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yellowchicki

:: 2004 24 March :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Trapt-Echo

I so sleepy!
Hey! For three days now I have been back in school, and I really want another Spring Break!! Lolz!! I was so tired today I fell asleep in 2 class and almost in American Gov't. Nothing really exciting happened today. Last night I called Tyler to talk to him and he was like "Im really busy I will call you back when Im done." So I was like "Ok." and he never did. The Butt! LoLz! But its ok cuz Todd called me and we talked for 2 and a half hours!! We have a lot in common. Heyyy maybe thats why Im tired, cuz I stayed up late on the phone with him Lolz!! I really needed to talk to Tyler I dont think Im going to break up with him, cuz he really doesn't know that Im upset with him, so Im going to talk to him and give him a chance to fix it. If not than maybe Todd, or Bruster guy could be next LoLz!! Or Mike M, Kelsey's neighbor but I dont think he wants a G/F just someone to mess with. Thats really it LoLz! Byez!!

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andi

:: 2004 23 March :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: D 12: My Band

...*Today*...
O dude! Today sucks a whole lot!!! Grrr!!

I could not focus (sp?) in school. Spanish is normally like french to me, but today it was Japaneese!! I couldn't answer the most simple questions. I just fell asleep. I gave up.

I was outta of it. In the halls I didn't even realize anyone around me.

I fell asleep again in the last period of school. I just needed to get outta school.

I feel like crap all day.

Drum lessons...o man o man. I was there for an hour and 15 minutes. I did terrible. I wanted to cry. I was soo frusturated. I couldn't get a simple timing down. How bad is that? Today is not my day.

I at a whole pizza by myself u know? well I came in an hour or so and I want more food. I'm such a pig! Oink Oink!!!

Ok lata...

[]AndI[]

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tubularchick88

:: 2004 23 March :: 5.23pm
:: Mood: amused

Canterbury
Staying at Canterbury, who would have ever thought? :-)

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andi

:: 2004 21 March :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: bright

^-^My definition^-^
Ok I don't really like spring break all that much. I mean yea it's great no school and freedom...bla bla bla.. But seriously it's the schools way of teasing us. It's like "Here is a spoonful of what ur summer is gonna be but before u know it ur gonna be back in prison w/ us. Haha". It's a slap in the face i think.

I dunno I just woke up and i was talkin to amber when it popped up in my head. (sigh)

Ok well i guess my thought process is done. Lata..

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yellowchicki

:: 2004 21 March :: 11.39am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Come clean

Why do I always get sooo behind?!
Hey!! Grr! I did it again! I cant keep up with everything that goes on in my life! LoLz! lets see..... this is really as far back as I can remember.

Amanda, Michelle, Kelsey, and I went to Alan's house for the Jam session! Blue Balls, Madison, and Ian looked hot playing!! They are really good!! After that we went to Taco Bell with just Blue Balls and the girls and than the mall, and than the movies to go see Starsky and Hutch. Funny ass movie!! Had some lap dances going on in the car, that was fun!! Uhh cant remember anything after that.

I went to the beach with Ali, Amanda, and Kelsey. Tyler, Jon, and RJ meet us there. Amanda and Kelsey left us to go change into bathing suits, so Ali and I went to talk to Tyler who was skim boarding (This kid can do everything really well!!) and RJ he was kinda cute. We were all swimming, and than Jon had this great idea to tell me that sharks hang out under the peer!! Yea that was smart LoLz! Kelsey and Amanda were taking a really long time so Ali and I went to go find them and they were laying out. Than all the guys come over and were like Im hungry, so we walked to MCD. Tyler was being touchy Feel-ie in the booth, and I was thinking "Omg if I get fingered in MCD, that would just be unsanitary LoLz!" But I wasn't lolz! He kept his distance, but still me feel special! Get what I mean??? We all went in the water this time except for Tyler who was once again showing some guy up. We were playing some game with some tennis balls that Kelsey brought with her. Tyler come back, and we were cuddling in the water and all that good stuff, and than I made the 1st move (Yea me!) and we kissed and as freaking wave come and I got water all up my nose LoLz! Our 1st kiss together and a wave comes LoLz! It was classic! Jon thought that we should go to his house which he said was just down the road so we were all like ok. I was tail gating him just to make him mad, than he started swerving, to make me mad it was fun! Than we had a pretty funny experience that I cant share online Lolz!! But lets just say they called us and were like you "Freaking Fast and the Furious Driver!!" "My heart stopped!!" and being us we, we just laughed!! LoLz!! Omg Jon neighborhood was full of HUGE houses I dont think I have ever said holy shit so many times in one day! Jon's was BIG too! He had 4 Hummers in the driveway and I BMW in the garage!! Geez!! We played pool, and I found something that Tyler is not good at!! Its pool! I won my 1st game, and than lost the next when I played with RJ. He sucked at pool but its ok. After that Tyler and I went on the couch and had a fun time there! He is a good kisser!! My so called friends (Just Kidding) sent a lil kid in, and he ran out of there so fast Lolz!! Poor kid!! We left a lil while after that and was stuck in some mad traffic!! Kelsey was talking to some guy the car behind us. He asked us if we wanted to pull over so we could take and Kelsey was like "No were not the bang and run kinda girls, and we dont go out with Man sluts!! Lolz! Everyone was looking at us, and than she talked to this huge gang of guys on the street and they started following us, and being that we were bumper to bumper we had to lock the doors LoL! Went for ice cream and did another Fast and the Furious deal. Freaking all the people at the ice cream store were staring and some kid pointed at us, LoLz!! Kelsey had us pull over so we could let her go pee, cuz we were laughing so hard afterwards LoLz!!

On a Wednesday day we went to the Talent Show! That was funny! Im so glad that Madison listened to me and took his shirt off! Thats was some nice stuff!! Wow!! LoLz!!

After working and baby-sitting all day I went to an ice cream place and meet up with Amber, her friend (I forgot his name!) Ali, Amanda, and Kelsey. Ali told me her Mom wont let her see me for a few weeks, cuz of the whole beach thing Lolz!! We didnt listen to that!! I feel kinda bad though thats the second time I got her in trouble, the first time was with Mike and Mark (Hotties) I do love you Ali!!! We stuck Kelsey and Amanda in the trunk and they started banging on it in a parking lot which made all these people stare LoLz!! So we had to take them out! Went to Johnny Rockets, and laughed our ass off over stupid stuff. We left cuz some people would not stop staring at me, and saying stuff! I dont know what there problem was!! We walked around, and ran into Adam, and his friends who were skate boarding. Fish (Jeremy) had pierced his own dick and he showed us! Dang he is brave!! They needed a ride home so I took them. We hang out at Chad or Chas house, Adam was making me a lil mad cuz he kept on asking if he could drive and I kept telling him no!! Grr him LoLz!!

Went to Orlando with Kelsey, Rich, Michael, and Mom. We went laser tagging with some really cool group of punkie people, and than a bunch of black people come in and we were all like Omg we are so going to join forces!! That was some way fun stuff!! The black guys were hilarious!! Like the guy on the ground I got him like 3 times before he saw me!! Lolz! He was like "Man! You come out of nowhere!" At Universal I made Kelsey cry cuz she was laughing so hard on Earthquake. I pretend I was scared and I kept on screaming, and sliding into her, and grabbing her hand, and people were looking at me and laughing it was great!! Some lady come up to me and said "You have some loud on cuz screams!" I did the same thing on Jaws, and the "Captain" guy was even laughing at me!! Great times!! The Horror Make Up Show was hilarious!! If any of you guys go to Universal you have to go see the Horror Make Up Show!! Omg that was funny!! Went to Islands of Adventure that was fun! Except we got wet and cold cuz it rained almost all morning!! We rode every ride we could at least once, and did a few more than 2 times!! I talked to a cute guy who worked there, and aww he was soo nice!! Rich was the trash monster at the hotel!! That was soo great!! Inside Jokes *I have only 70, 69, 68 years to live!!* *Driving while talking to Adam!* *Good Cheesecake* *Laughing in my sleep* *Micheal farted and everyone was like OMG!! LoLz!*

I went to my Dad's house, and saw a movie with Rich and Darlene (Dad's G/F) She is pretty and very fun loving. But I still love my Mom!! Drove the BMW and raced it! I won yea LoLz!!

Next day I hang out with Michelle, Blue Balls, and Kelsey we went for ice cream and than to the daycare were Darlene gave me her car to drive. That was tight!! Its a Lexus!! Dropped Alan off at his trainers house, and than went to my Dad's house watched a movie and looked at porn Lolz!! Went to Kelsey house, and saw Mike (Cute!! I like his car!!) he got us some good smelling stuff, and went on his way. We all went to a movie with Phil and Mike that was fun!! Went to get Rich and than ice cream dropped everyone off, except Kelsey we ran into Jon K and Bobby and hang out with them at a park. Went to Kelsey's and my house, and than dropped them off at their house. Went home and online. A huge fight went on, and I didnt sleep till 1:30. Everything is ok now!!

3/20/03
Meet up with Michelle and Ginny at the Bands Beer and BQ thing! That was fun! That was wayy great with the guys and the necklace LoLz!! I saw Robby he is still hot!! (No Kelsey I do not like him anymore.)
We stole the Funnel cake!! Todd was cute!! I got his number LoLz!! Freaking some people kept on spilling beer all over us it was nasty!! Slept at Kelsey's house.

3/21/04
Woke up at 11 ish and went straight to Target in my P.Js! Had a huge fight with a bouncy ball and knocked everything over Lolz!! Went home, and hang out with Kyle B, Kyle T, and Rich for awhile. Did some homework (Grrr!) Then Adam called me and asked if I wanted to come over, so I went over there. Chase was with him, and we went to pick up his friend and than to my house. We played pool with Rich and the two Kyle's. Than they started shotting Nerf guns. Guys are weak, cuz I got hit in the butt, the boob, and just about everywhere else, and it didnt hurt that bad, but the guys were freaking out LoLz! After that I dropped them all off, and went to bed. So all in all it was fun.

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andi

:: 2004 21 March :: 10.30am
:: Mood: wounded
:: Music: Fuel

*--Concert--*
O man O man! It was frikin awesome. Hot guys were there and yes there was sluts there too! Soo many bands and it was 8 hours long! I satyed there for the whole thing. Anne, Kelsy, and Ginny were there w/ me along w/ Casandra, Jesse, and Christian.

A guy cam eup to us girls and asked if we wanted a bead necklace and Kelsey was liek sure. He says u have to do a lil something like show some skin and kelsy was like here is my arm and my leg now give me the necklace. It was soo funny. She was like do u know how old we are? He says it's better not to know. Amne to that my friend...amen. so it was like that for a lil bit and then he was like should we just move on and we were like yes! It was funny.

We saw like 1 or 2 ppl that we know. I am wiped out...woo-wee!

When we were watching fuel and we were up by the stage there was this Guy that was behind kelsey and he was eyeing us. Finally we just started to talk to him. He was pretty nice. He goes to riverdale. i took a pic w/ him...oolala! lol. He kinda cute. Anne got his number. His name is todd.

(I thrust!) <---inside joke

O man! O man! It was frikin awesome. Christian was being pretty neato. He wa surprised when He found out i was a freshman I thought he knew i was, but w/evas.

I called alan and he had a karate thing today in Gainsvill and he got 1st place. I was like whoa nelly! Yea...I didn't really talk to him though b/c i wanted to go to bed and he was drikin w/ his friends. Ok well i'm gonna go to church now..lata!!

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andi

:: 2004 19 March :: 12.38am
:: Mood: awake

*-Movies-*
Kelsy and I went to Coralwood and saw Dirty Dancing...not that good of a movie, well, we didn't even watch it...lol. When we first got there we ran into Ed and Matt. They followed us in the movie. It was fun..we just talked and Ed poked Kelsey.

Ed and Matt were harrasing these 2 8th graders...it was funny.

Ed was asking ppl for cigerrattes and i was like not cool dude. then when he was smokin them I was like go away and I told Kelsey u better not smell like it when you getin my car or i'm gonna kill you...lol...poking her would just be as bad..lol.

I saw KK..(Love her) then I saw Lauren T, Rachel L, Pedro, and Brandon...O man I didn't want to c him at all. Kelsey went and said hi and talked to him and his friends...She stayed w/ him a lil longer than expected so I was like ahhh....So eddie put his arm around me and we went over there. Ed was kinda showing off about his knowledge on drugs...I wouldn't show it off. Then i was like ok we gotta go, so i grabbed him and Kelsey said by to them and yea....Brandon wasn't wearing any shoes....it was ummm..odd. He is an Odd ball though...

so yea. I just wanted to say hi to Joe B. So hey bebe. I miss yea and shizz. Hope to see u saturday. O and ummm...I think you are swell and neato. ow swell and neato all in one sentence...crazy! Look I just did it again!lol...OK I'm gonna go now..lata

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andi

:: 2004 17 March :: 7.39pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: trapt: echo

Changes
OK people. there is gonna be some changes. I will have no more phone line of my own...my phone number has changed..so call me or e-mail me on my new s/n. ahhh...I don't have an AIM yet. I have to download the software still.

Anyways, I got a music stand today and umm...a stick holder. lil yeas here.

sooo..umm...i'll write lata i guess.

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andi

:: 2004 17 March :: 7.39pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: trapt: echo

Changes
OK people. there is gonna be some changes. I will have no more phone line of my own...my phone number has changed..so call me or e-mail me on my new s/n. ahhh...I don't have an AIM yet. I have to download the software still.

Anyways, I got a music stand today and umm...a stick holder. lil yeas here.

sooo..umm...i'll write lata i guess.

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andi

:: 2004 17 March :: 7.39pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: trapt: echo

Changes
OK people. there is gonna be some changes. I will have no more phone line of my own...my phone number has changed..so call me or e-mail me on my new s/n. ahhh...I don't have an AIM yet. I have to download the software still.

Anyways, I got a music stand today and umm...a stick holder. lil yeas here.

sooo..umm...i'll write lata i guess.

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cali

:: 2004 17 March :: 3.35pm

I dunno whats up the beach was awesome when i went...i got a hair cut...i started talking to this dude who is defined as cough= *sweetness lol! And Angels will never be the same lol later!

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andi

:: 2004 15 March :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: glorious
:: Music: Trapt: Echo

Sat_Sun_Mon
Sat:
I woke up and went to the becah w/ ginny. it was fun. we layed out and slept and ate and slept.....Then we walked to her grandma's house who lives near by and her parents picked us up and dropped us at her house. Then we rented movies and got pizza and had a dandy time. she left around 10:30 i think.
Then Cas, Jesse, and Alan came home and Davy too. They all slept over which was fun.

Sun:

We woke up really early like 6 am and went to Busch Gardens....yaya! It was really fun on the way up. Alan and I cuddled and slept (awe!) When we got there we like made out in the lines lol. It was great. We went on all the rides and got soaked. We left liek around....7 pm...about.
On the way home I sat on the floor of the van and my head was between alan's legs...oolala!! lol. Ummmm....we kissed and hold eachother some mroe which is always a joy. He did the ear thing which i love a lot.
When we got home it was about ahhh..9:30. We rented some movies. Alan slept over again..lucky me! the rest of the boys went home. Alan and I fell asleep in eachother's arms. It was awesome!!! My sis woke us up though so we can go to bed.

Mon:
Woke up at like 7:30 and dropped off alan at work...boo-hoo. then went to the beach. No one was there until like 12. It was soo packed. I saw a lot of ppl from gulf that i left behind...gr. I wish i didn't see them..o well. no harm done. I got burnt a bunchies. It doesn't bother me. I got whistled at by some really hot guy that was about my age....but i had to behave...i have alan (the bastard!!!..lol j/k) There was ssssoooo many hot guys there man! woo wee! Alan called me when i was there and jesse told him that i went to get ice cream w/ some guy that i just met that had beer. It was funny. But i told alan it wasn't true he kinda got lil mad outta jealousy. How cute!


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andi

:: 2004 13 March :: 7.37pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Korn: Freak on the leash

Tonight
Ok sooo...i'm pissed...wonderful. My sisters suck major blue monkey ass that is french (wee wee). they keep nagging on me about my driving. My god ladies! I never fucking drive the damn car b/c cassie, the smart person that she is, got in a car accident that has destroyed amanda's and my car life. Now she uses the damn van everyday..leaving me no car to drive. My parents wont let me drive the 2000 b/c well it's a sports car and i'm not on their insurence for it. the convertable has too old of an engine to drive around a lot. I never friggin drive.
Tonight amanda and i and gb went to la villa gardens for pizza and i drove to there, Amanda backed out the friggin car for me and i was like how stupid do u think i am??? I can back out a damn car. She started yellin at me and stuff. So i yelled back. Gin was like stop it! By the way that never works w/ trowbridge's to say stop. We don't listen nor care. Ne ways i drive there. when Gin and I head back to the car she's like how much do u drive and i said to church and that's it and she goes on about how i need more experience and bla bla and more bla bla's. I was like dude! U don't fucking understand my situation w/ the damn cars. I started on about the accident and crap. I was soo furious w/ rage that when i was headin home i forgot to put on the car lights. So I stopped and put them on and turned the corner really sharp b/c i was pissed and they started to laugh and tease me so i stopped the car and got out and said drive to amanda. Sh's like o shape up and bla bla and i said fuck it. She's in a bad mood b/c davy isn't here like he's soppose to be..well neither is my b/f and i' m not mad about that! Alan is soppse to be here but instead he went w/ his parents to a hockey game. He's comin later though. i don't mind. Soooo yea.... I'm really not that bad of a driver. I'm not saying i'm really good. I'm just ok.

alright i'm leaving.

[[AndI]]

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tubularchick88

:: 2004 13 March :: 10.27am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Splash Waterfalls

OBGYN
Well.....OBGYN wasn't too bad. All chicks out there you dont have to worry about it, if you have a good doctor it will be fine. Ok ttyl Byes Mwah xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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andi

:: 2004 10 March :: 4.31pm
:: Mood: lonely

*---the night---*

Almost 3 months sonce it past. the heartbreak, the sorrow, the pain... it all seemed like yesturday. alomst everyone is doin better; being stronger. It ruined my night. That night was goin so well. I thought it would turn out for the best, but before I knew it we got the call. I was surronded by police and detectives, the nosey neighbors stalking on the scene, trying to figure out the horrid puzzle. Too many tears were lost, for what? A man that abused and frightened his children, wife (now ex) and grandchildren? He's a man that deserves no pity, so saddness, no thought. It was one of the hardest time of my life. One day a week I think about it, that horrid night. I can't stop myself from reminding my mind. It's only been 3 months, but it seems just yesturday I was enjoying my dinner when I recieved the lurid call....

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