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Friendships turn to lies

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 11 January :: 3.47pm

ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL LAYOUT HAS POPPED OUT OF MY WOUMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 11 January :: 11.14am

mmmmmmm pancakes for breakfast.

Today I'm studying my ass off.

shrink tomorrow..wish me luck.

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 10 January :: 9.14pm
:: Music: Seether-Driven Under

I havent updated in Sooo long. I've been writing in my dland lately. Well, new woohu look for the new year. I really like this one I'll keep it for a while.

"Do you think I'm fakinnnnnn.."

Carinna spent the night lastnight so we woke up around 11:24 then ate some pizza rolls, watched Love & Basketball then she had to go home. I was going to go bowling with steph, frank, jimmy, and carinna, but I decided to stay home so I could get homework and studying done. Good choice Amy...good choice. I'm going to have to study my ass of for exams!! arg

I seem content but I know this feeling wont last for long..

shrink monday... I'm trying a new method to act like everythings ok so I can stop going there..think it will work?

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 29 December :: 4.39pm

Being sick is a bitch.

This week i'm doing nothing. I really dont want to go back to school. Thursday I'm going to see if I can go to Kyle's party. 7-1am. It should be fun and it beats stayin home. Schweet. I hope my cold goes away by Thursday or I won't go. I look like shit when I'm sick. My lips are so chap! ahhh! I WANT MY LIPS BACK! I think I'm going to SMOTHER them with carmex. I want my nose back too.. I can't taste any food. Ah, Then I shall not eat. I shall sleep...

Good night..

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 29 December :: 3.16pm

I hate this life. I don't want it to be mine anymore.

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 28 December :: 6.38pm

2003-12-08 || 7:09 p.m.
What happened to the little girl that had no worries, the one who would sit on her bed egger for morning? What happened to the little girl who would beg for a hug from mom or daddy? What happened to her world where she would cry from a scraped knee and everyone would make it all better?
I don't know where my life is going...but I've never been this unhappy in my life to the point of self-destruction. It just gets worse doesn't it?
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Funny how things don't change isn't it?

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 26 December :: 2.58pm

what kitchen utensil are YOU?
You are a fridge! You can keep your cool, even when faced with a heated situation. You enjoy being the center of attention, and people come to you for advice or when they want something. People also like to stick things to the front of your body.

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 26 December :: 2.35pm

Christmas was ok. I had to go to Fruitport for a Christmas party..it blew.

I'm in the process of writing a book....yes...a book.....This should be interesting.

later.

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 25 December :: 3.53pm

MerryChristmas

What I got for xmas:
-New Tv with dvd combo for my room
-New Web Cam
-Shirt
-Shirt
-Hoodie
-Hoodie
-pj pants
-pj pants
-pj shorts
-jeans
-sweatshirt
-coat
-zip up hoodie
-shirt
-shrit
-candy
-lip gloss
-make up
-16 candles dvd
-Magazine

probably more but i can't remember it all

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 24 December :: 9.02pm
:: Music: Mom breathing through her nose.

Do you believe in Christ?

How about Santa?

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