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2004 8 August :: 2.28am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Nirvana
Fuck All
Im pissed man! Dont you hate it when you are on a lil track right? And everything is going peachy and then all of a sudden your best train gets totally derailed and its a son of a bitch to clean up and it really hurts your tracks for some reason and its not supposed to because your made of steel right? But it still has some major scratches! I hardly doubt anyone will get this considering its a weird analogy but whatever, probably for the better.
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2004 8 August :: 12.09am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Outkast
Today
Woke up around 12.
It was nasty out.
Got to the beach around 3.
Tried to sleep, but ppl wouldn't let me.
Walked around and got food.
Sis smashed her cake in my face and Jon through me in the pool twice.
I through my cuz in the pool 6 times.
Got ditched.
Called Joe.
Talked to Joe.
Talked to my unlce about boys and their coodies.
Talked to Joe again.
Dropped off Davy while Jon did the sirens.
Dropped off Jon.
Came home.
Here I am. I'm home.
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2004 6 August :: 11.57pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: something wild
Tonight
Ok so during the day I was soo lazy. I love my dad dude(s). I mean my parents were outta town for 2 days and as soon as my Dad comes in the door he doesn't say hi or i miss you he goes, "why the hell haven't u cut the grass? Its not raining". You gotta love him...yea right. I cleaned the house today and played drums...woo.
Well Ginny and Jon came and picked me up then we went to Joes to get him. Then off to Arron's house. Arron's house is soo neato. He lives in the barn. I loved it. It was dirty and kinda smelled but hey its soo neato. Jon, Joe and Arron busted out some music. It was neato. We were there untill 9pm.
After all that fun we went to Wendy's and Taco Bell. Then to parent free Ginny's. I love it when parents are outta town. Shit happened there and again Ginny and Jon got further than me tonight. Damn those whores...
O yea and I was 20 minutes late home and I got locked out so I had to brake in and u know what else is badass? My parents aren't even home...they are out partying it up dammit. I rushed home for nothing.
Interesting convo w/ the "special" Jared:::
missladydrummer: i thought u left
Autostrtgtr: i did
Autostrtgtr: now im back
missladydrummer: u missed me too much?
missladydrummer: i knew it.
Autostrtgtr: of course
missladydrummer: i missed u too
missladydrummer: amd cheese.
Autostrtgtr: sould have guessed
missladydrummer: i know.
missladydrummer: i love cheese.
missladydrummer: and bacon
missladydrummer: and then u after the bread
Autostrtgtr: you are insane
missladydrummer: maybe
missladydrummer: a lil
Autostrtgtr: didnt we go over this already?
missladydrummer: lol yea.
missladydrummer: i was hoping u didn't remember
missladydrummer: so maybe i am a lil bit.
Autostrtgtr: more than that
missladydrummer: would u butt rape justin timberlake if u could?
Autostrtgtr: no cause he would enjoy it
missladydrummer: but wouldn't u?
Autostrtgtr: no i wouldnt
missladydrummer: i think u would
missladydrummer: maybe f he paid u 3 million dollars.
Autostrtgtr: of course
missladydrummer: ew. ur nasty.
Autostrtgtr: you suck
missladydrummer: i do. i really do. i admit.
Autostrtgtr: cause your blonde
Autostrtgtr: you have to be good at it too
missladydrummer: blondes are hot
missladydrummer: i think i am.
Autostrtgtr: yup
Autostrtgtr: you? no......
Autostrtgtr: probly not
missladydrummer: wouldn't u like to know
Autostrtgtr: not more than other people
missladydrummer: so u admit?
missladydrummer: u wanna know how talented i am don't u buddy?
Autostrtgtr: dammit stop doing that!
missladydrummer: but u do right?
Autostrtgtr: Yes i do. I dream about it all the time. your soo hot michelle.
missladydrummer: haha your funny "special" jared.
Autostrtgtr: no i'm serious. i wanna know how u are.
missladydrummer: i'm sorry but we're never gonna happen. your too ugly.
Autostrtgtr: ur mean. I'll come over tomorrow.
Then he signed off.... he was serious dude. EW!
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2004 5 August :: 11.41pm
:: Mood: Cheery
:: Music: Senses Fall
Tonight
Wow. I spent 7 hours w/ Jared today. Badass. He didn't bug me one bit! Surprise surprise!
Jon, Casey, Joe, Ginny, David, this chick I dunno, this other guy i don't know, and Jared were over. Can u say a lil party? lol. We just listened to music, play drums, watch t.v, played video games, wrestled (funny as hell) and ahh...foosball (my team won on that). It was neato.
So I know what I am goin to do now w/ my situation. I see it clearly and better. What pisses me off is that Jared, Jeremy, and Casey were right the whole damn time. I hate it when they are right. I should listen to Casey and Jared more often, not Jer.
I love it when the parents aren't home. lol.
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2004 5 August :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Creepy music from The Secret Window
Change
Young ppl relationships change so quickly, why is this? Is it good or bad? Why can't we ever make up our minds and stick w/ that? Why is it that once your ok w/ a sitiation it does a 180 on you? Its frustrating and tiresome. Is this everyones issues currently or just mine? ....just throwing some questions in the air.
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2004 5 August :: 12.57am
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: LALALA!
Amber is a loser!!!
missladydrummer: my boobs bounce when u hit them from up top
sugerpiehunny87: yup
missladydrummer: does urs?
sugerpiehunny87: yea
missladydrummer: did u try it?
sugerpiehunny87: lol yea
missladydrummer: i knew it
missladydrummer: i can't believe u tryed it!
sugerpiehunny87: hehe
missladydrummer: omg!
missladydrummer: u loser!
missladydrummer: lmao.
sugerpiehunny87: lol yea
sugerpiehunny87: i am
sugerpiehunny87: i know
sugerpiehunny87: lol
missladydrummer: i gotta put it in my journal!
sugerpiehunny87: you do that
missladydrummer: o i will. i will.
sugerpiehunny87: :-)
missladydrummer: i did bitch.
+AndI+
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2004 4 August :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Autum to Ashes
today
Went to the mall w/ Joe, Will, and Turax. Saw a bunch of ppl. I saw Alex, Rachel, Daniel, Allen (phil's boy), Scott Macone, Josh, Chris, Kelsey, and Amanda...O and my sister Casandra.....
Alex is a freak now (my mom's bosses son that went to school w/ amber). I was like Alex?? He dresses in all black and where crap from Hot Topic....That's where I saw him and his sister rachel...burrr..
I went there w/ nuttin and left w/ nuttin....fun!!!
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2004 3 August :: 5.24pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: NOT NOFX
Hell
All of my relationships are going to hell dammit!
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2004 2 August :: 11.01pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: coheed
woo-wee
Sooo went out w/ Ginny, Jon, and Joe..
Jon was pissing me off the whole time.
I drove and he was like we're gonna die, we're gonna die. URGH!
He got action w/ Ginny. Cute.
Freak guy was there, so we left.
We didn't finish our movie.
Got home kinda early.
All good.
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2004 1 August :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: a sad tune that they play at funerals.
aweful day.
I was at church and found out He killed him. He beated him w/ a bat to death and try to burn the body down chiquita. Cops found him. His mom never knew.
I can't believe it. I'm in shock. why would he do that?
I'm crying. I'm akeing. I hate this day. I want this day to go to hell.
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2004 1 August :: 5.09pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Better off- Ashlee Simpson
Hmm
Its so weird....... you think you dont like someone that much,............ and than when you relize that nothing is going to happen.......... between you two........ because of an x-g/f.......... it kinda hits you, like damn.......... I actually liked him. I wanna know why she can move on, but he cant, he wants to, but he doesn't want to hurt her.......well gee........ thankz now Im hurt.......I dont know, maybe in a couple of days Im going to back to myself, all happy and everything...........but than I think, wait thats the 1st guy I have never gotton....... that I actually wanted............oh well...........guess its not ment to happen than.
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2004 31 July :: 11.37pm
:: Mood: surprised
:: Music: lalala
tonight
First off Amber decided not to come tonight and I am now happy that she didn't (no offense amber). I was w/ Jon and Ginny. We went to Beatniks. It was alright lil boring. Then Ginny got a call from Nate about a party and there will be drinking so ahh...we went over there. Dude it was all the way in San Carlos. I was WTF? We get to the guys house he's a friggin Wiggar. I was like what?!!! I wanted to beat him up soo bad. His friend Brandon knows Brandon Lamb which he told me stories about him. lol FUN! But Brandon was soo hot. I was like woo. He's 17 he's gonna be a senior at Fort Myers. He was hot.
We get to the house and there was no party. The guys just did that so we can go drinking at the lake. So we pack a bunch of beers and we go to the lake and it starts to rain. I'm like greeeaaat. Well Nate was being an ass so we took them home and went all the way back to CC to pick up Joe and go to the Camelot Park to chill.
When we get there it's 10 pm. Joe and I go off and Ginny and Jon hung out. Well Jon was smoking somthing. I wasn't too down w/ that. So i stayed away when he did that. Joe and I talked and then we made out a lil bit. Then we decided to go to the car and see what Ginny and Jon were doin. They were just talking for the longest time. Then me and joe left them b/c they didn't want us in the car. Hmm...wonder why...lol. Then we walked and talked. Then when it was about to we made out again. When we headed to the car Jon and Ginny get out of teh back seat of teh car w/ foggy windows. Me and joe were like OOOOOO!!! FOOOGGGY! SEEEXXY!!! It was soo funny. lol. So we all raced home and here I am..home.
I'm not sure whats gonna happen w/ Joe and I. I'm just gonna go w/ it u know? Well, Jon likes Ginny which is neato. He and I decided it might be best to remain "friends" w/ Ginny for a lil bit to see if he likes her enough to go out w/ her. Like hang out more. I hope she doesn't mind b/c she confused too.
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2004 31 July :: 6.18pm
:: Mood: down
:: Music: blues
sigh
I let my heart be trampled repeatedly and i don't do anything about it.
I stare at the monsters who call my name at night have enjoyment taking advantage of me.
I try to make the best of it but it never works out.
They all send me out in the pourin rain, laughing and snikering at me.
I never know what I do wrong.
Once the sun sneaks through the rain and I can finally see everyone is gone.
All who was there left me to die in the cold.
I have no warmth. No one to hang on to.
I'm all alone in this chaos, our reality.
I try and try but its never enough.
Why do I still hang on and long for them?
They treat me no better than an ant would.
They would just walk on by and not notice me.
I just can't take any of it any longer.
If the monsters fight I'll fight back.
I'm tired of being an option.
I want to be a priority.
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2004 31 July :: 1.34pm
:: Mood: blank
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Shitty night, enough said.
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2004 31 July :: 12.53am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: portland view
tonight at the concert
Tonight was the concert I was sooo waiting for. I brought Amber to come w/ me and we had a good plans to have fun w/ the ppl we knew that were there. But long ass story short none of the plan happened. W/ certain ppl leaving and being there and changing their minds (amber) it just didn't become reality. Everyone that I basically knew left me there but seriously I was cool w/ it. I found KK and Arron duluca and we moshed together and danced together to some ska bands and all. Arron is soo neato. I love that kid. If KK wasn't there and Arron i would of been dead. lol.
I saw Alex Ladico and OMG has he changed! He doesn't wear baggy clothes n e more or freaky shit. His hair is brushed and shorter. He looks ok. Ginny thought he was hot. lol. I miss the old one though. He looked younger really and more clean. lol. I don't like it! I like the bad ass Alex. lol. O well. He did change for the better....
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