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2003 14 May :: 11.41am
I'm scared.
I'm scared for my life.
The tornado has rolled in and has eaten the pizza. SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lindsey I'm going to cry
I'm never watching any movies ever again..or going to the movie theater. The seats will be stained with pizza sauce and cows.
the end.
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2003 13 May :: 8.05pm
:: Mood: Pissed
:: Music: Nelly- Pimp Juice
Ok heres the bomb:
Ok i'm so starting to get pissed at all the people at school who sit there and make a new steriotype for themselves: "Depressed" Half of them are following the whole AC/DC trend mostly 7th graders and acting like they are going goth and they have to have this certain image just to make people feel different about them.
I see right though you people I tell ya, I'm probably not the only one either.
Wait until you have some real problems to bitch about instead of going into deep misseries because your boyfriend who is what ...11 yrs..12 yrs old dumped you...oh boo hoo!
gawwwwd! Throw me a fuckin bone.
I tell ya i could beat up any one of you lol seriously.
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2003 13 May :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: none
Today
Today ended up being gay as usual. I hate school. Cant wait until it is over finally. I don’t even know if I want to do anything this summer really. Other than the possibility that I might go to Arie’s cabin again…that would rock. We had such a great time last year. It was great. I think we made the record of inside jokes. I love Arie. Chan. We are both related to Jackie Chan. We can do marshal arts like him too. Cant we arie…muaha?!? LOL.
Well back to my shitty day. The cheesecake was good. That’s it. My cheesecake was the best part of my day. That and David tripped on that stage thing at lunch and I almost peed myself. Ok how gay did that sound.. I’m going to stick with “I almost peed my pants” That sounds better. Oh and the whole impressions that Lindsey and Theresa were doing. Those were funny. Almost peed there too.
Maybe I just need to go the bathroom more. LOL
Shes changed too much. I don’t like the new her. Not going to put up with it. I’ll deal with it later. Like maybe 4 years? Lol
I love Vanilla Tootsie Rolls
Peace.
Oh. I think I have figured out whats missing….not sure yet. But all I know is that people are pissing me off.
Thank you Zach Lee for getting “Eye of the Tiger” stuck in my head. I’ve been singing it all day LMAO!!
Also funny moment of the day goes to: David for tripping
Complement of the day: Kennen Less- “Your poems kick ass. I want to steal them. This doesn’t mean that I still don’t hate him lol.
LOL I’m downloading Eye of the tiger now. This is funny
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2003 13 May :: 11.41am
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: none
At school
Today was ok so far.
Eh.
I donno..theres something missing
I dont know what.
I'll write when i figure it out.
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2003 12 May :: 5.03pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Champange Supernova [Oasis]
Constructionpaperified.
.Ode. .to. .Roxanne.
Roxanne
By: Sting (or The Police, whomever...)
Roxanne
You don't have to put on the red light
Those days are over
You don't have to sell your body to the night
Roxanne
You don't have to wear that dress tonight
Walk the streets for money
You don't care if it's wrong or if it's right
Roxanne
You don't have to put on the red light
I loved you since I knew you
I wouldn't talk down to you
I have to tell you just how I feel
I won't share you with another boy
I know my mind is made up
So put away your make up
Told you once I won't tell you again
It's a bad way
Roxanne
You don't have to put on the red light
Roxanne
You don't have to put on the red light
Turns out my baby was named after a hooker? ...Odd.
Oh, yeah. I love you.
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2003 11 May :: 12.57am
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: none
forgot something
i want to go home. Miss rusty. But must go shopping first. Chicago...poopy....tired...muggy....feel like crap....
have stories to tell when get home..
too tired to type...its like going on midnight here....1:00 am rockford time... no wonder why no ones on lol damnit
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2003 11 May :: 12.46am
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: hotel music
In Chicago
I just got back from the wedding banquet thingy majigga or whatever you want to call it. This keyboard in the lobby types really fast. The keys are nice and smooththeee lol. Is there an E at the end of smooth...I didnt think so. Oh well.
The wedding was more fun than I expected. I only have a half hour on the internet right now. We're staying at a ramada inn..its ok..it has a waterfountan in the lobby and there are gimungus fishys in there.
we are under a tornado warning. Cant stop amy from going online though can it.
moms still being a bitch. she was the whole drive up here. oh well. tomorrow
tomorrow we hope to go shopping.
Storms wont keep me from shopping.
muahhahaahhahaa.
g2g grrr...
there was an incident....
all i can say is that there was some " i see you looking at me looking at you looking at me" things going on lol
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2003 10 May :: 10.04am
:: Music: Thunderstruck [ACDC]
I'm not a mistake, just sissorless.
Attempt number 1: Failed
Attempt number 2: Failed
Attempt number 3: Failed
Attempt number 4: Failed
Attempt number 5: Failed
Attempt number 6: Success!
...Maybe I'm not meant to wrap gifts.
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2003 7 May :: 7.49pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: none
none
I've been officially broken for the 300th time.
I can bairly breathe why does it hurt so bad.
I hate crying.
I have to do something...drastic or not..just to finally get my point acrossed and be heard and understood how my pain feels.
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2003 7 May :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: none
I think reality finally sets in when you sit down and realize that you know what’s actually going on.
I’m older. I’m Smarter. You can’t play the mind games that you did with me when I was little. You can’t manipulate me into doing every little thing you want yet you have. I only listen to you because you hold the power, the power that decides if I’ll be happy or not. You know, the power that you continue to use that makes me cry, the one that make me hate you but you seem to ignore how I feel even though its right in front of your face. You’re the only one who manages to make my words and feelings jumble up in my throat, because I’m not “allowed” to speak my mind. You push me to grow up faster yet don’t understand my attitude? You never give me a chance because you don’t care. You never ask how I feel, because you don’t care. You truly don’t. I hurt inside so much that its worse than any feeling I’ve ever had in my whole entire life. I’ll never understand why you made it more difficult. Life was hell to begin with but then you had to sink your claws into me and make me feel like I have no freedom. Freedom to talk, freedom to think, freedom to have feelings. But that’s ok with you isn’t it? Just as long as you feel satisfied. Half of the time you don’t even know that the tears are from you. They are always from you. You'll never know how I truly feel because I dont have the balls to tell you.
I truly hate you mom. Happy Mothers Day.
Yet again, you made me cry.
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