today _ last night _ saturday
O dude..i'm wiped out. So tired. I wanna sleep. I'm in school right now...woo.

I saw passion for christ. Wow! That's all i have to say. wow. There are really no words to describe it. It just leaves you speechless. I cried in it. Can u believe it?

I talked to blue balls last night and we had a christian talk I guess u can call it. I'm so glad that we did. It just made me want him more. But it made me realize his not as far away from God as I thought he was which makes me pretty happy. I told him about the prophecy that is told in the Bible and how it's being full filled in our life time and he started to kinda breathe heavy and I was like are u ok? and he said that he started to cry b/c it freaked him out b/c it's scary and i agreed w/ him. I felt soo much closer to him. He forced me to stop though b/c i was goin on about when Jesus comes and what if we're not ready and we'll be here for the 7 yrs. of hell? But yea....so glad we had that convo together.

When we were at the movies he was like saying what he wanted and he was like i want u as my wife, bu i didn't here him and i was like what did u say and he said nuttin. but i was like sure u did. he told me later though.

that movie husky and starchy...lol well thats a funny movie. "Do it" "I said do it" "Show a little skin." "come on" LOL. I loved it.

Ok I'm gonna go now. lata....

[[AndI]]

_*_Today_*_
I was paying Anne to go get me subway for lunch since she has off campus today. Well when we were walking out (Amanda, Gaby, Anne and I) to the lunch room someone (forgot who it was) came out w/ a bright idea to sneek in her trunk and leave school w/ her to go get the Subs and come back before lunch was over. So guess what? I snuk (sp?) in her trunk through the back seat. lol!!! Anne was like "piss Michelle you can come out now" when we were passed the guard house. It was soo funny.
We got to subway and it was 5 till 12pm and we got our subs and when we were down the street from the school I snuk back in the trunk. lol. It was soo funny.
We came back in the lunch room and Amanda and Gaby and Hilary were like had a good time in the trunk??

I was soo nervous doin it in the beginning b/c I really didn't want to get caught..but I didn't! Yay!

Best lunch ever!!!! (read my other journal entry it's important...)

[AndI]

Holla at me!
Ok I have an announcement!!! Listen here people or rather read!!!

***On May 23 (a friday) and 24th (saturday night) I, Andi, me ,not you..hear me? NOT YOU! (hehe) will be playin at the First Chirstian Church of Cape Coral off of country club. It's not a christian thing or w/evas. It's a 2004 Drum Fest and I will be in it and Alan on the 23rd and its free, so come! You'll see bunch of other people as well whom are way better too! lol.
On the 24th at the same place at ahh..7pm - 10 pm there will be a guy who is famous for his drummin around the world and he will be performing. It costs $10 b/c he's just soo darn good. I saw him 2 yrs ago and I am still in awe. I mean when he plays it seems like he's not even touching the cymbals. This guy is just amazing.

So I would love it if you would like to come to both. If you are gonna come on saturday let me know and I'll sell you tickets that are $10 each. OK bye now!***(end of announement)


AndI

On the "dandy" Walk Home
Ok so I was walking home from the bus stop when these 4 older dudes were like heyyyy!! and they wistled. this got my pissed b/c I am soo tired of guys that frikin do that. Especially the old ones! I mean hello!!! When you see a girl gettin off a school bus for god's sake with a back pack and let alone she's walking, it tells you that she is under 18 and w/ harrasing her you can get in trouble w/ the authorities. I'm so tired of getting hit on the way home. I'm so tired of it.
Guys are just dogs. He can be the greatest guy in the world but deep down he's just like the others. Take away the charm, the sweetness, the good looks, and you got a dog that if he had it his way he would put girls on a peddle stool and have a different girl everyday while he's hitting on like 12 yr olds.
I am through w/ all of this. I'm frusturated w/ it. I wanna scream. I felt like crying on the way home b/c I was soo frusturated w/ it. I wasn't even dressed slutty. I was wearing pants and an o'neil shirt that doesn't reveal anything. Damn!


AndI

saturday night at the parade
Anne, Kelsy, and I followed my sister to my family's spot for the parade. We kinda lost them for a few seconds....lol We arrived at the spot and Amanda and Amber were already there.
We got at the spot and we decided to take a walk before the parade starts. Well on the walk we saw hot guys and some ppl that we know that we wish that we would never see again. We ended up at Harbor side...So it was 2 mile walk...lol. I called Alan to see where he was at and he said he was at the park so we headed down there after the girls went in the disgusting bathrooms...lol (sorry amber) we didn't find him there..o well... we played at the playground....fun fun fun! Anne had trouble gettin on a swing. It was great. We took a picture on her phone.
My sister called so we had to head back..but I called her and said that we found alan and his family(which we didn't) so we got to stay! Yay! Anne called Alan to tell him to meet us somewhere. So he came and then we watched the parade together. Every time Anne looked behind her alan and I were kissing. It was funny.
Later she took a pic of us making out...lol. So they took pic of us...we didn't mind. Then alan had to head back..:( so sad....then we started to head back to the spot. It was challenging to head back with all the crowds and all. we tried to take the back streets as much as possible. It was scary..dark allies + girls= rape...shiver. We got back and hanged around there. As soon as it was over we headed out b/c Anne had a cervue.

The ride home was the best!!!! We listened to the ying-yang twins (c jared, I don't listen to rap..lol) on the way and hot-action cop. When we got to the cape we were checking out this dude in a car and he was kinda cute...He ended up following us to Amber's house...lol. It turns out that He had another friend in his car following him. lol. I think it was b/c Kelsy changed her top right in front of him in the car on the road...you skank kelsy!! lol. They asked us our names and age and all that crap. Amber's mom came out and we were like Hi cathy..we love you! Anne told the guys we have to go b/c we need to drop off some ppl. so that was the end of that. But then we realized...we could of invited them to go to the beach w/ us! so we tried to catch them, but it was too late. we lost them. :( Everyone was sad. So they droped me off and hung at my house for a while. That was the end of that.

So basically we had a good night and we learned some things about some ppl that was a lil crazy...just a lil... Ok I'm gonna go now.

Lata!
AndI

Last night
Dude we finally had a fight. not a physical fight though. Sorry to say, but it was fun even though it put me in a bad mood for the rest of the night and i didn't sleep...lol.

It wasn't a big fight though... lets see....we fought about how he doesn't believe me about the things I say and how I feel. Ppl keep sayin teh same damn thing over and over to me so it sent me through a quiet thinking mood that you don't want anyone to have while you are talking to them on the phone. I kinda told him off...and we started to fight from there.... go figure right? lol. Well after a half hour of the bickering (sp?) we got quiet and he said if we're not gonna talk anymore then lets hang up b/c we're waisting sleep time. so i was like fine. i'll talk to u l8r goodbye. and he goes, your just gonna leave it like that? I replied, yes, i am gonna leave it like that. So we hang up kinda ggrrred. then a half hour later he called me and this was like at 11pm and he said now i can't sleep. i said too bad and i hanged up.

Overall it was kinda fun. Kinda bad i guess, but i like to fight once in a while, just lil fights not big ones. like that one. i guess i'm too weird.

ok i gotta go to drums now..lata..

AndI

Friday!!!
school was neato b/c my friends and I did our secret admire thing. It's like secret santa but it's for V-day.
I opened my locker and I got a big pink froggy from richi! I love that kid. I got candy too. I was talking to him about it and he was like "yea when I was at circle K buying it...I mean hallmark"...I laughed so hard. I said that was more perfect.

Gaby got Rich and gave him a bunch of stuff in a bucket. Amanda and Anne got eachother. I dunno what amanda got but anne got a unicorn from amanda.

After school I went shopping w/ my mom and while we were out Alan dropped by after Karate to give me my gift! I wasn't home! :( But he left it at my door. I was surprised...He gave me a big white and pink dog that is soo damn soft and a chocolate dove rose and an expensive chocolate and ahhh..more chocolate! LOL. I loved it all. My mom was like I want it all.

Yea....sooo I thought it was all sweet. I liked this V-day. I like what happened Saturday too....hehe. ok "I should go" as someone would say..(love yea)

AndI

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Open eyes
I went to CCHS for a talk thing that they had going on there. It opened my eyes (again).

I am not gonna have sex until i get married. I made that promise. It's gonna be hard as hell, but i think I can do it.

Condoms don't protect crap. You still can get the 30 diseases that kill and are not curable. U still can get pregnant. I see no point to them.

Teenage girls can get the disease and get pregnant more than older woman. You get pregnant and ur screwed.

Oral sex can have you get the diseases too. so basically keep ur pants up and zipped. If you have had oral sex don't consider urself a virgin no more. You have just had a big % of getting the sexual diseases.

If you have had sex or oral, get tested for all the viruses that u can and before u do it too. after sex a teenage girl needs to be tested every 6 months for diseases for the rest of her life.

You can be carring a disease right now and u wont know it. some don't show the symptoms until 3 yrs later!! Some tests can't even tell you until they show.

Waiting until ur married is soo damn safe. If ur husband or wife is a virgin too, you will have a less of a chance to get the diseases. You'll relationship will be soo great and wonderful.

Im gonna do at least one thing right an dnot have sex until marrige. It's the only thing that I can do right for myself.

I'm not telling you what to do, but I want u to be aware.

So please go get tested.

AndI