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2003 19 September :: 3.37pm
:: Mood: numb
I don't want to talk
I'm afraid of what I might say to you
I don't wanna talk to you n e more
Just go away
Let me be
Let me mold my life as I want it to be
I hold my self back
Every time you come around
I'm holding my right of silence
Just go away
Disappear from my life
I don't want to talk
I'm afraid of what I might say to you
I bite my tongue,
Hold my silence
Every time you come around.
I don't want to talk to you n e more
Just disappear
Go away
Let me live my life
I hold myself
every time you come around.
AndI
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2003 19 September :: 3.27pm
It's friday and no homework! I'm sooo HAPPY! Dude, I had a lil secret at school that only 2 ppl knew and now most of the "circle" knows b/c someone saw my secret...oops. Well I have to go. L8r.
Happy birthday Cailyn!!!!I love you!
AndI
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2003 18 September :: 9.26am
:: Mood: cheerful
BY: Brandon L
Attempted Suicide or Desperate Cry for Hospital Food?
Recently, in Pontiac Michigan Robert Nitz, a man the age of 40, was convicted of arson. Why? Because Robby has an obsession with self-mutilation that has cost the sate more than $1 million. Nitzy has a wound in his chest that will not close because of all the times he has tried to hurt himself, this includes pulling out his intestines to throw at the local deputies whom arrested him, and they should have fun with that in prison. This awesome dude has cut himself open with a toothbrush, pen, razor, and the handcuffs he was arrested with. A toothbrush, that is an accomplishment of public education if anything is!
The maximum sentence for his crime is 20 years, but Mr. Robby’s attorney is confident that he will get his sick friend of with the minimum sentence of six years. However, this leaves one to wonder, “Why does Robby harm himself in such seemingly sadomasochistic ways?” The only plausible answer possible is free hospital food.
AndI
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2003 17 September :: 7.34am
:: Mood: grateful
See You at the Pole
Before the morning sunrays touch the Earth students come on school ground. They come for one reason and one reason only, to pray. As they gather around the school’s flagpole they don’t say a word, they know what they came to do. Hands are holding other hands not caring whom the other hand belongs to.
The students pray for people and for themselves, having everyone be blessed. As they start and keep praying, more students come and join the party. The circle is opened for the others with no question, it doesn’t matter who they are or what they are wearing.
Silence has taken over the people.
A half hour later praying non-stop they close in another prayer and head in school with a fresh start of the day.
AndI
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2003 15 September :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: wala wala bang bang
"Crumble"
You stare at her
That look, that glance
I want it
I gotta have it
I walk
I stumble
I fall
I will crumble
I will crumble
You are who you are
Your in love with her
I am nothing
But you are mine
Forever
forever mine
Your playing
Your joking
I said but you promise you care for me more
Your lying
Why are you saying you care
That stare, that look
It's not mine
I walk
I stumble
I fall
I am nothing at all
I will crumble
I will crumble
Forever you are mine
You are mine
You tease everytime
Just don't try to please
You love her
You cherish her
Just be with her
Leave me here to crumble
I will stumble and I will Fall
I can't get up
To you I am nothing at all
Stop lying
Stop playing
Be true
Be you
I stumbled
I fell
I can't
I refuse
Just leave me here to crumble
I will crumble
I will crumble
I will crumble...
AndI
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2003 14 September :: 6.29pm
:: Mood: pissed off
wala wala bang bang
I am pissed, Pissed I am, enough said from the person who is pissed.
AndI
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2003 14 September :: 11.55am
:: Mood: annoyed
y?
Ok screw my other journal, lifes not simplistic! It sux! Something simple and innocent turned into a full fleged war.Gawd, i feel sorry for one party but not the other. Guess who!
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2003 13 September :: 10.20pm
:: Mood: pissed off
yeah
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2003 13 September :: 12.32am
:: Mood: amused
Simplistic
Lifes good, but not easy. Its all how you look at it i guess:-)
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2003 11 September :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
TM_FRIENDS_RALLY_JOE
Tomorrow is gonna be great! It's gonna be Joe's birthday! Happy b-day bebe! Woo! lol.
Ok, after school, Amanda and I are gonna go see Twisted Method agaiN! Woo! We're goin to do the interview better and again. Hell yeah!
At the end of the school day is the rally. I'm a lil sketchy about it b/c you know, Go HOME FRESHMEN! I dunno....i hope it's gonna eb fun though....
After all that TubuLARness Amanda,Jeremy,maybe Jared, Me, Ginny, maybe Levi and Cailyn are gonna go to the Mariner game....Woo..fun! Fun FUN!
Ok..now i have to go and set up questions, later!
AndI
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2003 8 September :: 9.42am
:: Mood: confused and um...Grrred
HIM and ME
Ok hello.
I have a friend that I adore very much. He's such a neato kid. Well over this past weekend he was all over this chick. I mean that's not bad right? Sure, but see he has a g/f. He was all over this chick all weekend, nibbling on her ear, arms around her, touching her bum bum, I wouldn't care usually but he has a G/f! I don't think he should do that. I dunno....He says he's not w/ his g/f 100%, but down to the point if ur going out w/ someone officially then it's 100% if u like it or not, right?? Now the chick likes him but knows that he has a g/f and is now confused as I am. O boy, he was just talking to his g/f and just hunged up and went over to the chick and started putting his arm around her. Right after he hanged up w/ her! She told me that when they were walking to their hotel rooms that they hugged good night and he kissed her. But don't worry she came to her senses and pulled away and said," Not until u have no g/f." hehe. I wonder what he thought when she said that.
I'm single now. Some ppl are happy, some aren't, some don't care. I'm single now b/c have a confused situation thing in my life and that i need to get it straightened out before i have a b/f or w/e. Don't worry, i believe mike understands. I'm not sure at this point if i will go back out w/ him. I'm not concertrating on that right now, so yeah.
I still have no computer! I'm at school in 4th period typing this up. lol. I'm not gonna get my computer back soon. It sucks. I can't live w/ out it.....
Tell me what u think about that guy and chick thing. If u wanna know who those ppl are call me and maybe i'll tell u.
P.s i'm not grounded no more. YAY!
AndI
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2003 6 September :: 12.40pm
:: Mood: sad
Tears
Im sick, i just found out that my grandma who i love w/ all my heart has fast acting cancer, my other grandma had a stroke on the same day and tomorrow is grandparents day. I feel like shit. This is one of the worst days ever. Bye
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2003 5 September :: 7.30am
:: Mood: poo
hello
hello everyone. I'm in school right now. lol. Um....let's see......ah??
I have been grounded for about a week now and I'm still gonna be for a while. Sorry everyone, but i'm not allowed to talk on teh phone or be on aol. So i can't talk to n e of my friends!
My computer is such a bum. It decided yesturday to not to turn on!! So now it broke. I ahve no more comuter. AAA! How am I gonna last w/ out it if i can't be on AOL or the phone and now no more computer? Grrrr....
O I'm gonna be away over the weekend. I'm gonna go to Orlando. I'm gonna return on Sunday like at i dunno, maybe around 12 pm. I hope I have fun.
I miss everyone. I want to see them everyday, I just want to go to Mariner like every other kid that's not. Maybe next year. Well I got to go . I'll talk to you later. Or rather type, if i can. Byes.
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2003 2 September :: 7.22pm
:: Mood: Crazed and Dorky
Derek
I just was at my drum lesson's at Brent's and I walked in there all glum b/c I didn't wanna do drum lessons and right there in front of my eyes at Derek from Twisted Method! I'm like hi, what's up dude? He's like nuttin, u? I'm like just here to do my drum lessons. He says cool. We talked for a lil more but then Cullun had to intterupt so I can go practice.
I just recapped what happened a lil later and realized how much of a dork i was. I was all blushy and smiley and crap, like a crazed fan. I wanted to jump up and down and yell ur Derek! Dude, that soooo sux major beans in an old can that is invested w/ larva and mildew, o no! not the mildew! That's not me. I'm cool and calm around "famous" ppl. O well...
So now amanda and I are totally stoked to set up the interview w/ them. It's gonna be rad yo. I just have to call the manager...well i'll talk to u l8r. byes
I love Derek and Tripp! The Dereks! lol
AndI
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2003 30 August :: 9.52am
wiped out!
Fuck yea, I am sooo wiped out from last night! I am like a mess but it was hella hella fun!Amanda, Michelle,Jeremy, Jerrid, Kyle(i think, he's awesome),Casey,Mike,Lindsey,Caitlynn, Mia,Kristen, and Jon were there. Plus I knew two ppl from Canterbury! I was shocked! We were all in the mosh pit, for like the whole time. Michelle had to leave early with sucked but thats ok. And alot of the guys were sick prior to last night so by the end they were looking pretty ruff. I kno Jeremy was like pulled out by his mom but thats it. I think 4 bands played before Twisted Method, I only caught 3 becuase I was in line(which I eventually just payed them off to let me in).Amanda's knee popped out and ppl thought she ment up so they like lifted her up! It was like funny and really bad at the same time!I am so shocked I had a good time, I mean that normally isn't my thing and I thought it was fuckin awesome! I was such a mess when I got home, I was all wet and dirty and my mom was like what the hell happened? And so I told her alot about it which I will probably regret later. I took a shower I got home and I drank like a gallon of water! The best part was...(call me about it, im not puting it out there!). L8rz
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