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2003 24 May :: 8.09pm
:: Mood: GREAT just GREAT
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if anyone tries to give me any shit i'll kick their ass seriously. I am NOT in the mood.
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2003 24 May :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: scared
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Slaped
She said she felt dizzy.
I didnt take it that seriously.
I stood beside her.
She sat down.
Her eyes rolled up in the back of her head
Her hands went in a weird position
She went into a seizure.
I've never been so scared in my life.
Thats the scariest thing I've ever seen since my sister falling down the stairs and breaking her ankle.
Terrible things just keep happening.
I spent the whole day in the hospital...in the ER. They took many tests but still dont know whats wrong with her.
This person...this person who I always felt so angry with...this person i dispysed....
Lifes too short....
I'll never hate her again. Ever.
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2003 23 May :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: ok
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WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU? (New Pictures!)
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That is so scarily true
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2003 23 May :: 9.37pm
:: Mood: Content
:: Music: none
Today...
New journal layout. I like this one. Its cute.
I also like the title.
Today was ok. I woke up around 9 ish because i wanted to watch dr.phil then i watched soaps until 2 ish and took a nap.
My mom was on the computer from 8:30 am to 7:27 pm. Almost 8 hours straight. What a weirdo.
Things still are the same. Nothing really big is going on. I'd have to say that I feel actually kindof relieved.
Thats good.
Tomorrow my sister might take me shopping then I have to go grocery shopping with my mom because i want to get ingreds for our pineapple pizza that dannie and I have to cook in cooking for our demonstration.
Jesse asked me if i would make out with a girl for a million dollars and I said yes.
Its a Million dollars...I do anything just about for that.
I never want to see a slice of cheesecake again in my whole entire life. I've had like 5 slices in the past 8 days. I'm sick to my stomach.
Peace.
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2003 23 May :: 6.19pm
:: Mood: ..Like a bitch does when she is bitchy.
Ah.. to speak of sorries.
The few people I was sure I couldn't betray, I did.
I'm sorry.
I guess I didn't know.
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2003 21 May :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: blank
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"Emotions are like layers of paint. they stick to your soul once applied. You can always paint a new shade on but if you chip one layer, all the previous layers are once again exposed."
Different people hold differnet qualities. I think i might be able to trust those who offer trust , and if they dont they are therefore not trustworthy. People have their faults. They may be a close friend, but they may withold the worst quality imaginable...
"to trust is to have words just flow out of your mouth in confidence that they will not repeat ones words."
I've never felt that way in my whole entire life.
"This room that i sit in, this space with four walls has nothing on me."
Feel the walls. They are smooth but have some dents and some bumps. No wall is alike but the all will have bumps dents marksstains and watever else they compose of.
Tears were made to drip down your cheeks while caressing them for comfort. As they slowly make their way down in a certain path. They are warm. Warm with pain, emptiness, and sorrows. Fell the tears, but they will dry and come back when needed.
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2003 21 May :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: ok.
:: Music: Linking Park- One step closer
dissapointed.
I lost complete trust in the one who I thought I could trust the most.
I guess it doesnt matter anymore..
I cant trust anyone...
I had trust issues to begin with but I mean seriously...my worst fear..To confied in someone and have them totally flap their mouth..
Thats sad.
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2003 19 May :: 8.34pm
:: Mood: poetic
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This poem is for you..where ever you are
Dedicated to an old friend. You know who you are. We’ve gone our separate ways through the past few years. You’ve found your path..I’ve found mine. I hope they meet some day.
Transparent
The pain that buries itself
Inside open wounds
The pain that never reveals
Or reveals to soon
The way the strings against your fingers
Makes you feel alive
The way you’ll play your guitar
Until the day you die
Chorus: These eyes
These stolen eyes
Are nothing but transparent
I can see right through you
Your eyes
Your lonely eyes
Are nothing but transparent
They can see right through you
Convincing yourself
To make it through
Another day
You try so hard
But the pain never escapes
No one listens
And no one knows
The emptiness inside of you
That still remains unknown
(Chorus)
You thought the day would never come
When the pain would ease
But you were caught in a haze
Full of empty dreams
Looking back into the darkness
You can only see yourself
Full of others like you
Transparent and full of doubt
Nothing but transparent
I can see right through you
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if anyone wants to see my klaes poem book ask or leave a comment. thanks.
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2003 19 May :: 4.33pm
:: Mood: Charmed..
:: Music: Playground Love [Air]
You're the piece of gold that flashes on my soul...
Last night while working on my bottle rocket project for science, I had a encounter with Kathy Kline. Yes, the auctual Kathy Kline. I am truly blessed...
Mom: I don't think it's very appropriate for students your age to be constructing rockets. It's dangerous!
Me: You just don't want to take me to the hardware store...
Mom: Have you been in that place?!?!
She has charm, on occasion...
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2003 19 May :: 4.33pm
:: Mood: ok
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Today
Today was ok considering.
Dont write notes about me hun, Its not going to get you anywhere.
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