness that I did have sumtime yesterday. My bro was all worried bout Britt he was like you guys she looks so pitiful I wanna help her but theres nothin I can do! LoL it was so cute. They are so in love and they aren't lettin anything get in the way of it. I hope I have something like they do someday. It's great! Seriously, it's adorable! Even though things aren't perfect (If you can imagine...all the bills and a $350 a month apt. and they are both in college, and neither one of them have jobs right now. So they're kinda livin off the parents, but that's prolly gonna be me in 5 years too. Sumthin to look forward to...haha) but they make the best of their life even though all that^. Anywayz.....
They have this lil doggy named Max and it's like so ugly that it's cute, If that makes sense. HaHa! It's meaner than a snake and you can't let it near ppl cept Britt n Justin cause it'll like seriously bite the crap outta you. He has a fit when anyonw gets up or moves and he like growls...LoL! It's a pekinese mixed w/ chihuahua and it's bottom lip comes out further than the top and its teeth come up like fangs and almost touch it's nose. HaHa...anywayz, We sat n talked to Justin til like 2 and then we decided to go out and pick up some food so we could all eat so me, mom n dad did that while he stayed there w/ her. Then we got back and ate and watched Shawshank Redemption...ha and then we got ready and left at like 6 I think...The rides up n back was like the most boring rides i've been on the way to anywhere, it sucked. The plus side to this whole thing (other than seein my bubby) was that I did LOTZ of shopping I bought jus about everything imagineable other than clothes...LoL mom was like Shama do u really need clothes u buy something new every week??? haha. We went in Wal-Mart when we got back to Barboursville and I showed my parents some stuff I wanted for Christmas. Woohu!!! oh wow that's the name of this journal...ha. Okay i'm hyper! I think i'm like that cause i'm like MAJORLY TIRED! I think i'm gonna put some highlights in my hair sumtime soon. It's time for a touch up cause my hair is like gettin so dull and the summer highlights are goin away. I hate when that happens! I can't wait til like the 25th!!! Justin and Britt are comin in to stay with us until like the day after Thanxgiving. On that day Britt's mom and her boyfriend are comin in to eat dinner with us too, and I haven't met em yet so that should be cool. I really miss Luke I haven't talked to him all weekend! I called his moms saturday and he wasn't there and then I started to call his dads today but where we was out of the reaching area, my phone said "extended area" (long distance) and my phone doesn't make calls when it's like that :( Well i'm gonna go blow dry my hair and hit the hay cause i'm worn out. I have show choir practice after school tommorow til' 5. Fun Fun...NOT!!! ugh. C~yA'lL!!! HuGz & KiSsEz (to no one but *My MaN! hehe...lol)
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2003 15 November :: 10.55pm
:: Music: Scotty Emerick - I can't take you anywhere
- Seems like everywhere I go somebody wants to know, where you've been, and are you comin back again? I swear, I can't take you anywhere. -
Hey ppl what's up!? not much here i found out that i'm leavin for Kentucky really early tommorow morning and we may not be back til late tommoro nite so i'll prolly only be at school half a day monday. Just depends on what time I get home. Who knoz what i'll do. Anyways... Lately everything i've seen like all the video games about war and stuff like that's made me mad now that i'm all worried cause Lambert n stuff...i'm jus weired I guess. Well heres sum stolen quizes. LoL. Later! <3Luke<3
*cute couple*
what couple r u?(new and improved lol) brought to you by Quizilla
First Name: Shama
Nicknames: uhhhh?
City: Ashton
Age: 15
Sex: female
Birthday: Aug 23
Siblings: 1 brother
Pets: 1 cat, 5 dogs, buncha fishiez in the tank
Hair Color: dark blonde
Eye Color: blue
Do you have a g/f or a b/f?: yes
Do you have a crush?: well?
Where do you shop the most?: Aeropostale and JcPenny
Do you think your fashion is cool?: I dress however I wanna lol
Do you have any piercings?: yeah
Where do want more?: yeah my lip and i'd like to have my tounge pierced but that'd really hurt
Do you have a tattoo?: not yet
Who are your best friends?: Luke, Bobbi, Jenn, Tabi, Manda, Ben & Alan
Who is your best friend online?: Tabi
What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use?: Suave lavender but i'm gettin sick of it I want some Pantene lol
What sport do you play?: cheer all the way
What are you most scared of?: losing someone i care about
How many phones in your house?: 4
How many TV's do you have in your house?: 4
What are you listening to right now?: I can't take you anywhere
Who are you talking to right now?: no one
Do u have a pager (if so could we have the #)?: don't have one
Do you have your own phone line?: not yet
Can we have the phone number if so?: ...
What shoes do you wear?: my blue nikes, and my brown lei boots
What clothes do you sleep in?: pj pants and a t-shirt
Who is the last person who called you?: oh gosh...it's been awhile. I think it was Luke like 2 weeks ago...lol!
FavoritE Subject in school?: AWWWWW SCIENCE...mr.lambert :'(
Holiday: Christmas
Season: Summer
Color: pink
Number(s): 8
Band(s): Brooks and Dunn N Emerson Drive
Kind of Movie: comedy n romance
Candy: reeses, lotza others
TV Show: 8 simple rules, so little time, sister sister, lizzie mcguire
Fast Food: Wendyz
Radio Station: 97.5
Teacher: Linger...Lambert :(
Liked somebody soooo much it makes u cry?: well yeah
Smoked?: ya ew
Drank?: yeh...
Been arrested?: no
Broke the law?: i duno
Ran away from the cops?: nope
Stole something?: probably sumthin small
Tried to kill yourself?: no
Killed an animal ?: insects
Been in love?: duno
Ran away?: no
Broken someone's heart?: yea
Cried when someone died?: yea
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have?: yep
Hate school?: nah
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
What do you notice first?: eyes, attitude
WHAT IS...
Your weakness?: just the way he looks at me...
Makes you laugh the most?: Ben & Luke
Makes you smile?: connecting with my friends
WHO...
Has a crush on you: :;thinks:; i honestly don't know
Can make you feel better no matter what? most of my friends
Has it easier, guys or girls?: it's different? i'm not really sure
DO YOU EVER...
Sit by the phone and wait for a call?: bout every weekend...lol
Save conversations? only if they're important
Save emails?: some
Wish you were somebody else?: naw
do you ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nah
BEST...
Romantic Memory?: all the *good* times w/ Luke
Advice given to you?: think before you act
HAVE YOU...
Fallen for your best friend's boyfriend/girlfriend?: *sighs* yes
Used someone?: not that I can remember
Been used?: probably
Been cheated on?: yes
Done something you regret?: yea
fallen for a friend?: yup
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?: Luke
You talked to?: my mom
You hugged?: my mom
You instant messaged?: Tabi
Had sex with?: haven't yet...
You yelled at?: I haven't yelled at anyone in a while so i don't remember
You laughed with?: Lawrence
Go to http://quizilla.com/cgi-bin/result/list/list.pl
It's all the results you can get for the thirteen ghosts test. I got the withered lover (the mom/wife from the beginning of the movie.) But it didn't have a pic with it, so I didn't post it. This site has a REALLY nice pic of Matthew Lillard on it though...haha Ben! Check it out =)
Good song...I can't take you anywhere...enjoy!
You've been a part of my life for so very long
It's hard for me to believe sometimes that you're really gone
I tuck your memory away in that special hiding place
Hoping no one could tell by the look on my face
That you're still in my heart, always on my mind
Part of my everyday
Like just last night I went out for a bite
I tried to have fun with all my might
But even the laughter, it wasn't much of a break
'Cause right in the middle of my strawberry shake Bobby Joe walked in with a couple of friends
And said, "Hey have you heard from her at all man like
where's she been?"
And it, struck a nerve
And it, hit a vein
You'd think from all the tears I cried
And this broken-hearted pain
I wouldn't have to carry you around with me
But it seems like everywhere I go
Somebody wants to know where you've been
Are you comin' back again, I swear
I can't take you anywhere
So I left all alone, I just headed on home
As I listened to the messages on my telephone
There was one from my sister
And one from an old friend
He said, "I drove by your house tonight dude but
You wudn't in
Just checkin' up on you boy, I hope you're doin' alright
Oh by the way man, I seen her last night
And it, struck a nerve
And it, hit a vein
You'd think from all the tears I cried
And this broken-hearted pain
I wouldn't have to carry you around with me
But it seems like everywhere I go
Somebody wants to know where you've been
Are you comin' back again, I swear
I can't take you anywhere
Oh baby I swear, I can't take you
No, No, No, No can't take you
I can't take you anywhere
I can't take you anywhere, baby
I can't take you anywhere, ooh
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2003 14 November :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: depressed
I had a...(nothing short of) awful, day today! it was terrible. Last night, I slept all evening because I was sick and then when I woke up this morning, I was nauseas and my throat was killin me. All day long I was miserable, my whole body was achin and my stomach and head were killin me...I decided to go to school though because I had 3 tests to take. My eyes had really dark circles under them all day. Today was officially Mr.Lambert's last day. I am gonna miss him so much. When the bell rang I hugged him and told him good luck and that I was gonna miss him and think about him all the time and he was like "I will too, i'm gonna miss you girls, behave." and before we walked out the door we told him we loved him...it was terrible. Everything is messd up...blah. The cooks made him some cake (Coke cake...yum) since it was his last day. He got Me, Bobbi, Jenn, and Tabi some...it was really good! LoL if ya wanna see sumthin sad, click here http://hhs.maso.k12.wv.us/ ...this pic was taken yesterday I think :( I remember the grasshopper on the chalkboard. They put pics of the cheerleaders on the website too. They are awful. I look like a retard, like i'm sayin hurrrrrhurrrrr but the sun was in my eyes sooo...ha, oh well. Today they had a reward for people with A and B averages, and let's just say I was a little angered. I hadta stay in Mrs.Hagleys room, do work, and help Lawrence out with some work. Ahhhh! If this all isn't bad enough I promised my brother i'd go to Kentucky this weekend and see him. He was actin all weired and such on the phone when I talked to him Wednesday night, sayin he loved me, and missed me. It felt good, but weired. I'm really excited to see him and Britt. I think we are goin either tommorow or Sunday. Probably Sunday, maybe i'll feel better by then. Luke doesn't know where he's gonna be all weekend so who knows if we'll talk or not. I can't believe it's been almost 5 mos. with him. I care sooo much about him. I don't think anyone in the world has a clue. I hope we just keep everything up...cept the fights, LoL u know. Well ima go take some medicine and lay down. I'll update when i'm up to it! TTYL. XoXo ;)
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2003 12 November :: 4.30pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Beyonce f/ Sean Paul - Baby Boy
.Baby boy you stay on my mind, fulfill my fantasies, I think about you all the time, I see you in my dreams, Baby boy not a day goes by without my fantasies.
Hello!!! I had a NaStY day! it was all rainy and stinky. You know how it is. We was jus like sittin in Mr.Lingers class 2nd period and like rain jus comes gushin from the wall like from outside and theres like water in his floor like an inch deep. GROSSNESS! Oh yea I got an 86 B on my test in there from the other day...That's great!!! Today they had a ReAlLy good lunch. Mr.Lambert came in with chicken strips for the first 30 mins. of class before lunch and he's like don't get any of these they are hard and they were like all fallin outta his mouth...HaHa! then he sat with me, Jenn, and Tabi at lunch. I know you all know this by now but GOSH I AM REALLY GONNA MISS HIM!!! Today he told us his last day is friday, he will be off for a week then he has to go to Point Pleasant for 2 weeks and then he's going to Indiana until January then he's leavin for Iraq and he will be back a year after that. :( Today he made up a story about me and Luke, he said the only tool we owned was a stick and I had 13 kids and they all died but 2 because I was always diggin the stuff up in the garden for them to eat and Luke was always sittin on his butt and one day I made him get his behind up and do sumthin and then I had more kids. HA. What a dork? Near the end of class, Tabi wrote sumthn on a note n this is how it went...Tabi: 4 real?, Me: No, Tabi: Why not?, Me: It's a long story. Then she draws me a pic of one of those hand turkeys and it said Happy Thanksgiving and I drew one back and it was like a hand turkey but i traced all my fingers (other than my thumb in 2's.) and yeah I wrote Merry Christmas! OmG Me, Tabi and Jenn were laughin so hard we were crying...don't ask why cuz I dunno it was just like hilarious I haven't laughed like that in a long time...haha! Well ima give yah some quizes cause I feel like it!!! enjoy!
*LuViNz*
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[ Current Clothes ] My Dixie shirt I wore to school and my PJ pants
[ Current Mood ] Bitchy...aggravated for no good reason really
[ Current Music ] Simple Plan - Perfect
[ Current Taste ] Big Red
[ Current Annoyance ] just about everything
[ Current Smell ] Warm Vanilla sugar
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] at basketball practice cause I wanna play but then I don't
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Emerson Drive
[ Current Favorite Artist ] Dierks Bentley
[ Current Favorite Group ] Brooks & Dunn
[ Current Book ] Animal Farm
[ Current CD in CD Player ] Mixed
[ Current DVD In Player ] National Lampoons Christmas Vacation...been in there since I watched it like 2 mos. ago...lol
[ Current Refreshment ] Mt.Dew
[ Current Worry ] nothin really
[ Current Crush ] My MaN
[ Current Favorite Celebrity ] Jack Black..AW
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] Luke
[ You Talked to ] Alan
[ You Hugged ] Luke
[ You Instant messaged ] Ben
[ You Yelled At ] I don't really remember
[ You Had A Crush On ] well? Luke?
[ Who Broke Your Heart ] Cody
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] Lunch today. LoL or yeah Thanksgiving food
[ Drink ] Mountain Dew
[ Color ] pink n yellow
[ Album ] Brooks & Dunn - Red dirt road
[ Shoes ] My nike's
[ Candy ] probable Reese's
[ Animal ] dolphin or dog
[ TV Show ] 8 simple rules
[ Movie ] Sweet home Alabama
[ Dance ] Grindin baby...haha
[ Song ] Red dirt road
[ Vegetable ] tataz
[ Fruit ] strawberries
[ Cartoon ] Braceface...or Spongebob
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] Yeah
[ Open-minded ] When I feel like it
[ Arrogant ] nope
[ Insecure ] pretty much, yeah
[ Interesting ] heck if I know...lol
[ Random ] uh
[ Hungry ] always...lol
[ Friendly ] yep unless you're jus downright annoying
[ Smart ] yea
[ Moody ] yup
[ Childish ] can be
[ Independent ] sometimes
[ Hard working ] sometimes...
[ Organized ] not really
[ Healthy ] yeah i guess
[ Emotionally Stable ] NO
[ Shy ] not really
[ Difficult ] yes
[ Attractive ] ask my boyfriend...ha he'll prolly say no. haha no. ask sum1 else that'n
[ Bored Easily ] YeP
[ Messy ] to the extreme
[ Thirsty ] no
[ Responsible ] usually
[ Obsessed ] depends on wut
[ Angry ] na
[ Sad ] kinda
[ Happy ] bout half
[ Hyper ] most usually
[ Trusting ] yeah probably too trusting
[ Talkative ] yea just ask Mr.Lambert lol
[ Original ] *not a poser*
[ Different ] yeap
[ Unique ] uh
[ Ignored ] by certain people sumtimes
[ Reliable ] yea
[ Content ] well yea?
[ Optimistic ] not really
[ Deep thinker ] always
[ Self-disciplined ] yes
[ Sleepy ] yea
[ Lonely ] sometimes
[ sXe ] WtF?
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] NO COMMENT
[ Slap ] same person as above lol
[ Get Really Wasted With ] my boyfriend and my friends
[ Get High With ] I don't wanna get high
[ Tickle ] Luke cause it's funny he giggles
[ Look Like] Jessica Simpson
[ Talk To Offline] Luke
[ Online ] I duno
5 things that scare you:
1. ambulances, sirens
2. ghosts
4. death
3. losing sum1 i care about
5. guns and knives
5 things that make you laugh:
1. friends
2. Crystal & Christy's christmas song thingy
3. stuff
4. A night with my girliez (Bday parties...ha!)
5. lotza stuff...lol
5 things you love:
1. My friends
2. LuKe
3. my family
4. laughing...just bein able to smile
5. doing good in life, and school
5 things you hate:
1. annoying people
2. liars
3. rude people that don't care
4. bad grades
5. immature people
5 things you don't understand:
1. people who arent themselves..
2. most guys
3. people who don't care
4. life
5. myself
5 things on your desk:
1. computer & all of it's things like speakers, and printer, monitor, and everything else
2. candles
3. body spray
4. jewelry
5. makeup
Right now you are:
1. doing this
2. listening to George Straight
3. talkin to Luke and Ben
4. bein bored
5. chewing gum
5 negative facts about you:
1. I get jealous really easy
2. I worry too much
3. really emotional
4. Im lazy...lol
5. I day dream tooooo much
5 positive facts about you:
1. you can trust me
2. i can make ya smile
3. Im not fat
4. I'm a good listener
5. im alwayz here for my friends and stuff
5 things you plan to do before you die:
1. get a good job
2. get married to the right man
3. have a really nice house
4. have kids
5. inherit lots of money to spend on me and my family...haha
5 things you can do:
1. think
2. smile
3. eat
4. sleep
5. be me?
5 Things You Can't Do:
1. stay happy all the time
2. hold back the tears or sadness
3. listen to luke (& friends) talk bout things i dont wanna hear about
4. sleep when i'm not tired
5. can't always talk about things to sum1 that i need to talk to them about
5 Famous People You Want To Meet:
1: Ashton Kutcher
2: Brad Mates (AGAIN)
3: Keith Urban
4: Brooks & Dunn!!!
5: Reese Witherspoon
Top 5 songs you think are cool:
1. more to life
2. perfect fan
3. red dirt road
4. suga how u get so fly
5. return of the mack
Top 5 things that turn you on about your sex of choice:
1. Smile...mostly the laugh that goes with that
2. eyes
3. funny
4. good personality
5. treats me good
Top 5 movies:
1. NL Christmas Vacation
2. Sweet Home Alabama
3. Lizzie McGuire
4. Summer Catch
5. School of rock
Top 5 things you say the most:
1. what?!
2. yea ok
3. uh huh
4. whatever
5. oh my gosh!
*E1 that sees this, please fill this out about me and leave it in my comments ;)
01: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell about one memory we share together:
04: describe me in four adjectives:
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
06: name one thing you really don't like about me:
07: name one thing you really do like about me:
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be:
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
10: have we ever hugged:
11: have we ever danced with each other:
12: have you ever seen me cry:
13: have i ever offended you:
14: what is something embarrassing that i've done:
15: what do i usually look like when you see me:
16: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
18: do you think i am bitchy:
19: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
20: what advice would you give me, in general:
21: wanna make out:
22: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
23: is there a song that reminds you of me:
24. would you date me:
~Thanx Amber!^!
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2003 11 November :: 2.33pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Dierks Bentley - My last name
*Ain't got much to give you, but what i've got means everything, it's my last name.*
Hey! I had a really good time last night we had pictures at school for sports (mine seemed like they are gonna turn out really well!!!) Let's hope! And there was this big ol' spat about girls basketball because like half the people weren't at practice cause of the pictures cept a few. I'm not gonna go into any details but i've wanted to play for a long time but i'm not playin til my senior year for certain reasons. But anyways after all that junk the football team, and cheerleaders went out to eat at Monty's Pizza in Milton. We were there from like 6:30-8:30 the pizza was good and the games were fun (oh yeah! air hockey...haha) and we watched some of the last football games on the big screen TV. But yea when I got back I was really really glad to be home...LoL, long, long day. Lunch was really good. They had the wild game dinner and I ate in there, there was like ham, deer, turkey, chips, pop, cake, cookies and some other stuff. I was sooo full but then in 3rd period since we had a sub, me Bradley, n Burton left and went and got more HAHA i'm such a pig. LoL. Since there was no school today cuz of Veterans day I slept til like noon and i've just been watchin TV since then. I'm gonna watch Joe Dirt here in a lil bit. I really don't wanna go to school tommorow...blah!!! My mom came home with food and she got a whole buncha Christmas Decorations...aww I can't wait! I think theres like 44 dayz! Well i'm gonna post some songs...2 of my fav. ones at the moment! Enjoy! Lata...xOxO
...Lonestar - I'm already there...
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
And said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There.
...Dierks Bentley - My last name...
I learned how to write it, when I first started school
Some bully didn't like it, said it didn't sound too cool
So I had to hit him, and all I said when the blood came
It's my last name
Grandpa took it off to Europe, to fight the Germans in the war
It came back on some dog tags, nobody wears no more
It's written on a headstone, in the field where he was slain
It's my last name
Passed down from generations, too far back to trace
I can see all my relations, when I look into my face
May never make it famous, but I'll never bring it shame
It's my last name
Daddy always told me, far back as I recall
Son you're part of something, you represent us all
So keep it how you got it, as solid as it came
It's my last name
Passed down from generations, too far back to trace
I can see all my relations, when I look into my face
May never make it famous, but I'll never bring it shame
It's my last name
So darlin if you're wonderin, why I've got you here tonight
I wanna be your husband, I want you to be my wife
Ain't got much to give you, but what I've got means everything
It's my last name, oh it's my last name
I learned how to write it, when I first started school.
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2003 9 November :: 10.08pm
:: Music: Stacy Orrico - More to life
Great song...
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
CHORUS:
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more
(Than wanting more)
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
CHORUS
I'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...
CHORUS - repeat twice
More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life
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2003 8 November :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Jimmy Wayne - Stay Gone
.:Baby, Baby stay, stay right where you are, I like it this way, it's good for my heart. I haven't felt like this, in God knows how long. I know everything's gonna be okay, if you just stay gone:.
Hey! A lotz happend since the last time I updated...well, Friday I had a test in all of my classes except 3rd! I think I did good on like all of em! In 1st period they had an assembly for Mr.Lambert cause he's leavin and Mr.Hughes talked, then Mr.Lambert talked n Dustin lead a prayer and I cried my eyes out...I hugged Mr.Lambert afterwards. In 3rd period (his class) we talked about the war n stuff then some of the seniors brought in a huge cake for him and we all ate some. We didn't leave for the game until 5 and we lost...it was an awful game! So we lost all of our games and we are the 2nd to last worst team in West Virginia...really sumthin to be proud of huh? Well anywayz...I didn't get home until almost 1 then I went to bed after I watched the news cause mom taped it...you could see Luke, Billy, Jakob and Steven I think that's all but I can't remember. I didn't get up until almost 2 today and I got ready and I had to leave for the Fall Festival to work. On the way there I picked sum stuff up at the store for the Wild Game dinner for FFA monday. I got there and like everyone was pretty much already there and I worked at the front until like 4:15 then I went to work at the snack place like until 5 and then I had 5-6 off and then I went back to the snack place til 6:45 & they told me and Crystal G to go outside and work at the Jupiter Jump thingy and we had to watch the little kids. At 7 I came back in and worked at the cake walk with a whole bunch of people and we got done with that at like 7:30 and me and Tabi went and hung around with Ben, Alan, and Alea then around 8 I went outside and mom was there so I came home...thank God i'm home!!! :) I went in my room and there was this big envelope thingy and my mom had ordered me a shirt from the Dixie Outfitters store! HEHE now i'm lookin at the magazine contemplating what shirt I MiGhT get Luke for Christmas. (I can't wait!!!) yea well he's supposed to call me sumtime over the weekend...yea. Maybe he will *doesn't count on it* but oh well. I'll be alrite! Anyway...I'm watchin Switched on ABC Family and it's Jimmy Wayne switched with a male model...I love Jimmy. He's GREAT!!! ha. Well ima go so sumthin i'll update ya sumtime soon. XoXo!*!
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2003 6 November :: 3.46pm
:: Mood: sad
Blah!!!
Hey! Last night I went to church...like half of Hannan was there...seriously! It was Amber, Tabi, Me, Sarah, Trent, Summer, Lil Bill, Dustin, Troy, Amanda, Jonathan, Zach, Tyler and the foreigners Kevin, and Jakob. There was some other people there too but i'm not gonna name all of em...lol I had a really good time, it makes me realize how bad I need, and want to go to church again...I think I might start goin there sumtimes. Today was REALLY depressing. It was dark and rainy! and the worst of all, sumthin I cried and moped around about all day. Mr.Lambert is leavin sumtime next week to go to Iraq to fight in the war for 18 months or so. He is the most awesome teacher. I don't know what i'm gonna do without him there, he picked on me and made me mad every day, but for some reason I still liked him and his class. When he told us that he got his call today, me and Bobbi just started cryin and he was like girls why are you crying? and we were like OMG cuz we don't want u to leave! and like before we left for lunch we were talking about who the sub was gonna be while we were gone n he was like...."I don't know who the sub will be but no one will take care of you all like I do, and i'm gonna miss you all." and we just like all broke down. That makes me think back to the times when I was upset over Luke when I came back from lunch and he would always say sumthin funny about Luke and joke around with me and make me feel better and he would tell me some of him and Luke's fishing storys and stuff how Luke goes over to his house all the time cause Luke's cousin Aimee is married to Mr.Lamberts other son :( Another day I was really sick and he was worried about me and stuff...and another day Bobbi was crying and he brought her tissues and asked if she was gonna be okay...there's been way more times than that but that's just some that have really made me realize that he cares about us. Something else that hurts is today when he was checkin my timeline he was like, "Shama, who's gonna pick on you when i'm gone?" and I was like "I don't know i'm gonna miss you though I don't want you to leave." and he said "why? I pick on you every day you all seem like you hate me." I think he knows we don't but it feels weired to think he might think we do when actually he's one of our fav. teachers. His son is graduating in the Spring and he isn't even going to be here to see it. That's like the most depressing thing...my gosh I could never go through anything like that. I hope I can make it in that class without him teachin me. He is one of the best teachers in the world I can like always understand what he means n stuff...it's just all gonna be weired from now on, with that class an all. He is allowed to retire in December so he doesn't even know if he will be back to teach here anymore. It's so odd though. When he makes it back, most of us will be seniors, unless by some chance he gets back sooner (which I hope.) But yea i'm gonna change the subject cause I don't wanna cry anymore :( We love you Mr.Lambert! Good Luck!...Anyways, I am gonna be bored all evening, I have a test to study for, for Geometry...yayness (NOT) Our last game is tommorow night...it's away at Duval. I am really excited!!! I can't wait to cheer, hopefully we win! I will be so proud. We will be 2nd to last in the state...haha GoOo CaTz! #60 kicks @$$ (MY LuKiE!) well ima go! Luvinz!!! PlZ. leave me some comments~
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