Kristin's Birfday!!!!
So I got up this morning..yea yea I know. A big accomplishment for me. My alarm clock wasn't set but I woke up at the exact time I set it for,weird ,huh? I dressed in stokings (I put them on my arms..you cut the crotch out and wear it like a shirt.), a west coast choppers shirt and a velvet skirt.

Twas Kristin's birfday todaaaay! Me and her were all happy and shared cheetos. My dad is so stupid! He said I couldn't open my presents at my party I had to wait until Monday. THERE MY PRESENTS DAMN IT!! LEMME OPEN THEM!!! Took a quiz...check it.

What is your favorite color hair on a member of the opposite sex?:	Black
Who is your daddy, and what does he do?:	Richard, works at Lowes
What's your favorite coin operated machine?:	Video games!
Can you sing the speed racer theme song?:	Hell yea I can!
What's your favorite old nondisney/nonlooney tunes cartoon character?:	Cosmo;the fairly odd parents
How do you feel about the government?:	It sucks.
If you had one wish, what would it be?:	To have a person who loved me for me.
Would you enjoy a riot?:	FUCK YEA!!
Is the word "fuck" funny?:	Yes it is....
What are your feelings on techno remixes?:	They can go bite monkey balls for all I care.
Canada or Canadia?:	Canadia!!!!
Would you rather be canadian or mexican?:	Canadian..they speak french.
How much do you weigh?:	135..Damn I'm fat.
Could your mom beat up your dad?:	YEA! Shes got the claws of a tiger and the fangs of a wolf

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current clothing:	Black tank top and blak and red, KIKGIRL freak pants
current mood:	Depressed...
current taste:	Ranch chips O.O;
current hair:	Short, red(needs to be re-dyed), in a pony tail.
current annoyance:	The people who keep pranking my house...LOL
current smell:	The stench of my dads room...
current thing you ought to be doing:	Cleaning my room..
current jewelry:	6 black bracelets on each arm, moon necklace, wolf necklace, cross w/ leather necklace.
current book:	Romeo and Juliet
current refreshment:	Diet Sprite
current worry:	People will not accept me for who I am..to be shunned by those I care for.
current crush:	Eli..
current favorite celebrity:	Amy Lee from Evanescence
current longing:	For someone to love me as I love them...
current music:	Gothic Rock..Any rock is great ^^
current wish:	I wish that I knew my 'someone just for me'.
current lyric in your head:	I hate everything about you. Why do I, love you? You hate,everything about me! Why do you,love me?
current makeup (if you're a girl!):	Black eyeliner extended out at the corners, pale face powder, black eyeshadow
current undergarments:	White bra and frilly daisy thong ^^
current regret:	Being born.
current desktop picture:	SESSHOUMARU!!!!!!!!!!
current plans for tonight/weekend:	Have my birthday party without interuption.
current cuss word du jour:	Fuck..its just the way I feel.
current disappointment:	Being turned down twice by the same boy I like.
current amusement:	Taking this survey,of course.
current IM/person you're talking to:	Gene,Tenchi, Crystal, Alex, and Matt!
current love:	Love is a word we use to freely..
current obsession:	Anime..its so cool I mean..look!
current avoidance:	TOMMY MARCELL!!!!!!!!
current thing or things on your wall:	Posters and paint..
current favorite book:	Cut
current favorite movie:	Queen of the Damned

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I have an obsession with the word PENIS
I can't get over the word 'Penis' its soooo funny >__< Okay..so I handed out all the invites today..hehe ^-^oo I added a new backround! You guys like? I hope you do..I changed my roleplaying site to. Please join..I need more active members TT___TT

www.avidgamers.com/Waterwan

So I was in science and Mrs Johnston yelled at me and Alexis for not 'paying attention'. Kristin had these HUGE frikin boots she got from Morgan..I wish I could get her something she liked. Is it to much to ask for to make someone happy?
Thought for the day: Can anyone say...PENIS?!

Dad's a penis head!
Last night I was on the phone with Ronnie and my dad got on speaker phone and embarrassed the crap outta me. Probab;y won't be on tonight because of penis head but nothing really cool wil happen today anyways. Uhm...so yea I gotta go make b-day invitations.

BTW Robert..I don't hate you and I'm sorry. I hope you read this because I am.

Thought for the morning:...damn it...I can't think....need....coffee...

OMFG!!!
I'm hyper because I took HAPPY pills!!! Well..chocolate really but you know..its all the same! I was flirting with every guy I saw today..it was so hilarious! I just went around and laughed and glomped people..truely an accomplishment for meh since I'm always a depressed, derranged, pshychotic bastard! Anyways...err right.

So...Brittany H. went to the coselor because her abusive father..almost worse than mines >__< He hit her with a baseball bat..do you believe that?! So..er..I kept calling people fat. I scared Kristen..she was like: "You're scaring me! Get away!" It was great!

Nothing really interesting happened..err..So I came home XD (Told you I was HYPER!) I finally got Inuyasha book 6 on Saturday if I neglected to mention and I was writing more poems for my book! I gotta do 2 more by tomorrow! Grrrr and I gotta do that vocab thingy for Mrs. Johnston. Bitch..FAT bitch! I swear, if she ate anymore she'd EXPLODE!! I told this kid, Braxton (What the hell kind of a name is THAT?!), if he didn't shut up and go away I'd kick him in his man vagina..LMFAO! In Geography I was sitting in the back with Jenna and I was like..I turned to Zack and I'm like: "I like......penis'.....especially YOURS,Zack!(Meanwhile hes scooting away) I'm just kidding!!!!" Jeez...sugar pills are the shiz. I need me somemore..HOMEADE SUGAR PILLS!!!!!!!!

So,I was really cool when I got home. Dad started to bitch at me about my birthday. He was all like: "Well fuck your birthday." And I was like: "Well you didn't give me the chance to make the invitations now did you?!" And then he was talking to Kathy and he was all like: "I'll smack her in the fucking face next time she talks to me like that! I'll fucking smack her across her smart ass mouth."

Last night he yelled at me cause I told him I didn't do anything at Margeaux's house.
Him: So what'd you do at your friends house?
Me: Nothin'...
Him: Thats all you ever do isn't it? Nothing, right?
Me: Uhm..sure.
Him: Well..you did do something. A person told me and either you lied and told the lie to them and they told it to me or your just being a smart ass and won't tell me.
Me:.......
Him: Whats the matter,not so brave anymore are you?
Me: I'm EATING. You don't chew with your mouth open..cow. ::watches tv in other room::
Him: ::turns tv off:: I solved that fucking problem real quick didn't I??
Me:.....::gets up and washes dishes::
Him: And don't you dare go in there and call your mother or friend in Ohio,because your going to pay for it.

Hmm...then he came in my room later.

Him: What the fuck is your problem?! You;ve been a little bitch for two and a half weeks now. Whats up?
Me: Nothing..
Him: So what DID you do at her house?
Me: Well me and Brittani are new lesbian lovers. ::sarcasim::
Him: I kinda figured since you aren't allowed over Kalyanee's house anymore.
Me: Mind your own buisiness,MY GOD!
Him: Anyways its Kathy's anniversary, so you ARE going to come out there and eat some cake.
Me: I'm not hungry and I gotta finish this..its due on Tuesday.
Him: So? Finish it tomorrow.
Me: JUST GET OUT!!!!
Him: Come out there and do it or I'll smack you.
Me: FINE! ::storms out and does as told::

Isn't he such a penis headed oinker? LOL! I like that word..penis head I mean. Anywho..before he starts with me about SCRUBBING THE BATHROOM (Yes,on hands and knees with a rag) because its not done to his liking,I'm gonna go.

God...I can't wait til my mom comes to get me.

Thought for the day: How come girls get their periods? Is it supposed to be hell on earth?!

Sleepover!
Halloween was a total dud...not alot of candy for me. Nothing to rot my teeth with..::sigh:: Me and Margeaux got lost, don't ask me how,we just did. So Brittani found us and we walked to the house with the party. So many little kids! O.O I got yelled at for swimming by the frickin skitzo there..I SWEAR TO GOD!! He let his own flippin kids in the damn pool and then yelled at ME!! What in the world did *I* do?? Ugh..so I got redressed and me, Margeaux and Brittani Costa were all sitting in the van talking. We went back inside and watched 2 Fast, 2 Furious. Gay...
So we went back to Margeaux's house at like...2 in the morning? We were practicing wicca..ssshh! We fell right asleep meow! I'm such a kitty...lol
We woke up at around noon the next day. Carrie and Cheyane went and got trophy's and later that night we went to the mall! I didn't have any money with me..so I told Margeaux to buy my Inuyasha comic 6..she did so I'm paying her back later. That night,at like 3..Brittani went off on Margeaux cause supposedly she'd been lying. She locked herself up in her room that day after Brittani threw Pepsi on her XDD
Anywho..thats it. Talk to yahs later!

thought for the day: You ever notice how popular people are always flat?

It's Halloween,YAY!
Okay! Today was good..I igorned Shannon and them and overall it was a good day!Tyler had his make-up gayer than ever and I guess one of his teachers sent him to the brig to wash it off XD Kristen, Jenna and I all outlined our lips with black eyeliner and then put stitches through them! It was sooo cool! ^___^ I weote a new poem..actually two new poems! I'll write them but only if you people promise not to steal them! They are copyrighted afterall.

Happy Or Sad?
Happy or sad?
Happy or sad?
Are there really such feelings
As happy and sad?
Is the laughing all fake,
Like all of your tears?
Are the smiles just pretend,
Like all of your fears?
Happy or sad?
Happy or sad?
Is there really such a thing,
As happy and sad?
We're all little puppets,
In a sick play for God.
We're all little corpses,
Living just in a pod.
Happy or sad?
Happy or sad?
Is it really just fantasy,
Happy and sad?

That was the first one! I wrote it in reqading..don't ask. I just saw the heading Happy and Sad and felt poetic Kyoko coming on so I wrote! Thats going into my published book. (P.S.: If you really like it,please comment!) This is the second one..its a little longer and yah have to think to get it. (My favorite animal and spirit guide is a wolf btw)

My Beloved
Alas! On the distant hour!
Look,do you see it?
The figure I've learned to love.
The image of all beauty.
Not a man, not a beast.
The wolf with the golden eyes.
I miss him already...
And yet,I'm not even awake.
Oh, please, don't let them open;
The crystal, gazing eyes of a maiden.
Please, don't let them open!
I have to see him again,
It's fatal attraction that gets me so deep.
Feel black fur between slender fingers,
Smell the scent of roses on his fine coat,
His wet nose against my plump cheek,
And his soft body curled against mine.
Wolf of the shadowy dreams;
Please, don't let me wake,
For all I want is to stay by your side!
Don't shatter my soul,please, don't wake me.
Let me be the Goddess of all dreams,
Keeper of sweet childrens' longings,
Protectress of innocent fantasies.
Please, oh please, my guised prince,
Don't let me wake!
Oh, wolf with amber eyes,
Wolf with starlit fur,
Grant me serenity;
A neverending eternity with you.
Your my Romeo,
And I'm your Juliet.
Don't let the blue eyes see day.
Thank you,my beloved.


Well! That was the second one! Pain in the butt to type,I'll tell you that much! I'm waiting for Margeaux to show up..so far only two kids have come. One was dressed as a teenage mutant ninja turtle..and the girl was Buttercup from the Powerpuff girls.
I dunno if Ronnie was here today...poor Ronnie. I think hes mad at me. Well be back tomorrow! BYE!

Kyoko-kun!
Comment for the day: To the world your just one person, but to one person you could be the world! In anotherwords... DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE!!

I hate people...
Everything was fine and dandy..tomorrow Shannon, Jocelyn, Tyler, Andy, Bret, Freddy and I were all gonna go trick-or-treating together (Shut up...Its free candy). So I went to the breezeway at school (hallway by the office) as usual. I stood there and finally saw Shannon. I asked her what we were doing tomorrow and if we were still going over her house. She was like: "No..we're going over to Andy's house." I was a little skeptical but nodded and agreed none-the-less. (This is really painful to type cause I cut my hand cutting an apple LOL..I'm such a dumb arse) Well after the bell we all went to class and Gir usually walks me..but he didn't today because I was a little pissed at everyone..its all their faults. I guess he thought I was mad at him..I'm not. So we were walking and Tyler (Shannon's asshole of a boyfriend) turns around and yells: "Andy doesn't want you coming over to his house,so don't come!" and I rushed off.
So a few minutes later I saw her and Andy. I signaled to talk in private with her and told her that I WANTED to come with her to Andy's so she dragged me over and I said. "I'm coming to your house." and walked away scowling. Sooo...at lunch Kalyanee asked me what was wrong. I told her not to worry about my petty problems and that everything would be fine. I left because Tyler was there and went and sat with Margeaux and her friend Brittani,talking about why life sucks. Margeaux asked me if I wanted to go with her and Brittani to a party on Halloween and so I figured it'd be fun and at least I wouldn't be sitting around at home handing out candy to juvenile deliquient 5 year olds dressed as Power Rangers. So I went on until Home Ec. Kalyanee was crying but we patched things up as sisters do. Then onto Math again and then to Geography. Everything was going fine,we read our books and then did our group activity thingy. Jenna wanted Tyler to join us but I told her he wasn't to get withing 5 feet of me that bastard.
So thats about it..Shannon didn't stick up for me and tell Andy to back the flipping devil off and just let me come with her to his house. She just told me: "Oh..I'm sure you'll find something to do." Some friend,huh? I feel betrayed and unwanted..
Sometimes I feel like it'd be best if I took a 5 foot rope,tied it around my neck and jumped off my roof. Gotta find out when the full moon is...I can't wait for its arrival so I can turn and kill those bastards. I hate them..I hate them all. It's all their fault I'm like this. All..their..fault.

Gah..
Okay..last night we(Me, my dad, Kathy, Sean, and Terri) all went to Universal Studios for the Halloween thingy. I slept til 12:49? Because we got home at 2:30 last night. I fooled around on the compy til a few and uhm...gotta go daddy bitching at me!!