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2004 5 June :: 1.58pm
Cloud my eyes and tell me what to see
I'm falling
Every way I turn the same disease
But I like it
Brace myself and hit the wall with ease
Colliding
I'm not minding the pain
I've been down here before
All my bones and joints are sore
Find my way out of the wreck again
I've been down here before
Lost myself and so much more
Find my way out of the game again
Open up my head and take it in
Just like always
Think about the bar and take a swing
Loaded trapeze
What you need the most from me is yours
I'll continue to deceive you my friend
You lost what made you you
Or maybe I never knew
I can't stay here anymore
Give it all or you're on your own
I will leave you
I will leave you
I will leave you
I will leave you
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2004 5 June :: 1.10pm
Andy Volk is lifeguarding at the pool right now. I'd tap that.
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2004 5 June :: 10.58am
:: Mood: Tired
Lassssstt nightt she said Oh baby I feel so downn
Lastnight turned out pretty fun actually. People did come over, most of the neighbors. There were about 12 people there..eh, it was ok. I went inside after a while with kennen and we sat on the computer making stuff then played family fued and home run derby on old school super nentendo like the good old times. We were going to play extreme hide and go seek outside but no one else would play..damnit, That would have been fun. So none the less...it was fun..
Me lol
Kendra w/ my trucker hat
Trucker hat again..
Kennen
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2004 4 June :: 10.50pm
You might be just what I need
No I would not change a thing
Been dreaming of this so long
But we only exist in this song
The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow
And if you come and meet me tomorrow
I will hold you down, fold you in
Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live
I break in two over you
I break in two
And if a piece of you dies
Autumn, I will bring you back to life
Of course I see you
I do.
;)
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2004 4 June :: 9.43pm
Well we were going to have a fire..but I don't know if anyone is coming besides Kendra. I thought about hiding in the van until she came so I could jump out and scare her..hehe.. I think she's at the door right now. I'm too late...
I was petting my cat whom was sitting in my window and I heard a song..."Thow up your rock fist if you're feelin it when I drop thisssss" I was like THOUSAND FOOT KRUTCH! lol I think my neighbors were playing it..hm.m.
Well we made some pretty damn good popcorn..
Later
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2004 4 June :: 3.36pm
:: Mood: full
Hmm..
I found this when I was going through my old email account, I read it and I don't know how I feel...
Date: Thu, 21 Aug 2003 15:57:27 -0400
From: "*** *****" <******@*******>
To: **********@yahoo.com
Amy
I am very glad to hear from you, and wish you all the best as you truck
through this adventure called life, the ride we are all on.
You have a gift to see things in a way that many people go their whole
life without. Being a deeply feeling and creative human is a blessing
and a curse. The curse is that the pain of any negative feeling can run
deep, but the blessing comes from the joy you can find in simple
things,
such as rain on a leaf, or the color of the sky in October.
Remember the only wrong way to live is not living up to the
expectations you set for yourself. Set them high, and live by those
rules alone. When it comes down to it, we are our own worst enemy and
best friend.
Keep in touch Amy.
I am here if you need me.
-*** *****
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2004 4 June :: 1.40pm
Wow. AIM is blocked on the school computers. Working in my mom's classroom will be SOOO FUN! lol grr.
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2004 4 June :: 11.14am
Lastnight, around 11 I was writing and I just stopped and I couldn't write anymore... Instead I started writing a letter that was obviously to my mom and meant to be seen by her. To sum it up I said how she makes me feel and that I wish she could just be proud of me. I left it on the couch right on the spot she usually sits..then went to bed.
......I woke up at 6 and took the notebook and closed it. Then brought it back in my room. I don't know. I guess I'm not ready to talk about it.
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2004 3 June :: 5.58pm
I should have been more happier on the last day of school.
I have a feeling that I'm not going to like this summer. It's just a hunch....
I'm hungry. Nickelodeon Old School is on...I feel like I'm a kid again... hm..
Laaterr
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