hey ppls
well today kicked major booty...i woke up at like 1/ noonish....and my aunt and uncle were here and stuff. my aunt brought me like 3 giant bags full of clothes...i was like whoa...so ya i spent like the first 2 hours of the day just like trying on clothes and shoes and deciding what i wanted to keep and what i didnt wanna keep. then my aunt decided she was gonna do my hair...and omg it looks sooooo cute! i have red highlights again..but they're like really really red...not like the last times when they were like orangish...so ya im like hoorah! and then after that...i was wit my uncle and he was like...so ur not goin out today? and im like nope..and he's like y...u need money? and i was like no i need permission...and he's like well u just got that...i give you permission...i was like umm...hehe...and then my mom walked in and my uncle looks at me and he says ::loudly:: so what movie r u gonna see tonite thaimi? and i was like umm...hehe and my mom was like well as long as she gets a ride im fine wit it....so my uncle was like ya go get a ride and ill give u money. so i was like coolio! ...so ya i called up colin and we were gonna go see a movie but his dad couldn't drive me so we decided to go out to dinner instead cuz his family was already plannin on goin out to eat anyway...so ya i just kinda tagged along...it was fun...i had a grilled chicken ceasar salad...like i do no matter where i go...hehe. but ya i got to see my baby....haha omg it was priceless cuz when colin got out of the car i looked over at my uncle and his eyes got soooo wide hahaha....cuz well u know...colin's hair is like highlighter orange and pinkish....so my uncle like flipped out haha...he didnt say anything though but i knew he was thinkin all kinds of things haha. but ya ... im sure he'll pull me aside later and talk to me bout dating crazy ppl...but w/e hehe. my aunt wants me to get rid of the hemp bracelets i have! i was like nooo! cuz i mean they're like me and colin's little thing...u know? the one on like my left hand is the one we bought together and the one on my right hand is the one he made for me...so i mean i dont wanna get rid of em...but ya my aunt was like we're gonna go to the store tomorrow and we're gonna find u some cute bracelets to wear...i was like....okies...but w/e i know in the end ima wear w/e the fudge i want haha. but w/e ill just pretend like ima take em off but ya w/e. alritey well i think that's pretty much all i had to say anywayz so ill update tomorrow or somethin. nite nite ppls

tonite's song: dip it low by christina milian

howdy
well nothing new just sittin around. my aunt and uncle r comin this weekend...tonite to be exact...they said they'll be here at like 11 which often translates to..wait for us at 3 in the mornin...hehe but w/e. anyways my aunt says she'll do my hair while she's here so im excited. my uncle will prolly take me out drivin too so im excited bout that as well. ooh i got to talk to shilpa wilpa today...it was nice i haven't talked to her in like forever cuz she's always volunteering durin my phone time..so ya. well anywayz...let's see what else is new. monday's gonna be crazy. first off im goin by the school to pick up my report card ... ::keeps fingers crossed bout grades:: .. then im goin to the lab place to get a blood/urine test thingy....and then after that im goin to the optometrist to get my vision checked again...so it should be quite a hoot! hehe but ya ill prolly get home at around 5 ish....hopefully earlier but w/e we'll see how it goes. ooh last nite..when i got home i changed and got comfy...and then rite before i went to go to bed i was movin the clothes on my bed to the dresser and i picked up colin's shirt....and it still smelled like him! i guess it was cuz i had been hangin out wit him the whole time but ya so i put it on and slept wit it. it still kinda smells like him hehe im tryin to preserve the smell cuz the moose stopped smellin like him a loooooooong time ago. aww it's so cute he told me that he hasn't slept without the puppy since the day i gave it to him. i was like aww babe. hehe. i hope i get to see him soon. i mite be seein donna soon. she's movin away from her dad so im excited for her. we dont get to hang out often so it should be a blast. alritey well i'm purdy much out of things to say so ill be goin now...buhz byez ppls.

tonite's song: nunca voy a olvidarte by christian castro

got back from my baby's house
hey everyone! well today was a blast. me and colin got to cuddle on the couch and have a pillow fight wit the throw pillows hehe. omg his hair looks soooo freakin cool! hehe but ya... my baby's so cute...and seein him today just reminded me of y i like him so much...he loved the gift i gave him so i was happy....alritey well i should really go cuz it's late....so ill update tomorrow...or somethin ...nite.

tonite's song: kick me when i'm high by sr 71

nothin much
colin just made me create a myspace.com account...it's coolio go check it out...hehe me and colin are an old married couple now and proud parents apparently according to our profiles hehe. oh lordy. well i get to see my baby tomorrow..and ima log off soon cuz my mom mite start bitchin so i gtg hehe bye ppls

tonite's song: donne moi le temps by jenifer (french song)

such a beautiful song...i recommend everyone downloads it
If You Could Only See
by Tonic

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Well you've got your reasons
And you've got your lies
And you've got your manipulations
They cut me down to size
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Seems the road less traveled
Show's happiness unraveled
And you got to take a little dirt
To keep what you love
That's what you gotta do
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't

You're stretching out your arms to something that's just not there
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart but you won't

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me


hubba hubba..
You are Lucas...

Which One Tree Hill Character Are You? (With Pics)

i can go!
YAY! my mommy said i can go! hoorah! im happy...and im also happy cuz of somethin else...but it's not somethin i really wanna tell ppls cuz it's not really my business to share. but..let's just say someone made a promise to me that makes me very happy...anyway...today has been an overall good day. a tear here and there but overall...damn good. well i hope everyone has a good nite. and baby...happy 4 month. peace.

tonite's song was already stated in the last post...

aloha
well ppls me and colin had made plans to go to the movies thursday nite cuz my mom has the day off..but it turns out that that's his sister's bday...so ya we can't go...but his dad invited me to come over for the day..cuz like they're gonna have dinner and open presents and stuff....and that way i'd still get to hang out wit my baby..so ima ask my mom today. me and my mom r goin to try and buy colin something today...cuz he bought me a shirt from france...so ima buy him something...plus the day i left for the usf thingy ma bobber..well that was his birthday..and i didnt get to spend it wit him..so i wanna get him something..im not sure what ima get him...maybe something to help him learn german or something..i dunno..hehe. oh wellz....ill see what i find. i hope my mom says yes though...cuz i really wanna see him....like yesterday he was tellin me how hard it is that he can't see me whenever he wants...cuz like with all his other relationships he could just hang out wit the girl whenever the heck he wanted...and then he told me that it's even harder cuz opportunities to cheat on me keep popping up...and he doesn't want to cheat on me...but it's hard when he doesn't see me for so long...i mean u start to forget how special that person is to u....so i mean i really hope i get to see him...plus i wanna see his hair! hehe....ooh ima also take this day as an opportunity to ask my mom bout the driving classes...cuz once i take three of those ima go and take my driving test for my license....::crosses fingers:: well that's purdy much all i have to say....buhz byez ppls i mite update later today. tah tah

tonite's song: my happy ending by avril lavigne

aww i love this song..reminds me of ppl
I Miss My Friend
by Darryl Worley

I miss the look of surrender in your eyes
The way your soft brown hair would fall
I miss the power of your kiss when we made love
Oh, but baby most of all
I miss my friend

The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
to make me laugh again
let the light back in
I miss my friend

I miss the colors that you brought into my life
Your golden smile with those blue-green eyes
And I miss your gentle voice
in lonely times like now
sayin' it'll be alright
I miss my friend

The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
to make me laugh again
let the light back in
I miss my friend

I miss those times
I miss those nights
I even miss our silly fights
The makin' up, the mornin' talks
And those late afternoon walks
I miss my friend

The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
to make me laugh again
let the light back in
I miss my friend

I miss my friend
I miss my friend
Mmmm....
I miss my friend

pink has never been my favorite color...hehe
haha oh lordy...i just saw a pic of colin and he tried to dye his hair bright red...but it kinda came out pinkish...and he looks really dorky hahahh cuz he has like dark bushy eyebrows...and so now he looks so funny! haha oh lordy my baby's so freakin crazy...oh wellz i still love him hehe :)...ooh guess what?! i dled a program to dl songs...so im excited hehe! any good songs u guys think i should dl? let me know... ill write again some other time buhz byez

tonite's song: confessions by usher

massive journal entry regarding usf.... ::takes deep breath and prepares to ramble on::
aloha ppls! well im finally back home. yay for thaimi! hehe i mean that place was such a blast but i missed my bed...and colin...and just bein able to walk around lookin like shit. hehe....well ima use this journal entry to talk bout the whole trip .... so prepare urselves (the 1 or 2 of u who actually read this baloney..) for a very long entry. hehe. well i got there on the first day and it turns out that my roomate...who's name was josette but we all called her joey....well she brought a tv! which kicked major booty cuz it meant that we could watch tv ... WOOT WOOT! hehe and she also brought a dvd player and a bunch of dvd's and stuff....but so anyways we set up and i unpacked and wat not...and we all went downstairs that day and got to know everybody. we had a bunch of icebreaking activities...for starters we went around the room and we all had to say our name, our school, our city, our hobbies, and something ppl wouldn't know about u. hahaha omg there was this boy there...and his name was patrick parker...and when we were doin the name activitity he was like "well my name is patrick parker...and u can call me patrick...or parker...or PP if u want! hehe so the whole trip we all called this boy peepee! haha omg it was freakin hilarious cuz we'd be like walkin down the street and just be like yelling HEY PEEPEE!! it was so funny omg! well anyways that nite we all got to hang out and talk and stuff...and that's when i met rachel...i already told u guys bout her in the last entry...me and her just like hit it off cuz she was so freaking hilarious! haha which reminds me...u know how i said that i just couldn't stop laughing the whole trip?! well everyone kept sayin how i was so easily amused and distracted hehe so one thing led to another...and before i know it...i got a nickname....CHIHUAHUA! hahaha i dont know how it came about but apparently it was cuz i get excited bout a lot of things...like apple sauce! hehe on like the second day we were there or so...we were eating at the diner that we always ate at...and i realized they were serving apple sauce...so naturally...as any NORMAL person would...I GOT SOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED! hehe i started like jumpin up and down and yellin apple sauce in my lil kid voice....the one i use when im excited bout somethin...hehe. but ya so anywayz after that...whenever it was quiet or something they would all go....APPLE SAUCE! hehe ... and i would just be like....I LOVE APPLE SAUCE! hehe...it prolly doesn't make much sense but it's the kinda thing where u just have to be there...hehe. ok well anyways now to the question i know everyone wants answered....yes there were some good lookin guys. hehe the thing is though that there were like 24 of us in the program to begin wit and only 3 of them were guys....but there was this boy named michael...who was a goodlookin guy .... very tall....cute smile....hispanic....hehe....he was really shy at first too...but i broke him. hehe but ill tell u guys alllll about him later....then there was also this boy named ruben...he was mexican...but omg this boy was like the cutest mexicana boy i have ever seen. he was the kinda cute though that's like....adorable cute...not like...damn how u doin...kinda cute. u get me? ooh and omg that boy smelled soooooooooooooooo good! me and rachael would always go around sniffing him! haha it was freaking hilarious! he smelled so good though like u dont even comprehend...he could walk into a huge room and i could be at the opposite corner of the room...and i would STILL sense his presence...cuz whooooooo! well the other guy was peepee...and he wasnt all that good lookin but he was hilarious! he was just soo funny and crazy...omg that kid....good times good times. hehe but ull hear about him later too. so let's see....the classes at the program turned out to be really boring cuz they were really long...and they were all lectures bout like nursing and physical therapy and stuff that im not really interested in...cuz there was like barely anything about psych...me and michael were complainin bout that cuz he wants to be a psychologist too..eventhough the poor boy can't even spell the word...hehe. anywayz...we also had SAT classes everyday...and it turns out that those were really helpful...especially the math one...cuz when i took the psat i got like a 540 on my math...and when i took the final test yesterday in the class...i got a 620! so i was like oh crap go thaimi! and for verbal...when i took it i think i got like a 620 or 630...and in class after all the lessons...i ended up wit a 650...so i was like uh oh go thaimi! hehe but ya...let's see what else....ooh there were these colombian girls and they were helpin me wit my spanish the whole time...omg one of them ACTUALLY HAD BIGGER BREAST THAN ME! i swear to god that was the first time i had ever met anyone with larger ones than me! i was like omg! how freakin cool! she was still a D like me but she was a lot bigger! hehe...well lemme go back and tell u guys bout michael. well the boy may have been quiet and shy at first but by the end....he turned out to be such a flirty little player! hehe. like three or four of the girls there had crushes on him...one of the girls actually left the program cuz she liked him and he had been flirting with her but then he started flirtin wit some other chick there and it pissed her off....but w/e anywayz...me and him had talked maybe like once or twice in the beginning..and we didnt start to become good friends till our trip to adventure island. ok here's what happened...hehe btw i gotta sidetrack a lil bit and tell u guys that while i was there i got a reputation for being quite the clumsy person...hehe i was ALWAYS falling or hitting my head on the wall or the bed post...or just like stubbing my toe...and stuff like that....hehe i got hit like maybe 3 or 4 times everyday...hehe well anywayz getting back to the story...we went to adventure island at the end of that first week...and it was my first time going there....well the whole time there we had all been like running around and the ground was all wet...but i was fine...like i kept my balance just fine and everything was perfect...hehe i knew it wasn't gonna last though....as soon as we had gotten there i was like...i bet u ima fall before we leave the park...hehe and shockingly enough...i was rite. we were walkin to the lazy river through these little wooden steps and well....u know how like when u go down steps u put all ur weight on whichever foot ur stepping down with? well i stepped down with my left foot and i ended up landing on the side of my foot and so all of my weight was planted on the side of my foot....it hurt so bad! i collapsed to the ground cuz it hurt like crazy....i was trying so hard not to cry too...haha but i mean it was pretty funny though cuz i looked hilarious just falling flat on my ass hahah...michael started cracking up! everyone was like omg r u ok .. r u ok?! and michael's still in the background laughing his ass off...hehe. but i was like yea im fine i can walk...so i got up and tried to walk...and before u know it i almost landed in a bush! hahaha....turns out i COULDN'T walk...hehe! but anywayz michael caught me and he carried me all the way to the benches....it was a long way to the benches lemme tell ya...but he put me down on the bench and sat down next to me and put my foot up and rested it on his lap...and he was like massaging my ankle...it was so sweet of him i was like aww thank u. he was still continuing to laugh at me though...hehe but he made the very good point that if he had fallen i woulda laughed my ass off too! haha omg something else happened too! oh it was horrible...and soooooo embarassing...haha! k well rite after i fell a group of us went into the lazy river and we were like messin around and they were all like throwing me up into the air and into the water cuz u know im like the shortest little thing...so they could throw me really high up....but anywayz michael grabbed me and he was about to throw me in the air...and just as he was about to...i went to grab his leg and throw him up instead...but ... oh god....let's just say i reached and he moved....and i didnt exactly grab what i had intended to grab....HAHA! oh god it was soo embarassing...the whole trip he kept makin references about it and joking around. ooh and omg a little while before that we were all waiting in line to go on this water tube ride thingy ma bobber...and i was leaning over the wooden railing and ... im not really sure what happened but i turned around and swung my head around...and next thing i knew i had like rammed my head against this lil kid's head! hahaha all i heard was THUD! omg it was freaking hilarious! michael was laughing so hard! that poor little kid didnt even look back...he just put his hand on his head and kept walkin...and i know it had to hurt cuz damn...i was in pain...and he was like 8! hehe but anyways that day we went back to the dorms and when we walked into the lobby ... i didnt feel like going all the way up to my room so i just plopped on one of the couches and he plopped down next to me...next thing i know we had fallen asleep and it was like 3 hours later...haha...i was like oh crap! ppl took pictures of us just sittin there too haha. how embarassing...but ya later that nite we were in the hallway and he was tellin me bout his life and stuff..and it turns out he's had a pretty rough life...he was tellin me bout how like he used to be really depressed and how he had tried to commit suicide a bunch of times...it was a really good talk...i got to know him really well....i mean i barely even knew who he was before that day. but ya...like i told u guys he was a big flirt...and so he started tryin to get all flirty wit me...and i kept tellin him that i have a boyfriend...and it was all ok until this one nite. a big group of us were in my room watchin a movie...cuz again we were pretty much one of the only ones who actually had a tv...but so ya in the rooms all there was to sit on were the two beds...so everyone was lying down on the beds...and he lay down next to me along with other ppls too...but that's not the deal...the thing was that like...apparently i fell asleep...cuz next thing i know i wake up and it's like four in the morning....i look over and he's still laying there sleeping in MY bed! i was like wtf! everyone else had left but he was still there and he had like his arm around me....i was like whoa what the hell r u doin?! haha so ya i got as far away from him as i could on my little ass bed and moved his arm away...and just waited till we had to get up at like 6 ish. he pulled that same lil sleeping in my bed stunt like 3 nites in a row! and this one nite i woke up and i looked up and he was like just laying there staring at me...i was like...umm...wat r u doing?! and he like kept tryin to move in to kiss me...i was like...i have a boyfriend...and he was like...if he really loves u then he'll give u a second chance even if u kiss somebody else...i was like oh lordy....but ya he kept bein all flirty like that wit me...but on like the last day he started gettin all flirty wit these two other girls so i was fine. ooh that reminds me! hahaha omg on the day before we had to go the program coordinator had told us that she had a surprise for us at 7 and that we all had to be in the lobby at that time. so we all got there and she tells us to get in pairs and one of us has to put on a shower cap and a garbage bag...so we were all like...wtf?! hehe well we went outside and all of a sudden we see cans of shaving cream and they told us the rules....what we had to do was .... the partner who wasn't wearing the shower cap and garbage bag had to use the shaving cream and put it on the other person's head to try and emulate marge simpson's hair! haha it was hilarious...we did the lil game and i sucked....i was the one wit shaving cream on my head...but that wasn't the fun part....at some point joey got the shaving cream on her head and threw it all over ruben! and next thing u know we started a huuuuuuuuuuuuge shaving cream fight! there was shaving cream everywhere! i got shaving cream in my eyes, in my nose, in my mouth! ( eew it was so gross michael got me in the mouth like 3 times!) ... i got it everywhere! haha omg and pee pee was sooo funny! he was covered in shaving cream from head to toe! and he kept like rubbing it all over himself and his hair and tryin to act all sexy...haha it was sooooooooo funny! he even threw himself on the floor and we were all over him throwing shaving cream on him while he was rubbin up on himself! hahaha omg i laughed so hard! but ya so after that we were all still covered in shaving cream so we all ran to the pool and jumped in...clothes and all! haha it was a blast...this was at like 7-8 ish btw....hehe we stayed in the pool till like 10....it was sooo much fun omg! haha and omg later that nite...i had convinced michael to let me make him up like a girl! so i got make up and i did his face...which btw..he had forgotten to take it off that nite cuz he fell asleep..and so the next morning we all went to breakfast and he forgot he still had the make up on...so he walked in all dolled up...hahaha so funny!...hehe i made him look so purdy...haha but omg after i was done joey walked in, saw him, and she was like oh no no no...u didnt do it rite...here ill fix him up...so she went and she got a ton of make up! omg hahah she put like bright red lipstick on him, blue eyeshadow, bright pink blush...omg he looked like a transvestite whore! hahaha we made pee pee up too! oh it was so funny they were like running around lookin all funny..we did their hair and put sunglasses on them too....freaking hilarious man! haha and then...omg...they were both in their boxers...and so they got their boxers and they pulled them up into their butt cracks so it looked like they were wearing a thong! THEIR ENTIRE ASSES WERE HANGING OUT! hahahhaa omg it was sooooooooo freaking funny..everyone took out their cameras and started takin pictures of them...and they were posin all fruity....like feelin up on each other and in one of them michael even had his tongue in pee pee's ear! hahahahhaha omg i laughed so hard...they kept goin around shakin their asses in ppls faces...omg we were scarred for life! sooooo funny! but ya today was the final day and we all said our goodbyes, got our participation certificates, and went home. i gave everyone a hug...it was so much fun....i mean i couldn't have spent those two weeks doing anything more fun....and ill never forget the ppl i met there...hopefully ill keep in touch with them all....and well with those final words i shall leave u....and if i think of anything else that happened that i forgot to mention...ill get back to ya....hehe but for now...tah tah ;)

tonite's song: get out by jojo

Thaimi is taking advantage of this favor (yara's title) a quick farewell *gay title I know it belongs to Thaimi*
Hi! this is Yara...yes Thaimi's best friend...*the pretty one*...well she can't come online cuz she's pregnant now...ok no she isn't...it's just that her internet is not working so she won't be online for like ever...so this is her farewell...for like a year or two...okay a month or two...call her if u wanna...the number is 1-800-226-2727

But if Ur a cute guy...Call me instead...I'm single :)
k bye this is yara in place of thaimi! :) *i feel like Im reporting for stingtown news* Good morning Stings...my name is Yara reporting to you for StingTown News * i think i'd do sooo good on Sting Town News*

tonite's song:
*i get to choose it*
Michelle Branch-breathe

(see if thaimi chose it she'd choose this loser song i don't wanna know by some mario guy there which is an ugly song btw)

k I'm outtie bye