Plans for the future
My plans that may or may not happen is moving to go work at Pattaya, which is about 1 hour 22 minutes drive from Rayong. I applied for jobs online, but just waiting for an answer from any one of the hotels to call me. If they don't call me, I might have to apply in person next month or end of this month. My family are okay with me staying home and not doing anything for a long time, but I think it's a waste of time and I don't want to waste my life sitting around doing nothing for another year. I don't know if I will succeed at my next job, but I keep on trying until I find that one place that I could stay. If I stay home, I won't meet new people or make new friends and I definitely will not move forward in life or career.
totally an adult now. just bought my first newer vehicle!
and I love it!!
she is small, black and quiet, just like my soul... bahahaha /emo
today has been excellent. I am going to just drive everywhere. I'm so stoked gonna drive around with my guitar and some paper and a pen and just get inspired, man.
like a fuckin Subaru commercial, only its a Chevy.
Happy Valentine's Day. I've been staying home everyday now. I resigned from that last job at Novotel when I knew I wouldn't pass the probation. It was a boring job. I couldn't really stand it. The shirt they let me wear was tight and uncomfortable and I had to wear that everyday before. I had to stand 8 hours everyday for 6 days a week. It was exhausting. There were barely any guests either. The general manager and executive assistant manager was really rude to me also. Mostly, I had a bad experience so I was glad to be out of that place. I have seen so many nice hotel somewhere else, so this one really feels dated and old.
last night was a good night. tonight will be good too. monday was good too!
Monday was also the anniversary of the passing of my grandpa. it's been 13 years since then, and I miss him every day.
also, I haven't heard from andrew in a month and a half. I even tried adding money to his phone. I'm gonna try to write to him again, but last time the letter never made it..