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2015 12 April :: 3.12pm
Fuck today and the horse it road in on...
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labyrinth
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2015 10 April :: 11.33pm
I actually tried to update a few days ago on my android but it won't publish. My legs are tired from standing the whole day. I'm glad I'm finally working and having a life of my own.
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godessalthena
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2015 6 April :: 9.48pm
rainbow hair for birthday... check
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2015 4 April :: 10.46am
haven't been hung over in so long I forgot how good of a cure Mary Jane is
bjorne has da cutest face. I used to hate(daikirai!!) black dogs when they get white faved, but he has turned me
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2015 3 April :: 11.46pm
:: Mood: druuuuuunk
do the humpty hump
groove is in the heart
and all I want is a tongue on my pussy
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2015 3 April :: 12.20am
I'm a magical unicorn. I can figure things out.
- don't talk
- write down everything
- munch alone, stay alive
- fake a smile, always
- if all else fails, wave goodbye, smiling, as always.
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2015 1 April :: 5.54pm
The best parts about woohu are:
1. Complete freedom to be yourself.
2. Small, supportive community of friends.
3. No adds.
4. Fast load time for lack of all that extra junk.
5. Able to be colorfully customized to your liking.
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2015 30 March :: 7.55pm
a twisted serpent called nostalgia slipped into my stomach. i feel it churning inside me. happy memories project on a dirty screen, tinted rose to match the drapes.
as i stalk him on facebook, i grapple with my gut in a fervent battle for sovereignty, as my heart sinks heavy with sympathy, and if i knew he was home i would consider sending him a note. should i feel repulsed at myself? should i just forgive myself and go to bed early? my body yearns for his, my eyes are thirsty for is skin and lips and teeth.
do i miss him because i know i can't have him? or do i miss him because i'm desperately lonely?
i just want to destroy something beautiful, sometimes.
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2015 26 March :: 8.16pm
the smell of spring gently creeping through my sliding door. always reminds me of being in love.
I'm worried I'm too jaded to ever feel love like my memories again.
it's difficult to trust people.
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2015 26 March :: 8.20am
words cannot do justice in expressing my loathsome feelings about doctors offices.
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2015 25 March :: 5.33am
I've had either food poison or a stomach flu since Sunday. I missed monday, half of tuesday, and will be missing today from work.. I ruined my sheets this morning.
I don't feel as sick as my body is telling me.. and now all my sheets and towels are dirty. my house smells like shit. my dogs are disgusting.
I just wanna be better :(
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2015 21 March :: 1.33pm
I feel so stupid when I wonder if I should have shaved my legs.
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2015 20 March :: 10.46pm
my shirt got here!! and some awesome stickers! one went on my computer!! the other night find its home on bitchelle haha her first sticker.
I'll post pictures soon!!
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2015 20 March :: 11.48pm
I guess I'm in a band again
here are some rough tracks we recorded from last practice:
Tune #1
Tune #2
they want to do all original stuff, so gigging is a possibility in the as yet very distant future. it takes a long time to produce enough original material to fill 4 sets. but the upshot is, i get to make up all my parts from scratch. which is awesome.
honestly it just feels good to play again. especially with solid musicians who have been doing it for awhile.
so it's a total bummer that i can't play right now because of my knee. the recovery is going to be long. but hopefully the payoff is worth it. 30 years ago they would have handed me a cane and said, "enjoy this for the rest of your life," so i guess i shouldn't complain.
in other news, it was exactly one year ago from this very moment that i took my last drink of alcohol. i'm celebrating tomorrow, from the couch. i'll be going to the speaker at calvary tomorrow night, but i think i might wait until home group on tuesday to get my chip. i don't know, we'll see.
on the one hand, it's hard to believe it's been a year already. on the other, it feels like a year is a long fucking time, and a lot has certainly changed - mostly for the better. i guess the pit i was in wasn't exactly difficult to improve upon. geographically, however, tahoe is far superior to grand rapids. the city is convenient. i still really miss the mountains, though. they spoke to my soul in a way that i never would have imagined, and now that they're gone, i can sense that something is missing.
oh well. god has a plan, and it's probably smart of him to not let me in on all the details, lest i get ahead of myself and spoil it for everyone. i'm good at that. so, i just ask him to keep feeding it to me in chunks small enough that i'm not as likely to choke on them.
i'm good at that too.
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2015 17 March :: 5.27am
what happened to me being a morning person?? there once was a time 5 was sleeping in, now I can barely get my eyes open.
I applied for a job that's lower than the one now.. I doubt it'll have late shifts though...
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