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2003 5 October :: 7.11pm
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: drops of jupiter//train
i love kevin
yea, so last night i went to the shaniah twain concert......IT WAS AWESOME! yea, so 12 teens were offered the opportunity to go up and bang on a snare drum during "im outta here" and for those of you who are shaniah twain fans, you know exactly what part im talking about. well, one of those people who were offered that opportunity was me. now, when i found out that i could do that drum part, i got excited, but i couldnt help but think, "i dont know how to play the drums" i figured that u had to like play your drum during the whole song, but no, just that small part, and during the rest of the song you could skip around and clap your drumsticks together........and in case you dont get the picture, i turned that once in a lifetime opportunity down! ....so join everyone else and myself in saying, "RACHELLE IS A RETARD!"
2 minutes ago i made 27 chicken nuggets, there are currently none left on my plate, where did they go?
---34 million dollars goes to the first person who can tell me what happened to them---
*regards
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2003 5 October :: 2.23pm
Weekend Update with Jimmy Fallen and Tina Fey
God I love Jimmy fallen and Tina Fey..
I just love weekend update...and SNL
Have you seen the new cast members on SNL? Some of them are gay. I'll never get use to it. neverrr. SNL will never be the same without my Will Ferril. I love that guy.
Yea...WHATEVA! (lol arie.)
Spirit week this week the only things I plan to participate in is PJ day and hoody day. Thank you. I thought about the whole Pirate thing and it reminded me of Orlando Bloom and Jonny Depp. Now those were some sexy pirates. Right Carinna? Carinna I love you. I didnt get to do anything with you this weekend. Damn babysitting. :-(
I dont want to go to school tomorrow. I still have homework to do tonight. Studying...and some topography map for science. That reminds me ...dannie called me for help on that...I have to call her back even though when I'm done writing this I'll probably forget about it already lol
Yep..just forgot about it.
yea..WHATEVA!
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2003 4 October :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: tired, i just woke up
:: Music: thunderstruck
im eating out of the palm of my own hand
well, tonight should be interesting, im going to the shaniah twain concert at the van andel arena later on tonight. i'd rather go do things with ppl besides my mother today, so anyone want my ticket?
*regards
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2003 3 October :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: discouraged
I think people think I'm more happy than I really am.
What do you do when its like that? How do you try to break out of the shell of always trying to be funny and always trying to please everyone? I can't just stop then act like I don't give a shit about it because I actually do care. When someone says something...to you..something about you...something that sticks..sticks inside your head. Fucks with your mind. Starts taking over you. It gets to you. I need to surround myself with people that make these thoughts go away. For good. I'm tired of feeling trapt inside everything. Looking from the inside out. I wish that this could be known and that I could get help.
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2003 3 October :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Incubus-Drive
Fball game...school..etc.
Well I actually did end up going to Carinna's game and it was cool. Rockford won of course. Then we walked over to the freshman football game and watched them play and kindof poked fun at the cheerlearders. It was fun hanging out with Carinna, Steph, Dannie, and Mandy Ferins. Mandy is really nice and cool. I stayed with Steph and Carinna for the JV game. It was so fucking cold out. We hung out, watched Frank open his bday gifts lol Its not everyday someone opens bday gifts at the football game but its all good and the football players all had their spandex on and it was nice. Very..nice... lol
Today half day of course. My dad picked me up and i got home and took a nap as usual..I'm glad the week is over. Tomorrow I'm going shopping as planed. I have yet to get my dress. Its all good I'll find something cool.
I'm out
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2003 3 October :: 1.38pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: Washing machine.
I bought a toothbrush, some toothpaste, a flannel for my face
Pajamas, a hairbrush, new shoes and a case.
I said to my reflection, Let's get out of this place.
Pass the church and the steeple, the laundry on the hill
Billboards and the buildings
Memories of it still keep calling
And calling
But forget it all I know I will
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
What's been going on
Now that you have gone
There's no other
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
I'm at the carpark, the airport, the baggage carousel
The people keep on grabbing, ain't wishing I was well
I said, "It's no occasion. It's no story I can tell."
At my bedside, empty pocket, a foot without a sock
Your body gets much closer
I fumble for the clock, alarmed by
The seduction
I wish that it would stop
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
What's been going on
Now that you have gone there's no other
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
I bought a novel, some perfume, a fortune all for you
But it's not my conscience that hates to be untrue.
I asked of my reflection,
Tell me what is there to do?
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
What's been going on
Now that you have gone there's no other
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
Tempted//Squeeze
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2003 2 October :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Switchfoot-We were meant to live
school
School was ok today I guess. Fuck that. When I got home I took a nice 2 hr nap. I should go to Carinnas game tonight but I have an ortho. I need to go to one of her games on of these days or I'll feel bad. Sry Carinna lol. This weekend I'm going shopping. I need to get some new clothes and look for a homecoming dress. I dont even know if I want to go anymore..I'll just go and get it over with it will be fun! I'm going to em's for pictures then we are going to Danielle's for food and stuff then to the dance. Possibly bowling lol Dont ask, Emily told me about it and I was like ..ok whatevers fun i guess. But it better be that ghetto ass disco bowling with the fog machines lol. I'll have fun, I know I will. Then we're sleepin over at em's that will be fun because I havent been to her house in ages. hahah oh the memories.
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2003 1 October :: 4.26pm
:: Mood: awake
::Dedicated to Sheely::
I'm naming my baby after you!!!!!!!
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2003 1 October :: 2.32pm
Tells you how to feel. Tells you what to say. Tells you when you can be mad. Tells you that you're a bitch. Knows how to make you feel worthless. Knows how to twist your words. Tells you that your wrong. Says that they are always right. Looks at you when you walk by. Doesn't say anything back when you say hi. Acts like everythings fine.
Well, It isn't.
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2003 29 September :: 4.07pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: what if god was one of us
im aggrivated at my mother, Lord help her!
Certain days come along where you can't help but wonder, "what did i ever do to deserve this?" you say, "I was never nice enough to anyone to get this in return," or, "I never had this much love in my heart for anyone, why all of a sudden do they have it for me?" However, you begin to think, maybe this is what change is like, maybe i am whitnessing an alter in my own life, and you allow yourself to grow. I love seeng people go through times like this, i myself love going through phases like that. It doesnt take long either, for a phase like that to come and go....it sounds terrible, to say an overwelming feeling like that can leave you, but you always have a mark on your heart to remember what you went through during that time. i never thought i would have such an awesome time with people, but i do. i never thought i would have such amazing friends, but i do. i never thought life would be like this, but it is. I love my life right now, of course there are catches and glitches, but life's not perfect. However, some things are.
People are angels, but some have yet to grow their wings.
i love kevin, he's my angel.
*regards
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