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:: 2003 28 June :: 5.34am
:: Mood: Blahhhhhhh!

Shoot!
Well Germany was exactly like Wisconsin so that was kind of a let down but........w/e! LOL! But that was kind of my heritage so it was good to see. I see why the Germans settled where they did, it is sooo like their home land w/ benifits. The food was really greasy, but I kind of asked for it, I got french fries! LOL! The best french fries I have ever had were in..........France! LOL They were awesome! Hehe, I know I'm a dork!(Not that kind)! I miss you all, I was looking over some of my pics of Michelles party, the dance, and just pics of you guys and the best memories came up. I really almost cryed and I just couldn't believe myself. Anyway, my dad's business isn't doing so well I am afraid to say. It really sux ass! He almost took a train to Berlin and almost got on a plane to return home but it was really only a difference of a few days so he didn't, but it was really close!It was really bad, we had to cut down one of our other trips this summer too and my grandma was really let down. I felt so bad because it was partly my fault, my allergies are really bad there and so I put my opinion in and that made a difference and my freakin allergies suk! LOL! I am listening to Michelle Branch(Shut up, she is good) and I am pretty happy other than the company which is really horrible because that really, really hurts my bank account. We won't be able to do the same trips and that kind of stuff! Freak! Anyway I really hope you are all good and I will be home in about a week so hopefully I will see you all very soon! I luv yaz! XOXOXOXO Muwwwaaaa(Ps the staff here is hot!!!!!I like get all shy when they walk into the room)LOL!!!!!Muwa luv from Poland!!!!!

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:: 2003 25 June :: 2.56am
:: Mood: Gitty!

Hell yea!
Woohoo! LOL last night I thought of the cutest word and totally forgot it and now I am like racking my brain trying to remember it! ANYWAY! Ummmm yesterday we were in Norway which was absolutly fabulous! It was so goreous I had no idea it was like that! The ppls accents were a lil annoying but other than that is was just amazing! I was like expecting vikings to meet us as we walked into the city but it wasn't like that at all is was just sooooo incredable!I didn't know God made such a place(and yes I said God, I watched Joan of Arch last night and I don't know how you couldn't believe in God after hearing that incedable tale).Anyway I believe we are going to Denmark today which I have heard was just unexplainable beauty so I hope its nothing less. LOL the whole tour we were on yesterday I read Harry Potter and I just couldn't help my self. I have stayed w/ being a lacto ovo vegitarian which I am very proud of, I feel so much better this way. I used to get so many stomach aches(which I hardly ever mentioned) and now I have none, But I must say their veggie diet here can be aweful! Last night we dined at an enchanting restraunt where our waiter was so pretty! He was just Playgirl material! He was from the Netherlands! Hehe! My mom and I are looking at all the hot guys tags to see where they are from so we can plan our next trip there!LOL! Most of them have been from ...........OMG I forgot! It will come to me later! Oh yea and befor we went to Oslo Norway(yesterday) we had a day at sea which was very relaxing and the day before that was Le Havre France which was quite spectacular also! I was very suprised at how they treated us, they seemed to like us being there quite a bit and I was soooo happy to see that! But unfortuatly my allergies acted up and it sucked beans towards the end! Oh well, I'm happy now! It's so weird, normally I hate breakfast and love dinner and now it has completely changed! I hate dinner and like love breakfast. Probably because the butler brings it hot as to where at home it is cold by the time I get it lol! If I get it at all! LOL! Well I should go get ready for Russia seminar(lucky me right? My dad is insisting!). L8rz and ps I hope Jeremy feels better and I hope Amanda and Michelle and Jon and Ali and Anne are all doing well(and all the dudes that never read these lol)!

:: 2003 23 June :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: indescribable

Holy Crapper!!!!
Today We went hiking! O joy! We went in the mountains. For over half of the trail it was up the mountain and it was steep! There was no paved trails just dirt. rocks, and horse poo. EEEK! We came across a rapid river. U know how we had to cross that river? By walking across on a log, that's how! I was a lil scared. Ginny(my friend that I am w/) went first and made it, Chris (her dad) slipped but caught himself. Whew! Susie (her mom) made it too.

When we were hiking for an hour and a half we realized that the rocky trail was gonna be vertical until the other side of the mountain, but we didn't know when that would be. So Ginny said "I quit!". She hated the vertical trail.So when Ginny sat down next to a tree we all did too. We had water and if u peek over the nice deadly cliff u can c a rapid river going down the mountain. Pretty! Ginny wanted to stay there, but Chris and I wanted to go on the vertical trail to c if we can go to the big lake that the trail was supposed to take us to. We left ginny & sue there. so Chris and I were walking up the mountain for about 20 min when we decided to go back to them and have our lil dandy picnic that we packed.

When we were eating our "yummy in my tummy" sandwiches it started to snow!!! Now I am in my boardshorts here w/ my independent jacket and mom's windbreaker. I'm getting cold. Chris was in shorts too. Ginny and Sue were all ready for the snow in their jeans and jackets. After we were done eating we headed back to our car which was miles away. It started to snow harder. Not so swell. If u looked to ur left u could c a blizzard coming! I'm like holy crap! We started to hurry, ginny and me.Ginny and I got too ahead from her parents so we had to wait for 'em. Snow getting harder now. I'm in shorts. Not a good mix huh? It wasn't the nice snow that's light in fluffy, o no! It had to be the packed snow w/ moisture in it. Of all the days!

Later we came across the big log again. It's covered in wet snow! So I know ur probably thinking how did u get across the cold, freezing, chilling river or maybe u want me to finish this story up faster, w/e. I was ready to slide my bum on the log to the other side but I decided not to b/c it was too cold for my hands. Ginny did it though and so did susie. Chris and I went across the river jumping and hoping on lil rocks that were peaking out. There was no more rocks for me and Chris to get to the land, so I just went in.

So picture this, Me in shorts, light jackets, w/ shoes filled w/ 50 or maybe less degree water inside my shoes, in the snow. Holy gosh, diddy-doo-da! I'm freezing, so all I had in mind was gotta go, gotta go, gotta go. We still had to cross lil streams and another river to get closer to the car. I did not stop or slow down, I mostly sped up or stayed at constant speed until I saw that car.

Finally, we get to the car w/ the snow down pouring so hard. FINALLY! An hour and 10 minutes later I get hot air on my numb freezing feets! Yes, I said feets, not a typo.

when we were in the car Chris said we took the longest and hardest trail that they have! I'm like OK, are we gonna kill him now or later? Susie said both. haha. the trail was 4 miles long. We didn't go all the way. When we were heading back it started to rain b/c we were going lower. U could c like a white explosion happened in the mountains, but of course that's snow. All in all, it was TubuLar fun. Will I do that again? I think not.

I'm wiped out! I'm gonna be so sore tomorrow. I biked all yesterday and now this! Ahhh! Ouch tomorrow's! i'm going white water rafting tomorrow.Later!

~*~*~*~*~*AndI~*~*~*~*~

:: 2003 22 June :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: hyper

Yo Yo MAMA!
Dude, it's actually fun here in the Potatoe state! I miss home though....

We rented bikes, so we biked 5 miles up the moutains and down the moutains, whew! We use the bikes to travel in the lil town. It's Neato.

They have a Neato Skateboard shop. They have girl sk8 cloths too! How ironic. Good prices on some things but outrages on others.

I got a deck now. It's Zero Punk Pink. Yeah it's tight. Yo Yo!

There is actually sk8r boys here, no skater girls, I think that's why they look at me a lil weird. Go figure right? Yes.

My friend and I played around w/ one of those luggage carriers. Those big ones. Well She pushed me down a major hill by the hotel and u know what? "no what AndI?" It swerved and fell over w/ me on it! A car was coming right for me too! Not so Neato! It was great though.

I'm glad that hey have a computer here, otherwise I'll go Krazy!

When we were biking the town I had to bike around dogs laying on the sidewalk. Their like cows on a railroad. They wont budge. lol.

Oh as soon as we got here we got pulled over by a cop. No matter where I go on a vacation I always have to run into the cops. Well we didn't get a ticket b/c we're not from here. Lucky us, yes? Right.

It was hard for us to cross the streets b/c it's busy and the crossing lights don't work. Well we were getting frustrated. Later that day, guess who we see crossing the street w/ no problem and ppl are stoping for him? A lil white curly dog! That's who! lol. It was funny. He was all alone. He lives in a bookstore I guess.

Well Ta ta for now! MWA!

~*~*~*~AndI~*~*~*~

:: 2003 21 June :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: ecstatic

Cruisin'!!!!!!
OMG!!!! I am gunna try and sound as little snobbish as I can but it might come off wrong so I'm sorry in advance!I am having the best time of my life! London was sooo amazing we stayed in a 5 star hotel, we went to Mamma Mia, we had 1st class tickets (for the plane)which were absoluting amazing!!!!We got all these little gifts! We ate w/ ppl whose best friends where going to be the vice president of Costa Rica! We went to Oxford(my new college) and sooooo much more! This is the first day of a 14 day cruise and we have the top of the line suite!!! We has 2 jacuzzies, 2 dining rooms, and huge balcony, 2 butlers, 2 plasma tvs(huge) and wide variety of free dvds and cds plus the ones you pay for,asian art, huge bathroom! i mean the list just keeps going and going and going! I am soo sorry for those of you who are having a miserable time!!!! I really don't wanna sound snobbish or anything I am just soo happy I cried!I love you all and I hope(for those of you who are having a tuff time) that things get much better) and for those of you who are doing well I hope you stay happy and PARTY!!!!LOL! For Ali-I stood for 2 hrs outside in London to get one of the 1st copies of Harry Potter which was amazing because that is kinda were Harry potter is based and I saw were they filmer some scences! I am already to pg100 and something! LOL! I love you all!XOXOXO!

:: 2003 20 June :: 8.10pm
:: Mood: ~*~*~*~

Taking Over Me
(Hi! I'm gone to a land of potatoes. Yeah, I'm picking them instead of tomatoes b/c I don't want to be mexicano. j/k. But I am seriously in a land of potatoes. I don't really know for sure when i'm gonna be back. I'll miss you all. The ppl that I will miss most is the ones that didn't piss me off this year. I leave you this till my return...)

You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
Dream I do....

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be w/ you to live to breathe
You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?

You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be w/ you to live to breathe
You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are
Just like you are taking over.

Ta Ta for a while....

~*~*~*~*~*AndI~*~*~*~*~*~

:: 2003 19 June :: 11.37pm
:: Mood: Just Dandy

Heya!
So...Jesse was over the other night. That boy never goes home, I swear! Hehe...We watched Extreme Ops. Not the greatest movie, well not as great as I thought it would of been. Jesse stayed till like 3 am I think. I dunno I fell asleep on him.

When he came over he discovered that I was leaving on sat. He asked why and I replyed to pick potatoes in Idaho. He asked why again and I said b/c I don't want to be mexican and pick tomatoes. Hehe. Lil humor I have for the Mexicanos. It was funny at that moment.

I went to Hooters tonight, yeah, I don't miss going there. It still kinda sux. I like the crab sorta.

I'm gonna have to help my mom out tomorrow. ugh! Getting up early! I love it! Not really, but u get the point i'm sure.

I want to go to the movies tomorrow night. But I dunno what I wanna c. I haven't seen a lot of movies, but I'll leave it up to DLM who will leave it up to me, so I'll leave it w/ anyone we might be goin w/ if we do go i guess. Yeah.....

Well I'll type again later.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*AndI~*~*~*~*~*~

:: 2003 17 June :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: no mood

Speaking My Lame bum Mind (as always)
Sooooo....My life as I know it is happening w/ out me. I sit in my room and wonder where it all went. Sometimes I just wanna lay there for enternity and Have ppl let me be.

I've hurt some of my friends in ways I can't describe. I get a negative vibe from some. Some of them are not over to what I've done to them even though I have said sorry and all that. But even though few of it wasn't all me, I still feel bad b/c I can't change the way they feel.

Few ppl want me to feel terrable and just die. But I cannot denie I do too.

It's all a fuzz, a blur. I want to have what I had before w/ some ppl. I sometimes I wish I took take it all back, even though I am happy at what I did to some. Sigh...

For all those who don't want me to be happy, fine be that way. Don't open ur eyes, mind and heart to me and c what others see. But you should give me a chance or another chance and I can be a friend that u've been missing in ur life. But u know what? If u don't want to then fine, have a Joyous life w/ out me....

I want to have a friend sleep over, like 5 friends, yeah! That would be nice. But that's not going to happen soon.

I'm going away soon. So maybe I'll become back a different person w/ a new outlook on ppl. But maybe I wont on some ppl. Who knows?

I'm gonna go and lay in my room and think about some things...later

AndI

:: 2003 15 June :: 7.50pm
:: Mood: Smart!

Ahaha! In your face Sparkle!
So, I went to publix to buy food. Hey that's what Publix is for! Go figure yes? Yes.

OK I was looking for paper towels and Then you know what? "No what AndI?" Well, there was 2 paper rolls for somethin and next to it there was 3 paper rolls for somethin a 20 cents more. But both packages had the same length of paper. SO aha! It's cheaper to get the 2 rolls instead of 3. SO u know what? In ur face SPARKLE! O Sparkle is the company of the paper towels.

I am not so happy, I'm confused and gloom about this person. O Amanda I hope ur not joshing about what you said about him b/c it'll suck major balls if u are and leaving me all crappy b/c I surely don't need this right now! And it'll suck balls if it's true too!

Amanda are you GRRdified at me? It seemed like u were the other night.

I'm gonna go later!

AndI

:: 2003 14 June :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: Chip, Chip

Today-bowling, chocolate
Yo! So I woke up and went to this girls house to help her make these yummy in my tummy chocolate candies. Yum yum! So it was exhausting! U know what? I got tired of seeing chocolate! Weird.

But afterwards I went bowling. I went w/ no one b/c I wanted to be away from my family and all I know is everyone is busy. So I get there and guess whose there? Eddie A and Casey B w/ Gary. I'm like hey hey hey! So I bowled w/ Casey. Casey and Eddie are in a bowling league by the way. Casey damaged his wrist so he's working it out today.

On my first time up for the game I got a strike! I was soooo surprised and so was everyone else. Eddie yelled She's better than you! It was too funny b/c I'm not I suck at bowling. All in all Casye and I played 2 games and of course he won both.

I left a lil later. But while I was there I just sat in a chair hanging w/ Casey, Eddie and Garette. I had to wait for my dad to come pick me up. It was Fun....

I like to bowl. Weird.

I'm gonna go. Later!

-----AndI

:: 2003 14 June :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: tired

My dog & trip
Hey, I'm kinda sad cuzz my dog got in a fight w/ my aunt and uncles dogs and he got hurt pretty bad. We took him to the vet and he had tons of creepy stuff done to him. Right now he has a stint throu his shoulder and you can see stiches! I get really grossed out by stuff like that on animals, on people it is a whole different story. Anyway other than that I have been doing good. I went driving last afternoon and it started pouring!!!Then I went to my friends house and we went to the movies and saw Cliffton(buy accident)and we saw the movie HOLLYWOOD HOMICIDE and that was ok.Well I need to go pack for the next trip( a 2 week cruise around northern Europe hitting dover, england - le havre (paris), france - oslo, norway - copenhagen, denmark - rostock(berlin), germany - gdynia (gdansk), poland - muuga (tallinn),estonia - st. petersburg, russia - helsinki, finland - stockholm, sweden) then of course we are staying a few extra days in London and lol yay we are flying first class which makes all the difference! (Believe me I know, I have already flown to Europe at least 3 times and it can suk but it can also be really fun cuzz of the movies and who u sit w/). Anyway I need to go! L8rz

:: 2003 13 June :: 6.53pm
:: Mood: ....

Today
So I wake up b/c of my sis and I get ready to go to the beach w/ her. I took longer than her to get ready (for once). She yells at me b/c I wasn't ready when she was done. Dude that chick needs to cool her jet pack fo sho.

It was boring at the beach. All I did was sit there. I cna't sit at the beach I have to be doing something.

I get home and My ma found my report card. It's not bad but my sister's didn't really want to show theirs. O well...

My sis starts yelling at me again when she leaves for work. Boy, I don't know what her problem is.

I went to the car wash thing that I had to do. I seriously didn't want to go...but I did. It was to last till 7 but it started to lightning so we go to go home early. YAY!

Well I'm gonna go and get some grub. Later cats...

AndI

:: 2003 13 June :: 12.15am
:: Mood: bouncy

Woo hoo!
Im back! LOL! I have been filled in pretty much all the way i think, but I want to talk to people befor i leave again. Michelle- im am sorry u are going throu whut u are going throu, amanda-i hope everything works out the way you want it, ali-yay!im so proud of u w/ kissing lol(hehe i can relate), and anne-i havent talked to u yet but i will. i am happy for jeremy and whuts her face? and everyone else who has hooked up, for the most part it is really sweet! i have lotz to say but im not gunna do it on here! lol! call me and email me i am back for 4 days so we need to talk quick!luv 2 everyone!mwa xoxoxoxoxo i missed u all sooo much(and im not joking) ps. canterbury now has dress code!!!