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2008 11 November :: 1.14am
:: Music: Coldplay
ATTENTION!
Yo Internet Peeps:
My radio show is currently up and running. It has been for several weeks.
I'm sick of not having any listeners. The show sucks, because I don't try, because nobody listens, because I didn't advertise very well. Or at all.
So, I will be attempting to change this.
The show is currently: MONDAYS @ 4PM LISTEN HERE!
I'm thinking about doing a couple of themed shows. Maybe one entirely off of youtube, or one entirely of "red hot jazz" (think 1920s).
If you can't listen at that time, I totally understand. Which is why when I reschedule next semester, I will be asking for your input as far as what times on what days are good times to have my show, so I will hopefully have more listeners. Because I want to do something that everyone will enjoy, at a time that is convenient for them.
So, hopefully you can listen at that time for the next couple of months.
More updates will come later.
Peace,
Chris
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2008 10 November :: 9.39am
:: Music: The Ladie's Man
So much for things looking up for me.....
Because now I'm doing absolutely fantastic. =] This situation is turning out to be so much better than I could have imagined, and it's nothing like I've ever had before. It's all so new to me, and I'm not sure how to react sometimes, but I wouldn't change a thing. =D
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2008 9 November :: 11.15am
I feel like I have a lot of emotion to pour out.
But I don't know how to put a lot of it into words.
It's been so long since I have vented any of my emotions.
I think that its because Im gradually getting better at telling Mike how I feel instead of bottling it up, and then just lashing out at him the next time he pisses me off.
Its kind of pathetic that after 3 years I still have a hard time telling him how I feel about certain things.
Most the time I am just trying to spare him the hurt, because I am a harsh bitter person.
I used to blame his daughter for every little thing, and I'd hide out in the bedroom when she'd come over.
But I've overcome that, and I think that I am even coming around to the thought of having kids eventually.
I think I'm growing up..
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2008 7 November :: 4.15pm
Valoth:
so when i got lunch at wendies one of the guys back in the kitchen run over to the window as i got my food
and asks with a huge grin on his face: did ya see it!?
i say see what?
Josh:
he didn't say "my cock" did he? ;(
Valoth:
he points at a burgundy '87 fiero
he then says that me driving around here all the time convinced him to buy one
Josh:
oh, lol....wow
you're popular
Valoth:
i guess
its my leet car
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2008 6 November :: 9.06am
Here we are over a month an a half later. Emo moments happen more often for small spaces of time. I thought I could make this easy. I totally had that wrong. I hate when I go to check up on anything with her, thinking Ill find something saying shes managed to move on. ...and I hate that. Then I have to hate myself for even thinking like that.
Im an ass.
I still havent got my stuff from Rachel. Not sure why.
Moving right along.
Gas is down to $2.10 at 14mile and that makes me happier.
Im keeping busy, busy being away from life, with Fallout 3 still.
3/4 of the way through the game taking my sweet time and seeing everything I can before finishing the main storyline.
6days till WotLK is out.
Airsoft season is almost done. Turning to look at CQC later on this year and into the rest of the winter.
Back to life.
Ive decided to join the Marines next year. Ill be talking to a recruiter later this month and be looking to leave for basic in or around March.
Figure I got no reason not to anymore. Its been ultimatum #1 since exiting high school. Just decided to stop pussy-footing with it. Ive already started my workout everyday afterwork to help get in shape before I go.
Infantry, recon, or combat engineer.
No forward movement in my job, no attachements short of material possessions. No commitments. No obligations. I almost should thank Rachel for letting me off the hook.
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andrea
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2008 4 November :: 10.26am
:: Music: Coldplay - Politik
Look at earth from outer space
Everyone must find the place
Give me time and give me space
Give me real, don't give me fake
Give me strength, reserve control
Give me heart and give me soul
Give me time give us a kiss
Tell me your own Politik
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Give me one, cause one is best
And in confusion, confidence
Give me peace of mind and trust
And don't forget the rest of us
Give me strength, reserve control
Give me heart and give me soul
Wounds that heal and cracks that fix
tell me your own politik
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Open up your eyes
Just open up your eyes
And give me love over, love over, love over this
And give me love over, love over, love over this
Happy Election Day!
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2008 4 November :: 9.11am
So I've basically spent the last day and a half in bed..
I made an attempt at work yesterday. I felt perfectly fine, then all of a sudden I'm sweating profusely, feeling like I am going to vomit, and then I passed out.
I've been shakey, cold, then extremely hot.
The littlest movement makes my head throb so bad I start balling.
My head hurts even more when the lights are on.
I feel like ass, and look just as worse.
My sister, Derrick, and Seth are coming up in a couple of weeks.
Im really excited about that because I miss them all..
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2008 3 November :: 6.36pm
:: Music: Chevelle - Panic Prone
The old problems still stick around.
But I think things are looking up for me.
I'm hopeful, at the very least.
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2008 3 November :: 5.18pm
Goodbye. Nice to know you.
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2008 3 November :: 4.35pm
I’m not sure what it’s all for.
It’s getting harder to even find a purpose in life.
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tuwang
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2008 2 November :: 11.31am
you never realize how bitter cold you are until you step into that hot shower.
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valoth
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2008 31 October :: 12.54pm
Words too late to say: Uso demo i i no ni "i kanai de" mo ienai yo.
In other news, today is Friday. Fallout 3 rocks. Im pissed it has SecuROM and will end up as a $50 coaster someday, but the game is great.
Ive played all of like 4hrs into the game and thus far Ive blown up an entire town and let loose feral ghouls all over a hotel full of snobby 1950's elitist jerks. Oh but fear not! I killed the ghouls after I let them have fun.
Next step is to go looking for the previous Fallout's vaults. Dont know if Ill make it, but Ill try!
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2008 29 October :: 1.26am
:: Mood: contemplative
recollections
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i feel like i've lost a lot of my pizzazz. (or maybe you spell it pissass. depending on how many laxatives i took that day.) you know? i feel like i used to have more vitality, more everything. not that i was a driven, self-motivated type of person. not that i was spastic or rambunctious. i just feel like i had an undercurrent of motion that just isn't there anymore.
nowadays i let the simplest things prevent me from getting anything done, and i really don't feel the need to try and innovate, or make new things happen. i'm content to attempt, and fail, to merely recreate those which have come before. nothing outstanding. nothing superb. i just settle for okay.
but that really doesn't seem right. i don't want just an okay life. i don't want just okay friends. okay coworkers. okay family. that's not how it works for me. i feel like everything about my life up to this point has been outrageous. and now it's just mellowing out. i guess it's my job to keep it outrageous. but i have a lot of fucking jobs right now, which i guess is what's bogging me down. so, adding the job of unbogging myself to the pile doesn't really work. it'll just exacerbate the problem.
so, i just need to get a few things out of the way, one at a time, so that i have a bit more freedom to have some of that guilt-free, sporadic, funtime. where my energy is put to its most effectively pragmatic use. because clearly i don't get shit done when it comes to actual work. but give me something fun to do, and i'll forget to eat, sleep, and go to the bathroom, i'm so diligent.
and faking myself out to think that the "work" stuff is actually "fun" stuff doesn't cut it. believe me, i've tried. although, i have discovered that some of the "fun" stuff is actually "work". but since it falls under "fun" in my classifications, i can still do that, at least.
i guess we'll make it happen eventually. and until then, i'll just have to tough it out. but i want to be fun and exciting again. none of this boring, grumpy, old man nonsense. that suits me at times. but i don't think this should be one of those times.
i'll get there, and i'll enjoy it. but i'm not there yet. and there's no sense in rushing it.
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2008 28 October :: 10.34am
[Insert long winded post about emtional pangs here]
[Insert foot in mouth to stop from saying the above]
[Insert repression of sorrow & near-depression-like symptoms]
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2008 27 October :: 2.33pm
So, as with most updates as of late, I will preface my story with "interesting weekend".
this one I might actually describe though...
So Friday night was the Halloween party, which I feel like I'm continuously misspelling for some reason or another. A lot of fun, I got all good and sauced up for that because I had announcing to do. It helped with making everyone laugh, but did not help with pronouncing japanese names with horrible handwriting. To be crude, it looks like chicken scratch to me as is, but when someone writes like a 2 year old it makes it even more difficult. Either way, there was no harm done, and the party went off. It ended in a good mood and I continued to move on with my day. So at about 9 PM, me and my group of friends, including Nate, who thinks I'm a racist, Kelly, the blonde cutie who also thinks I am a racist, Yui, Nick, Megan, Adam, and Cooper, headed out to Kyoto for a wonderful night of dancing and getting shit faced! yay!
There were a few things wrong with this for me....
1) I was dehydrated
2) I was way too tired to be pulling an all nighter
3) I didn't eat all day
So, after consuming 3 chu-his, a bottle of vodka, and a half a bottle of wine, my mind was in a state of intoxication that I have never seen before. Granted for the first few hours of dancing my mind worked fine, but after 3 LIT's in the club I started to have crazy ideas. This lead to me leaving my group and wandering around Kyoto at 4:30 in the AM. Not cool at all. Although moderately entertaining.
I'm sorry Chris. I wish you could have been there to see it.
I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic...
three cheers?
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