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2005 12 January :: 6.13 am
Happy anniversary...
Seven months.
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2005 11 January :: 3.00 pm
:: Mood: upset
Today marks two years since I met Nick.
Two years since I joined Woohu.
I had a really good day to a point. That point being when Jon came up to me and said, "I've been wanting to tell you this for three weeks. You are a fucking bitch."
But it's just one event and they're just words.
Even though it hurts.
Anyway, this was meant to be really celebratory but I'm just not in the mood anymore.
Joy joy. Two years of Woohu, two years since I met Nick.
Happy happy.
I love you all.
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2005 10 January :: 10.42 pm
I'm really a lot happier right now than I have been in a while.
Today wasn't the best, in fact it was pretty bad and I cried oodles of bunches, but I resolved a lot of issues that have kept me really sad/upset for over a month.
I think the best parts of the day were the ones when I realized just how much I love Nick: right after we resolved everything and talked and when we were singing in his car on the way home.
I usually don't sing in front of people.
I don't remember the last time I felt so calm. All my problems right now don't seem so important or huge anymore. I've put it all down.
All thanks to Nick and love.
I'm such a dork.
I'll save the rest for later this week because I'm going to be very mushy in the next couple of days.
I love you all.
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2005 9 January :: 3.43 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
Everything I do and say has a point and a reason, even if you don't see it at first.
Bedshaped by Keane
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2005 9 January :: 1.21 am
Today I went over to Nick's and had linner/dunch with him and his mom's side of the family.
It was nice. They're all really cool people.
Then we went over to Ben's and hung out there for a while.
While Nick was taking me home, he got pulled over because his taillight was out. I'm really starting to dislike cops. The cop just asked that same stupid question that they always ask.
Today could have been better but that's only because I didn't make it so. I've been really blah and stressed out lately.
I truthfully think that I have the same problem as my mom. I'm always really depressed a week before Fred comes around. I know it's just my hormones being of balance but it gets to the point where I really don't want to do anything and it's just...bleh. My mom has that problem and she has some drugs or something she's on. I'm hoping that it's just because I'm a teenager. I really don't like taking medicine for anything.
I hope everyone's okay.
I love you all.
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2005 8 January :: 12.22 am
Guns can't kill what soldiers can't see.
(The only thing you keep changing is your name.)
Find a house you don't have to rebuild.
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2005 7 January :: 2.59 pm
Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.
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2005 6 January :: 12.50 pm
In the Backseat by The Arcade Fire
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2005 6 January :: 6.07 am
Snow and a snow day!
I'm so excited, I don't think I'll be able to fall back asleep.
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2005 4 January :: 7.45 pm
I'll admit it, I'm in love.
And I'm terribly selfish and stupid about it.
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2005 3 January :: 5.26 pm
:: Music: Fils de... by Jacques Brel
My parents are leaving on Wednesday morning of next week and won't be back until Sunday night.
I'll probably be freaking out about my brother and sister while they're gone.
I was thinking no pillows for my birthday. I have so many on my bed right now that I'm having trouble sleeping and waking up with a sore neck and back.
My life is one huge ball of irony.
Story at 11.
I love you all.
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2005 1 January :: 1.00 pm
Last year was pretty cool so I won't mind if this year is like that. Except that last year was just like the year before and I didn't really like the year before.
What I mean is, I hope this year is better than last year but I really won't mind if it is like last year because last year was a pretty okay year. Maybe if I had the happiness of the year before last with the maturity of the end of last year, that'd be nice.
I know this year is and is going to be awesome. It'll be way better than all the years past. I graduate in a short while We graduate in May and then I'm we're off to college in the fall.
This year will rock because I will make it so.
I love you all.
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2005 1 January :: 4.35 am
Just got home.
I don't want to go to bed.
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2004 30 December :: 12.06 am
An entry full of...something...
Something about sorry for coming across as angry in comments earlier.
Something about how I really meant to say I just want us all to get along without any drama.
Something about not meaning to sound so harsh and/or rude.
Something about the internet not conveying tone very well.
Something about wanting to talk like that robot in KOTOR 2.
Something about it sounds like a good idea to either leave your drama at home or don't be in the same room with the fellow dramaee.
Something about something.
Something about thanking Jackie for giving us her house to party in.
Something about have fun.
Something about buying Crimson Skies.
Something about getting a lower score on my ACT the second time and thinking about re-re-taking it.
Something about love.
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2004 28 December :: 11.30 pm
No one reads big long entries so:
NEW YEAR'S EVE PLANS! Everyone read this please!
Alright. I don't know what people want to do or plan on doing on Friday night.
I was thinking we could all get together, the whole group, and play video games and watch movies.
I don't know where you guys would like to go to do this, whose house we could all hang out at all night, but it'd be nice to hang out with everyone and just...hang out.
We could have video games in one room and movies in the other. And tons of food.
What are your thoughts? Can we use your house? What do you want to do? Can you come along?
Does this sound like a good idea?
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2004 28 December :: 10.32 pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
My siblings and I were debating over nuclear power earlier while watching The Simpsons and eating the puppy chow that I made.
We are weird people.
I said it was a horrible idea, my brother insisted it was safe and not that bad, my sister agreed with me but actually had the facts right.
I apologize for not responding to people on the messenger earlier. I left the computer on when I went to make popcorn and got distracted for a long time.
I received The Snowman for Christmas. It's an excellent (short and British animated) movie based on a very cute book. Both of which I loved when I was little and have looked for forever.
Anyway, I watched it today/tonight. I cried a lot. I don't know why. Yeah, it's bittersweet and yes, I cry about everything. I cried because I was watching my favorite movie from when I was little. I cried because I remembered the words of the only song with words. I cried because I remembered the motorcycle, the freezer in the garage and Santa wearing an apron. I cried because of the end.
I cried a lot, even for me.
This is getting a lot more personal and touchy feely than I meant it to be.
I love you all.
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2004 28 December :: 1.15 pm
It's that time of the year again...
Katie's birthday is on January the 22nd!!!
Forget it and face the wrath of something! It'll be the big ONE EIGHT for her so get her two hugs instead of one.
My birthday is in exactly a month!
I will also be turning the big ONE EIGHT and I at least expect a pillow.
Seaofsorrow's birthday is on the third!
Just because someone doesn't update often doesn't mean they don't deserve birthday love!
Brooke's birthday is on the ninth!
She's cool beans and also doesn't update that much!
Brianna's birthday is on the 24 of the Jan of the uary!
She's pretty and nice and sweet and cool! And deserves every bit of love you can give her!
!!~~ THIS PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE DON'T FORGET YOUR FRIENDS' BIRTHDAYS POLICE (MAKING SURE YOU DON'T FORGET SINCE 1943) ~~!!
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2004 27 December :: 10.39 am
Eisley sounds different.
Makes me sad.
They're still very cool.
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