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2006 20 November :: 8.44pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Elastica 2;1
The list is getting longer but the base is getting stronger
My car is fixed.
Cellphone Still Lost.
Still owe the bank money.
Still in debt with credit cards
Still working one shitty job
Still Living at my dads house.
Still alone.
(Ive got some problems to work on)
(but at least one of them is solved)
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2006 14 November :: 8.23pm
This is all just a waiting game...
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2006 10 September :: 6.23pm
5 Years. They may have fallen. But they still stand high in our hearts.
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2006 10 September :: 1.29am
I don't know why that bothered me so much, but it just did.
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2006 9 September :: 1.38am
:: Music: Gone Going - Black Eyed Peas
Down And Out
When we give up and fall down
When we run out and give up
Everything ends up with us giving up?
Everything Ends up...UP
so thats a plus right?
I think so. Everything we do ends up being a positive statement on our record. Which we all seem so god damn concerned with. I think we all should just slow down a little bit. like me as well hardcore. Everyone is trying to accomplish things that they dont really want to. just because they feel like they are running out of time to do so. TAKE YOUR FUCKING TIME. we are going to be around for a LEAST another 60 years. so lets fucking use that time to take things slow and do what we want. dont work too hard. and dont spend too much time day dreaming. but do make time for laying in the grass and pretending the clouds are still magical. hug the warm air and play in the snow after dancing in the rain. just have fun. Slow down. and shut up most of all lol. *hugs* just something to think about.
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2006 4 September :: 12.23am
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going
I hope that your heart's always warm
I gave you the best
Gave you the best that I have
So, so long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
I hate the winter, in Lexington
I hate the winter, in Lexington
In Lexington, Lexington, Lexington.
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2006 29 August :: 11.20am
I'm here. I'm gone. I've moved into my house in Kzoo. It's nothing exciting at this point. I just got a job at Bob Evans down here and I start Friday. I'm coming to G.Rap. tomorrow night to go clubbing, tentatively. There are many things that I meant to accomplish before I left my hometown that never got done. Ah well. I will see you all again soon.
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2006 30 July :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: Johnny Cash
two more days.. until I am happy once more. I'm a little anxious. I can't believe it's been a month already. My summer has wasted away too quickly. Only twenty-some days until I "blow this joint" called Cedar Springs. I shall never return for more than days at a time. I doubt I'll miss a thing. I hope everything works out.. for me and everyone else.
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2006 24 July :: 6.04pm
I'm in Washington D.C. right now at our hotel. This place is definitely beautiful. Our flight was at 6:30 am this morning and we were an hour away from the airport so my cousins and I have been up since 3:00am. I barely slept on the plane either. Tomorrow we are going to Virginia Beach for the rest of the week. *Smiles*.
<3
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2006 19 July :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: Happy
Off the coast of somewhere beautiful.
Hey. I guess it's about time I updated.
Last weekend on Friday I hung out with Elyse. We stayed the night at my dad's new house. I really like my new room. We went to Olive Garden and then my cousins Brooklyn, Kyla, Kaylie, and the new baby Briley came over. I love her, she is so cute.
Saturday I went out on the boat. It was definitely interesting to say the least. Haieligh and I went tubing with Casey and Chad. We had some pretty fun times.
Sunday I went to Holland to watch Luke's basketball games.
I can't remember when, but I went and saw Pirates of The Caribbean 2 with Luke and The Devil Wears Prada with Elyse.
This week I've just been hanging out with Luke and my friends. Our power went out on Monday. We just got it back yesterday. That definitely sucked.
Friday I'm going to Champion with Elyse in the morning and then later on my family is going to Grand Haven for the weekend and we are staying at a hotel on the beach.
I just found out a few days ago that on Monday I'm going to Washington D.C. and then we are going to Virginia Beach. I'm going with my dad, my uncle Mike, and my cousins Rachel and Sarah. I'm pretty stoaked for that. Our plane leaves from Detroit on Monday morning. I think I'll be gone for a week. I honestly don't really know the details since my mom just informed me of all this. It will be fun though, except I'll be missing Luke, a lot.
I guess that is about it. Much love.
Ashley
When you whisper you want this, your eyes tell the same. Picking up speed, I can barely breathe, 'cause I'm caught in suspension.
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2006 16 July :: 10.46pm
I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings
A free bird leaps on the back of the wind
and floats downstream till the current ends
and dips his wing in the orange suns rays and dares to claim the sky.
But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage
can seldom see through his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.
The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.
The free bird thinks of another breeze
and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn and he names the sky his own.
But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.
The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.
Maya Angelou
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2006 14 July :: 7.43pm
Panic! At The Disco
Beyond awesome!
And for that, I say, thank you Anne!
Best. Gift. Ever.
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2006 7 July :: 1.07am
:: Mood: sad
My world almost just fell apart.
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2006 2 July :: 2.44pm
:: Music: Snow Patrol-Set Fire to the Third Bar
Everything is alright. My life is on track, but I still have fun once in a while. I believe that I have grown a lot in the past 6 months. I guess I'm pleased with myself.
I miss my Dustin.
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2006 30 June :: 2.00am
:: Music: snow patrol
sex lies, and video tapes stream.
Tired of dreaming.
But too tired to wake.
its getting real fucking old...
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2006 26 June :: 4.38am
I'm moving to Rockford after the first of the year. Awesome.
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2006 16 June :: 3.19pm
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: Broken-Seether
So Stacy decided that I should update this, so here I am. I love Stacy so I guess this is only for her. She's pretty much the best.
I've been really busy. My weeks consist of a lot of shopping, hanging out with Luke, and hanging out with my friends.
Yesterday I went swimming at Luke's and he pushed me in the pool and when we were racing to my car he hit me with the door on acciden't and he almost knocked me out. I thought that was pretty rude! Haha j/k.
Today I hung out with Lisa and then later on tonight my cousins from Los Angeles are flying in so my family is all going out to dinner. I'm so excited to see them. I <3 them.
This weekend I have a lot of open houses to go to like always. Pretty soon they are almost over with. I have like five to go to every Saturday and they get really boring after a while.
Next week I'll be with my cousins.
The weekend after that is Emily's baby shower and my grandma from Florida is flying in.
In July we are going on vacation. We haven't decided where we are going. Last year we went to NY, but this year we are going somewhere else.
In August I'm going to California for a few weeks. I'm really stoaked about that. I'm definitely a California girl at heart.
I miss Luke. He's gone today and tomorrow for basketball. He's always gone for basketball, but I'm gone for most of the summer so it's pretty much even. I feel bad about that, but I'm always gone for the summer, and that's the way it's been for my whole life.
Oh yeah, my dad is buying a new house. It's pretty sweet and it has an alarm system in it so for all the times when he's gone for work and me and whoever stay there, we don't have to worry about being killed. That's always a plus.
So I guess that's about it.
It's weird when you think nothing's changed, but really everything has.
<3 Ashley
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2006 11 June :: 6.42pm
And that's what I get for trying to be nice to you....
Some things will never change.
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2006 7 June :: 1.03pm
Seriously just shut up.
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2006 7 June :: 2.12am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Snow Patrol - Eyes Open
"You could be happy, and I won't know..."
- Snow Patrol
I really like this new cd. I really like this new laptop. I jinxed myself though. I am no longer blessed. However I only lasted two days on Matt's shit list, while Steve remained two months. hehe.
I really shouldn't be out this late, but hey, free internet is nice. plus delectible(sp.?) coffee drinks. mmm.
P.S. I feel like singing but I'm in public and no one else can hear my music, so they wouldn't understand.
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