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2003 28 September :: 12.12am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Mom is talking
-grin-
You are reading excitment.
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Urgency, folks.
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2003 27 September :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: ok.
:: Music: Seether- Gasoline
Today..ahh today..
What the hell I have to go pee again lol
Today I went dress shopping for homecoming. It was good. I couldnt decide on a dress so we're going back tomorrow. I'm having second thoughts about this whole homecoming thing. Ugh. I dont even know if I want to go or not. Oh well..I'll go. I know i'm going. It will be fun. Or wont it be fun?
My sister gets annoying.
No ones online
I'm tired and hungry. But its ok. I'll have a cookie.
It will go straight to my ass lol
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2003 27 September :: 3.22pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: strangers like me//phil collins
hey. last night i went to the football game with kevin. i love him sooo much. we had a great time in spite of the rain:) it was really cold, and i was extremely tired, but i didnt mind it at all. i'd do that again any night.
regards
*rachelle
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2003 26 September :: 6.32pm
:: Music: 12 Stones-Crushed
The pee mood..and other random things..
I DID NOT MAKE THAT GAY WOOHU MAKIN SHIT UP ABOUT PEOPLE I WOULDNT DO THAT AND PLUS THE PEOPLE ON THERE ARE PEOPLE I KNOW AND DONT HATE SO DONT FUCKIN JUDGE ME
Ahhh.. I'm bored. Once again..I'm on the computer and I have the sudden urge to pee. What the hell is up with that. Its like when you go to hide somewhere and you get excited to scare someone then you have to go pee and it ruins it for everyone. God. lol
I'm trying to aim for a more positivly based Amy starting..now I guess? I dont know I feel that maybe lately I've been being kindof stand of-ish with some good friends and maybe I pissed them off or something but I'm sorry. I think the older I get, the more I wont be like myself. Its crazy. I use to not care what people thought and I felt like I had confidence to be daring and to always be the "Funny" one but like I can't do that in person anymore. I like don't talk much. God lol I'm workin on it people hang in there with me. God I do have to pee..
I talked to danielle on the phone for a while about how weird some of the guys are at our school like the guys from the 10/12 building that still go to the freshman center for 9th grade classes..like Ian Bartholomule for example... lol Ians lives close to me. No one realizes that. Ian scares me. He lives like a couple streets down from me and in the summer he would like throw metal balls in his yard and play horse shoes. How scary/weird/creepy/random is that. and they tie their dogs leashes to a clothes line in their backyard...my dad said his mom dances when she mows the lawn also.. Weird things just for you to ponder about. Yes. I just said ponder.
I think this is going to be quite a long entry..I've got on to blabbing about things and stuff again. Well, I didnt go to the football game tonight. My parents and my sister did though. SCORE! Amy gets house to self and gets to drink the alcoholic beverages!!!!! KICK ASS! lol what the fuck, who says alcoholic beverages. Anyways...
I better go...pee of course.. lol
I'm out biznotchessssss helll yeaahhh
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2003 21 September :: 11.11am
:: Mood: worried
It seems as though both of my fish suffer from anxiety attacts. They spend most of their time swimming in circles, quick circles. Yeah.
The bigger one holds his breath for long periods of time. Should I worry? Is he looking for a way out? How can I reassure him that it'll be ok?
Golly. Life is tough.
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2003 20 September :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: Don't Look Back in Anger [Oasis]
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out...
I tried to be majestic and regal, like he said we should, but I was also using my butt to contradict momentum. Then I just became confused. And a tad bit embarassed.
...ahh, the glory of marching.
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rachelle
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2003 20 September :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: you'll be in my heart//phil collins
im finally going to update again. lol, kevin, i cant remember how u wanted me to start this... so i'm gonna do a regular entry and do the "all about kevin" entry when you come online. anyhow, i went to robin's last night, it was fun...really, it was, i had a great time. the beginning was really fun, and the end was cool too, except for the fact that it turned into this big religious gathering where we focused on demons and whitnessing eachother into different denominations. it was fun though, i just laid on my back, looked at the stars, and watched the satelites go by. and then, me and lindsey talked about death. sounds depressing, i know, but it was actually an interesting conversation. we were also listening to all of robin's music.....and all of the "classics," i had never heard of. freeze tag was funny, i've never played it that way before:). when we went back in the woods, that was definitely strange. we had my camera..... some of the oddest pictures were taken, not to mention what we talked about. boobs and period stories were the topic. lol, how fun! hehe, but it was great , it got me away from my hut too, and that was a blessing from God. i love you kevin, i had a great time hanging out with you, it made last night totally worth it!
with regards
*rachelle
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2003 19 September :: 9.34pm
:: Mood: I dont know
I wish I wouldnt have let it get to me and make me cry.
If some things just didnt happen tonight I wouldnt have let my wall down and let things affect me the way they did. I could be at Franks house right now having fun. I chose not to go because I knew I couldnt have fun being pissed off/angry/sad and with a tear stained face.
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2003 18 September :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: light
:: Music: none
Hair cut...
Yes.. The hair cut. It has finally happened...I feel...light. I also scheduled an appointment for homecoming to get my hair done :-D
I hate car rides with my mom. All she ever does is complain about everything. Telling me shit about how she had it rough growing up and that her parents were hard on her. She just kept going on and on and I wanted so bad just to yell "SHUT UP! ALL YOU ARE DOING IS REPEATING HISTORY BITCH" but yeah..I didnt say that. Then the ride home was followed by questions about why I dont make an effort to hang out with people on weekends and yadda yadda yadda. I always answer her questions with silence or a one worded answer. The less shes a part of my life the better. -_-
Amy has left over bbq chicken strips from Sams Joint. Come over and we can have a bbq chicken parrtayyy lol.. mm they are good but if I ever eat one again in the near future I just might barf.
I'm out.
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2003 18 September :: 1.12pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none
Today..
Ok..someone tells me I hide behind a computer when they are telling me that while on their computer? How does that make sense? It controdicts itself doesnt it. Now there's a perfect example of being hypocritical. But whatever, its fine. I dont care. Its my woohu, my life. FYI I do keep notebooks and shit in my room and thats only used for important writing. The fun of having a private woohu is sharing it with the people you trust or keeping it to yourself. So whatever. Go to hell.
My half day was fine today. No problems. Nodda. I always have fun in science. Grandpa Dannie lol I don't care who sees this but I have a statement to make...Zach Helbech is hot..thats all that needs to be said. Do I like him? No not like that. Is he hot? Yes. lol What a crazy statement. Carinna waited with me for my sister to come pick me up then steph came and chilled with us. I wish I could go to the game tonght because I wanna see kyle and jesse play and to meet up with some friends but I cant because I'm going to go get my hair cut FINALLY. NO MORE AMY COUSIN IT!! SCORE. So thats basically all I have to say.
Later
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