had to update to say some things....
haha this morning i watched a walk to remember for like the gazillionth time....and cried btw....hehe and i heard the bestest quote in the whole wide world! ... no not a mushy "aww so sweet" kinda quote......but this one.....hahahah they're lookin at mandy moore walkin by and talkin bout how she's so shy and junk....and this black guy goes

"you know....it's the quiet ones u gotta watch out for.... i mean she mite put it on a brotha like a pop tart!"

haha i never did understand what that meant....but i laughed sooooooo hard nontheless! hahaha omg speakin of funny things...this morning i watched like the first five minutes of newlyweds and jessica was like "oh u know what i did once? it was like the first day of 7th grade and my teacher asked our class if anyone knew the 7 continents.....and i felt sooo smart i threw my hand up immediately! i was like omg the first day of school and im already like the smartest kid in here......well i raised my hand and said...very proudly....A-E-I-O-U!.......hahahahahhahah (she thought he said consonants) and nick goes........hahaha and those AREN'T EVEN CONSONANTS MIND U!!!!! hahahah omg i laughed sooooo hard. and then her dad was tellin her how she's gonna perform at the post show at the golden globe awards and she's like...is that before or after and her dad's like...after......and she goes well i didnt know! i mean i'ts just a weird word! and her mom's like...well honey don't think like....fence post......and she's like no no i didnt think fence post i was thinkin...u know....post....u post an envelope BEFORE you mail it! ... haha omg her dad started rollin on the floor bawlin at her haha it was sooooooo funny!

ooh i forgot to tell u guys! the lady from the usf program i applied to wants to interview me!!!! im so nervous! it's on march 17th which is a half day...and i get out of class to go talk to her..i hope she likes me! hehe i ll just bust thru the doors yellin BABALOOOOOOOOOO! i mean come on....what's not to love?! :p

tonite's song: the way by clay aiken

not too shabby for thaimi....
well today was a purdy good day. got to school and shilpa wasn't there so i went and sat down and waited for everyone else to get there....colin came and sat on me...owwie...hehe and as we were like holding hands and stuff..spanish guy walked past me..i was like oh god....haha i kinda let go of colin's hand a lil bit while he walked by cuz i dont wanna make spanish guy feel bad...i mean he's an ass but....im too nice. hehe. well w/e we went upstairs cuz the bell rang...we= me, megan, adam, and colin. so w/e we go upstairs but colin was gonna leave at the second floor cuz he has to go to the 500 building....so he gave me a kiss....haha and he sniffed me again! he's like *sigh* the smell of my girlfriend's perfume...haha and he started laughin...it was purdy funny cuz he said it in this retarded voice haha. but then it turns out adam had to turn in his timeline so colin came wit me upstairs anywayz.....so we were sayin goodbye in front of gast and he puts his forehead up to mine..and we just stay there..hehe it was so cute....but then i was like oh shit ima be late! and i went bye bye. haha...aww today after we walked from physics to lunch...i had to go to french practice and im like i gtg and he's like to french again?! and im like yea..and he's like grr u know ppl who go to french and not lunch....r not cool! haha i was like...im ok wit that....and he's like....it's ok im not cool either..hehe and he gave me a kiss and we said buhz byez. haha omg it was so embarassing....he walked me to latin today and he was gonna keep goin up to his 7th period so he gave me a kiss and kept walkin....and when i walk in the room mrs. ibarra goes..oh so now i see why u dont come and practice during lunch..and im like wat!?! i was in french! and she's like.....that's not what i just saw....hahaha i was like omg! she laughed at me though....i was like grr that's not it! haha...but ya that was embarassing..well today i had to stay after for latin...so i walked wit him to the bus ramp and went upstairs...he gave me another kiss....haha today was a very kiss-y day. hehe .. but ya he looked really cute today...OMG SHILPA BOUGHT A TUB OF DOUBLE CHOCOLATE COOKIE DOUGH AND DIDN'T GIVE ME ANY!!!!!!!!!!! can you believe this atrocity?! i am APPALLED! SHOCKED AND APPALLED! hehe she says she's gonna bring me some cookies when her mom bakes em...pero still! im pissed! hehe alritey well i've babbled on for quite some time so my friends..it ends here. au revoir ;)

tonite's song: when i look to the sky by train

not very interesting...
well i dont really have much to say..i gave spanish guy a note telling him that i have a boyfriend and that i dont feel that way about him anymore...he said he was ok wit it....so i hope he'll leave me alone now..i feel bad pero w/e it had to be done. agh today there was a fight at the ramp so i didnt get home till like a half hour later than i normally do! haha omg i was talkin to donna and she had asked me if cesar was a good kisser and i was like yea cesar was a very good kisser and she's like OOH I HAVE TO MAKE OUT WIT CESAR NOW!!! haha it was purdy fooony! a certain someone has been flirtin wit colin and it's pissin me off!...grr i need to be less jealous...hehe im terrible wit jealousy...oh wellz! i have physics wit him manana....i have absolutely nothing to do..well not true...i have tons and tons of hw...grr i should go do that rite now...i told donna i would log off at 6 but ima wait till like 6 15 ish just to see if colin logs on....haha he keeps sniffing me! like he'll just walk up to me and take a breath of my hair! it's so weird! hahahah he's like u smell so good! hahaha it's so strange to just have someone come up to u and sniff u.....hahaha. alritey wellz ima go read other ppls journals hehe buhz byez

tonite's song: my immortal by evanescence

eh..
well..today was a purdy good day...got to kiss colin...yummo.....hehe im sure u needed to know that....agh...somehow im not as happy as i should be....i think that has to do wit spanish guy......god that guy always manages to bring me down..no matter how happy i am he always manages to make me feel like shit...like i've done something so terrible that i should feel guilty as fuck....agh! it pisses me off cuz he's the one that ended things....and im glad he did cuz i was over him before he did...but i just didnt have the balls to end it....and now he's all like "u dont care about me anymore?" and im like wtf!!! agh....i seriously wish i had never gone out wit that kid...i mean i hate making him feel bad....he keeps askin me questions he knows the answer to....i hate hurting ppls feelings...it sucks...the guilt kills me. ok well on to lighter news before i explode....i saw jovan...and somehow he knows bout colin...haha i thought that was strange...he comes up to me and he's like hey sweetie! im like hey jovan....and he gave me a hug and he's like so how's ur bf? i was like um..he's good....hehe then he told me i smell good and he tried to sniff me...i was a wee bit scared hehe. then he presented me to his friend as .. and i quote.."his middle-school sweetheart" haha..i wanted to be like yea u forgot the part where u cheated on me like fifty bazillion times...but good job. hehe so ya...colin called me today....he's so sweet....im so happy wit him..i really hope this lasts longer than just like a month...i think it will...we have a lot in common..haha same dorkyness...and stupid sense of humor...hehe. i dunno i guess we'll see. im just glad things worked out...i liked a guy and he liked me back....what a wonderful thing hehe. ok ima go...bye u guys.

tonite's song: heart of the matter..by some guy..ill post the lyrics later or something

keepin it short....
hmm....great day...colin's adorable...spanish guy sucks.....here's a great song hehe

Stay With Me
by Finch

Once again your eyes
Make it hard to say goodbye
So I'll just keep driving
Where you wanna go
It doesn't really matter
As long as you are here with me
With me
With me

Whoooa
There's something in the air tonight
Something that makes me feel alive
And I said whoooa
What were the words that you said to me
That made me feel so special now

Once again your eyes
Make it hard to ask you why
So I sit here knuckles tight
Hands against the wheel
Your head against the glass
And you mean so much to me
To me
To me

Whoooa
There's something in the air tonight
Something that makes me feel alive
And I said whooa
What were the words that you said to me
That made me feel so special

Stay with me
Cigarettes in open air
Hand in hand
And I said stay with me
Cause every star that I see
Is brighter than the last

So stay with me
Cigarettes in open air
Hand in hand
And I said stay with me
Cause every star that I see
Is brighter than the last

So stay with me
Cigarettes in open air
Hand in hand
And I said stay with me
Cause every star that I see
Is brighter than the last

So stay with me
Cigarettes in open air
Hand in hand
And I said stay with me
Cause every star that I see
Is brighter than the last

So stay with me...

googly moogly! hehe
*sigh* what a great day! well..ok so i get there at like 5 and we go up the escalator and buy our tickets....i forced him to let me pay for myself..hehe after some persuading he let me do so....blah blah...we went to the cd store but he didnt buy anything....then we went to the movie theater where we picked a nice lil corner to sit in. well so ya we sit down and i grab his hand... and he's like u wanna put the armrest up? and im like okie dokie...so ya we do.....then we watch the previews...and laugh and blah blah...so ya we're all cuddly....movie starts..purdy funny movie....very...um..sexy? hehe yes lots of humping that supposedly qualified as "dancin" hehe....i started playin wit his hair..it was soooo soft...he said i was makin him sleepy hehe..so ya im sittin there playin wit his hair and he puts his head on my shoulder it was soooo sweet.....aww...hehe u know what he told me? he's like the other day i was sittin in ap euro...and i was like resting my head on my arm...and my arm smelled like u! i was like aww..thaimi's with me everywhere i go...hehe i was like awwww that's so cute! and then he kept tellin me how good i smelled..hehe and he kept commenting on how hot patrick swayze was for an old man...hahahah and how he'd do ben affleck if given the chance...haha he kept tryin to make me look at him funny hehe then later....he put his arm around me so i had my head resting on his chest and he was like runnin his fingers through my hair....it was so cutieful! hehe so ya we're like flirtin...he starts bitin me and ticklin my ears...which causes me to like scream! hehe..so ya...then i just kinda look up at him and he leans in and kisses me...it was sooooo sweet! so ya we kissed for a lil bit....then we cuddled some more....and it went like that for a lil bit...till the movie ended...haha it was kinda funny cuz just as the movie was endin we kissed again...and all of a sudden i open my eyes and the lights r on and im like oh crap! hehe so ya i stopped and he's like ooh whoops the movie's over.....hehehe so ya then we left....and he was hungry but none of the stores were open! i think it was cuz it's a sunday so they all close early or somethin...but w/e we foudn this ice cream place and he got a cookies n' cream ice cream cone and i got a rocky road ice cream cone...haha i warned him that i was prolly gonna get it alll over myself....and guess what? i did...hehe he laughed at me and he like wiped it off my cheek....haha that's rite MY CHEEK! hehe he even licked me! hahaha! i was like oh god! hahah there was this like painting in back of us where we were sittin and it said these french words on it "c'est juste parfait" and he tried to pronounce it....HAHA OMG IT WAS PRICCELESS! hehe so ya i taught him how to say it....and it means it's just perfect.....btw. hehe so ya we spent like 15 min there...then we went outside to the pay phone and started dialin some random sex chatlines...haha which he apparently knew like rite off the top of his head btw...hahaha then his dad showed up...his dad is awesome! he's purdy funny...so ya they waited wit me till my step dad got there..so i gave colin a hug told his dad it was nice meetin u...and went home..hehe and here i am....talkin to u bout it.....hehe i notice i always say u as if it's only one person....although it's purdy much like one person who reads this anywayz....hehe alritey well im done.....buhz byez pplz nitey nite.....enjoy as cesar would say haha

tonite's song: love song by 311 from 50 first dates....such a cute song!

brrrrr! cold!
omg today was soooooooo frio! i was like dyin it was soo cold. well in the mornin colin came and he went to grab my hand and he's like "JESUS THAIMI! UR HANDS R FREEZING!" haha......my hands were soooooooooooo cold! and his were so warm. as we were walkin he would put both my hands in his and just like rub em together to make em warm...i was like aww how cute....i think he's been tryin to kiss me lately but i haven't let him hehe. cuz like he'll go in for a kiss and i kinda move a lil bit so he'll kiss my cheek.....thing is i dont want our first kiss to be at school in the middle of the hallway...it's just so....public! hehe so ya i think it'll happen this weekend....we're gonna go see dirty dancing. my mommy said it was ok so yay. i got a 100 on my gast notebook check! i was like yayyy! and i have an 88.27 in that class...which means i am on my way to an A baby oh yea! haha.....omg this weekend i have to do my group english proj. somehow....and i have to get my timeline started and do my euro extra credit...i need to get an A! grr..i need colin to come online cuz he was sposed to ask his dad if he was willin to drive to westshore. ooh i stayed after school today wit kelly and we went over some stuff...haha it was funny cuz we had to get out of ms sager's room cuz they said somethin bout if we're on school premises it's considered trespassing....some new law they just started enforcing....anywayz....we leave the room and it automatically locks itself....and then kelly realizes she left her cell phone in there! so we go back in the school and ask this janitor to open the door for us but he didnt speak eng and i was like oh no prob i speak spanish..so blah blah i told him and he opened the door for us...but haha when we're walkin out kelly's like....wow ur handy to have around hehe... iwas like haha! and she's like wow see? if he woulda talked eng u woulda understood him....span....u understood him..french u still woulda understood him....and im like yep and if by any chance he happened to be the pope i could talk to him in latin baby! hehe and she goes..oh yea u know cuz the pope would be a janitor at our school hahahaha. omg it was priceless. but ya i had to stay outside till like 4 30 and omg que frio! i almost died...there were these ppls cuddlin in front of the school....i was like damnit i need someone warm! where's colin when i need him!? hehe...alritey well ima go do some unimportant things....buhz byez ppls

tonite's song: read your mind by avant