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:: 2003 10 October :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: hopeful

FOR GABI AND ERICA AND THOSE OTHERS WHO WANT ME TO START UP AGAIN...
...i hope its true, and if it is, i think i want to...
...lets just leave that as it is.

wow its been a really long time since ive posted, i really dont have much to write about, but im sure that i will by sunday or even saturday. this is just to tell the ppl who have been wanting to scratch my eyes out bc its been liek a hundred yrs since ive updated that im gunna strt keepin up again.
love*love*love*love*love*love*love*love*
ur #1 rockstar: danmorgan

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goobs827

:: 2003 7 October :: 8.38pm
:: Mood: not sure yet

I miss this thing when i go a few days w/o writing it helps me a lot to get things out.

School: A lot of work..but still managing pretty well, some classes a little worried about but most fine. but its hard to stay steady like this...sometimes i just wanna stop working so damn hard.
Friends: Fine...friends are great, they piss me off once in a while but who doesnt piss me off ever
Soccer: OMG this has been an awesome season and it wouldnt be a 16th as good if it werent for TBC..u guys fuckin rock! funniest times!
Sports: OMFG THE YANKEES ARE GOIN ALL THE WAY BABY!!! im going to a game tomorrow nite and possibly in boston this weekend. i am so physced. the marlins too way cool... i went to the giant game this weekend..freakin offensive line was miserable, ugh kerry wtf were u thinking..ok dont get me started i could go on..
General consensis on life: good...optimistic, scared that my pessimist side will get the best of me though. and im still dying for christmas

and crazily enough i think im getting over this certain something..but im not gonna get too excited, cos i know itll come back

oh well my crazy insane great aunt is visting soon...itll be good to have a little cuban in my life

Forever&Always
Love~Gabrielle

goobs827

:: 2003 28 September :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: confused

So it's been a couple weeks since I wrote and as weird as it may be I missed it, but everythings been so crazy and hectic. School is a lot of work. But nothing more than i had anticipated. I hate global so much though. I really gotta get used to it, but I really don't like it. Soccer, we're really good this year...I'm probably gonna come back soon, my back is doing very good.

last saturday i visited my baby cousin in nj omg shes so freaking cute! Today I went to see Hairspray it was sooo good. This weekend was exactly what i needed

Everything is moving so fast it took my a weekend to just stop and look at it all. I love the weekend...I hate Sunday night though...its just awful ugh.

And all i have to say is whyyyyyyyyyyyy???? whyyy???? whyyyy? Why does this part of my life have to exist? it makes me miserable...but so happy at the same time. but miserable for not being able to get over it after so long...but happy to be able to think about it....hence my mood: confused...i just wish it would go away, i really do ...(u werent supposed to get that..sry very confusing)

And every time I feel like Im gonna be okay and everything is fine, i think of something else that makes me so upest...

ahhh...i hate complaining seriously i do, but idk whats wrong...i really am happy i truly am but theres something holding me back and i just have to get over it.

Lots of Love to *everyone* (and i mean that)
Gabrielle~

goobs827

:: 2003 14 September :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: perfect

It's been a week since I wrote last.
A fairly good first (full) week of school.

I like my teachers so far. I'm not in love with any of them or anything but they're good. Schoolwork has been pretty average...A lot of work but it's still not bad.

Soccer, still can't play but we're doing great this season! yeah girls!

As for my friends..I really don't know what to expect this year...
One of my friends I'm feeling really underappreciated by, and I feel like she's been really rude lately...One I feel has changed a lot... One I feel like says stuff to me she doesn't really mean...I donno, I hope this is all in my imagination or just a phase

The dance was Friday. I really did not want to go, but it turned out to be alright. It was hilarious just to people watch.

And I don't know, I just don't feel...anything at all really. Everything is so dull and repetitive. I know I said I don't like change, but I'm contradicting myself now, I want change, I want something different, something new. I just wish something big would happen...whether it be good or bad...

AND I WANT CHRISTMAS AHHHHH!

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goobs827

:: 2003 7 September :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: pensive

so a lot has happened since last i wrote

first of all school...which came as quite a shocker. It was so unreal. It didn't feel like I was in school, or it did but it felt like there was no summer. Idk but it was weird as hell. Everything with school is fine. Nothing has changed. No one has changed. Nothing is different. I guess thats okay for me since im not the greatest handler of change. But besides that I think it'll be a really good year. I really have to put aside some feelings i have for certain people. It's hard but I don't want to be one of these people who dislikes someone for no reason.

Yesterday I had to get up at freakin 8 o clock to the soccer game that I couldnt play in. It was a lot of fun chattin on the sidelines and on the bus though lol. So I'm out of soccer for at least another week probably 2 or 3 more weeks. i fucked up my back really badly. Now I have to do this painful physical therapy and wear this uncomfortable belt everywhere i go. ugh i hate it. but i hate soccer more so i guess its not the worst thing in the world. hehe.

I'm really excited that football has started and the Giants won today. I'm not sure about the Dolphins though. I'll have to check into that. The Yanks won too!!! Hopefully they'll spank Detroit this week and stretch that lead against the Sox.

Wow, I sound like a sportscaster idiot. But oh well, i really love those 2 sports.

And as usual nothing too exciting going on in my life! No Drama! Sorry if I dissapointed anyone reading. I'm sure I did. I'd be bored as hell too. hehe. I guess my no-drama lifestyle is pretty good though. Things could be worse...

Peace Gabi

goobs827

:: 2003 30 August :: 4.41pm
:: Mood: bouncy

Three reasons I am in a great mood right now:

1) No practice tomorrow, or the next day
2) Bottom of the 8th at Fenway. Yanks up 8-6. Not worried at all cos Mariano is in, and is gonna kick some boston ASS. Go YANKEES!
3) My shower radio. I got it for my birthday. It's soooo cool. As if my singing in the shower wasn't terrible enough I now have backup music to get me into it even more ha.

hahaha life is gooooood.

goobs827

:: 2003 27 August :: 11.46am
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: 3 Doors Down..

Birthday
Today is my birthday. yay yay yay. Not really. I guess this is sort of the beginning of the end in a way. I guess when we were younger it was like we thought the world had to stop on our birthdays. But it doesn't haha. But I still get to feel like I dont have to do anything. And I get presents.

This morning was practice. Dumb. But I talked the mother into picking me up a little early, jus cos i didnt wanna stay. ha.
I just took a shower. I asked my parents to hide some of my gifts. I've found 3. There are 2 more hidden.

Now Im gonna eat McDonalds and get a mani/pedi. Tonite I will dine.

Glad not to be a shrimpy little 13 year old anymore. 14 is such a better age!

goobs827

:: 2003 25 August :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: sad

My dad's horse died today. The big one. The best horse he has ever had. I'm so unbelievably sad. She only had one year left to race then she was gonna make great babies! But now, she can't. I feel sooooo bad for my dad and his partners. I'm so upset right now. Ughhhh. She was such a sweet horse too.

Soccer was my biggest concern up until now. It was good today. Now it's hardly an issue.

I can't wait for the Yankee game to take my mind off of it. It's just too sad to think about.

I know there are much bigger things in life. It's just a horse. But it's still sad.

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goobs827

:: 2003 24 August :: 7.58pm
:: Mood: anxious

My Summer
Wow it has gone by sooooo freaking fast its crazy. I've finally seen some friends and i'll see even more tomorrow at soccer...yay!

This is my summer in a nutshell:

8: # of painful days babysitting
128: price of gorgeous coach bag bought with babysitting money
3: # of tennis lessons
2: trips to Miami
14: wonderful days in Saratoga
3: number of people in saratoga i never got to say goodbye to
6: measly number of movies seen (lb2, ca2, t3, lara croft, seabiscuit, i swear 1 more i cant remember)
10: average number of hours of sleep
1: number of days of bball camp i could get in before getting strep throat
6: # of tv shows watched by me this summer
6: # of tv shows i watched this summer that were reality haha
5: gay guys who totally made my summer by having the most hilarious show on television
1: number of giant iguanas seen in my aunts tropical backyard
15: minutes stranded on a tube with eg and mr in lake saratoga
10: friends/family with summer bdays
50 million: # of people affected by blackout that I avoided by being away
4: number of hours earlier than avg. summertime i must wake up tomorrow in order to go to soccer
14: age i will be as of wednesday
0: amount of excitement for the turning of age on wed.
12: hours til soccer
9: days til school

so sad its over...really really sad...
sorry that was really stupid and boring but i thought it was cute :) LoVe<3

goobs827

:: 2003 14 August :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: worried

well if u check the date and time of this post and u havent been living under a rock, ure probably thinking how the hell is she on a computer??? well...im in miami lol...i got realllllly lucky. I left for here yesterday...i was gonna leave today cos i have strep throat...but it was tooexpensive to change the flights...talk about fate...we would have been stuck at the airport in ny!!! anyway this whole thing is an absolute disaster and i feel so terrible for everyone! imagine all those people (who were) stuck in elevators...the miners in canada STILL trapped 4000 ft underground (ive been watchin my cnn lol) this totally sucks. all food is gonna spoil...no ac in like 1000 degree weather. this is shit for the economy... no broadway, no hotels, no restaraunts, no sports games...its insane. Mr. Prez better start workin on some conservation sht after all of this is done. they say it could last the whole weekend in detroit! ahhhh. Before I came online i was like where the hell is everyone? omg...my ny'ers please post me one and let me know ure okay lol...im so worried!

goobs827

:: 2003 10 August :: 1.24pm
:: Mood: bored

ahhh...I read joanna's letter wrong...she won't be home on tuesday...grr...now i wont be able to see any of my friends who were at camp til after i go to miami..ahh...

Im home...Im tired...Im really glad to be home...I have bball tomorrow, its gonna suck...but nontheless still glad t be home. I really missed it (and my cat) it feels soo good. Saratoga was still awesome though. I'm excited for wednesday (miami) cos its not like my vacation is over quite yet. I still have 1 big thing to look forward to. But i really wanted to see my pals. oh well. Ill be seeing plenty of them for the next 10 months. :) I have to unpack from Saratoga, then pack all over again. At least I'll be able to call people and talk on the phone.

17 Days til my bday...Im not really excited though :(

goobs827

:: 2003 5 August :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: anxious

LiVin On A pRaYeR!
OoOoH...I have had a very very fun few days. On Sunday night I went to a Bon Jovi concert with Meredith! It was awesome! Soooo much fun.

Yesterday was fun too. I went to the track. My dad won his first race at Saratoga for the summer. It was so funny. Toward the end of the race, it started like torential downpouring! So we had to go to the winners circle to take the picture and we were all soaked. UGH that picture is gonna be disgusting haha.

Last night I got a major burst of homesickness. I started like aching for my friends. Thank God tomorrow Elise is coming to stay for a couple days. She'll keep me in line. And I'll get to see everyone who is home this weekend. And...Joanna is coming home from camp in ONE WEEK. ONE WEEK I get to see her. It's only for 1 day (i leave for miami on wednesday the 13th) but its something. I cannot wait.

Today I saw Seabiscuit. It was a great movie. If I didn't know anything about horse-racing, I would have been like "jigga wha?" but since I knew what was going on it was a lot more enjoyable to me.

I'm having a lot of fun here. There is so much to do. But I don't know. I want to go home--at least sometimes I do. I don't know. I'm so confused overall. It sucks. ((sigh)) only a few more days. UGH then next wed. I go to Miami ahhhhh. It's too much...I want to stay home. Im always away ahhh.

Today is the 41 anniversary of the death of Miss GlamourPuss...Freaky Deaky.

I need my friends uhhhhhhhhh...tomorrow....tomorrow...always a day away. Love*
~Just*Gabi~
(thats the name of one of my pop's horses... im not trying to be like all metaphorical)

AHHH I just remembered Last Comic Standing and Queer Eye for the Straight Guy are on tonite....see i already feel betters its all about the attitude...

goobs827

:: 2003 1 August :: 10.33pm
:: Mood: *GLaMoRoUs*

Im in my pjs. I dont feel glamorous at all. But it's all about imagination.

As you can see I've changed my user picture from Miami to the gorgeous Marilyn Monroe. I find her so incredibly fascinating. She was so glamorous and beautiful. (and she was married to a Yankee hehehe) I think she is the epitome of old style sexy Hollywood glamour...I love that Audrey, Marilyn look. It's so...........i can't think of any other word, but glamorous. I would do anything to go back in time and be Marilyn Monroe for a day. OK...that's just me ranting. Im gonna start doing that more often. No one cares what Im doing during the day...I have many opinions which could be a good topic of convo.

Leave some comments if you have any thoughts on Ms. GlamourPuss Monroe...

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goobs827

:: 2003 30 July :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: listless

WTF does listless mean? I like to pick very strange moods for myself...

Today my dad's old college roomate and his 4 kids met me and my dad at the track. It was fun. They are so nice. They have a 5 year old girl. 12 year old twin boys (who have major hotty potential lol) and a 16 (i think) year old boy. I've always thought he was really hot. He still is really hot...and he's nice...and not a womanizer/pothead. He doesn't look like a junior though. He looks our age. But thats okay beacuse I look younger than I am too. UGH I wish they lived closer or we saw them more. Why dont we have more guys like him in our grade/school??? Why? Why? I know all you girls feel my pain.

Me and my dad just went to the harness track. Hahaha its hilarious. Its really nice at night and stuff...but its not as exhilirating/big/popular/normal as the regular track...There are really seedy people there. Its so scary. The race purses are like only $700 haha. It's still beautiful though. (Harness is like the jockeys who sit in the little carts and the horses are way smaller)

It really pisses me off that my summer is going so well. My summers usually suck. Now I just so CAN wait to go back to school. Im totally dreading it. Soccer is gonna suck. But im glad im playing b.c. a lot of my gal pals are playing...Id miss out on a lot. But that still doesnt take away from the fact that it sucks.

And it gets closer each day......
I just have to live for the moment...focus on each day.

Watching Selena
Waiting for the Yankee game

Hope everyone is having a great vacation!
*g*a*b*i* (dont mind me im working on new siggys)

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goobs827

:: 2003 28 July :: 5.07pm
:: Mood: good

So I got to Saratoga Friday. It's been an awesome weekend with my cuzzies. On Friday we just hung out, had dinner. Then we went to town. My cousins are usually such party animals but they came home fairly early. I dont understand how people can hold their alcohol like my they do. Its unbelieavable to me. Obviously they are older, but theyre also 1/2 Irish, im not. So I think that has something to do with it lol. I will never be like that. I have one teeny glass of champagne and Im like seeing things.

Anyway, Sat. we went to the track. I love the track. Then we went JET SKIING...It was awesome, I didn't get to drive but I might be able to tomorrow. Yesterday we went to the track casually. Dammmmn, if anyone is ever broke, trust me, go bet on a horse it pays well!

Sometimes we go to the track fancy, like in a box and all dressed up. But we can also just go casual and wear what we want and eat regular stuff. I like both. It depends on my mood. Today we also went to the barn, and fed my dads horses. It was wonderful. lol.

Yesterday one of my cousins left, one more is left. Tonite were going to the drive in ...yeah baby.

My summer is going really well...surprisingly. I dont have the best luck with summers. I just still really miss everyone. But the summer is more than half way there so ill be seeing them soon soon soon! Im just totally dreading school and soccer. UGH UGH UGH...

Im sorry this was another long post...I hate long posts...They suck. But I had a lot to say. It makes me happy when im having fun somewhere.

ahhhh I just found some live savers gummies in my bag yes yes yes these babys are the best...i gg enjoy them

Nonstoploving.gabriellemarie