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thedarkerside

:: 2003 20 October :: 4.30pm

today was ok...

I snorted.. lol zach

Yeah..nothing much happened today it was a pretty gay day other than the camp jim picture was funny.

I dropped my pencil and kicked it around until someone picked it up for me so I wouldnt have to bend over. lol

Today was just silly.

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 18 October :: 10.04am
:: Mood: tired

Lastnight some of us went to Jimmy's to watch a movie. It was Carinna,Steph,frank,me,dannie, and Jimmy. We watched Black Sheep lol. That movie isnt as funny as Tommy Boy.

It was fun after the movie we watched makin the band2 and camp jim lol oh dont forget nip and tuck too.

Then carinna spent the night and shes still sleeping right now. silly lol

I might go shopping today. Go blow off some of my bday money.

See ya.

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 16 October :: 7.34pm

interestingg
I just remembered some strange childhood memories of mine..so strange I thought I'd write about them...

When I was like 8ish we made our own garage band. We took these huge tubs and turned them upside down for drums and used paint sturrers for drumsticks. We'd like lipsync and play to like early 90s music like Ace of Base and that one groop that sang that song that was like "boom boom boom let me hear you say ayyoo ..ayyooo" lol and like dance/techo music. God those were some good times in my garage lol oh ya and dont forget the group La Bouche. god how cool was I.

I need to talk about our forts we had. I'm not kidding those forts were the best fuckin thing we ever did in our lives. It was in this vacant lot next to my house that had a big hole in the middle because they were going to build a house there but never did. So we'd take branches and like make our dens and forts and stuff every summer and most days after school. We called it the sandlot. Every weekend we'd either call eachother or just go to the sandlot and start building and modifying the fort. Its like it was never finished. We always had something new to add to it. If they didnt build a house there I'd still go to that sandlot. I bet we all would and all go have a group meeting like old times lol

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 16 October :: 7.15pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none

Today

It was pretty boring today. Nothing really going on. I can't believe tomorrow is FRIDAY! Thats c-r-a-z-y. I hope to go shopping this weekend cuz I could REALLY use some new clothes..aka new HOODIES lol God I love hooded sweatshirts..they are comfy. I have like 3 tests tomorrow the only one I really need to study for is Spanish. I'll do ok.

I'm going to start going to bed early..like 10 ish. Extreme Make-over is on tonight so I can't go to bed early. lol

I'm improving on my talking skills...Right Wallace lol

Peace out

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rachelle

:: 2003 16 October :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: hole in the world//the eagles

music is one of the best ways to get deep within yourself and discover who you really are
"There are people who accept you because it's a novelty, and people who dicourage you because it's just a novelty. If they can change you, you can change them"
-Kalpana Chawla

those are some of the most important words you could ever hear, i live by them. The novelty "she" spoke of is the same one i speak of. if you know me, you know what im talking about.

---and hazy, you have a huge heart, you cant possibly go wrong. like i said to you before, if someone can't accept that, they arent worth what you can give them.



i love you kevin, very very much
one month tomorrow!

*regards

~ps. does anyone know how to modify these journals to have like really cool backgrounds, cursors, and scroll bars? if u do, let me know, its driving me crazy

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 15 October :: 4.26pm
:: Music: Camp Jim

Good Grief Charle Brown
Yeah Monday was my birthday. I shouldnt even call it my birthday. Its not like anyone cared about it. In my house atleast. It is kindof fucked up when you dont recieve any presents...or a birthday cake. No one even said "happy birthday".

Oh I did get bitched at though. Thats always good.

When will anyone get a clue that I'm not Ok? I hate my family.

Carinna might put together something for me this weekend. I hope we all do something but if not I'll still do something with Carinna. I really dont think you can get a better friend than her.

I love u Carinna poos lol

Schools ok. boring.


i'm out.

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 13 October :: 5.09pm


I could watch him drown in his own liquored saliva.

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thedarkerside

:: 2003 9 October :: 7.49pm

Schools a bitch

I'm doing ok in school. Apparently B's arent good enough for my mom. Whats it going to take for her to finally be proud of me? I'm doing my best. She'll never understand. Shes such a bitch. I hate her.

Homecoming is in 2 days. I'm nervous. I kindof wish I would have gone with steph and them but I know i'll have fun with Emily and plus its a good oppertunity to meet some new people and get some new friends I guess. Its all good... I miss Emily I need to hang with her more.

I've come far. I'm friends with people who I thought I could never be friends with. I guess I can achieve what I set my mind to I guess..unless things just blend together on their own..

what a lesson for today.

I almost peed my pants in Civics. This guy was doing this weird dance and making funny high pitched noises..I swear..I peed allittle.

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rachelle

:: 2003 8 October :: 7.01pm
:: Mood: im so tired, i can barely keep my eyes open
:: Music: drops of jupiter//train

old yeller is a sad, sad book
"Love is a perky elf dancing a merry little jig and then suddenly he turns on you with a miniature machine gun."
- Matt Groening

that's cute, but not true. love-is true.

i love kevin!
3 weeks today!

*regards

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rachelle

:: 2003 7 October :: 4.50pm

check this out
tub
You will fall asleep and drown in your own bathtub.
Wow that sucks. Maybe you should bring your
snorkle with you in the tub.


The Bizarre Cause Of Death Quiz! [With Pics]
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that says how im gonna die, another quiz told me that im gonna die at the age of 88.......wow, i'll probably be in a nursing home and the attendent will forget about me, walk away and be like, "wow, i just let her die!"

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