a day 'till mayhem
y hello there everyone :).... school starts tomorrow..hence the title...hehe...umm...i've picked out my outfit....it's weird im not as excited as i normally am to start school.. i mean usually by this time im like pumped..but im more tired than anything..i dont wanna do homework at all.. i haven't finished the awakening and i dont know if i am..w/e.. fuck it.. i dont care hehe...i can't wait to see colin though.. it's been almost 2 weeks since i've seen him..that's like half a month man! .. he did the sweetest thing yesterday..we were talking online and he was like can u call me? and i was like no cuz my lil bro and sis r in the room playing a vid game so if i called him i wouldn't have a room to go and talk to him in..so yea...and then later on he started iming me thru his phone..and he was like i wanna talk to u not just on im.. i wann hear ur voice..and i was like babe im sorry but it's like 9 ish now and the last time i got on the phone this late my mom bitched about it .... i felt kinda bad cuz it seemed like i was just making up excuses to not talk to him..which wasn't true.. cuz i wanted to talk to him too! but then at like 9 30 .. i hear the phone ring and my mom picks it up...and she's like thaimi get the phone! so i pick it up..and it's my baby..he was like... that's rite! i called u! and u wanna know y?! because i fucking love u and i dont care what ur mom says.. i needed to hear ur voice and im not gonna let some stupid ass rule get in the way of me talking to the person i love most in this world! ... hehe i was like awwwwwwwwww ... and so i went and asked my mom if i could talk for a lil bit and she said yea...so we talked for a while.. he was so sweet.. like..i hadn't really talked to him in like four days...well i had talked to him but like 15 min conversations...so it was nice to just sit and talk wit him for a while..and he kept saying how much he loved me and how good it was to hear my voice and hear me laugh...hehe...he's such a sweetheart...but yea im excited to see him tomorrow... well ill report back tomorrow and let u guys know how school went..god i dont wanna go...::harumph:: ... oh well...bye ppls

tonite's song: shadow by ashlee simpson

another day, another dollah :P
howdy ppls ::waves:: ... well life's been pretty good since i last posted.. i found out that my aunt and uncle r giving me a car! some sort of honda..but im excited as hell..it's in the shop rite now though cuz theyr'e makin sure everything is ok wit it so i can drive it ... but they told me that i should have it by the end of this month..and they're gonna pay for the first couple of my insurance payments..which is so fucking awesome..so yea that kicks major booty....haha they showed up at my house today..they bought themselves a yellow hummer! i was like holy shit u ppl r fuckin insane hahah! but yea...they gave me a hundred bucks so im goin school clothes shoppin today wit them..and then we're gonna go out to dinner and if we get home early enough i mite go out wit colin...we'll see...ok well ima go write my baby a quick email so ill talk to u guys later .. buhz byez.

tonite's song: hey mister by custom ... haha so funny!

10 things i wanna do before i die *courtesy of ms. yara*

**1. get a college degree.

**2. find the person im supposed to spend the rest of my life with and who will take care of me and love me when im old.

**3. resolve the petty grudges i have kept throughout the years and grant forgiveness to those who truly deserve it.

**4. travel throughout europe.

**5. become fluent in french and italian.

**6. be the kind of friend everyone can always run to and not worry about being judged.

**7. thank everyone who has ever helped me get through a tough experience.

**8. keep someone from committing suicide.

**9. leave ALL my inhibitions behind and be completely wild, crazy, and careless for one night.

**10. start a successful practice of my own.

haha im unpredictable woot woot! GO NOVEMBER!
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks
forward. Unique
and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking.
Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in
personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always
thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and
hard-hearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up.
Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks
differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not
appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and
emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to
control emotions.
Unpredictable


What does your birth month say about you?
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whooohooo :P

I AM 50% EMO! Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater. Take the EMO test at Fuali.com

thaimi the rebel!
well hello there strangers! it's been a while since i've actually sat down and written an actual update...it'd be nice if i could say that the reason for this being was because ive just been too busy but the truth of the matter is that i've just been too lazy..hehe in fact the funny thing is that i'm online about 11 hours of the day..and yet i refuse to update this journal thingy..anywayz lemme fill u guys in on the title of this entry...well yes my friends..thaimi..is now a rebel! ::vrooom vrooom:: hehe ( i figured if i was a rebel i needed a motorcycle...) well anywayz friday ...colin's parents weren't gonna be home and he didnt have to go to work..so he was gonna have the whole house to himself...so i asked my mom if i could go out during the day .. if colin's dad picked me up and dropped me off...she said yes..little did she know that it was colin who was gonna pick me up instead..using his mom's car ...and his..permit....hehe...crazy i know...all i kept thinking was god.. plz..this is the first coo coo thing i've ever done...dont let it all go down the pooper...hehe .. but yes he picked me up..he's not what i would call a safe driver..but fuck i didnt know that when i got in the car hehe.. he drives really fucking fast...then again im a fuckin granny on the road.. i drive at like 25..everywhere i go... hehe ..so yea it mite just be me..but anywayz we got to house and he brushed his teeth..he was still in his pj's..hehe...and we sat down and watched romeo and juliet the modern version..which is like his favorite movie..it was really funny cuz everyone had guns and crap haha... but yea we sat and cuddled and then i went to his room and he played his drums for me... he's really good..then i sat down and tried to play myself...haha i sucked...it was fun though.. i got to bang on em and be real loud..hehe ... he took a picture of me sitting there playing em hehe he thought it was cute...hehe...but ya so we hung out up until like 2 30 and then he drove me home...and i made it thru that without anyone finding out and without getting in trouble so woot woot! hehe .. and then last nite me and him went to the movies..this time his dad actually did pick me up hehe ... but yea we had a ball..we went to see anchorman but after that movie we snuck into like 2 other ones so w/e..hehe..it was a lot of fun though.. i love hanging out with him... and today i have nothing planned..i was gonna try and hang out wit donna bonana but she's goin somewhere or something so i dunno ill prolly just sit around and stay online all day... ooooh im baking cupcakes! wit frosting AND sprinkles! how cool am i!?! hehe they look very yummy if i may say so myself.. i can't wait to eat one.. i like eatin em when they're still nice and warm...yumm! hehe hmm .. i've been downloading a lot of good songs lately.. i now have like 230 songs on limewire haha ... i found this new band i love called cauterize..and this chick from this pro-voice commercial's really good too...well yea i think i've made up for my short entries before with this long rambling piece of baloney...so yes...i now shall go hehe .. tah tah everyone :)

tonite's song: you wanted more by tonic

whooooooooohoooooo!
i passed my driving test! yay! ... im getting really lazy at updating this piece of crap...which i need to do cuz i payed 2 whole bucks for this shit! hehe ... alritey buhz byez ppls

aww such a purdy song *colin calls me his brown eyed girl :)*

My Brown Eyed Girl by lagwagon

Hey where did we go, days when the rains came?
Down in the hollow, playin' a new game
Laughing and a running hey, hey! Skipping and a jumping
In the misty morning fog with our hearts a thumpin' and you ...
My brown eyed girl
You, my brown eyed girl

Whatever happened to Tuesday and so slow?
Going down the old mine with a transistor radio
Standing in the sunlight laughing, hiding behind a rainbow's wall
Slipping and sliding, all along the water fall, with you ...
My brown eyed girl
You, my brown eyed girl

Do you remember when we used to sing?
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da
... la te da

So hard to find my way, now that I'm all on my own
I saw you just the other day, my, how you have grown!
Cast my memory back there, Lord, sometimes I'm overcome thinking 'bout
Rollin' round in the green grass, behind the stadium with you ...
My brown eyed girl
You, my brown eyed girl

Do you remember when we used to sing?
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da
Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da

yesterday and all it's glory
well yesterday i went to islands of adventure wit my baby..we had such a blast! .. ok i think ima recount the whole day from it's start...well his dad came and picked me up and colin opened the door for me and i got in..as soon as we sat down..colin put his arm around me and kissed my cheek...he was like..i missed you..i was like me too baby..all this whispered of course hehe..but yea the whole car ride he kept like starin at me .. and smilin..it was so cute..he was like god i can't keep my eyes off u...hehe aww..but ya his dad got kinda pissed at him..he was like can u put some air between the two of u colin? ... colin got really pissed..but they talked bout it when they got home and stuff so w/e..but anywayz..after that we went to wendy's and i had a spicy chicken sandwich which was soooo yummo..colin had the same thing..blah blah blah we finally arrive at islands of adventure...we got lockers and then his dad was like ok it's 12 30 y dont we just meet up here at the lockers at 5 30...so ya me and colin went off ..and as soon as we got outta sight from his dad...colin was like ok can i have a big hug?! hehe i was like of course baby..so we stood there and hugged for like a whole freaking minute just holding each other..it was so sweet...and then we pulled away and he gave me a lil kiss..it was so cute...hehe...after that we kept walking..and joking around i was like...so u checking out all the hot girls? and he was like ..well there R a lot of hot girls here...and i just looked at him like wtf! haha and he was like no but see...there's a difference between hot...and beautiful....i was like awwwwwwww how cute! hehe....well anyway..once we got to walking again hehe we got in line to ride some ride there..i think it's called like dr fear or something...he kept looking at me in the line too ... and he had his arms wrapped around me ..it was nice...we finally got on..it was fun..haha we sat there and he's like ok hold my hand...and from then on every ride we rode we held hands the whole way through..it was really sweet. hehe i was screaming like a madwoman as always..haha...after riding that we went on the hulk..which i was super excited to do! it was a blast..haha colin's hair looked so funny when we got off...it was like all pointy to the top hahah it was fuckin hilarious...after that he was hungry and he had left his wallet in his other pants so i was like dont worry bout it ill pay..cuz he always pays anyway hehe so ya we bought a cinnabun that we shared and a mochalatta chill thingy...which had like loads of whipped cream..so we picked a table that was like in a corner outside and isolated..hehe and we ate and talked and fed each other and had some kissing fun with the whipped cream..hehe but ya it was nice...so after that i was like ooh let's ride a water ride!so ya we went on dudley do right...haha omg i got in the front seat...so i got sooooo soaked! and little did i know that the new shirt i bought at charlotte rousse wit donna was see through when wet...haha it was funny...good thing i had my bathing suit on under...but yea we held hands through the ride..and it was sooo funny cuz colin got hit by every single one of those little squirty thingies so his face was soaking wet ... haha and after we got off i was like whoooooooo! i was so hyper haha and colin was so pissed and cold haha...so i grabbed him and i threw him under these bucket thingies...they like poured pounds of water into this fountain but i threw him under it and he got even more soaked! haha so he got me and threw me under them too haha so i was soaked too...and then after that we saw one of those lil kiddie thingies where like it squirts water straight up thru randomm holes...well i dragged him thru it and he was tryin to get out..and one of them squirted him rite in the face..haha it was fuckin hilarious ...hehe after that we went to the lockers and got our towels..and walked around wit our towels on..ppl kept staring at us cuz we were the only ones like drenched in water hehe...but after that we didnt really feel like riding anything..so we found a quiet little corner by these rocks and trees..and we sat on this bench and he just put his arms around me and we sat there for a little bit and talked..and kissed...it was really great...after about a half hour of that hehe we went and sat by the lockers to wait for his dad...and then his dad offered to buy me something to eat when he got to the lockers..so i wasl ike umm sure .. so we went to the bakery and i had a white chocolate, macadami nut cookie...hehe it was great..and colin had a huge turkey leg..hehe...after that we sat down in the car and rode back home...colin bunched up his towel and put it between us on the top of the seat and we both rested our heads on it and slept the whole ride home..it was like an hour and a half drive so it was nice...he looked so cute sleeping..i just wanted to cuddle wit him but i was like ok ur in the car wit his dad and his lil sis dont do it..hehe ... but ya rite when we were pulling up to my house he leaned over and gave me a big hug and he was like..i had a lot of fun today baby..he kissed my cheek and he leaned in to my ear and whispered i love you..i was like aww baby i love you too...then he walked me to my door and i gave him a big hug...i looked like shit at this point btw cuz haha my hair, having gotten wet..was now a frizzy mess..but w/e hehe but ya i hugged him and said good nite... then we talked online for a while until 11...but yea it was a lot of fun..im tryin to see if we can hang out thursday or friday as well as sunday..cuz maybe we can chill out at his house while my mom's working and just like watch movies and stuff..but i dunno i gotta see if i get my license...okies well buhz byez ppls.

tonite's song: this is a call by thousand foot krutch

god i love this boy...hehe he's so great
lagthecollapse7: anyways
lagthecollapse7: i'm gonna go to chris' house
babaloo181: k
lagthecollapse7: goodbye my life
babaloo181: bye babe
babaloo181: muah
lagthecollapse7: Thaimi
babaloo181: yea baby
lagthecollapse7: muah!
lagthecollapse7: You are
lagthecollapse7: the love of my life, i don't know what i'd do without you, you make my life so happy, and right now i want to spend the rest of forever with you
babaloo181: awww...hehe damn i feel all lighthearted
lagthecollapse7: lol
lagthecollapse7: me too

I PASSED!
well i got my ap grade today.. i fucking passed baby oh yea! i got a 3..haha which is the minimum u need to pass but w/e the point is i passed! omg that is so exciting..i swear to god i didnt think i was gonna pass..oh im so happy! turns out im not takin my driving test today btw...my mom started bitchin at me and somethin happened i dunno but w/e im takin my last lesson and my driving test on tuesday..which is actually kinda good cuz that way i have saturday, sunday, and monday to practice so hoorah..that's good cuz i was really nervous..i didnt think i was ready yet..but ok im proud and im happy..so yay! .. i called shilpa up to see what she got on the test but she didnt answer her cell phone so i just left a message..she prolly passed cuz she studied a lot harder than i did and if i passed then i knwo she passed..but she prolly got a 4 watch...ahh im so excited i could scream! haha..alritey well im done ill talk to everyone laterz buhz byez.

tonite's song: heart transplant by punchline

aww i love my baby
babaloo181: hey u
lagthecollapse7: aww i fucking hate that toilet
lagthecollapse7: i clogged it just by pissing in it
lagthecollapse7: jesus fucking christ
babaloo181: haha
babaloo181: ::proud::
lagthecollapse7: haha
lagthecollapse7: hey babe
babaloo181: howdy
lagthecollapse7: i woke up early to talk to ya!
babaloo181: im readin ur email
babaloo181: aww
babaloo181: tank ya!
babaloo181: :-D
lagthecollapse7: no probablo
lagthecollapse7: it was easy waking up earlier because i knew i was doing it for you :-D
babaloo181: aww baby
babaloo181: muah
lagthecollapse7: muah
lagthecollapse7: Thaimi
babaloo181: yea babe
lagthecollapse7: you really are an angel
babaloo181: awww
lagthecollapse7: i love you so much
babaloo181: i love u babe
lagthecollapse7: your so sweet
babaloo181: aww hehe i wanna hug ya
lagthecollapse7: lol me too
lagthecollapse7: oh wait
lagthecollapse7: ~Ehug~
babaloo181: hehe
babaloo181: ~biggerEhug~
lagthecollapse7: haha
babaloo181: hehe
babaloo181: oooh!
babaloo181: im eatin cheewios!
lagthecollapse7: ~Ebear Ehug~
lagthecollapse7: lol
lagthecollapse7: i dunno
lagthecollapse7: just the plain kind?
babaloo181: hehe
babaloo181: aww
babaloo181: well honey nut
babaloo181: but w/e
lagthecollapse7: oh ok
babaloo181: too much to type
babaloo181: hehe
lagthecollapse7: those are good
lagthecollapse7: lol
babaloo181: hehe
babaloo181: this mornin
lagthecollapse7: but i dunno how people except for babies can just munch on the plain ones like they're chips
babaloo181: haha yea
babaloo181: they taste like freakin cardboard
lagthecollapse7: haha
lagthecollapse7: stale?
babaloo181: yes that's the word
babaloo181: hehe
lagthecollapse7: lol

ahhhhhhhh
not gonna write much but...tomorrow's my driving test..and im pissing my pants! i hope i pass man... wish me luck everyone ::crosses fingers::