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:: 2004 1 April :: 7.04 pm
:: Mood: pissed

why??
Ok here is what I don't get..... if someone can't believe in God b/c they have to see or hear to believe then how can they believe in history books? For example, that christopher discovered America or the bio of shakespear... u didn't see it or hear it...U weren't there...how can u believe? Just b/c it's documented? the bible was documented.

Yes, there has been proof about shakespear and chris, but there also has been proof about the bible. In the bible it tells things that are happening now that it warned about that will happen...the history books don't tell anything like that. Scientists are finding out that things in the bible are true b/c they prooved it...just like the history books. the bible is a history book.

As you can see, if u can believe in the history of the world then u can believe in the bible. Impossible? I think not.

[]AndI[]

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:: 2004 29 March :: 9.33 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: brick house

Quiz time! AAA!
hutchence
Michael HUTCHENCE (1960-1997)
Like Michael Hutchence the singer from INXS. The
opposite sex loves you and runs after you. You
are seen as a sex idol. But they also see you
as charismatic and intelligent. You hide
everything in yourself. You seem so strong and
so happy like nothing could change your good
mood. But nobody knows your true feelings.
Everything seems great: You will have a wife
and a little child, a great job, think about
playing in a movie, you have anything you want.
But inside you dont feel as good as it seems.
One time it will be to much for you, too much
too hide, too much pressure and you will kill
yourself. You will hang yourself with a leather
belt in a hotel, all alone where nobody can
hold you back.
Or you will die of a failed masochistic sex game


~Which famous suicide would you be?+8 different,long results and pics!!~
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:: 2004 26 March :: 4.04 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Offspring

_Computer_HW
Ok sooo I may not be on the internet for a week.... My internet is down on my computer. Sooo woo! NOT! I'm at the libary (sp) right now. I hate being here...I have to be quiet...god damn it. I think we're gonna get the computer fixed today but i'm not sure.

I got a lot more HW to do....yay! I love hw. It's sooo much fun. It's my life that I adore. Yea..right. It sux monkey bum that is blue and french and...well u know how it goes...lol.


Ok...I'm gonna go now. Lata

[]AndI[]

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:: 2004 25 March :: 7.17 pm
:: Mood: Pissed

_Drums_this weekend_school
DRUMS:

OK...I've been workin my bum off on doin the drum stuff for drum fest. I played drums 2 hours on Tuesday, 3 hours on Wed, and 1 hour and half today. I still can't do it right..not even once! I think I'm gonna quit it. I don't think I'm gonna be in the drum fest no more...GRR!!

This Weekend:

Man O man. I am pissed about this weekend. I had plans..Friday I would practice more of my drums and do my project. Then saturday I would sleep until about 10:30 and do more of my project and drums and then go to the movies that night w/ the regular people and *alan*. Then Sunday I would go to church and work more on my project and drums and maybe go over alan's house when our parents are at a concert...olala! But NO! that can't happen this weekend. No sir! I have to go to Sea World on saturday w/ my grandma...meaning no project progress nor drums and most likely no movies!!! I haven't seen Alan in a week and a day. It's killing me. I have to see him. I never get to see him. It sucks a lot. I am soo pissed. When I heard the news I got soo pissed. (go figure) I couldn't even play my drums no more. GRRR!!!!

School:

Ok well...Mrs. Jones (the bitch) gave us a project to do that is due in a week and this stuff is like 2 weeks worth of shit. I'm tired of her and her damn work. She gives too much. I hate it. Justb/c I'm in th IB don't mean shit! Now I have to work my tail off for a whole week. My life is just too busy for her useless stuff. I am not gonna need litature in my life.


I am GRRDIFIED and I wanna scream. Iahve so much stress and pressure on me it's rediculous.

[]AndI[]

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:: 2004 23 March :: 8.58 pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: D 12: My Band

...*Today*...
O dude! Today sucks a whole lot!!! Grrr!!

I could not focus (sp?) in school. Spanish is normally like french to me, but today it was Japaneese!! I couldn't answer the most simple questions. I just fell asleep. I gave up.

I was outta of it. In the halls I didn't even realize anyone around me.

I fell asleep again in the last period of school. I just needed to get outta school.

I feel like crap all day.

Drum lessons...o man o man. I was there for an hour and 15 minutes. I did terrible. I wanted to cry. I was soo frusturated. I couldn't get a simple timing down. How bad is that? Today is not my day.

I at a whole pizza by myself u know? well I came in an hour or so and I want more food. I'm such a pig! Oink Oink!!!

Ok lata...

[]AndI[]

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:: 2004 21 March :: 8.17 pm
:: Mood: bright

^-^My definition^-^
Ok I don't really like spring break all that much. I mean yea it's great no school and freedom...bla bla bla.. But seriously it's the schools way of teasing us. It's like "Here is a spoonful of what ur summer is gonna be but before u know it ur gonna be back in prison w/ us. Haha". It's a slap in the face i think.

I dunno I just woke up and i was talkin to amber when it popped up in my head. (sigh)

Ok well i guess my thought process is done. Lata..

[]Andi[]

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:: 2004 21 March :: 10.30 am
:: Mood: wounded
:: Music: Fuel

*--Concert--*
O man O man! It was frikin awesome. Hot guys were there and yes there was sluts there too! Soo many bands and it was 8 hours long! I satyed there for the whole thing. Anne, Kelsy, and Ginny were there w/ me along w/ Casandra, Jesse, and Christian.

A guy cam eup to us girls and asked if we wanted a bead necklace and Kelsey was liek sure. He says u have to do a lil something like show some skin and kelsy was like here is my arm and my leg now give me the necklace. It was soo funny. She was like do u know how old we are? He says it's better not to know. Amne to that my friend...amen. so it was like that for a lil bit and then he was like should we just move on and we were like yes! It was funny.

We saw like 1 or 2 ppl that we know. I am wiped out...woo-wee!

When we were watching fuel and we were up by the stage there was this Guy that was behind kelsey and he was eyeing us. Finally we just started to talk to him. He was pretty nice. He goes to riverdale. i took a pic w/ him...oolala! lol. He kinda cute. Anne got his number. His name is todd.

(I thrust!) <---inside joke

O man! O man! It was frikin awesome. Christian was being pretty neato. He wa surprised when He found out i was a freshman I thought he knew i was, but w/evas.

I called alan and he had a karate thing today in Gainsvill and he got 1st place. I was like whoa nelly! Yea...I didn't really talk to him though b/c i wanted to go to bed and he was drikin w/ his friends. Ok well i'm gonna go to church now..lata!!

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:: 2004 19 March :: 12.38 am
:: Mood: awake

*-Movies-*
Kelsy and I went to Coralwood and saw Dirty Dancing...not that good of a movie, well, we didn't even watch it...lol. When we first got there we ran into Ed and Matt. They followed us in the movie. It was fun..we just talked and Ed poked Kelsey.

Ed and Matt were harrasing these 2 8th graders...it was funny.

Ed was asking ppl for cigerrattes and i was like not cool dude. then when he was smokin them I was like go away and I told Kelsey u better not smell like it when you getin my car or i'm gonna kill you...lol...poking her would just be as bad..lol.

I saw KK..(Love her) then I saw Lauren T, Rachel L, Pedro, and Brandon...O man I didn't want to c him at all. Kelsey went and said hi and talked to him and his friends...She stayed w/ him a lil longer than expected so I was like ahhh....So eddie put his arm around me and we went over there. Ed was kinda showing off about his knowledge on drugs...I wouldn't show it off. Then i was like ok we gotta go, so i grabbed him and Kelsey said by to them and yea....Brandon wasn't wearing any shoes....it was ummm..odd. He is an Odd ball though...

so yea. I just wanted to say hi to Joe B. So hey bebe. I miss yea and shizz. Hope to see u saturday. O and ummm...I think you are swell and neato. ow swell and neato all in one sentence...crazy! Look I just did it again!lol...OK I'm gonna go now..lata

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:: 2004 17 March :: 7.39 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: trapt: echo

Changes
OK people. there is gonna be some changes. I will have no more phone line of my own...my phone number has changed..so call me or e-mail me on my new s/n. ahhh...I don't have an AIM yet. I have to download the software still.

Anyways, I got a music stand today and umm...a stick holder. lil yeas here.

sooo..umm...i'll write lata i guess.

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:: 2004 17 March :: 7.39 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: trapt: echo

Changes
OK people. there is gonna be some changes. I will have no more phone line of my own...my phone number has changed..so call me or e-mail me on my new s/n. ahhh...I don't have an AIM yet. I have to download the software still.

Anyways, I got a music stand today and umm...a stick holder. lil yeas here.

sooo..umm...i'll write lata i guess.

][AndI][

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:: 2004 17 March :: 7.39 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: trapt: echo

Changes
OK people. there is gonna be some changes. I will have no more phone line of my own...my phone number has changed..so call me or e-mail me on my new s/n. ahhh...I don't have an AIM yet. I have to download the software still.

Anyways, I got a music stand today and umm...a stick holder. lil yeas here.

sooo..umm...i'll write lata i guess.

][AndI][

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:: 2004 15 March :: 5.17 pm
:: Mood: glorious
:: Music: Trapt: Echo

Sat_Sun_Mon
Sat:
I woke up and went to the becah w/ ginny. it was fun. we layed out and slept and ate and slept.....Then we walked to her grandma's house who lives near by and her parents picked us up and dropped us at her house. Then we rented movies and got pizza and had a dandy time. she left around 10:30 i think.
Then Cas, Jesse, and Alan came home and Davy too. They all slept over which was fun.

Sun:

We woke up really early like 6 am and went to Busch Gardens....yaya! It was really fun on the way up. Alan and I cuddled and slept (awe!) When we got there we like made out in the lines lol. It was great. We went on all the rides and got soaked. We left liek around....7 pm...about.
On the way home I sat on the floor of the van and my head was between alan's legs...oolala!! lol. Ummmm....we kissed and hold eachother some mroe which is always a joy. He did the ear thing which i love a lot.
When we got home it was about ahhh..9:30. We rented some movies. Alan slept over again..lucky me! the rest of the boys went home. Alan and I fell asleep in eachother's arms. It was awesome!!! My sis woke us up though so we can go to bed.

Mon:
Woke up at like 7:30 and dropped off alan at work...boo-hoo. then went to the beach. No one was there until like 12. It was soo packed. I saw a lot of ppl from gulf that i left behind...gr. I wish i didn't see them..o well. no harm done. I got burnt a bunchies. It doesn't bother me. I got whistled at by some really hot guy that was about my age....but i had to behave...i have alan (the bastard!!!..lol j/k) There was ssssoooo many hot guys there man! woo wee! Alan called me when i was there and jesse told him that i went to get ice cream w/ some guy that i just met that had beer. It was funny. But i told alan it wasn't true he kinda got lil mad outta jealousy. How cute!


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:: 2004 13 March :: 7.37 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Korn: Freak on the leash

Tonight
Ok sooo...i'm pissed...wonderful. My sisters suck major blue monkey ass that is french (wee wee). they keep nagging on me about my driving. My god ladies! I never fucking drive the damn car b/c cassie, the smart person that she is, got in a car accident that has destroyed amanda's and my car life. Now she uses the damn van everyday..leaving me no car to drive. My parents wont let me drive the 2000 b/c well it's a sports car and i'm not on their insurence for it. the convertable has too old of an engine to drive around a lot. I never friggin drive.
Tonight amanda and i and gb went to la villa gardens for pizza and i drove to there, Amanda backed out the friggin car for me and i was like how stupid do u think i am??? I can back out a damn car. She started yellin at me and stuff. So i yelled back. Gin was like stop it! By the way that never works w/ trowbridge's to say stop. We don't listen nor care. Ne ways i drive there. when Gin and I head back to the car she's like how much do u drive and i said to church and that's it and she goes on about how i need more experience and bla bla and more bla bla's. I was like dude! U don't fucking understand my situation w/ the damn cars. I started on about the accident and crap. I was soo furious w/ rage that when i was headin home i forgot to put on the car lights. So I stopped and put them on and turned the corner really sharp b/c i was pissed and they started to laugh and tease me so i stopped the car and got out and said drive to amanda. Sh's like o shape up and bla bla and i said fuck it. She's in a bad mood b/c davy isn't here like he's soppose to be..well neither is my b/f and i' m not mad about that! Alan is soppse to be here but instead he went w/ his parents to a hockey game. He's comin later though. i don't mind. Soooo yea.... I'm really not that bad of a driver. I'm not saying i'm really good. I'm just ok.

alright i'm leaving.

[[AndI]]

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:: 2004 10 March :: 4.31 pm
:: Mood: lonely

*---the night---*

Almost 3 months sonce it past. the heartbreak, the sorrow, the pain... it all seemed like yesturday. alomst everyone is doin better; being stronger. It ruined my night. That night was goin so well. I thought it would turn out for the best, but before I knew it we got the call. I was surronded by police and detectives, the nosey neighbors stalking on the scene, trying to figure out the horrid puzzle. Too many tears were lost, for what? A man that abused and frightened his children, wife (now ex) and grandchildren? He's a man that deserves no pity, so saddness, no thought. It was one of the hardest time of my life. One day a week I think about it, that horrid night. I can't stop myself from reminding my mind. It's only been 3 months, but it seems just yesturday I was enjoying my dinner when I recieved the lurid call....

[[AndI]]

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:: 2004 8 March :: 9.06 pm
:: Mood: amazed
:: Music: i'm geting into you- relient k

what I found...
As you read this think about what he is describing....

"Look at the nehemoth (possibly the hippopotamous or the elephant) which I made along with you and which feeds on grass like an ox.
What strength he has in his lions, what power in the muscles of his belly!
His tail (possibly trunk) sways like a cedar, the sinews of his thighs are close-knit.
His bones are tubes of bronze, his limbs like rods of iron.
He ranks first among the works of God, yet his mark can approach him with his sword.
The hills bring him their produce, and all the wild animals play nearby.
Under the lotus plants he lies, hidden among the reeds in the marsh.
the lotuses conceal him in their shadow; the poplars by the stream surrond him.
when the river rages, he is not alarmed; he is secure, though Jordan should surge against his mouth.
Can anyone capture him by the eyes (or by a water hole), or trap him and pierce his nose?
"Can you pull in the leviathan (pssibly the crocodile) w/ a fishhook or tie down his tongue with a rope?
Can you put a cord through his nose or pierce his jaw w/ a hook?
Will he keep begging for mercy?
Will he speak to you w/ gentle words?
Will he make an agreement w/ you for you to take him as ur slave for life?
Can you make a pet out of him like a birdor put him on a leash for your girls?
will traders barter for him?
Will they divide among the merchants?
Can you fill his hide w/ haarpoons or his head w/ fishing spears?
If you lay a hand on him, you will remember the struggle and never do it again!
Any hope of subduing him is false; the mere sight of him i soverpowering.
No one is fierce enough to rouse him. Who then is able to stand against me?
Who has claim against me that I must pay?
Everything under heaven belongs to me.
"I will not fail to speak of his limbs, his strength and his graceful form.
Who can strip off his outter coat?
Who would approach him w/ a bridle?
Who dares open the doors of his mouth, ringed about w/ his fearsome teeth?
His back has (or his pride is his) rows of sheilds tightly sealed together; each is so close to the next that no air can pass between.
They are joined fast to one another; they cling together and cannot be parted.
His snorting throws out flashes of light; his eyes are like the rays of dawn.
Firebrands stream from his mouth.
Strength resides in his neck; dismay goes before him.
The folds of his flesh are tightly joined; they are firm and immovable.
Hos chest is hard as rock, hard as a lower millstone.
When he rises up, the mighty are terrfied; the retreat before his thrashing. The sword that reaches him has no effect, nor does the spear or the dart or the javelin.
Iron he treats like straw and bronze like rotten wood.
Arrows do not make him flee; slingstones are like chaff to him.
A club seems to him but a peice of straw; he laughs at the rattling of the lance.
His undersides are jagged potsherds, leaving a trail in the mud like a thrashing sledge.
He makes the depths churn like a bioling caldron and stirsa up the sea like a pot of ointment.
Hehind he leaves a glistening wake; one would think the deep had white hair.
Nothing on earth is equal- a creature w/out fear.
He looks down on all that are houghty; he is king over all that are proud."


**I found this in teh bible, if you couldn't tell already...Now if you anylaze this pretty well, we know of this creature who others have claim that they have seen and have evidence of this creature...do u know who it is? Some say he's still w/ us.....

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