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phil-himself

:: 2009 27 July :: 3.48am

I am tired from working late so here is this


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phil-himself

:: 2009 26 July :: 12.24pm

Hellions on parade

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phil-himself

:: 2009 23 July :: 7.50pm

TO THE BAR!

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phil-himself

:: 2009 22 July :: 7.18pm

I'm Old Greg, I got something to show ya

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phil-himself

:: 2009 21 July :: 11.32pm

Dice really abandoned their fanbase by putting 1943 on consoles only.

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phil-himself

:: 2009 20 July :: 12.33am

Drinking a ping of HOPNOXXXIOUS from Walldorff that my dad brought me from up north.

This is the stuff of kings right here.

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phil-himself

:: 2009 17 July :: 12.47pm

Save gasoline, ride a motorcycle.

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phil-himself

:: 2009 15 July :: 3.25pm

There are many days where I miss the Air Force, some of my Training Instructors were like fathers to me.

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phil-himself

:: 2009 11 July :: 2.25am

Sold my desktop, feels good man.

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cleverlinesunread

:: 2009 8 July :: 1.16pm

Plan.
You can go through life disposing of people and then picking through the trash to pull them back out when you're desperate and ready. You can treat people as though they're renewable. You can laugh at others silly emotions while you keep yours bottled and to yourself. You can explode, alone. You can give false feelings that are returned with real feelings. You can mark your body with something you believe in, but don't bother to follow. You can keep acting as though your actions have no equal or greater reaction. You can sense someone is happier than you and use one sentence with intention of stopping that. You can be aged until you slip back into your group of fake friends. You can keep using big words until even those aren't big enough to hide behind. You can use people as much as you'd like and then drift around them as if there's nothing to feel one way or another about. You can fall into holes as soon as you've burnt your own bridges. You can blame every one and every thing else when something doesn't go your way. You can change depending on who you're around, never truly being yourself and later hating yourself for that. You can blame the honest and let them take the fall for speaking what you're too small to say. You can play the prey when you're the predator. You can give credit when credit is due, but you won't. You can search for the same person with a different skin, and you will. You can want the past, but you'll only get the future. You can play games with people as if they're toys, but they're not. You can then laugh at how much better you are than those toys, and you are. You've learned what buttons to press and how we're all wired, so you use your tools to break and not mend. You can learn to earn satisfaction through good, but you'll choose bad. You can think you're so grown and wise, but you have fields of growing to do. You can cry your own tears, but you'll assign others to do that for you. You can think you're above everyone and be much more informed, which you're not. But, no matter how many words you read, you don't speak them. And when you finally do it's going to be too late and no one is going to understand you.

You're no more than surface level garbage.

You should pick yourself apart and only keep what works.

If you're playing a game, you're playing with yourself.

And you win. You always do.


phil-himself

:: 2009 4 July :: 1.46pm

That asshole Hancock, singing his name real big on Tom Jefferson's declaration, I don't care if you were the president of the convention.

HAPPY 4TH WOOHU!

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phil-himself

:: 2009 1 July :: 6.01pm

Strange Cousins from The West will change the way you hear music

for serious

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phil-himself

:: 2009 1 July :: 4.01pm

Is there a show on Discovery that Mike Rowe doesn't voice over?

I mean that guy is awesome and he must be making some serious C Notes

Love Mike Rowe!

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phil-himself

:: 2009 1 July :: 2.10pm

This is where I say something to piss everyone off because I don't have anything better to do than argue with people on the internet.

So here it is: Testicles

that is all

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phil-himself

:: 2009 30 June :: 10.17pm

I tested my bike and it tested me

8000RPM @ 80MPH is a little scary on a windy open freeway

50HP is a lot more when it sits just in front of your legs.

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phil-himself

:: 2009 29 June :: 8.01pm

I like working on my motorcycle, it puts me at ease and peace with the world

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phil-himself

:: 2009 29 June :: 1.54am

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phil-himself

:: 2009 29 June :: 12.57am

I fucking love the internet, it pits people against each other in ways they would have otherwise never believed.

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phil-himself

:: 2009 28 June :: 11.35pm

This space is dedicated to Billy Mays, for he has greatly improved our world.

And if you disagree with me I will challenge your knowledge of infomercials, because that's the highroad thing to do on the internet these days, oh yeah but no flamewars cause that's not cool right.

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phil-himself

:: 2009 27 June :: 2.35am

Will you die on your feet or live on your knees?

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