last night was a lot of fun. it's a good thing to reunite with old friends and just hang out. theres some ppl from the past i wish i could just talk to...but everyones so different its hard. i just wish that i didnt have to fall out of touch with so many friends, but this year theres a lot of people ive gotten to talk to and gotten to know since elementary school, and i like it alot..its a really good thing just to be able to talk casually with people you used to be inseperable with. and you realize that theyre much better people than they are judged sometimes.

yesterday in church there was a flyer for the advent wreath party, this thing weve been doing the first sunday of advent for like ever.
and it got me sooo excited i just cannot wait for christmas. i really miss miami and my family and friends down there. being there is seriously pure bliss, and during christmastime? awesome. w/e i still have quite some time til that so im not gonna get too excited...yet. im also really excited for some other traditions, gingerbread houses, plays, city trips, some w/ friends some w/ family...its just a really happy time and i know how much ppl are looking forward to it and how happy everyone will get.

and 1 of my friends, i really dont know how to deal with her. shes trying so hard to fit in and be someone shes not. shes not being her own person and i cant stand watching her do this to herself and create this image that she think she has to be. anyone know how to deal with this type of thing??

much love to everyone
gabi

5 . | ..