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2003 24 July :: 8.13pm
:: Mood: tired/awake
:: Music: weird dear hunting music on the tv
hehe its so pretty...
for my latest work on designing backgrounds go to.....
Katies Woohu
Her background is soo pretty
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2003 24 July :: 3.45pm
:: Mood: spiritual
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Answers that I need to know.
I was talking to zach...and we are very confused about life..we're confused about Buda...
Did he die a virgin? Did he ever have any type of sex like bjs? Did he like it up the butt? What was his sexual orientation? Did he like it in the morning or at night? Did he go clubbing? Was he a pimp? Did he or did he not use protection if so what kind...Where were some places he did it at...a car? a tree? or did he use the underground railroad system....did he have people help him to have shacks of his own where people could have sex? Did they have a flash light that they could turn on and off to signal him so that he knew that, that place was empty so he could take his girl/guy there? I'm just so confused...
I was just wondering.
I love you Buda.
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2003 24 July :: 3.41pm
:: Mood: content..just content
:: Music: none
BAWA
I'm going to the gym tonight around 7ish. I miss champion. The main reason why I kindof just stopped going is because it was always over crowded and it was annoying. But I'm going tonight so that should be fun. My aunt left like an hour ago. She's coming back though sometime this week or something. Then Sunday I have another family thing to go to. Ugh I don't want to go. No one wants to go. The only reason we're getting together is because my aunt feels obligated to invite us because she's inviting everyone else. It would piss me off if she didn't invite us but I wish she didn't. I shouldn't worry too much about it. Maybe I will get sick before then.. Food poisoning….the flu….malaria…West Nile….aids…lol
Katie's bday was yesterday. Happy Bday Katie. Lol
TYSFCYARFU!!! <----thats code.
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2003 24 July :: 11.00am
:: Mood: tired
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Ahh...
Wonder why I dont have comments lately? Its because the "KKK" has formed a Anti Amy group LOL!! I wouldnt doubt it. I tell ya I will never understand certain people. But lets just say I have gotten over what has happened in the past and now I'm just ready to go for something new and something that I feel thats right. I have no regrets. Maybe the situation could have been avoided or happened easier but other "events" could have been avoided or happened differently but its over now.
I HAVE BEEN WAKEN UP AGAINST MY WILL!! Amys do not wake up at 10:40. Its unhumanly.
Well its a new day and I'm still trying to decide if i'm going to go back to sleep or not lol.
Mission 1: Find kitty
Mission 2: Pet Kitty
Mission 3: Kiss Kitty
Mission4: Make salad for lunch
Mission5: Watch Y&R
Mission6: Possible nap
Mission7: Help Aunt Renee get luggage into car if ashley doesnt do it.
Mission8: Say by to Aunt Renee.
Mission9: Pass out on couch
Mission10: Greet daddy home from work
Mission11: Discuss whats for DINNA
Mission12: wait impationatly for dinna
Mission13: Eat like pig
Mission14: Clean up kitchen
Mission15: Go online
Mission16: find something to watch on tv
Mission16: Watch Jay Lenno-David Letterman-Tom Green Show
Mission17: Watch Conan O'Brian/ Late late night show with Craig Kilborn.
Mission18: Possibly go to bed if not wait until 2 am for jenny jones
Mission 19: Either wait up for dad to wake up for work & watch tv with him or finally go to bed.
Mission 20: A days complete
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2003 23 July :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: headache
:: Music: none
quiz
Revolutionary Soul
The anarchists of the Earth Angel ranks, your
spiritual family like a stirring volcano is
constantly moving, forever changing, and you
unleash your power and force when least
expected, and all around you feel it coming. If
there was such a thing as an "awkward
teenager soul" it would be yours. The
revolutionary souls are the future of the
spiritual society as they refuse to be tied to
any category of soul. Your hunger for
knowledge is deep and you are constantly bored.
You live for your independence and float from
one dimension to the other, exploring all
philosophies and teaching, and applying them to
where you think they're relevant. Some percieve
you as arrogant and brash, but that is just the
upstart in you talking. Never one to yield to
tyranny and conformity, you laugh in the face
of authority figures and live a life of right
or wrong based on your gut feeling. You have a
natural contempt for all that's popular and
trendy, and think humans on the majority are
fools for their need to have how they should
think and feel dictated to them. You were most
likely the class rebel and got into trouble
quite a bit when young with your sarcastic
sense of humour and brutal comebacks. It was
your kind that gave birth to the Punk era, and
was behind the overthrowing of many a corrupted
and unjust leader throughout time. Use that
conviction and determination to inspire others,
and victory will surely be yours.
Which Earth Angel Are You?
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some of its me some isnt
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2003 23 July :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: headache
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Today
I woke up like at 10 to go babysit for my sister since she had to go with my mom to pick up my aunt at the hospital. Then finally i got done babysitting which was reallllly boring and like..not even worth 15$ for 3 hrs ugh. I hatte kiddss. Ok so then I got home and we just hung out with my aunt and stuff then my other aunt andd uncle came over then my cousin. So it was weird lol. I think my other and and uncle were just using us as a meeting spot for their son, which would be typical because our family is fucked up.
So my family and my Aunt Renee went to the beltline bar. They have good mexican food. I just got a taco salad and a jumbo fruit smoothie but ofcourse my aunt loaded up on margaritas lol. Yeah.. My Aunt Renee is pretty funny. Shes a practical joker.
You know how you look up into the clouds and as they move they change shape? I could have sworn one of the clouds was shaped like lickatounge from pokemon lol
no joke.
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2003 23 July :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: Burnt..
I have a tan line where my hair was parted.
Not my most favorite of things...
It will soon be over.
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2003 23 July :: 12.30am
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: tom green show
ugh.
I just feel like everything sucks. I dont feel like myself. I dont feel like anything appeals to me anymore. I feel..just like blah. I dont want to do anything. I dont want to feel anything. But I do. I want everything to be happy just to be normal (eh. define normal) I constantly feel like I cant be happy...that I cant feel like everythings ok...but it isnt. I just dont know anymore.
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2003 23 July :: 12.18am
-fight-
-IMed-
-Heyyy how are yoou doingg? thats cool...!!! oohhh so whats newww?!-
-I have my conclusions-
I just got done eating vegetables for a snack..they were good
oH what a surprise here we go again.
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2003 22 July :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: none
none
I so could use some Zoloft.
Today was ok. I went to Kennen Less's house for a little party for Shaunna (sp?) because she was coming home from Iraq or whatever. It was fun. I havent seen her in ages. I came home early so i could get home intime for Real World lol.
That was basically my day
Tomorrow i have to get up like at 10 to get ready to babysit. Ugh I hate kids.
Thats it...
bye
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