...Pulling a Jared...lol
What is your favorite..
gum: trident...gets ur teeth white!
restaurant: Johnny Rockets
drink: Dr. Pepper...put the pep in ur step!
season: winter
type of weather: sunny and warm
emotion: Horny...u feel good
thing to do on a half day: hibernation (right Amber?)
late-night activity: screw blue
sport: snowboarding...gettin wipped on the mountain
city: sunValley..it's more of a town w/ a punch of sk8rs ...stop the potatoe violence!
store: zumiz
When was the last time you..
cried: shit,I never cry..I have no heart..screw you
played a sport: 5 months ago?? Longer?
laughed: today
hugged someone: today.....it was touching...literally
kissed someone: What? Me? Never..I'm lil miss mary, right Jared and Jeremy? Saturday all night and lil extra and then a quiky on Sunday...I get in the groove
felt depressed: 2 weeks ago...
felt elated: amber, whats elated?
felt overworked: Today...too many tests and not enough time to get stuff done..
faked sick: friday....99x rocked dude!
lied: I'm Mary..I never lie....
What was the last..
word you said: I don't wanna
thing you ate: all american Meal...good to the soul dude!
song you listened to: Outcast: Rose? I dunno what it is called..but wait...i don't listen to rap...right Jared?
thing you drank: Dr. Pepper, stupid question
place you went to: Brent's....My home!
movie you saw: The Whole Ten Yards...but i didn't "see" it....oooolala!
movie you rented: The Rundown and 28 days. 28 days blew man...so I didn't watch it. I kept myself entertained in other ways...I did blue cough i mean i played scrabble...yea..that's my story and i'm keepin to it...
concert you attended: x fest 7...It was like no other.
Who was the last person you..
hugged: Aaron...what a hottie...
cried over: I odn't cry, damn it.
kissed: Nick..I mean alan....yea..alan..lol
danced with: Kelsey....shake it
shared a secret with: Don't remember
had a sleepover with: Alan....seriously...we just didn't snooze sleep...haha!
called: anne...but no answer..damn her..
went to a movie with: Alan...but we saw no movie...lol
saw: quin..neato dude, dude
were angry with: myself
couldn't take your eyes off of: Blue..soo sexy..let me tell yea!
obsessed over: Blue..duh!
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: hella yes
kissed someone: Nope...nada..not me...j/k yes!
done drugs: hell no
drank alcohol: hell yes
slept around: Oh yea, im such a whore.....i'm sorry a straight whore...right tyler??
partied 'til the sun came up: yea yea
had a movie marathon: yup, my house w/ alan, my sisters, Jesse and Omar
gone too far on a dare: nah...there is no limit
spun until you were immensely dizzy: right now
taken a survey quite like this before: sadly yes...


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e-mail...damn it
OK damn it. Gocomp is up again! lol....sooo I still have stix237 and now i have my old one back. BUT my old one has a different ending. It's gocomp.com instead of .net.....ok..sorry guys.

It bugs me too. A lot.

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*-Yesturday-Today-*
Yesturday I had family come over and my cousin proposed to Modjeh at my house through a song that he changed the lyrics to. I thought it was kinda korny. Ne ways, she said yes. she better too b/c they already made plans for a real weddin. lol. Well everyone left about 2 pm.

I got ready to go to my aunt's wedding. It was a laid back wedding. They didn't have a priest. It was a notery (sp). He had a beer when he was weddin them...what a classic. I saw Alan there. He saw me across the path way I guess u can say when my aunt and uncle were gettin married. He liked moved to where I couldn't c him. But safe to say. He came up to me after. We talekd and stuff. He asked if I was mad and I was lil. Well all in all, we are cool now and he didn't go to prom!! Hell yas!

We went to the movies and saw the while ten yards..pretty neato movie. Ne ways, we went back to the wedding and he slpet over! Yay! good times good times my friend..lol...

So he left this morning.

Now I am gettin ready for church and after I have to go to Modjeh's bridal shower...This weekend is a very weddin weekend. I hate it..lol...o well...


Ok Well i g2g get ready byes!


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99x X Fest
After I got my backstage pass it was off into a little room. A very small room. I was in there w/ 2 other guys, alex and joe. Joe was the 99x winner to introduce Puddle Of Mudd. Alex was the guy from my class. Well, we stayed in there for like 1 and half. It sucked though. We say Twisted Method pass by a lot of times and Puddle of Mudd and Smile Empty Soul. I talked to Joe and it turns out he was 25..i was like wha? He looks like he is 17...No crap. Well I said my age and he was like holy shit ur young...i'm like thanks?? So anyways...they let us go free and i went to my seat and watched TM.

then I after they were done I went backstage to meet Puddle Of Mudd. I got a pic w/ them and autographs. I left after that to go watch Finger 11. I was on stage dude...watching them. It was sooo cool!!! I was 10 ft away. Well I didn't get a chance to meet them or w/evas...poo! I missed the performance of Smile Empty Soul. I didn't care to watch them...I just listened to them for a bit.

O yea...earlier I saw Casey and Jared...It was sweet.

I stood right behind Trapt when they were waiting to get on stage. I didn't know it though..lol. I knew who they were when the guitar guy started playing it when the Dj was talking to the audience. I was like...wow. Well thy went on stage and I followed behind them up it. I stayed on the side of teh stage watching. It was neato. Then It got too crowded w/ the sluts, so a cute guy that works for 99X got me to go to the side of the stage on the ground near the crowd on the floor. It was soo neato. I was next to the big ass speakers and when the bass player and the drummer did their bass, my cloths and head and my whole body viberated. I was like sweeet. lol.

When I was standing there I saw Arron D. crowd surfing...I was yay. The security gaurds, i feel sorry for them, when a kid falls over the crowd and the security gaurds didn't help them b/c their busy getting everyone else down, the kids fall hard the floor and can his their heads on the poles. that happened to 3 girls. I was like damn. One chick fractured her leg and couldn't get up. SO the guys had to carry her the ER. Then one chick got a bloody nose. Keep in mind I was 20 ft away from all this. It was scary. Then this one guys started to act up to the security gaurds, so they beat him down w/ their flash lights...loverly. Then i didn't see this happen when they pulled her off, but they came by me, they carryed a chick to the ER and she had her eyes all googled out and her mouth was open..she looked dead. I was like shittt! I was next to a small mexican guy and we just looked at eachother and was like damn. I was ready to cry. That made me realize of how dangerous concerts can really be and you can die. I was freaked out. N e ways, Trapt was the best there I think.

Right before Puddle Of Mudd was gonna go on I got to go on Center stage and introduce them on! I was like hell yea!! Casey, Prya, Arron, Jared, and Jeremy and his mom, Ginny, My dad, Chris, and Nick, All saw me on stage. It was soo cool. The ppl that were in the crowd on the floor were yellin my 2 names...I was hey!! LOL. It was fun. WHen I got off stage and I headed to my seat Jeremy came running up to me. He was like hey baby! I was liek Jeremy!!! I wa ssoo excited to c him. I forgot he was there. O man! I gave him like 3 big bear hugs. We were talking and everything and then I gave him my autographs from Puddle Of Mudd. I don't care to have them.....I went back to my seat and watch Puddle Of Mudd and then I went home w/ my drunk father.

My dad was going 110 down veterans and I-75...I was like we are soo gonna get pulled over, but we didn't, thank god.

It was all crazy and stuff. It was soo much fun. I like being backstage the whole time.

Well I am home now and not in school. I'm not gonna go to school. I don't feel like it. Ne ways I have to work my drums for drum fest for tonight. It's at 7 pm at First Christian Church Of CC off of Country Club. Call me for more info.

O yea! Alan called me!!! But I wasn't home. damn it!!!

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---Last Night---Today
well yesturday I went to go see HellBoy W/ my friend. It was ok. Actually I didn't like the movie too much. After the movie I went to Ginny's house b/c I wanted to and my parents were goin to pick me up there after the hockey game.
We played some card game w/ the Lord of the Rings Twin Towers. Yea...I know me, of all ppl that hates lord of the rings plays a Lord of the rings game..amazing! Well then we got to play teh game that i wanted..CANDY LAND! WOo! I won that one! Then we watched T.v. and chilled. I called Alan real quik just to see how he did at his karate competition. He got 3rd b/c he didn't follow some rule or w/eva. 3rd is still good. I haven't really talked to him at all..so that sucks!

This weekend is his school's prom, so ahh...he better not go or i will blow and i will be a real drama queen on purpose too.


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---Last Night--
I went to Amanda's girl party. It was fun. Too much to type. But just imagine 6 girls all in one car that barley sits 5 driving through fort myers and Cape Coral through out the night....

ok well today i am cleaning and doin my projects and then ahhh....drums..o joy!


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---Last Night---Him
On friday kelsey and I went to Ginny's party and had a blast. I flew off the jet ski w/ Jesse and I flew off My sister, Jesse, and Kelsey. I was fun! I went tubing and I did a great job by myself but when i'm w/ ppl i fall off too easy..but n e ways... My arms hurt soo bad now...poo poo.


After that we went to the Mtv Campus Invasion tour. It was hella fun. I liked it a lot better than band beer and BBQ. Everyone was just having a blast. Christian and I went to up front well as much as possible. I helped me out a lot. If he wasn't there I would of been screwed. I helped me out w/ the mosh-pit even though we got pulled in a couple of times. He's such a sweetie. I wish that he wasn't a damn senior.

Matt todd. He soo hot. He only remembered me outta everyone. It was great..lol. I felt really special. I am the only girl that has "gotten in his pants"...lol.

I saw lindsey..haven't seen her forever. She is still sweet....

I wish I saw Madison. OO..well.
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Ok well HIM. I am mad at HIM. I think he is trying to avoid me. He wouldn't go to the damn concert that loser. We didn't even talk on teh phone at all yesturday or thrusday. I think we are fallin apart. I wanna do something w/ him, so that it wont really happen. I think it's kinda too late. I wouldn't be surprised if we aren't together by next month and I will be hella surprised if we are.

This sucks major blue french (wee) monkey ass that has poo on it w/ worms.

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..*Not So Different*..
(by me!)

I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break.
I will Fall into another world.
Fall in a world that I don't understand
Fall in a world that I don't want to comprehend
It'll be too different
All new pains and happiness
Maybe it wont be so different
My life as I knew it has taken a different turn
It all has brought me saddness
I hate the feeling to urge, to want, to need, to yurn.
All my love is gone
It was stolen
I gave it to one
My heart can longer take another or go on
The world I can't understand
the world I can't comprehend
I've fallin in it
I'm trapped
My old life is through
My new life is here
Giving me new pain and happiness
Maybe its not so different

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_*-_*-today-*_-*_
I didn't go to church b/c i had a senor party at my house that ended at 4 am...i slept in which was really nice...

I layed around and got ready to go to Ginny's w/ Amber...

O dude!! Amber said Ginny "is cool"!!! Dude! I never heard her say that before. I'm so happy. See if Amber likes her then she can't be that bad, right? Right!

Amber and I "baby sat" for a Bridle Shower. We barley watched the kids. It was fun.

After Ginny's dad took us out for dinner and then took us home..

I can't wait for this weekend.

We made more money than expected which is awesome...soo awesome.

It was the easiest babysitting job i have ever did.


Concert and party on friday...woo!!!!

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Tonight
WOW! I would seriously never be in a car full of girls again when some girls are "on the rag". wow. Pissiness flyin all over the place. Damn. O well.

It was all fun. The Klan went to Dwyer's and ate and then went to chase's house and stayed there for like 20 minutes. Then went to Anne's dad's and hung out there. yea..it was alright. Nothin to miss too much.

When we were driving in the car 2 ppl had to be in the trunk. I was one of them. It was soo fun.

I looked at richi's porn again. It was as good pics as the other maags he had. (sigh)

I think that is really it....I'm home and alone and cold...not really. I am home but my family is here (asleep) and I am kinda hot..as in SEXY!! LOL! Nah..i'm playin.

OK i think I am done...Lata

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