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:: 2006 22 December :: 1.08 am

I didn't do very well this semester.

I leave for France in 33 days and 11 hours.

I'm stressed and nervous.

I don't want to leave.

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:: 2006 19 December :: 11.33 pm

Happy birthday, by the way.

I hope it was fun.

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:: 2006 18 December :: 10.41 pm

32 still counts.
Why I love The Office:

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:: 2006 18 December :: 10.32 pm

The Bible didn't mention us. Not even once.
I am nervous about leaving for France.

I am scared.

I love you all.




You are my sweetest downfall.

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:: 2006 15 December :: 4.52 pm

You know why I love my school?

I got an email from my Spanish professor asking us if anyone was going to Traverse City and could deliver a package for her. She gave us her cell phone number just in case we were.

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:: 2006 13 December :: 11.54 pm

Tyler Epps
I miss my cousin. I don't even remember the last time I saw him. It had to have been at his mother's funeral in 1999. We're really close in age so we were inseparable for the longest time. Mom says no one knows where he is anymore.

I used google to search his name and found a picture of him. It's from March. I'm going to cry. I never realized how much I missed him. He's all grown up with facial hair and everything... Apparently he was still really good at basketball. Hey, Tyler. Ty Ty. I miss you.

Just in case you google yourself: this is Rachel, your cousin. You should contact us or Mike or someone. What are you up to? How is everything?

I need to learn how to google bomb.

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:: 2006 13 December :: 10.36 pm

First Steve Irwin and now Peter Boyle.

It's a sad year in Celebritytown.

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:: 2006 11 December :: 10.34 pm

I was way too excited then quickly depressed today.

I saw Emily (!) whom I missed dearly which made me excited.

I also saw, for probably the last time ever, Micah, Tim from my creative writing class, CG and everyone in my creative writing class. Then in French I will have to deal with seeing Marah for the last time. Ever.

Stupid semester abroad. You screw up all my goodbyes.

I am thinking of totally not doing this paper for marketing but I sort of have to. It's all of my grade. But he wrote 0 notes on the one I have to rewrite (except for "good" and "okay maybe") so I have nothing to improve.

Exam week has me stressed and excited and sad. I miss people already.

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:: 2006 7 December :: 11.42 pm

We wear our scarves just like a noose
So tomorrow we are going to Chicago so I can get my French visa.

Emily was going to come with us but she has to work on Saturday so she can't. Which makes me more depressed than you can ever know.

In other news, I received a letter telling me who my host family was. I emailed the last two students who had that family and they both said that was the best family in France. I am excited.

It's contagious.

I love you all.

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:: 2006 6 December :: 11.16 pm

My latest music obsession:



Regina Spektor

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:: 2006 5 December :: 10.12 pm

Things I hate:
My keyboard randomly changing to Dvorak. WTF, keyboard? I'm trying to write a paper at the last minute and you were fine TWO WORDS AGO. Seriously. Plus you are only using Dvorak in Word? And only on this sentence? WTF? Did I press the wrong keys or something? I closed Word and you better work when I open it back up or I'm taking you out.

Back to my paper.

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:: 2006 5 December :: 9.38 pm

Why I love Emily:
I have to or else I will have no friends in France :p
She's going to France
She introduced me to The Decemberists and my newest love Regina Spektor
She has a doppelganger
Regina Spektor
She is just the best person in the world
...uh...minus you guys?
She rocks, Emily does.

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:: 2006 5 December :: 8.11 pm

I hate money.

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:: 2006 27 November :: 10.49 pm

omg there are only like ten days of this semester left before exams and then like omg i m totally going to france!!!!111oneone1!!one!1

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:: 2006 26 November :: 11.35 pm

doppelganger
My friend has a doppelganger.

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:: 2006 24 November :: 2.47 am

I haven't even left the country and I already lost my passport.

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:: 2006 21 November :: 10.30 pm

Things that I never knew were awesome:

The Decemberists



I think I'm a hipster/indie kid. I want the glasses and cool outfits.

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:: 2006 20 November :: 11.09 pm

Apparently Danny got in a really bad car accident.


If when I come back from France I've gained a lot of weight, will you still love me?

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:: 2006 17 November :: 2.03 am

Things that are awesome:

Doing a last minute presentation preparation on Nintendo and procrastinating by watching videos of people playing the Wii for the first time. Tee hee. The old Japanese couple is so cute! It's really funny to see how they react to the controller. I want to see my dad play the Wii. That would be hilarious.

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:: 2006 15 November :: 10.58 pm

Things that are awesome about Ashland, Oregon:

They have a Tree Commission.

Said commission votes on a Tree of the Year.

They had a Car Free Day that encouraged people to seek other forms of transportation apart from cars.

Southern Oregon University has family housing and they define a couple as "two (2) individuals of the opposite or same gender who live together in an intimate, long-term relationship of indefinite duration with an exclusive mutual commitment in which partners share the necessities of life and agree to be financially responsible for each other's welfare, including living expenses."


I want to live there. It is such a cute town.

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