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2004 28 May :: 4.04pm
:: Music: Velvet Revolver- Slither
Another thought
I stumbled upon the band Velvet Revolver and liked their music video for Slither...felt bad for thinking the blonde guitarist and lead singer was hot because they are probably in their 40s. It was like I was trying to look at porn, looking around my room to see if anyone was looking..that's how I felt lol.
So I downloaded the song..... lol
Also saw the video for Broken of the Punisher soundtrack. Good music video Seether and Amy Lee make a good mix. Seether is hot in a dirty band playing at a local club way..hmm. mmm
Well, today all I accomplished was the cleaning of my room. I should vaccum...eh later. Maybe tomorrow..or maybe I'll wait till Monday.
I ABSOLUTELY HAVE to study thou sometime within this period of 4 days..
Later
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2004 27 May :: 10.55pm
Graduation was gay. I have a headache.. I saw kyle. He gave me the claw.
Boring..
later.
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2004 27 May :: 3.32pm
ERgh...
Graduation night...I still don't want to go. We're (Mom, Dad, Me) meeting up with my Gparents from Battle Creek at Logan's. I still haven't decided if I like that place or not yet...heh..
I'll probably find Carinna and go sit with her family to be honest with you lol. God I hate my grandparents...especially when they arent't giving me money. I need shopping money..Maybe I'll bring that up. "heyyyy granddmmaaa I don't have any money to buy clothes.. I had to wear the same pair of underwear for 4 days in a row.." That might work but I'd start gagging at the thought of me sinking down that low in personal hygine lol Even just for a joke...
Anyways, I should get going I have to help Ash get ready or get myself ready....
Later
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2004 26 May :: 3.10pm
Cookies always taste better microwaved for 20 seconds....
Today was decent. I payed this guy in my Design class to go up to Ms.Kent and be like "Hey what are you doing this weekend?" None the less, it was funny. Almost peed.
That was about it really...When I was walking out of the school to wait for Ashley to pick me up Jimmy was walking behind me and singing "Amy's the biggest faggot" lol Wow...Jimmy you're cool. haha all jokes.
Tomorrow is Thursday. My gma and gpa are coming up here for the graduation. Ergh, I honestly don't want to go. I'm ready for my Memorial Day weekend.
I better go, watching peoples court and fresh prince...gulity pleasures. haha
Later
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2004 25 May :: 9.48pm
:: Music: Finger Eleven- Broken Words
New woohu..new summer
Well, I thought about being "cool" like everyone else and deleting my woohu and starting from scratch but...no.. I'd be robbing myself from memories..good and bad and I don't think I'm ready for that. I'm not down for throwing away like almost 3 years of just nonsense...
Anyways. I like this look I have now. It's very summer-y. My computer is going crazy though so I'm not on aim at the moment.. ergh. I still have math homework to finish and I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
Ashley's graduation is Thursday. It's crazy to think that will be me in 3 years. It has come faster than maybe I wanted it to. I'll have no regrets in the end if those years fly by.
I have a bad feeling about this summer though :-/
Anyways...
Zach if you still read this thing, HOW WAS YOUR WEEKEND?!?!?!! lol
Later.
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2004 25 May :: 3.36pm
:: Mood: blank
Ergh...
2 more days.
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2004 24 May :: 8.47pm
*dancing in the strobelights*
corbin" dude, you just put your fingers in my mouth"
alex: "oh im sorry, i thought you were a chair"
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2004 24 May :: 7.19pm
:: Music: Finger Eleven-Stay in Shadow
Hmm..
Maybe all the years of being ignored and not being noticed will pay off...Or maybe I should look at it now as a privilage instead of something bad....hmm..Put it this way..I can get away with more..Like I have. Hey, I'd still be drinking if it wasn't for Ashley. The funny thing is that they would have never known. How stupid are they, mainly my mom. As long as I got the shelter and money I could live without seeing either of them for a long time. Then when I think about 3 years until graduation it puts a smile on my face. The day will come when I can say "Fuck you" to them....Oh quite possibly sooner than expected. My patience is becoming smaller with time.
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2004 23 May :: 9.37pm
:: Music: Between the buried and me
These hours seem like years...I've been staring at this wall, wondering
when it's going to take all of our lives. I'm just glad we have jokes. I
think way too much back here. My eyes are slowly closing; boredom is
causing this loss of interest. When will I awake? Asleep...
This party of four includes three grown adults and myself. The first
adult is very shy and wise enough to keep the second one from
conversation. (They're on a mission). Gender is not recognized. The
third adult is a male and talks too much. The stench of shit is in the
air...
The room storms with laughter...fours turns into a hundred and the noise
is unbearable. "It's time, you are in hell, this place will kill itself
soon!"
I cry, and the hands surround me. Born into a hell...
I never wanted to wake to this. I hae experienced nothing, yet I feel I'm
the only one who has not done harm. If only I could understand how to
change things...I can't fucking think. The noise is unbearable. THE
noise STOPS.
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2004 23 May :: 2.30pm
Yay
I feel remodivated to redo my room..
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