Out of Season

Out of Season

:: 2005 30 June :: 10.03pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Heart Breaker - Pat Benetar

i talked to karl tonight!! he was talking about how he's broke because of plane tickets but then he says that he bought a truck...yeah...lol. anyway, he's all prepared to drive down here, he just has to get a pass from the army people. anyway, he called me on his way to Hooters. Yep. i was like "well,i hope you have fun..." and he was like "Oh! no, i'm just going because im the one getting conned into driving the guys there" or something like that. it made me laugh. it doesn't really bother me, i mean hey, anymore you go out into the street and you see girls dressed like the ones at Hooters.
*sigh*
oh, anyway, we were talking and then the damned fire phone cut into our conversation and when that happens it automatically hangs up on the other person and so i didn't even get to hear an "i love you" tonight. god damned fire phone can eat shit. anyway, he didn't call back but then again he was on his way somewhere...so yeah.
anyway, i'm done with this. later
Rachel

Butterfly

:: 2005 30 June :: 10.03pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Heart Breaker - Pat Benetar

Butterfly

:: 2005 29 June :: 3.15pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: With this Knife - Smile Empty Soul

ashley had a planter's wart - or 3 - on the bottom of her foot and she had them froze off yesterday (majorly disgusting i know, i'm sorry) and she cain't even walk now. well, she decided that "we" should all clean the house because it's mom and dad's 20th anniversary today. well funny how "we" doesn't include ashley. taylor and i got to do everything down to washing the windows by ourselves. bullshit. she's such a fuckface.
anyway, ashley sucks.

hopefully karl calls tonight cause i miss him.

anyway, it's to hot to write anymore
Rachel

Butterfly

:: 2005 28 June :: 6.56pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Rape Me - Nirvana

tessi's having a little "get together" like she does almost every week. it's usually about 15 people sitting around talking, eating and watching movies and this week mom refuses to let me go. i asked why, and she was like "because i'm feeling pissy" and that was that. what a fucking bitch. is it mean to wish bad things would happen to her?
(Me)

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Butterfly

:: 2005 26 June :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: I probably wouldn't be this way - LeAnn Rimes

So Karl called my house today and I was at my grandma's swimming. Dad answers the phone and gives karl the number. um...weird. i picked up the phone, and it said pay phone on the caller id and so i just gave it to gramma. she answers it then gives me the phone and was like "it's a feller..." and gave me her evil gramma eye. i laughed and then she smiled and i ran off to talk. something was Way wrong with the phone and i couldn't hear him hardly at all, but the volume was all the way up. so, i told him that i couldn't hear him and that i was just going to go and then he asked when i'd be home and i said maybe 4:30 and he was like "ok, i'll call you at 5:00 just to be sure" and i was like "ok, i love you and i'll talk to you later" and he was like "haha, tryin to get rid of me that fast huh?" and then i felt bad, but i was just like "yes! i caint hear you and i don't want to just sit here and laugh at what little i can hear you say" because he always makes me laugh. or tries to make me get mad at him because i'm "sexy" when i'm mad. Ok...anyway lol. Oh! back to the story! we swim for a while longer because it was only 3:30 when we got off the phone. anyway, ashley fell asleep and didn't wake up until like 4:52 and then dad called and was like "karl called, i told him you'd probably be home in 15 minutes" so i was like trying to rush ashley and trevor out the door and ahh it was crazy. i get home and i just sit there waiting for the phone to call and then i was like "...maybe he forgot how to tell time..." because i was kind of depressed and felt like being mean, and then he Finally calles at like 20 after 5 and we're all talking and everything and then mom like bursts into my room and is like "get ready we gotta go to church!!" and i told her that i didn't want to go because i was on the phone and i hadn't talked to him in forever (ok so i talked to him friday, 2 days is a long time!!) and she was like "well you're going, change while you're talking to him" i was like ahh wth no way...so i was changing while talking to him and then the phone like cut off and all i had was the dial tone and i started crying, my make up was runnin down my face, but i went to church like that anyway. i don't know if he called me while at church, but he Definitly didn't call me afterwards. it makes me sad but i love him and hopefully i'll talk to him soon and you guys can read my going on's about him some more. lucky yall!

on with other news...wait, there is no other news besides about karl. ha. silly me.

Rachel

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Butterfly

:: 2005 24 June :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Shine - Collective Soul

i have to wake up at 6:30 and clean out the barn so we can put the new hay bales in there that we just bought, and then spend ALL day picking green beans and then all night snapping them. i like snapping them but i Really don't like picking them. i guess i'll get a better tan...but tan lines aint so hot...ehh
want some great news? of course you do. a few minutes after i wrote my last update, i go to watch Spanglish and cry a little bit because, well hey, i was in one of those moods, and then Karl calls. i know, amazing right? right. ok. anyway, i hadn't muted the tv so Spanglish is on the disk menu (so everyone can laugh, i just typed "dick menu". i know, haha) and for some reason they have some GAY ASS MUSIC playin and he made fun of me forever because of it, but i kind of...lost...our cordless phone so i was on the wall phone and could'nt just leave him ther alone so we delt with it. of all the places to call me he was in the air port. lmao it was so loud and like at one point like 5 phones started going off and apparently they belonged to people with no fingers because they DIDN'T ANSWER THEM. what kind of people sit there and let their phones ring? i mean you bought them so you could talk more, but then you ignore them? what the hell? stupid people.
eww ashley just asked if i wanted to watch Carrie with her...gross. that was a weird ass movie.
anyway, trevors dumb and still cant get the water temperature right so i'll be on my way
Rachel

Butterfly

:: 2005 24 June :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: sad/sick
:: Music: One Thing -(do not remember...)

my baby's gone
So basically im dying today thanks to the menstral cycle. yay.
i've seriously only gotten out of bed once, now twice i guess because hey, im at the computer, and i've not gotten on the computer until now.
alright, what im leading up to is that i missed my chance to talk to karl on here and now he left for kentucky or However you spell the damned state. i feel Soooooo horrible. he even sent me three emails. my favorite one?
Subject: " just a little email to say..."
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!"
and then it said some little private stuff that i won't include but i was like god damnit! and eventually bawled my eyes out. yep.
oh, 2 nights ago we made it official. like we h ad never really asked eachother out, or declared to be a couple, but it was assumed and we didn't want to be with anyone else, so wednesday night we were talking about it and decided that we would make it to where we Were a couple and it was Such a wonderful night and i was happy and didn't sleep at all.
anyway, im gonna go die now so later.

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butterfly

:: 2005 22 June :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Scars - Papa Roach

i actually think i stole this icon from someone...i don't know who. probably ashleigh though, like a long time ago. thanks to whoever though, and when i find out who's got all the cool ones again, i'll more than likely be back to steal even more unless you kill me now.

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Butterfly

:: 2005 21 June :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

well...i figured it was time i drop a big bomb on yall....

my baby brother is the coolest little dude any of you guys will ever meet. at just the tender age of 6, he has stolen the hearts of girls just a few months old to experianced women. he is a mastermind, and all men should bow down to him. with his big ol' blue eyes and platnium blond hair, not many can resist him. he is sweet and a Huge spiderman fan, and he can kick the ass of about anyone he wants too with his amazing moves he got from none other than Walker Texas Ranger, and Jean-Claude Van Damm. Though he has a slight lisp, it just makes him more desirable. He can hit the hell out of a baseball as well. anyone who has the opertunity to meet him will be changed forever.

as for taylor...stay the fuck away from her.

anyway. i haven't talked to karl for 2 days unless he gets on later tonight, but im goin to bed at 12 because i have to get up early in the morning and do stuff. stuff meaning getting up at 8 to not get dressed and not put on makeup and go spend the day lounging around my grandmas and eating her food because, omg, does she have good food. hmm yes, tomorrow does look like a good day. hmm oh yes, back to the love of my life...i miss him and that makes me sad. not sad because i miss him, but sad because he's not around and so then i have to miss him. i don't think that i get that either so: Don't read that last bit of the sentence. if you already have, disregard it.

um...ok, that's about as interesting as my life has been lately.

ooh for any of yall that aint been there, Everyone needs to go here

www.maddox.xmission.com

aka, the best page in the world (next to woohu of course...*runs away*)

ok, im done with this.

wait! apparently i have an inner black person begging to get out because i've been watching a lot of barber shop, and saying things like "tru dat" and "oh snap". yeah...it's gettin to be bad. i would so get the shit beatin out of me if i were to actually run into a black person. i am way to white for this shit.

ok, now im done with this.
Rachel

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Butterfly

:: 2005 21 June :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

well...i figured it was time i drop a big bomb on yall....
my baby brother is the coolest little dude any of you guys will ever meet. at just the tender age of 6, he has stolen the hearts of girls just a few months old to experianced women. he is a mastermind, and all men should bow down to him. with his big ol' blue eyes and platnium blond hair, not many can resist him. he is sweet and a Huge spiderman fan, and he can kick the ass of about anyone he wants too with his amazing moves he got from none other than Walker Texas Ranger, and Jean-Claude Van Damm. Though he has a slight lisp, it just makes him more desirable. He can hit the hell out of a baseball as well. anyone who has the opertunity to meet him will be changed forever.

as for taylor...stay the fuck away from her.

anyway. i haven't talked to karl for 2 days unless he gets on later tonight, but im goin to bed at 12 because i have to get up early in the morning and do stuff. stuff meaning getting up at 8 to not get dressed and not put on makeup and go spend the day lounging around my grandmas and eating her food because, omg, does she have good food. hmm yes, tomorrow does look like a good day. hmm oh yes, back to the love of my life...i miss him and that makes me sad. not sad because i miss him, but sad because he's not around and so then i have to miss him. i don't think that i get that either so: Don't read that last bit of the sentence. if you already have, disregard it.

um...ok, that's about as interesting as my life has been lately.

ooh for any of yall that aint been there, Everyone needs to go here

www.maddox.xmission.com

aka, the best page in the world (next to woohu of course...*runs away*)

ok, im done with this.

wait! apparently i have an inner black person begging to get out because i've been watching a lot of barber shop, and saying things like "tru dat" and "oh snap". yeah...it's gettin to be bad. i would so get the shit beatin out of me if i were to actually run into a black person. i am way to white for this shit.

ok, that's all.
Rachel

Butterfly

:: 2005 19 June :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: Don't cha - The Pussycat dolls / Busta Rhymes

well...peachy ol' fathers day and i ate way to much.

karl arived at his house unblown up by the plane ride. i don't like planes. we talked on msn for awhile last night and it was weird. i had gotten used to talking to him on the phone. it was weird talking to him on the phone to begin with too. anyway

doug left for a band camp deal....lmfao i know!! to funny....today and so i don't get to talk to that dumbass for another week.
ooh ok story time!!
i told doug since the first time that i seen him that he should have an afro because he would look awesome with one. he always got pissed and "yelled" no and told me to drop it. um...yeah he now has one. and...of course he looks awesome. stupid fucker. if only people would take my advice!!!

kell tried to explaine something and it didn't work so now i feel dumb. it's great. truely great.
lol

anyway, i gotta piss so goodbye

Rache|

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Butterfly

:: 2005 17 June :: 12.30pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Blow me away - Breaking Benjamin

I thought that i would let yall know that my cat just used the litter pan.

i love cats, but they reak. makes me sad but ehh. oh, roxy (#1 cat) had a baby!! its a little boy so we're gonna get it's balls chopped off and keep the fucker. woohu. its got a huge body but it's heads really small....freaky lookin. its boring though, just grey with yellowish orange stripes. my Other cat is in labor as i type. this one's Tidy (it fell in the toilet when it was just a baby...tidy bowl...yeah...mom came up with it, don't hate me). i think she's only haveing one too. god even if she has just one then we have...well here lets do a count
:Outside cat + her 3 kittens + Roxy + 1 kitten + Tidy + her kitten = 8 cats
maybe more, depending on how many Tidy has.
yeah...that's a lotta cats. oooh plus we have
duppy, dutchess, daisy, pancho, bell, lady, freckles, and pheoby (sp??). those are all of our dogs. yeah, 8 of them too. plus 19 more if you want to include the ones that ashley has for her gay kennel.
hmm we also have a bird, a rat, 3 horses, a pig, and 2 chickens. wtf is wrong with my family you ask? i don't know. i don't like any of them animals except for the cats and my rat.
ok...yeah im done with this. wait , total animal count for the Prewitt household...
8 cats + 8 dogs+ 19 dogs + 1 bird + 1 rat + 3 horses + 1 pig + 2 chickens = 43

k, im gonna go ponder why we have so many animals now. later
Rachel

im thinkin i need something else for my journal now. i don't much like it anymore.

LOVE YOU KELLY!!

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Butterfly

:: 2005 17 June :: 11.45am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: My sacrifice - Creed

Got my computer back!!
well bitches im back. no second phone line so i can only stay on for like 15 minutes at a time which sucks balls but i "can't interfere with the fire phone"
karl called and he FINALLY graduated yesterday. he'll be at his house some time tonight, he was going to drop by here first but his mom bought him a plane ticket and blah blah blah but anyway, he's supposed to stop by on his way back. he got stationed in Kentucky and from there he could get sent to Iraq. that really depresses me but what can you do.
um....wow really nothing has happend at all. thats pretty sad since its been an entire month....oh well. anyway, later
Rachel

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Butterfly

:: 2005 17 May :: 8.04am
:: Mood: sad

the verdict is in. my computer has like two viruses and on won't let me open up internet explorer. So, since school is ending pretty soon, it may be awhile until i'm heard from. we have to send the damned thing in to get fixed and spend a fortune on it...which might i ad, mom is none to happy about. and of course its "rachels fault". fuckers.

anyway, until next time...
Rachel

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butterfly

:: 2005 13 May :: 1.08pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Save Me - Unwritten Law

Due to Kelly's request, an update...

This week has been full of junk to do. Monday I had to go to my grammas and babysit, Tuesday was FCCLA Banquet, Wednesday was baccaloriate (sp) Thursday was Graduation and today I'm watching a baseball game and then going out to a movies and to dinner. I don't know what we're watching yet, though I think it's Monster In Law. Anyway, I cried so much at graduation. Ashley got Salutatorian and her speech was Sooooo good.

Hmm....I found out that 2 people like me. lol I don't know what to think about that but it's all good. One of them is Jacob. It kind of makes me mad that he likes me because he liked me before and I told him that we wouldn't work out because...he's Jacob. It just Seems wrong to go out with someone that has been your best friend since Kindergarten.
*shudders*
lol the other one's a hottie, but that's as far into it as I'll go.

I really don't have much else to say. School sucks, but only one more week left of it
*happy dance*

Eww we got to watch Mr. Terry's open heart surgery today. It made me really grossed out but then again it was pretty cool.

ooh it was so sad last night after graduation Ashley said that she wanted to go watch a movie with me in my room and then she was like "crap we can't it's already 9:30 and we have school tomorrow" and then she like paused and was like "well, you have school tomorrow" and started crying Yet again. lol I'm going to die at my graduation. I cry entirely to much.

Anyway, this was all for you Kell *wink*
lol love you babe.

Rachel

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Butterfly

:: 2005 3 May :: 9.43pm
:: Music: Memories of Us - Keith Urban

Ooook here's what i got
from mom and dad : A few shirts, 2 flip flops from old navy, Napoleon Dynamite, a make up bag that's Adorable
Gramma and Grandpa Prewitt - Nothing. bitches
Gramma and Grandpa Harrison - 25 dollars and some more flip flops from old navy (i live in flip flops btw)
Kayla - Sleep pants that say "CSI - cute, smart, irresistable" and some Hawiian Ginger lotion (The best smelling stuff in the world)
Johanna - Eurotrip (haha so wonderful...ok ok, true, i love the old man nude scene....lol Ewwwww no not really)
Tessi - Nothing yet, but she got paid yesterday and said it was coming so that's all good

And that's all. oh, lol i got a pen from the church too! it's a shitty one though. ehh

Ashley leaves tomorrow for Senior Trip. they're going to mertyl beach and it's supposed to rain the entire time, isn't that sad?! Today was the seniors last day and Everyone was crying so much. i didn't even bother wearing make up today which is Weird. i always wear make u. anyway, sad depressing day. the seniors all get back on monday, so until then i have to ride the flippin bus. it stinks
maybe i'll tie some fishing line around an action figure and throw it out the bus to drag on the ground and liven up the ride. haha
god i love that movie

Anyway, i gotta get off of here so that i don't get in trouble. ehh
Rachel

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Butterfly

:: 2005 30 April :: 5.09pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Last Kiss - Puddle of Mud (??)

Yesterday i turned 16. I had nothing planned to do, I was just going to stay home and work on my autobiogrophy for English. Seventh hour Tessi told me that me, Jacob, Jakob, Joey and her were going to go watch "The Amittyville Horror" after the FFA Banquet[spelling] and so I had to get dressed up and go to the FFA deal, then Jakob and Joey came by and picked us up, then we had to go get Jacob and when we got the the theater we were like 15-20 minutes late and so the guy let us in free. It was so cool. Anyway, we all got stuff from the food deal place and gave him whatever we had left out of the bill. All in all he got like...20-25 dollars I bet. lol he was happy too. I didn't even really watch the movie. I'm not good with scary movies so I kept my head down when it was dark because that's when everything happens, and Tessi told me when I could look. lol it was horrible. In the end like ... oh no I can't say nothing because I would ruin it. That stinks. oh well. I have a problem with yelling at the people in the movies, and I did that a LOT.
After the movie we went to Taco Bell and ate. I pointed out a cactus that looked like a limp penis. It was hilarious. We were like the only people in there. omg there was this girl that was working and she looked EXACTLY like Jack Osborne. It was kind of gross. It was like 11:30 when we got out of there. We then drove around for awhile. We were going to go to this old cemetery that's Really creepy, but we decided we were to scared so we all went to Jakobs house and messed around for awhile. I tripped over the concrete and killed my knee, but it was all good.
At like 12:25 they took Tessi and I to her house and then I called dad to have him come get me at like 1:00. I came home, took a shower, read, and got to bed at around 3:00. I woke up at 9:45 and cleaned all day for my "surprise" party tomorrow at three. Hopefully I'll get lots of money
*crosses fingers*
Anyway, that's all that has happend lately. Oh, I got a card from Karl, so that made me happy.
He called me Thursday to wish me a happy birthday because he wasn't going to be able to call me Friday, so that made me happy too.
I talked to Doug for awhile yesterday, but he forgot it was my birthday I guess, so I didn't get any "happy birthdays" from that side of the world [Cali] but that's alright.
Ok, I'll post tomorrow or sometime next week and put all that I get on here. I'm excited.
Rach--

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Butterfly

:: 2005 23 April :: 12.23am
:: Mood: torn/shocked
:: Music: Stay with me - Josh Gracin

A bunch of my friends and I are really close to Stacia's grandpa (another friend). He's the type that everyone could consider as their own grandfather, and you could always tell that he cared about what you were saying.
Thursday night he was driving and he got into an accident and he was throw out of the vehicle and got a lot of really bad head injuries. He was in a coma and today he died.
I just feel so horrible right now. I don't know what to do or think or anything. I found out at 11:30 and i just sat there. i didn't say anything, i couldn't, and if i could have i wouldn't have known what to say.
I know Stacia is going through more pain than i am, but i loved him so much. he was the nicest guy i'd ever met, and i just keep seeing his face and ... oh i don't know how im going to be able to get through this, but...i don't know.
I really want to talk to karl right now. hell i want to talk to anyone right now.

Butterfly

:: 2005 22 April :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: broken box - queens of the stone age

hmmm

spring break. all we ever get is 2 four day weekends off. why can't we just not go to school for an entire week? i don't know. pathetic school board.

the school probably won't even be open in two years anyway.

i hate painting my nails because i have to work and then it chips off. its way to much hassle, but it looks good so i'll just keep at it. hmm

*me*

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Butterfly

:: 2005 20 April :: 10.50pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: That one song by the Scorpians. maybe Rock you like a Hurricane

how was today no one asks? much better, thanks. they were still disecting live creatures in biology, but i read instead of paying attention. Tessi still loved doing it and did like 3 worms and a beetle. fucking psycho.

I thought that at 9 last night my day, or night i suppose, would get better. I'm addicted to Nashville Star (usa, 9:00/10:00, tuesday nights). My plan of getting cheered up failed. last night my favorite person, Jayron Weaver, got voted off. that just kicked all the controle i had maintained to shit, and i started crying. i cried for over two hours, and finally fell asleep doing so, and woke up with puffy, bloodshot eyes. it was wonderful...*rolls eyes*

doug should be getting on pretty soon. He's the only person that i don't have blocked on MSN. i was talking to this girl, Natalie, from school and "she" told me that "she" looked good in this picture and gave me a link. of course i click it because i never even think twice about that stuff. oops. she was like "No! don't click it it's a virus" ... hmm. so now my computer has a virus that randomly opens up a conversation box with anyone who's online and gives them the same shit line about looking good in a picture. i was going to delete everyone, and went from 57 people to 22...then i got the bright idea that maybe i only needed to block them. i only deleted people that i never talk to though, so it's alright. i feel really weird not having like five trillion conversations going at all time though. the only reason i didn't block doug was because he said he didn't mind the deal sending him the link and that he "is smart enough not to click it". It hasn't sent it all day, but im not sure if its gone yet. ive been doing scans and deleting a bunch of files and shit on the computer, so hopefully i got it deleted. i don't know though, so i'll wait until monday or tuesday to unblock everyone. makes me really sad that im retarded. i'll never click a link again. Ever.

we had a history test today. i think i did alright on it, but im not sure. we're going to have a math test coming up soon also. i hate those, but were doing easy stuff at the moment, so i should be fine. last week we had a biology test and he just got them graded. i got a 93%. that really bummed me out, but i tried. he let us redo the questions we missed and we'll get half the points back. that'll take me to a 96.5, so a 97 because he just rounds up if its a .5 or above. that makes me a little happier, but not much.
i get made fun of all the time because i strive for good grades and im not happy unless i get a hundred. i wish people would just leave me alone about it. i need to keep good grades so that i don't become completely invisible to my parents who are forever awed with ashley and her amazingness, taylor and her troubles, and trevor and his...cute and funniness. i'm the overlooked middle child. that's to common in this world. that's why i want 2 children. i won't have a middle one to overlook, though i know i wouldn't do that because i know all to well how it feels. im not begging for the spotlight though. i like being alone and not having to much expected of me. i just wish that there was something that was expected of me. well, besides getting the chores done and the kids watched when needed.

alright, i've done enough ranting about my home life.

Karl called me sunday. i was in the shower at the time. felt Really awkward talking to him while i had nothing but a towel on. dumb dad told him that i was in there, so he kept teasing me. it was horrific, but i survived. he got a tattoo on his left arm. he couldn't really explaine what it was good enough for me to understand, so i told him he had to send me a picture of it. the dumbass keeps getting in trouble for cussing. im in love with a potty mouth. just grand. lol oh well, hes in love with one also *smiles*

lmfao i love that commercial where the girl is introducing her boyfriend to her parents and then she like pops that dentyne fire gum in her mouth and starts going at it with him and then the mother was like "umm..." and then takes the gum and goes at it with the dad
makes me laugh Sooooo hard. i can just picture that happening to me, some guy (heh) and then mom and dad.
most people are grossed out when they're parents kiss...it doesn't bother me at all. i mean my god, they freakin have sex, id rather them kiss in front of me than that, so i don't complain. ew, not that they would do it in front of me.
ok, now that i've made myself sound like a sick freak, im gonna go
Rachel