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thedarkerside

:: 2004 10 June :: 8.46pm

Wow I officially hate little kids but i'm $30 richer. Good for me.

I'm going to woodland tomorrow to buy some new shirts for Start of Summer and for the party Saturday. Heh..

I am speechless... mixed with alittle tired-ness.

Later

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Thedarkerside

:: 2004 9 June :: 10.02pm

Haha.. I have a party to go to Saturday night till 1. I hope it's a good one.

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 9 June :: 8.14pm

Cap'n crunch is too good for words.

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 9 June :: 11.38am

Damn... hot ass lifeguard...I think I'll just stare at him all day..

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 8 June :: 8.47pm
:: Music: Lauren Hill- Exfactor

Adam Levine....he has a sexy voice. Again, like I've said like 3,000,000 times.. I'd so do him.

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 8 June :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: flirty

woo!

I've been a bad bad girl
I've been carless with a delicate man
And it's a sad sad world
When a girl will break a boy just because she can...

I like that song.. ha.

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 8 June :: 8.14pm
:: Music: Fiona Apple- Sleep to Dream

I tell you how I feel, but you don't care
I say tell me the truth but you don' t dare
You say love is a hell you cannot bear
And I say gimme mine back and then go there - for all I care

I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds and you're not all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise

I have never been so insulted in all my life
I could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride
First you run like a fool just to be at my side
And now you run like a fool, but you just run to hide, and I don't abide

I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds and you're not all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stiffled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise

Don't make it a big deal, don't be so sensitive
We're not playing a game anymore; you don't have to be so defensive
Don't you plead me your case, don't bother to explain
Don't even show me your face, 'cuz it's a crying shame
Just go back to the rock from under which you came
Take the sorrow you gave and all the stakes you claim --
and don't forget the blame

I got my feet on the ground, and I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds, and you're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways
So don't forget what I told you, don't come around, I got my own hell to raise

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 8 June :: 6.45pm

You'll never see -- the courage I know
Its colors' richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow -- the way that you glow
Your presence dominates the judgements made on you

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention -- to you

You'll say you understand, but you don't understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise, and you can't afford to lie

You'll never touch -- these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown -- to you

You'll say, Don't fear your dreams, its easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie

You'll never live the life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks as though I might give up this fight

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now too smart to mention -- to you

You'll say you understand, you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in, you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 8 June :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Finger Eleven- One Thing

Just for one thing...

I moved my "Beach theme" to my GJ. I thought I needed something more..me. Anyways, I think I've come up with a topic for me to write my so called book on (that will probably never make it to a book, it will just end up being 2 pages long and I'll move on to something else). I'm not sharing my idea...I don't know why but I just don't feel like it ha. I haven't started at all but I think I'll be more modivated when I get a new notebook and writing utencils..I long to have a new calligraphy pen. They are fun to write with..and look nice.
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hmm...


Dear Sony Electronics & Co. ,
Thank you for creating the shuffle button, if indeed you created it. If not, could you tell me who did so they could be properly thanked?
Much love, Amy
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haha. Moving on...
My patience is growing smaller with my mom.(Yes, she doesn't deserve a capital M..wait does it need a capital M? hmm) I will bust a cap soon..or split a lip..


Eh,

Later

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thedarkerside

:: 2004 8 June :: 2.41pm

I miss the feeling of being preoccupied...

I need to find something to do.

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