Asshlayy

:: 2004 1 April :: 3.45pm
:: Mood: aroused
:: Music: eve 6, its stuck in my head

dani danced in leaves!
its windy out and it makes me smile really, really big.

me dani rj melody and then the rest of the class had a discussion on being bicurious haha it was amazing. then rj me and melody threw leaves in the wind and danison danced in them!

oh, bear and lil ashlie and others came to the libary, it was fantastic. i kiss you all.

after school lennile and i went to noble and barnes to get her a book and coffee yay. we saw the pretty...o0o my i must say *orgasms*. yes, and here i am.

'want to put my tender heart in a blender watch spin in to a beautiful oblivion.'

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:: 2004 1 April :: 10.49am
:: Mood: good.
:: Music: library noises, or lack there of.

love is what makes the world go 'round.
grandparents are here. yay. i happy. :)
i had to help my grandma with her cell phone last night. shes a little behind the times. it was so adorable.

so, this weekend im going to be doing all florida tourism junk. ugh, that ain't right.

there was bunches of kids at the beach last night. it was kind of odd. who does that on a wednesday night?...besides me.

everything is finally good with my boy. :)

i think i'll be at school tomorrow. the chemistry test was supposed to be today. thats why i was going to come today and not be here tomorrow. but because its tomorrow...i be here with my peoples.

well, it should be lunch so i can go play with all my loves. soon...

all my love.
xoxo.

:: 2004 1 April :: 8.32am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: sounds of drama

haha im sitting on mr. smiths computer now..yup this class is truly amazing. muahah.

last night was so nifty!!! i love the chatroom nonsense, bear was there and lenny and lil ahslie one and louie and even fro. oh my it was entertaining.

The OC was intense last night...sheesh.

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:: 2004 31 March :: 11.57am
:: Mood: fake

stuck
last night was teribble, so much is wrong that there aren't enough words to explain it. i'm sorry to whoever i burdened with my problems. i do thank you for listening though, it meant a lot to me.

i get the impression that i can't say or do anything right. if i talk to one person im ignoring another, if im friends with one im not with the other...i dont want to have to choose between anything that i love equally as much.

everyone i know is having problems. if i could take all of them away, feel them for myself id be happy. i just don't want my friends to hurt, none of them deserve the pain they get.

....you have no idea how much you hurt me everyday. i cant stand being near you because so much has changed. i wish id never met you,no ...i wish youd never met me. i wouldnt hurt you anymore then...and i wouldnt hurt either

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:: 2004 30 March :: 10.34pm
:: Mood: relieved.
:: Music: the mighty mighty bosstones.

dum dee dum.
i finally got my paper done. whoo hoo. its only a day late....i missed that class this morning so i could turn it in tomorrow. i "had a flat tire." im such a bad kid.

grandparents are flying in tomorrow. its exciting. i love those people.

no school for me on friday. thats even more exciting.

im grounded for two weekends after my grandparents leave. thats so lame. in my moms words: "youre fucking grounded because you wait until the last minute for everything." its true. i really dont think grounding me will change it though. lol.

it seems like alot of people are down right now. remember that i love you all. turn that frown upside down, okay?

all my love.
xoxo

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xsimplysweet

:: 2004 30 March :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: smile empty soul

Shiaat. Today was dumb and boring, like all the other days. I keep thinking people can see me threw my blinds, and I'm getting all paranoid about it. I told my sister to go outside to see if she could see me, but she was on the phone so I dont think she was paying attention. So yeah, I think I need some curtains or something.

I'm very pissed off at myself for not buying the things I needed when I went shopping. I only like one of the shirts I got, and I didnt even buy any pants. grrr. I need to go again.

Some of my cousins come down tomorow, and the rest come down saturday.. YAY.

:: 2004 30 March :: 12.39pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: talking

goodness i just have so much to do and it makes me crazy, i hate having all this homework. it makes me stressed as a crack whore.

i have so mch due tommorow its crazy.

lunch was funny today, aylssa was looking at peoples nipples with arielle...good times. lol good scientific study. ...mohawk boy is attractive beyond believe i want to rape him all over...you heard.

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:: 2004 29 March :: 1.13pm
:: Mood: alone
:: Music: some movie

so i didn't go to school today. i didn't feel like dealing with you all.

i'm so fucking sick of me screwing everything up. why can't i do ONE thing right? its so fucking annoying. nothing i do or say, or try to do or say is enough. i don't want to know you anymore, i just hurt you....everyone i hurt everyone.

:: 2004 29 March :: 11.54am
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: lenny voice.

raspberry tea.
well, i have a secret!

no, im just kidding.

ok, well so cleaned all day yesterday. how lame. but i managed to give away three bags of stuffed animals. it made me really happy. i gave away more clothes too.

saturday night i went and saw the pony movie w/ lenny and fletch. it was a good movie...but not really my taste. my love, lenny, cried. such a silly girl.

after the movie it got kind of scary. adam had left a message on my phone of not a very nice song and i got pretty scared. on top of that i hadnt talked to him all week. it was like he was avoiding me. so, of course i listen to the message and freak out and cry like a little girl. i called him and he said everything was okay but im not so sure he was sober at the time. he called me again yesterday and apologized for seeming like he was avoiding me when he really wasnt and that he still really wants to be together. i hope it works out for the better. i love him. but im scared.

he just moved out of house. his parents are pretty crazy. i feel really bad for him.

i think thats the most open ive been in my journal. woah. i guess i needed to get it off my chest.

lenny is the naples bicycle. can i get a ride?
haha. :)

i miss you, ernie. :)

could someone please tell me: how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie roll pop?

all my love.
Carrie.
xoxo.

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stefoffanie

:: 2004 28 March :: 9.42pm

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

interesting.....

:: 2004 28 March :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: akward/tired/glittery

alright, so whoevers idea it was to braid 150 cheerleaders hair in one night can go screw themselves...anyway

competition this weekend, stupid fucking deduction because of FRANKIE thats right the lil carebear boy. oh well we places 6th the frist day and i didn't stay for awards today...we might have won but oh well ill find out later.

im sure so many people missed me...or, not.

p.s. i just found out we placed 6th...that makes me so fucking mad, i hate my fliyer right now. she is a whore.

p.s.s. this girl on my squad dislocated her knee cap at practice 10 minutes before we went on, her knee was on the side of her leg. kayla ruffner got a concussion today right before we went on. all around HORIBBLE weekend

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xsimplysweet

:: 2004 28 March :: 7.25pm

im a physco
Yeah, I had to delete all those test because it screwed up my journal.

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xsimplysweet

:: 2004 27 March :: 7.46pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: tv

Wooo I got to go shopping today! Me and Anna went, and we had to ride the bus home.. it was funny. We looked like spoiled bitches hahah. I got a pair of pants, some shirts, a new purse, and a really cool bracelet.

Next weekend like my whole family is coming down from ohio to stay on the beach. It is going to be awesome I cant wait :D

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