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:: Mood: amazed
:: Music: i'm geting into you- relient k
what I found...
As you read this think about what he is describing....
"Look at the nehemoth (possibly the hippopotamous or the elephant) which I made along with you and which feeds on grass like an ox.
What strength he has in his lions, what power in the muscles of his belly!
His tail (possibly trunk) sways like a cedar, the sinews of his thighs are close-knit.
His bones are tubes of bronze, his limbs like rods of iron.
He ranks first among the works of God, yet his mark can approach him with his sword.
The hills bring him their produce, and all the wild animals play nearby.
Under the lotus plants he lies, hidden among the reeds in the marsh.
the lotuses conceal him in their shadow; the poplars by the stream surrond him.
when the river rages, he is not alarmed; he is secure, though Jordan should surge against his mouth.
Can anyone capture him by the eyes (or by a water hole), or trap him and pierce his nose?
"Can you pull in the leviathan (pssibly the crocodile) w/ a fishhook or tie down his tongue with a rope?
Can you put a cord through his nose or pierce his jaw w/ a hook?
Will he keep begging for mercy?
Will he speak to you w/ gentle words?
Will he make an agreement w/ you for you to take him as ur slave for life?
Can you make a pet out of him like a birdor put him on a leash for your girls?
will traders barter for him?
Will they divide among the merchants?
Can you fill his hide w/ haarpoons or his head w/ fishing spears?
If you lay a hand on him, you will remember the struggle and never do it again!
Any hope of subduing him is false; the mere sight of him i soverpowering.
No one is fierce enough to rouse him. Who then is able to stand against me?
Who has claim against me that I must pay?
Everything under heaven belongs to me.
"I will not fail to speak of his limbs, his strength and his graceful form.
Who can strip off his outter coat?
Who would approach him w/ a bridle?
Who dares open the doors of his mouth, ringed about w/ his fearsome teeth?
His back has (or his pride is his) rows of sheilds tightly sealed together; each is so close to the next that no air can pass between.
They are joined fast to one another; they cling together and cannot be parted.
His snorting throws out flashes of light; his eyes are like the rays of dawn.
Firebrands stream from his mouth.
Strength resides in his neck; dismay goes before him.
The folds of his flesh are tightly joined; they are firm and immovable.
Hos chest is hard as rock, hard as a lower millstone.
When he rises up, the mighty are terrfied; the retreat before his thrashing. The sword that reaches him has no effect, nor does the spear or the dart or the javelin.
Iron he treats like straw and bronze like rotten wood.
Arrows do not make him flee; slingstones are like chaff to him.
A club seems to him but a peice of straw; he laughs at the rattling of the lance.
His undersides are jagged potsherds, leaving a trail in the mud like a thrashing sledge.
He makes the depths churn like a bioling caldron and stirsa up the sea like a pot of ointment.
Hehind he leaves a glistening wake; one would think the deep had white hair.
Nothing on earth is equal- a creature w/out fear.
He looks down on all that are houghty; he is king over all that are proud."
**I found this in teh bible, if you couldn't tell already...Now if you anylaze this pretty well, we know of this creature who others have claim that they have seen and have evidence of this creature...do u know who it is? Some say he's still w/ us.....
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2004 8 March :: 8.31am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: the whistle song
today _ last night _ saturday
O dude..i'm wiped out. So tired. I wanna sleep. I'm in school right now...woo.
I saw passion for christ. Wow! That's all i have to say. wow. There are really no words to describe it. It just leaves you speechless. I cried in it. Can u believe it?
I talked to blue balls last night and we had a christian talk I guess u can call it. I'm so glad that we did. It just made me want him more. But it made me realize his not as far away from God as I thought he was which makes me pretty happy. I told him about the prophecy that is told in the Bible and how it's being full filled in our life time and he started to kinda breathe heavy and I was like are u ok? and he said that he started to cry b/c it freaked him out b/c it's scary and i agreed w/ him. I felt soo much closer to him. He forced me to stop though b/c i was goin on about when Jesus comes and what if we're not ready and we'll be here for the 7 yrs. of hell? But yea....so glad we had that convo together.
When we were at the movies he was like saying what he wanted and he was like i want u as my wife, bu i didn't here him and i was like what did u say and he said nuttin. but i was like sure u did. he told me later though.
that movie husky and starchy...lol well thats a funny movie. "Do it" "I said do it" "Show a little skin." "come on" LOL. I loved it.
Ok I'm gonna go now. lata....
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2004 4 March :: 6.08pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Ain't no moutain high enough!!
Hehe!! Im behind Lolz!!
Hey!! Ya, I know I have not written in here for ever, so lets do a quick up date!! LoLz!!
Went to the movies with Alan, Michelle, Kelsey, Amanda, Nick, Ginny, Phil, Chaz (Spelling), Ryan, and Alan that was fun fun!! Im never going to be ale to hear Stitch again cuz of Phil now!! We got soo wet!! Dude, why did you guys let me kiss Alan?! I dont know why I even kissed him!! guess I was just really seeking someone!! Next time this happens tell me to back away!! LoLz!!
After that!! John come down from Sarasota, and most of you guys now what happened with all that. If you dont than ask and maybe I will tell you LoLz!! That was wayy funny when Alan (Michelle's Man, or has I like to call him Blue Balls!) flicked off the guy!! Haha!! They were all ready to fight!! Haha!! Johnny Rockets with that lady and the whole lets punch my hand, thing was funny too!! I cant believe that John had all that stuff in the car!! And he offered it to me!! Ewww!! Haha!! But I have to admit the whole kiss in the car was hot and wayyy out of the blue!! Last update on him, he was getting yelled at, and know his phone is disconnected! Oh well, bet me that one day he will call, and come down again!! He is soo my Boy Toy!! By the way what did you guys think of him?? Anyways than I got in trouble for speeding by lil Rich (Grr him) At least my Mom fell for the story Lolz! Matt and Luke were hot! LoLz!!
Chantelle thinks of me has her taxi after that day at the mall, I cant believe they stole those panties!! They were ugly too!! That guy who was like he "Whats up?" was wayyy hot LoLz!! That night was fun! Kelsey and I went to Apple-bees with Tyler and another Jon. Tyler was soo hyper, guess nicotine makes you that way!! Kelsey we really need to get a guy from Circle K to get us that good smelling stuff!! (LoLz!! you know what I mean!!) That whole thing (I have totally spaced out on the name) The thing were you blow smoke in the other person's mouth, well yea anyways! He did that to me LoLz! And Kelsey, hun, you made my throat BURN when you did it LoLz!!
The fair was soooo fun!! I missed the turn LoLz!! Michelle you are aggressive!! Kelsey made me walk in on the old guy taking a pee LoLz!! I feel bad for Gaby we were making her mad Lolz!! But you know that she loved it Haha!! You guys really should have grabbed me when those "hot guys" called my name, even if I didnt know them we could of gone over LoLz!! Kelsey Im stiff regretting that you didnt dance!! Those guys that followed us to Amber's house were CUTE!! Nice ass cars too!! I almost hit the damn mailbox! We should have gotten numbers!! But noooo we are dumb!!
Phil's house was really fun too!! Man Phil scared the carp out of me when I pulled up!! I screamed soo loud!! I loved how Alan was like "I didnt know you were going to be here!" Yea right. That was soo funny with Amanda skipping and Michelle saving her from the car!! Haha!! That movie we saw was soo funny!! Poor poncho man!! Dude, when I was in the kitchen with all the guys that was fun!! Putting the lip stick on them was fun too! We got kisses Haha!! Omg Ryan like started at my boob at one point and I caught him, and he just smiled Haha!! Sleeping at Michelle's house was an interesting experience. The whole fantasy thing was pretty hot!! Im stealing that!!
I felt soo bad for Tyler and Jon we kept them waiting forever, but man they had no right to call at 8 in the morning!! Ice skating was fun! Even though I sucked and kept on screaming!! Lolz!! Though I must say I did not mind at all when Tyler held me Lolz!! That was wayy great when Amanda and I feel!! I got an ice skate in my face Haha!! The Ref guy was like I'll get you a bandage. I was like why Im a bleeding?? Dont worry Amanda it didnt hurt or scare and the fall looked good so thats all that matters!! Plus the attention was kinda nice!! Haha! When we left Blue Balls house to go get food, we freaked the cows out sooo bad!! Dang, I freaked myself out bad!! People must of thought we were high out of our minds, the funny thing is, is that we were on nothing!! Haha!! Im sooo gald none of us got in trouble!!
Yay!! I have a b/f now!! Its Tyler!! He is soo cute!! At least thats what I think. What do you guys think?? Hehe!! Whats LYAS?? Mean, Sean thinks its Love You Like A Sis and I was like WOW if he means that Im scared!! I still dont know what it means!! LoLz! Someone tell me!!
Wow, didnt know that many people loved me!! Everyone was like what happened? Are you ok?? Hehe!! Greg was like your still hot!! Guys, I really dont think he wants me as bad as Gaby thinks so, cuz he has a g/f!! Michelle remember when you were like what would you do if Anne wore a skirt, and he pushed me on the locker and was like I would so hit that LoLz! That was some great stuff!! David and Alan were mad/upset at me about the whole b/f thing. But Alan and me are ok now, and David he is in collage, so he can just hate himself for being a cradle robber!! (Look who is talking LoLz) Plus I know he was my 1st b/f, but I dont want him to be my last!!
Had FCAT for the past two days!! Some guy hit on me in the class I was taking it in. He thought my license was fake Haha!! Dork *Cough Cough* Michelle sneak in the trunk and we got Subway LoLz!! Thats was great!! Next time Gaby and Amanda are going to come too!! Rich went to Tamapa with my Mom, he is ok, he is just going for some tests. He will get a tube up his butt on Friday!! Lolz poor kid!! But I do get to stay home by myself for two whole days and nights Lolz!! Pet store was funny Kelsey!!
I really didnt wanna go to school today!! Grr!! Carmen and Dave's wedding was soo pretty I want mine to be like that!! Jessica did another dumb thing on Newlyweds!! I laughed sooo hard!!
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2004 4 March :: 10.49am
:: Mood: drained
Last night_Today
I was talkin to Alan o sorry, Anal..(lol) and he told me he went to the beach w/ Madison and Lee and 4 girls. He said he was smooshed in the back of Madison's truck w/ the girls. I was like gr! I got all quiet and I was just like ahuh...He asked what's the matter and I told him I am jealous b/c he was w/ girls that are freshmen and they probably think that he's hot and wanna do him and all that other stuff. He said they're bitches and that they probably don't like him. I said bullshit. So that was that I guess. ..
I woke up at 1 am and I ran to the bathroom. I threw up all night. Not like u really wanna know, but i did. It was every hour i did. It sucked. So I decided on my own (I'm a big girl now, I can do that) not to go to shool b/c it was like 4 am and I would have to start gettin ready in 30 minutes and I wasn't feelin all that jazz. SO I went to bed and my mom was like Michelle!! Get ur ass up! I said no I' m sick, I've been throwing up all night, leave me alone! She was like fine. So she got my medicine, that helped a lot. I dont' have a fever or anything, but it was just a stomach virus. So it's 10 till 11 am...and ur all in school...ha! I laugh at the thought.
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2004 3 March :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: Sneeky
:: Music: Finger eleven: One Thing
_*_Today_*_
I was paying Anne to go get me subway for lunch since she has off campus today. Well when we were walking out (Amanda, Gaby, Anne and I) to the lunch room someone (forgot who it was) came out w/ a bright idea to sneek in her trunk and leave school w/ her to go get the Subs and come back before lunch was over. So guess what? I snuk (sp?) in her trunk through the back seat. lol!!! Anne was like "piss Michelle you can come out now" when we were passed the guard house. It was soo funny.
We got to subway and it was 5 till 12pm and we got our subs and when we were down the street from the school I snuk back in the trunk. lol. It was soo funny.
We came back in the lunch room and Amanda and Gaby and Hilary were like had a good time in the trunk??
I was soo nervous doin it in the beginning b/c I really didn't want to get caught..but I didn't! Yay!
Best lunch ever!!!! (read my other journal entry it's important...)
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2004 2 March :: 6.58pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: heya by outkast
Holla at me!
Ok I have an announcement!!! Listen here people or rather read!!!
***On May 23 (a friday) and 24th (saturday night) I, Andi, me ,not you..hear me? NOT YOU! (hehe) will be playin at the First Chirstian Church of Cape Coral off of country club. It's not a christian thing or w/evas. It's a 2004 Drum Fest and I will be in it and Alan on the 23rd and its free, so come! You'll see bunch of other people as well whom are way better too! lol.
On the 24th at the same place at ahh..7pm - 10 pm there will be a guy who is famous for his drummin around the world and he will be performing. It costs $10 b/c he's just soo darn good. I saw him 2 yrs ago and I am still in awe. I mean when he plays it seems like he's not even touching the cymbals. This guy is just amazing.
So I would love it if you would like to come to both. If you are gonna come on saturday let me know and I'll sell you tickets that are $10 each. OK bye now!***(end of announement)
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2004 1 March :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: Urg
:: Music: Sorry 2004
Blah!
Im such a mess...i cant choose between love and hate...its horrid! I just want to shake an 8 ball and choose whatever it tells me to! Urg! The worst part is he doesnt even know...he thinks i still hate him for what he did to me, and i have amazingly forgiven him because that is just how much i care for him. But some good has come of this, ive gotten really close w/ another friend who is great w/ complements! Ive been getting lots of complements lately, i dont know what the deal is. Ive been listening to rap......i never thought i would say that again, but the worst part is thats all i have been listening to! Gawd i dont want to have to pack to go to Washington to say good bye to family. And yet.....im still happy. Except i dont wanna go to the gyenocologist! Urg! Oh well....thats consequences i guess....still worth it! LoL Byes!
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2004 1 March :: 4.12pm
:: Mood: Grrdified
:: Music: hot action cop
On the "dandy" Walk Home
Ok so I was walking home from the bus stop when these 4 older dudes were like heyyyy!! and they wistled. this got my pissed b/c I am soo tired of guys that frikin do that. Especially the old ones! I mean hello!!! When you see a girl gettin off a school bus for god's sake with a back pack and let alone she's walking, it tells you that she is under 18 and w/ harrasing her you can get in trouble w/ the authorities. I'm so tired of getting hit on the way home. I'm so tired of it.
Guys are just dogs. He can be the greatest guy in the world but deep down he's just like the others. Take away the charm, the sweetness, the good looks, and you got a dog that if he had it his way he would put girls on a peddle stool and have a different girl everyday while he's hitting on like 12 yr olds.
I am through w/ all of this. I'm frusturated w/ it. I wanna scream. I felt like crying on the way home b/c I was soo frusturated w/ it. I wasn't even dressed slutty. I was wearing pants and an o'neil shirt that doesn't reveal anything. Damn!
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2004 28 February :: 8.52am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Fever For The Flava
Phil's!
hey hey hey! Sorry i haven't written in a while!! I've been sooo busy w/ everything!....not...i was just a lil bit lazy! hehe! Go Figure! Well um...yesterday i went to Phil's house and yes you ppl who i will not name IT WAS KINDA FUN!!! We chilled in the freezin cold for a while the guys attempted to skate! lol! yes i said attempted Brandon(CUTE!!) was good but better on his inlines and Chas was the better of the skaters i think and then we went inside to eat and anne and Kelsey came! Whew! after them alan showed up(AAAAHHHH! ---->Anne! hehe) we talked for a while and went to go get a movie.....on the way back everyone screamed as i jumped infront of a car comin but it was turnin LMAO you should have seen their faces!!! HAHAH....um...Kelsey and i got our work out by runnin back...or skippin. Then when we watched the movie(the house of the dead i think) it has to have been the lamest movie i have ever watched since an 80's movie.....Later we went into Phil's room and looked for porn(the gurls did) and HE DOESN'T HAVE ANY!!! LMAO poor poor kid! Lol!But we went through his victoria secret mag.collection and it was ok.... we ended up dancing and putting make up on....the guys must have been the gayest or most censored ppl i have ever met cause when Kelsey and i were pullin our lez thing a few were like o0o0o and others were like ooooo i shouldn't look or something it was great.... we put make up on the dudes and watched them freak!that was great too! um...we took pics of the dude and a bunch more happened that i don't remember but yea i'm sure Michelle(andi), Kelsey(Gimpy), or Anne(yellowchicki) will fill you in if you even care lol! ttyl!
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2004 27 February :: 9.00am
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yeppy!
Alan and I are ok now...yay.
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2004 26 February :: 9.21am
:: Mood: Pissed
this week
My week sucks bum bum and forever it will. It sux. A lot. Yesturday was bad....today is gettin bad and monday was ok and tuesday sucked too. Friday or saturday better be good or i will be more pissed.
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2004 22 February :: 6.04pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Ying Yang Twinz
Saturday
OKay if ya wanna know about my weekend read Andi's journal or Gimpy's. Overall it was the best parade that ive ever been to, undoubtablly because of who i was with.Hell i was actually listening to rap and having fun...the ride home was hilarous. I needed to get out and walk around, im glad i did that instead of staying home and doing what you are supposed to do when your sick. I wish i could say the same thing for sunday but i was lazy today. tear tear i know michelle im a dork. ok im gunna go rest thanx to jeremy! keepin me up till 5 30 .......gawd ive gotta get my house re-wired so i can get some sleep! lol anywaysz ttyl
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2004 22 February :: 1.26pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: ying-yang twins...lol
saturday night at the parade
Anne, Kelsy, and I followed my sister to my family's spot for the parade. We kinda lost them for a few seconds....lol We arrived at the spot and Amanda and Amber were already there.
We got at the spot and we decided to take a walk before the parade starts. Well on the walk we saw hot guys and some ppl that we know that we wish that we would never see again. We ended up at Harbor side...So it was 2 mile walk...lol. I called Alan to see where he was at and he said he was at the park so we headed down there after the girls went in the disgusting bathrooms...lol (sorry amber) we didn't find him there..o well... we played at the playground....fun fun fun! Anne had trouble gettin on a swing. It was great. We took a picture on her phone.
My sister called so we had to head back..but I called her and said that we found alan and his family(which we didn't) so we got to stay! Yay! Anne called Alan to tell him to meet us somewhere. So he came and then we watched the parade together. Every time Anne looked behind her alan and I were kissing. It was funny.
Later she took a pic of us making out...lol. So they took pic of us...we didn't mind. Then alan had to head back..:( so sad....then we started to head back to the spot. It was challenging to head back with all the crowds and all. we tried to take the back streets as much as possible. It was scary..dark allies + girls= rape...shiver. We got back and hanged around there. As soon as it was over we headed out b/c Anne had a cervue.
The ride home was the best!!!! We listened to the ying-yang twins (c jared, I don't listen to rap..lol) on the way and hot-action cop. When we got to the cape we were checking out this dude in a car and he was kinda cute...He ended up following us to Amber's house...lol. It turns out that He had another friend in his car following him. lol. I think it was b/c Kelsy changed her top right in front of him in the car on the road...you skank kelsy!! lol. They asked us our names and age and all that crap. Amber's mom came out and we were like Hi cathy..we love you! Anne told the guys we have to go b/c we need to drop off some ppl. so that was the end of that. But then we realized...we could of invited them to go to the beach w/ us! so we tried to catch them, but it was too late. we lost them. :( Everyone was sad. So they droped me off and hung at my house for a while. That was the end of that.
So basically we had a good night and we learned some things about some ppl that was a lil crazy...just a lil... Ok I'm gonna go now.
Lata!
AndI
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2004 21 February :: 12.59pm
:: Mood: calm
my test!!
Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
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2004 20 February :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: cheerful
Today...In school
In 2nd period mrs. Crock fell asleep!!! she's my spanish teacher. she was drowsy the whole time but when there was at least 20 minutes left of class she let us talk (for once!). I was talking to Tyler about our drumming and I look over and Mrs. Crock is sittin up straight w/ her head down, sleepin!! We took Ileans's camera and tyler did a face behind the teacher and we took a picture of it! It was soo funny. she woke up 5 minute later and was amazed that she fell asleep. It was scary too b/c it looked like she was dead. (shiver)
anyways, this passed week sucked. (tear) O well.
My parents are outta town. Woo! But thei rnot gonna be gone very long. O well for that too.
Ok i'm gonna go. lata
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