cute song..it's an oldie but a goodie...here's the chorus
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
And how am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

a kick ass day
howdy everone..well today i went out wit colin and we had a blast. haha omg the nite before he told me he was gonna get to the mall earlier cuz he wanted to buy somethin before i got there...haha so when i finally get there he has a bag...and im like what'd u buy..and he's like well it was buy one get one free so...and i look in the bag and there's a BLUE THONG! hahahahhaha i was like omg! and then im like wait...buy one get one free?!.... R U WEARIN THE OTHER ONE?! HAHAHAH ... indeed he was ...a bright pink one wit a lil flower in the front! hahahahaha omg this boy is so fuckin crazy..he thought it would be hilarious so he went out and got it hehe. omg such a dork...but ya it was so sweet though cuz as soon as he saw me the first thing he did was he gave me a huge hug and told me he loved me .. i was like aww baby..but ya so we went in to see spiderman 2 which had already started but w/e there was still like an hour and a half left of it ... so we sat and we cuddled and kissed and wat not which was very nice seein as we hadn't been together for like over 2 weeks...and we hadn't really kissed in over a month cuz the last times i had seen him we had hung out at his house and wit his parents..so ya. it was great..and then after that we went outside and had somethin to eat and then we snuck in to see the terminal...we had to leave like 5 min early though cuz it was almost time for me to go and we wanted to get ice cream before we left...aww the ice cream lady was so nice .. she was like hey would u like any...wow i love ur hair...a lot..i was like aww thanks hehe...but ya i had a nice big glop of cookie dough ice cream...yummo hehe..and i gave him one last kiss before my mommy got there...then when she did get there i gave him a hug and i went bye bye...i think his dad, his sister, and him stayed there and ate at this chinese restaurant nearby cuz i thought i saw em go in..so ya that's prolly y he's not home yet...i dunno..and i think i member him tellin me he had made plans for after our date or somethin...oh wellz w/e hehe ..but ya we had a blast and hopefully we can go out next weekend too...ya it'd be nice...i love that boy he's such a sweetheart..:) hehe alritey well ima go now and talk to yarita ... buhz byez ppls

tonite's song: saturday by rocket summer

aloha ppls
well i just came back from the dermatologist a few hours ago. he was so cool and not shabby lookin if i may say so myself :P hehe .. he was like in his late 20's and he was sooo funny...he asked me wat my ethnicity was and im like cuban...and he goes yea i always like to ask cuz im from indiana...not much cultural diversity there just a lot of corn haha. and he kept like crackin jokes bout random things haha. but ya he made me feel so comfortable...and i found out the name of the skin condition i have...i dont member the exact name rite now but it's known as KP...and apparently there's like a BUNCH of ppls who have it cuz i searched online and i found like fifty gazillion sites on it...there's no cure though..but there's stuff that can minimize it so im excited. he told me to stop using dove soap and buy aveeno instead cuz it's better for my sensitive skin. and he told me the razorburn on my legs isn't really razorburn it's KP also...apparently it has something to do wit the oil in ur skin tryin to come out thru the same hole as ur hair...and so...ur hair gets like coiled and it can't come out which causes the red bumps...some shit like that haha i dont know..but ya...and he also sent me this moisturizin cream for after i take a shower and this skin pigment thingy ma bobber that's sposed to get rid of the bumps...but ya we'll see...i hope it works...so my arms can be all purdy for homecomin...woot woot hehe. i was lookin at sites and some ppls actually have it all over their face...i was like wow im pretty lucky then...but ya...hmm anywayz movin on hehe...my mommy said i can go out tomorrow wit donna bonana as long as it's after she comes home from work at 2 so hoorah! i gotta wait till she comes online so i can tell her im allowed to go. we're prolly just gonna chill out at her house so yay. and my mommy's doin laundry..which is good cuz it's bout time damnit!...hehe...grr cousin bobby came yesterday..how f-ing annoyin...which means i have to "take" him to the movies wit colin...arg...well w/e hehe. oh yea i get to see my baby this weekend woot woot! well im purdy much done for the day so ill go hehe buhz byez ppls.

tonite's song: mixtapes and memories by the lyndsay diaries...such a sweet song ill post the lyrics sometime today or somethin...hehe buhz byez

UPDATE: agh..ppl can be so fuckin frustrating sometimes...

bored..found this on donna bonana's journale
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.
"heating and air conditioning specialist" -- yellow pgs hehe

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
chair of the dinin room table...to the front my comp

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
real world san diego reunion

WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
umm like 8: 15

Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
8:39 ... well i got the hour rite hehe

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
music...limewire

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
last nite..i went to go see old friends of my parents from cuba

What are you wearing?
key club shirt and jean shorts

Did you dream last night?
ya i think i had some weird dream wit colin...not sexual u sickos hehe

When did you last laugh?
earlier today when i talked to colin ... and then when i talked to yara...haha i laugh a lot

Seen anything weird lately?
ya i saw this old ass lady wit a leopard print halter top...i was like eew god no!

What is the word most often used in your vocabulary?
babaloooo

What is the last film you saw?
the notebook

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
univ. of columbia..so i can send myself a letter of acceptance

Tell me something about you that I don't know.
im really quiet when im angry

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
i would force guys who cheat to have their balls cut off...:)

Do you like to dance?
i LOVE to dance

George Bush: is the president...and he gets a lot of crap...but the way i see it... i couldn't do a better job myself...so i have nothing against him..however i do think that it's time for someone new to give it a shot. JOHN KERRY ALL THE WAY WOOT WOOT! hehe

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
damn...umm....haha i wouldn't call her damn...i like the name ariana

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
jacob

Would you ever consider living abroad?
heck yea...italy...france...HERE I COME!

wow
i hadn't even heard this song..all i did was read the lyrics and i just started cryin...so sad..

Don't Take The Girl
by Tim McGraw

Johnny's daddy was takin him fishing
When he was eight years old.
A little girl came through the front gate
Holdin a fishing pole
His dad looked down and smiled
Said we can't leave her behind
Son I know you don't want her to go
But someday you'll change your mind
And Johnny said
Take Jimmy Johnson
Take Tommy Thompson
Take my best friend Bo
Take anybody that you want as
Long as she don't go
Take any boy in the world
Daddy please- don't take the girl

Same old boy
Same sweet girl
Ten years down the road

He held her tight and kissed her lips in
Front of the picture show
Stranger came and pulled a gun
Grabbed her by the arm
Said if you do what I tell you to do
There won't be any harm
And Johnny said
Take my money
Take my wallet
Take my credit cards
Here's the watch that my grandpa gave me
Here's the key to my car
Mister give it a whirl
But please-don't take the girl

Same old boy
Same sweet girl
Five years down the road

There's gonna be a little one
And she says it's time to go
Doctor says the baby's fine
But you'll have to leave
Cause his momma's fading fast
And Johnny hit his knees
And there he prayed
Take the very breath you gave me
Take the heart from my chest
I'll gladly take her place
If you'll let me
Make this my last request
Take me out of this world
Darlin' please-don't take the girl

Johnny's daddy was taking him fishing
When he was eight years old...

such a sweet song..gotta love a good 80's love song ::sigh::
Please Forgive Me
by Bryan Adams

still feels like our first night together
feels like the first kiss and it's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
still holdin' on, you're still the one
first time our eyes met - the same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger - I wanna love you longer
You still turn the fire on…
So if you're feelin' lonely don't
You're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me - I know not what I do
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me - if I need ya like I do
Please believe me - every word I say is true
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough
I'm still holdin' on - you're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves - I remember you yeah
I remember the night - you know I still do
So if you're feelin' lonely don't
You're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should

Please forgive me - I know not what I do
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me - if I need ya like I do
Oh believe me - every word I say is true
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

One thing I'm sure of - is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'…

Please forgive me - I know not what I do
Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me - if I need you like I do
Babe believe me-every word i say is true
Please forgive me - If I can´t stop loving you
Never leave me-I don't know what I do
Please forgive me- I Can´t stop loving you

Can't stop loving you

such an amazing song..
Everything
by Stereo Fuse

I remember you
do you remember me too
born on the 14th of July
the smell of roses made her cry
though you're going far from home
rest assured you're not alone

Cause I would give everything that I own
I'd give you my heart and the skin on these bones
the sun the moon the Earth the sky
I've never even stopped to wonder why
I would do anything
and I would give everything
to be your everything

Seems like such a long long time
since your body crossed my mind
but I think that you should know
it wasn't I who had to go

Cause I would give everything that I own
I'd give you my love and this heart made of stone
the sun the moon the Earth the sky
the motorcycle that I like to ride
I would do anything
and I would give everything
to be your everything

But if ever you should stray
just sing along and I will play
or look into your hands
I'm slipping through them like a tiny grain of sand

I remember you
do you remember me too
seems like such a long long time
since I held you near and called you mine

Cause I would give everything that I own
I'd give you my heart and the skin on these bones
the sun the moon the Earth the sky
a brand new car that you and I could drive
I would do anything
and I would give everything
to be your everything

been a while since i've updated...
well nothing really has happened so i guess that's y i haven't updated recently. i was sposed to go out wit colin sunday...but no cuz according to my mom it's the 4th of july.. and with the war that's goin on... we could get bombed at the mall ... haha yea mom...cuz u know the terrorists are aimin for lil ol' tampa! that's rite! ... psh..brilliant i tell ya. anywayz guess who called me today?! michael! haha it was funny.. i woke up at like noon... and i was just makin myself a bowl of cheerios when he called and my grandma was like thaimi phone for u.. and so i picked it up and im like hello..(all confused cuz it's noon!) hehe and he's like u know who this is? and im like ...no... (at this point i started freakin out cuz his voice is really deep so he kinda sounded like george..iwas like omg plz no haha) and he's like try and guess.... i was like umm.... i dont know! hehe and so he goes... u grabbed my beep beep! hahaha it's a little inside joke we had. cuz everytime we'd cross the street to get to the diner there was this street thing where u had to press the button and it told u when to cross...well as u were crossing it always made this beep beep sound...and after the "adventure island grabbing incident" haha we were walkin by there...and for some reason whenever i hear a sound i always seem to repeat it without even knowin it...so we're walkin and outta the blue i go BEEP BEEP! haha and he just looks at me and goes... hmm..hmm... yea that's rite u grabbed my BEEP BEEP! hahahah i was like omg! haha but yea we caught up on wat we had been doin .. we talked for like 10 min though cuz well it wasn't my phone time.. he had tried callin me last weekend during my phone time but it was busy hehe. haha he was like .. so how's ur lil jewish boy? hehe i was like he's alrite hehe. but ya i gave him my sn and my email so that was good. man i miss the usf ppls...they were all so cool. i kinda wish i could go back for another 2 weeks...it'd be nice. hehe i mean i'd miss everyone over here but ... it was just such a blast over there... no parents to worry bout no nothin... college is gonna kick such major booty... ::sigh:: well on that note ... i'd like to pick a good remembrance song for tonite..for all my cool usf ppls i met and even michael..haha that dork.

tonite's song: time of your life by green day

i love this song
How's It Gonna Be
by Third Eye Blind

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder
What are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder
Is there anything I'm gonna miss

I wonder How it's gonna be
When you don't know me
How's it gonna be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it gonna be
When there's no one there to talk to, between you and me
'Cause I don't care
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be

Where we used to laugh
There's a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can't ignore
Like...
The hammock by the doorway we spent time in
Swings empty
I don't see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me

I wonder how's it gonna be when it goes down
How's it gonna be
When you're not around
How's it gonna be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
'Cause I don't care
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be

When you don't know me any more
And how's it gonna be
Wanna get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
Wanna taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivian
Oblivion

How's it gonna be
When you don't know me any more
How's it gonna be
How's it gonna be

day was alrite i guess
hey ppls. well last nite we went and saw the notebook...aww it was soooooo cute! haha i thought i was gonna cry but i was too busy laughin at donna and crystal cryin..and the random guy behind us makin random yet hilarious comments haha. oh lordy. but ya the movie was really good...and the guy who plays noah...hubba hubba...hehe i'd do him! talked to colin last nite too...that didnt go too well...arg...we're never gonna get to an understandin but w/e...we kinda compromised this mornin i guess...w/e...im sick of discussin the same shit over and over...anywayz...me and donna just played like 3 games of monopoly...hehe in which i lost each time...i swear the damn game hates me! omg today i got so pissed! ok so it's like 6 o clock and im hungry..and we're havin steak for dinner which i dont eat...so im lookin for somethin to eat in the kitchen...so ... just like i do like every other fuckin day....i made myself a waffle...then my grandma comes into the kitchen and has a fuckin fit! she's like waffles r for breakfast! if u eat em all for dinner wat r ur bro and sis gonna eat for breakfast...god ur so fuckin inconsiderate..and blah BLAH BLAH! ..keep in mind..this is a new pack of waffles....24 waffles to be exact! of which i took ONE FUCKING WAFFLE! OMG SHOOT ME NOW! that bitch..and then she goes and tells my mom...and my mom..pressured by her starts bitchin at me too...omg i've never seen such a fuckin hooplah over a god damn waffle! ... jesus ppl seriously...find something better to do my god! but w/e that's pretty much all that happened today...i gotta ask my mom tomorrow if i can go out wit colin sunday. hopefully she'll say yes. alritey well nite nite ppls ill update manana. bye

tonite's song: wake me by don't look now

owwie!
well i just came back from the lab place where i had to take a blood test and a urine one too. haha omg when they took the blood i almost fainted! im not even exaggerating! i got up and i almost like collapsed. granted...i didnt have breakfast that mornin but still..i was like oh crap...but ya then i started hearin this weird ringin thing in my ears...it was kinda like what happened to me when they first put contacts in. but ya im fine now. before we went there though we passed by the school to pick up my report card. it was good. i got A's on all the exams i took (hehe all three of em) and i got all A's and one B (physics...but im happy cuz it used to be a C ... so go me) hehe. but ya my weighted gpa is now a 4.96 and my unweighted is a 3.88. so go thaimi woot woot! hehe. ooh i picked up some CAS forms while i was there...for the tampa crisis center and metropolitan ministries...so ya that should be good. colin's mom said she'd get in contact wit the manager lady cuz his parents know the lady who runs it so ya...i sent them an email and i left a message but w/e...not answerin my calls....haha colin's dad was like u know it's pretty bad that the CRISIS center isn't returnin ur calls...haha so true! oh ya i saw david at the school when i went .. amy's bf. and he kept like lookin at my hair like whoa u look diff. hehe. so ya tonite im goin out wit donna bonana. and at 3 30 i gotta go to the optometrist and get my vision checked and what not. so ya...excitin stuff hehe. im tired man.. iwent to bed at like 1 30 and my mom woke me up at like 8 45....::YAAAAAAAAAAWN:: hehe. alrite well that's about it...ill keep ya posted bout my oh so exciting day. hehe. buhz byez

tonite's song: slow motion by juvenile...i like this song :)

hoorah!
well a little while ago donna asked me if i wanted to hang out and go to the movies tomorrow nite and i asked my mommy and she said it was ok so hoorah! we're gonna go see the notebook...which means ima cry hehe oh wellz. ima look so cute too cuz ima wear clothes from the ones my aunt brought me ... she brought me like sooooooo many clothes...but anyways...ya...im excited. uh oh tomorrow i get my report card...so if it's not good..there go the movies out the window...oh crappers...hehe. alritey well that's all i came back to say. bye

pretty good day
hey everyone. well last nite kicked major booty...my whole family went out last nite cept for my lil bro, sis, and cousin..who were sleepin ... well they all went out so i got to stay home...which meant that i was able to stay online till whenever the fuck i wanted...which was lovely. me and colin talked online till like 2 30 in the mornin..and then i logged off cuz i was really tired so i told my baby i had to go. but ya it was nice. we mite be goin out next sunday. i hope we can...i dunno if it's gonna work out though cuz it's the 4th of july so i dunno...but ya w/e. so anyways...let's see today was a purdy good day. well since i went to bed so late, i got up pretty late too. i got up around 2 30/ 3 so ya...then me and my uncle went out drivin...which was good practice. tomorrow i gotta call the place to make an appointment for the driving lessons...cuz damnit i want my license! but ya that should be cool. hmm...well i think that's purdy much all i had to say. alritey well ill talk to u guys later or somethin. adios.

tonite's song: whiskey lullaby by brad paisley...so sad ::sniffle::