.:i'm in over my head:.

.:i'm in over my head:.

:: 2007 4 August :: 4.28am

Wastrel
Did you see the way
My golden shoulder curved
Softly forward like a prayer
As I wrapped myself into you?

Did you notice
My fumbly fingers fold
Around your collarbone
Like the delicate digits of a dancer?

Three times I have loved
And three times I have treated
My lovers like shopping bags:
Discarded like the paltry remnants
Of a forgotten grocery trip.

Did you notice the way
My neck twisted endlessly
At all the "I love yous"
And every "sweetheart?"

Did you see the way
My hand turned inside itself
Like the dandelions in our yard
At every devoted brush of knuckle?

Three times I have loved
And three times I have treated
My lovers like shopping bags:
Discarded like the paltry remnants
Of a forgotten grocery trip.

But you saw the way
My eyelids crumpled,
Mirroring your beautiful face,
As I closed the window
One final time
On the sunrise of our love

Je ne peux t'aimer plus
Je ne peux t'aimer plus
Pour moi-même seulement
Je ne peux t'aimer plus

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metalhead

:: 2007 3 August :: 3.30am

John Darnielle makes me want to write songs.

He also makes me want to cut his hair.

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moana

:: 2007 1 August :: 12.21am
:: Mood: outraged

http://www.thesun.co.uk/article/0,,2-2007290126,00.html

this is the most disgusting thing i've come across in a really long time. this man, aged 25 years, gets sentenced to two years in prison for raping a ten year old girl TWICE, because apparently, this "young lady" as this eloquent judge calls her, was wearing a bra and a thong in the park. maybe if it had been someone he had KNOWN and CARED ABOUT, he would have had more sense than a flacid dick's pathetic wad, which is about the amount of sense he has right now. fucker. i hope there IS a hell because if there is, there's a place for just your kind you bastard.

Read more..

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metalhead

:: 2007 29 July :: 2.32pm

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metalhead

:: 2007 27 July :: 9.27pm

The First

The Second

Toledo

Segovia

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metalhead

:: 2007 18 July :: 11.27am

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

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metalhead

:: 2007 17 July :: 8.36pm
:: Music: 7 Shades of Black

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moana

:: 2007 12 July :: 12.40am

out of boredome..
1. How old will you be in five years? 24. ew

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today? jay. duh.

3. How tall are you? ummm, 5'4?

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? the tour! yaaaaaaaay!

5. What's the last movie you saw? Star Wars Ep. II: Attack of the Clones

6. Who was the last person you called? richard

7. Who was the last person to call you? richard!

8. What was the last text message you receiveved? umm.. jay i think.

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? na

10. Do you prefer to call or text? depends on my mood

11. What were you doing at 12am last night? i was online i think

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? divorced

13. When is the last time you saw your mom? april 22

14. What colour are your eyes? dark brown

15. What time did you wake up today? around 11am

16. What are you wearing right now? swim shorts and a t shirt

17. What is your favourite christmas song? silver bells!

18. Where is your favourite place to be? mmm... in bed i guess. lazy lazy lazy.

19. Where is your least favourite place to be? ummm.. don't know.

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere? ooooh.... maybe shanghai

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years? i have no idea

22. Do you tan or burn? tan

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? darkness

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh? spongebob squarepants

25. How many TVs do you have in your house? 1

26. How big is your bed? big enough for two. awwwww.

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer? laptop

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on? i don't know, how hot is it?

29. What colour are your sheets? ummm. pastels.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 1 but i prefer not to use it

31. What is your favourite season? fall

32. What do you like about fall? the weather's nice and you can definitely smell the leaves

33. What do you like about winter? i can snuggle in bed with hot chocolate

34. What do you like about the summer? swimming!

35. What do you like about spring? same things i like about fall

36. How many states/provinces have you lived in? umm, three?

37. What cities/towns have you lived in? so far, kuwait, dubai and guangzhou, and counting!

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet!

39. Are you a social person? i'd say so

40. What was the last thing you ate? chicken curry, mmmmm

41. What is your favourite restaurant? ummm, mcD's?

42. What is your favourite ice cream? vanilla, with sprinkles

43. What is your favourite dessert? vanilla ice cream with sprinkles!

44. What is your favourite kind of soup? lentil i think, thick creamy lentil soup

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? i don't like PB and J sandwiches

46. Do you like Chinese food? i ADORE it

47. Do you like coffee? i sure do

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average? like, 4

49. What do you drink in the morning? coffee with coffe-mate

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? the side jay isn't on

52. Do you know how to play poker? yup

53. Do you like to cuddle? aww cuddly wuddly poo bear!

54. Have you ever been to Canada? not yet

55. Do you have an addictive personality? sometimes

56. Do you eat out or at home more often? lately, home, but usually, out

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? my dad's youngest brother!

59. Do you want kids? maybe in five years or so

60. Do you speak any other languages? yes!

61. Have you ever gotten stitches? yes!

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? once when my brother's nose started bleeding for no reason

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool? oceans are scary, so i don't know

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats? window

65. Do you know how to drive stick? yes!

66. What is your favourite thing to spend money on? hmmm.. food? or just stuff. star wars collectibles. yeah...

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7? most of it justb ecause i'm too lazy to put it on every morning

68. What is your favourite TV show? i dunno. the l word?

69. Can you roll your tongue? no.. *gloomy*

70. Who is the funniest person you know? hard to say...

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes! wuzzy the bear! (short for wesley)

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone? the chauffer by duran duran

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little? nope

74. What red object is closest to you right now? my shorts!

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth? yup

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? closed

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? bear. i hate bugs.

78. Do you flirt a lot? why would i ever need to?

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? whatever's around

80. What is your favourite food? well now i can't stop thinking about chicken nuggets..

81. Can you change the oil on a car? yup learned from my dad

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? never ever

83. Have you ever run out of gas? na

84. What is your usual bedtime? it randomly ranges between 9pm and 6am

85. What was the last book you read? the second lemony snicket book

86. Do you read the newspaper? nope

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? nope

89. Do you watch soap operas? i tried but they're just not for me

90. Do you dance in the car? i dance anywhere

91. What radio station did you last listen to? some random station, and they played my chemical romance!

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you? no one...

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper? someone's phone number i think

94. What is your favourite candle scent? sunkissed melon

95. What is your favourite board game? monopoly!

97. When was the last time you attended church? na

98. Who was your favourite teacher in high school? ms shenouda! yaaaaay!

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent? na

100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you? jay of course

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metalhead

:: 2007 9 July :: 1.25pm

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cowboy67

:: 2007 5 July :: 8.01pm

i watched a presidential debate on PBS last week, and of course clinton, edwards, and obama all had pretty good things to say. but, honestly, you know they are all doing the usual politician glitz and glamour thing, kissing babies and asses. mike gravel, the senator from alaska, however, impressed me because his answers were short, concise, and no-nonsense! this doesn't mean he's less plastic than the others, but i think his composure and reactions to questions reflect that at least he isn't afraid to say what every other candidate IS afraid to say or admit. my intuition (oooohhh ahhhh) is that he is genuine and less of a bullshitter than the rest.

plus, his stance on the issues (and the fact that they are on his front page, out in the open for you to read -- as opposed to some other candidates' websites, where you have to search around to find out their positions) is great (at least if you're a "leftist" like me).

check it out, friends.

go here for detailed descriptions.

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cowboy67

:: 2007 1 July :: 10.57pm

smashing pumpkins performing "bleeding the orchid" acoustically

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metalhead

:: 2007 1 July :: 2.23am

Irshad Manji

cowboy67

:: 2007 30 June :: 11.19am

some funnies

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