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thedarkerside

:: 2003 6 November :: 7.06pm
:: Mood: pissed off

God I hate school so much. I hate Mrs.Finch. I just hate school! Its so...annoying. Today was ok I guess. Just boring and it lasted so long. I got home and took a 3 hr nap. Ohh it was sooo good. Then my dad brought me home some cornerbar. It was ok. Their food hasnt tasted that great lately but its all good. I can't wait till this weekend. I'll probaby do like absolutly nothing but thats how I like it...

i'm out.

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 5 November :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Magic Carpet Ride[Steppenwolf]

Clouds In My Coffee..

Butthead.

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 4 November :: 8.23pm

+ Basics +
Are you emotional ::yes
Do songs make you cry? If so, name a few ::sometimes...i dont know
What about movies ::yeah..there are a couple tear jerkers
What emotion do you usually feel ::saddness, hate, anger, lonelyness
+ Sadness +
What does it take to make you cry your heart out ::people..words..actions
How many times have you done that ::too many to count
Where do you cry ::bedroom
Do you hate crying ::yes
Do you like it when others cry ::no
Do you think tears make eyes look pretty ::noo
Who looks good when they cry ::ok, what the hell lol
How else do you express sadness ::writing
Are you sad all the time ::eh..yeah
+ Anger +
What does it take to make you mad ::people...words..actions
What do you do when you're angry ::cry
How short is your temper ::average
How long does it take you to calm down ::hour..or so
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad ::punched a dent in my wall
Do you freak out when others are angry ::no
Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you ::no
What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad ::Made me feel worthless
Do you anger people ::no
+ Joy +
How often are you happy ::sometimes
What makes you happy ::peope..interaction..money..shopping..food
What do you do when you're happy ::have fun
How optimistic are you ::a tad
Do happy people make you mad ::sometimes
What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy ::pretend like they are depressed and have nothing to live for just to be like other people
Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone ::no
Ever been so happy you cried ::no
Do you smile a lot ::sometimes
Kiss people a lot::wouldnt u like to know
Who really makes you happy ::Friends..hot guys lol
Do you like doing things for people when you're happy ::sure
+ Fear +
What do you do when you're scared ::panic
What scares you ::darkness..rejection..sadness..people..situations
Do you like scaring people ::yeah lol
Do you like the trill of being frightened ::Yes!
Does fear accompany anger in your case ::sometimes
Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe ::yes
How often do you panic ::more than a lot
What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER ::dark
What do you do to calm your nerves ::sleep
Do rollercoasters scare you ::no
+ The strongest emotion +
What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going ::eh alot of songs
Movie ::walk to remember
Commericial ::none
Person ::parents
Thing ::nothing
Sight ::nothing
Sound ::nothing
Food ::nothing
Thing you're looking forward to/want ::college...sleeping..weekends..vacations..summer
+ What do you do +
When the emotion suck ::cry
When the emotion rocks ::eventually become sad
When there's no emotion ::nothing
+ Would you rather +
Never feel again ::no
Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life ::anger
Be happy forever and never experience bad times ::no
Cause misery ::no
Feel misery ::no
Be alone ::no
Be with everyone you know ::sometimes...
+ Who +
Cheers you up more than anyone else ::Carinna..and other people
Angers you more than anyone else ::Mom
Scares you more than anyone else ::no one
Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else ::mom
Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think ::i dont know

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rachelle

:: 2003 4 November :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: strangers like me//phil collins

i love you kevin!
Tell me about yourself
What's your name?:Rachelle
How old are you?:14
Where are you from?:Rockford
When is your birthday?:July 9th
What color hair?:blonde
What color eyes?:blue
What is you favorite
Color?:yellow
Food?:pot pie
Animal?:kittens
Drink?:diet coke
Song?:drops of jupiter//train
Band/Singer?:train or celine dion
Movie?:apollo 13
TV show?:7th heaven
Book?:to space and back//sally ride
Sport?:dancing
This or that
Night or day?:night
Black or white?:black
Chocolate or vanilla?:chocolate
Pepsi or Coke?:coke
TV or computer?:computer
Movies or DVD's?:dvd's
Rock or rap?:rock
Pop or punk?:pop
Old or young?:young
Tall or short?:tall
Big or small?:small
Randomosity
Have you ever tried to lick you elbow?:of course
When was the last time you cried?:yesterday
Do you sing in the shower?:when i have a song in my head
Can you drive (legally)?:not yet
Do clowns scare you?:nope, thats strobe lights
Do you enjoy jello?:yea i do
What is the one thing that annoys you most?:when people act like they know everything
Do you laugh a lot?:yea, haha, look, i just did
Do you consider yourself a funny person?:well, people laugh at me......
Who is a sexy mofo?:you
Does MTV suck?:no, you do
Does Avril Lavigne suck?:who's that?
Do I suck?:we've already been through this
Do you suck?:YOU DO
Have you ever chased a duck around in circles?:haha, they fly away, trust me....
Are you tired of this?:no, its kinda fun
What time is it?:5:39 pm
What day is it?:i dunno
Do you love me?:depends, is this kevin?

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 3 November :: 9.26pm
:: Music: California- OC theme song

School and all that jazz


Schools actually been ok...but not that ok that I actually want to go to school. I still have a lot of issues I need to work out but I think the worst of this is behind me. I'll never deny what I went through or forget about it because I know it will always be a part of me...

I'm going to champion this week. It will be fun, I like going there. Hot guys in their work out clothes. Thats always a plus. We got new seat in english today. Back row baby! and I get to sit by Kally. I haven't really gotten to sit down and really talk to her a lot this year. She's those kind of friends that will always be there no matter what...


Today was a long day...I just want this week to get over with.

I'm out

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 30 October :: 8.19pm

Hola,

Whats this? Amy got an A+ on her spanish project? This is strange. There must be something wrong. I think I might have an evil twin.

Sabby gets the award for the day. She put one of my poems in her away message. Not only did I feel special...I felt beyond special. LOL

Today was ok

Tomorrow is halloweeen I think we're goin to jimmys for scary movies. Dont know yet. It should be fun.


I'm off to go to homework and dry my hair.

see ya.

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rachelle

:: 2003 27 October :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: discontent

drops of jupiter//train

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 23 October :: 6.58pm

I wish this part of me
Could go away
Leave it drenched in the past
Pretending that it doesn't matter
Pretending that my blood doesn't spill
When I'm alone
Wishing that it could be known
That It hurts inside
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Wrecklessness Abandonment


All those times I've been left alone
(Laying helpless on the ground)
All those time you didnt know
(Laying there to be found)
Never did you come
I started to shut myself down
You left me there alone
Never took the time to figure it out
Your frustration took away my freedom
When I was living in a world of anarchy
You taught me that I was wrong
When you were living in a world of rights
Everyday I think of the perfect time to die
The perfect chance to make you feel like it was your fault
So you left me here alone
Never figured this out
Too late now
This time I shut you out




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thedarkerside

:: 2003 21 October :: 7.29pm

Yeah.
What are your thoughts on dachshunds?:Who knows...
Would you ever have sex with a mentally retarded person?:.....no... WAIT....no.... WAIT....no
What if they were really, really hot?:No...WAIT...no...WAIT....no..wait....
What's your favorite flavor of pixie stick?:pink
Which sex do you prefer? Vaginal, anal, aural, nasal or post mortem?:post mortem omg lol
Are you too sexy for your shirt?:depends what shirt...
What about your pants?:what about my pants? lol
Do overweight African American women turn you on?:no..they have saggy boobs
If you were to star in your first porno, what would you title it?:omg Star Wars:"Return of the Dildo"
Cocaine or heroin? (say neither, and I'll kill you.):Poop
April 26, 1992..there was a riot on the street, tell me where were you.:in the riot lighting flaming bags of poo
Would you rather be tragically thin or morbidly obese?:tragically thin then I could be a skeleton for halloween
What would you like me to make for you out of clay?:yes
And one last thing...
Spit, swallow or bathe?:....ha

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 20 October :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: Good. A bit saddend. Not disapointed. Left behind.


This is C2, signing off.

Over and out.

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